Shen Zhichu repeated the same action expressionlessly, and when he heard Li Jingshen chanting beside him, he felt his ears buzzing, making it impossible to be quiet.
"Bang¡ª¡ª" With a sudden explosion, Shen Zhichu directly crushed a balloon in his hand.
"Can you just shut up and not bring up the past?"
Li Jingshen bit his lips and said hoarsely: "But now I can only recall the past"
"Do you know who always likes to recall the past and bring it up frequently?" Shen Zhichu snorted, and replied to himself, "People who are dying."
"Shen Zhichu, what if I say I'm dying?"
"Then when will you die? Don't just talk about it." Shen Zhichu looked at him coldly, as if he was facing an enemy.
Seeing that Li Jingshen can still be so energetic, she began to wonder if the medical certificate sent to her mobile phone a while ago was fake.
Li Jingshen was startled, staring at the burst balloon in a daze.
He thought, how kind Shen Zhichu was to him in the past. Knowing the taste he liked, he worked hard to learn how to cook, knowing that he would never taste it, but he still insisted on cooking for 1364 days, waiting quietly. Looking at him, even if he just glanced at him, she was satisfied in her heart.
She is overwhelmed with a lot of work every day. When winter comes, her hands are so cold that they are so cold that they are even stiff to sign, but she can endure the cold to knit a scarf for him.
He has a bad temper, and she always accommodates him, even if he uses it as a tool to vent her anger.
Stomach cancer was so painful that she vomited blood. In order to leave him quietly, she kept her mouth shut.
The more he thought about how good Shen Zhichu was to him in the past, the more he couldn't help thinking about how bad he was to Shen Zhichu.
Perhaps, as Shen Zhichu said, only people who are dying like to think about the past. After all, people are dead, and they can't think about the past.
The marriage that year was all arranged by Shen Zhichu alone. It was a simple wedding, and the media was gone. At that time, she blew up 520 balloons by herself, pasted them in every corner of the room, and tied them to the railing.
She wrapped 1,314 red packets and 1,314 packets of wedding candy, all made by herself. While thinking about doing these, her fingers were sore.
It's not that she can't afford to hire someone, but she thinks it might be more meaningful to do it herself.
After Shen Zhichu popped a balloon, he threw it away and didn't want to do it again.
How can there be so many meaningful things, it depends on whether you are willing to do it or not, no matter how great the meaning is, it is meaningless.
When hardships come to an end, who would still be willing to mention the way back then?
After a few balloons were blown up, the meaning went away. Li Jingshen cut out a piece of paper and pasted it on the window. The shape was a cat, very similar to Niannian.
It's a beautiful red color, and the eye sockets hurt after staring at it for a long time.
¡ª¡ªJingshen Li, when we have children, we will name the girl Sui Sui, the boy Jinzhao, and raise a cat called Niannian.
Later
I can no longer eat fish every year, and now there is no year.
Without Shen Zhichu's participation, Li Jingshen worked all night, and finally finished it the next morning.
There are still a few days before Christmas, and there is no rush at all. He stayed up all night like he was preparing for something
The text message that Shen Zhichu sent to Bai Qiujing did not receive a reply. She was always inexplicably restless. When she got up from the bed, her right eyelid twitched wildly. She sat up and raised her hand to gently pat the eyelid, trying to stop the tendon.
Li Jingshen came in, looked at Shen Zhichu propping his forehead, thought she had a headache, came over and asked her: "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"
After the eyelids twitched a few times, they finally calmed down.
"Li Jingshen." Shen Zhichu opened his mouth and called out to him.
Li Jingshen responded: "What's the matter?" It's nothing, Shen Zhichu won't call him by his name, it's just so realistic.
Shen Zhichu smiled: "I still remember the words you said while hugging my dead body when I died"
She had become a soul after death, she had never told anyone, but this time she suddenly mentioned it, but she suddenly wanted to see Bai Qiujing.
"You said, if I live, you will follow me in everything, even if you let me go, you are willing, but you have not fulfilled it now."
Shen Zhichu's memory is very good, she can remember many things, vividly, as if it was still yesterday.
Whenever she was injured and went to the hospital, she could see the regretful expression on Li Jingshen's face, but in a blink of an eye he made the same mistakes again.
Every time you are serious, every time you learn a lesson, every time you waver, every time your heart softens, every time you feel wronged, every timeGan, every time you are sad, every time you are tortured, every time you are sad, every time you make a mistake, every time you forgive, every time you are serious, every time you are thrown, every time you are perfunctory, every time you don¡¯t have a long memory, every time you deserve it.
"That's right, I forgot. You are always someone who can lie to your godfather. Now that you have tasted retribution, you will not be responsible for what you said in the past." ridicule.
Li Jingshen asked: "You want to leave me that much?"
"I never thought of staying by your side."
Li Jingshen was not angry or sad because of Shen Zhichu's words.
"I can't stay with you for long, Shen Zhichu, I'll let you go after you spend Christmas Eve with me, this time it's true, I won't lie to you, you also know my physical condition"
Only then did Shen Zhichu look up at him: "What's the condition, let's talk."
She absolutely did not believe that Li Jingshen could let her go so easily, it was not like his behavior that there was no conspiracy behind it.
Shen Zhichu was really deceived by Li Jingshen, so much so that she didn't believe him when he said that he was going to die.
After Li Jingshen looked at her silently, he walked out of the room and took a list and put it on the bed.
"It's only a week before Christmas Eve. This week you accompany me to complete these. I will never stop you when you leave, let alone attack anyone around you."
Shen Zhichu didn't go to get it, but stared at it carefully, there were almost twenty wish lists on it.
One-third of it has been done, and there are two-thirds left. The previous hook has been completed, and those are exactly the things that Li Jingshen brought Shen Zhichu back to J City to do.
Dating like a normal couple, taking her home, riding a bicycle to see his parents at the cemetery, preparing for Christmas together
Later, we will cook together, choose a ring, wear a wedding dress spend Christmas Eve together.
After Shen Zhichu saw it, he frowned, where did Li Jingshen have the face to think about this?
To put on a wedding dress for Li Jingshen, she couldn't get used to thinking about it, so Shen Zhichu directly squeezed the list into a ball of paper and threw it on Li Jingshen's face. How much weight can a piece of paper weigh? Throwing it on Li Jingshen's face won't hurt at all.
But Li Jingshen still turned his face slightly, as if someone had slapped him across the face.
"Is it necessary? Li Jingshen, do you think it makes sense for us to do this?"
"It may not be meaningful to you, but it is meaningful to me." This is not a wish list, but his last wish. Li Jingshen is not a person who likes to do poor things to ask for it. He looks cold on the outside, but in reality The heart is like a dry stone, which can be washed away with a little water without being squeezed.
The more disappointed I feel, the more I want to use tyrannical means to get that sense of fulfillment.
"I promise you, as long as you accompany me to complete these, I will let you go, but if you don't agree, then you will stay by my side forever. Although I am seriously ill, with the advancement of medicine, I vomit more blood now. It¡¯s getting less and less, maybe you can be saved if you last a little longer, you were able to develop anti-cancer drugs abroad when you were at the advanced stage of gastric cancer, maybe I can too.¡±
Shen Zhichu took the initiative to come to Li Jingshen's side because he knew from the text message that he was about to die, and she was worried that Li Jingshen, a lunatic, would pull people behind when he died.
The reason why she stays here quietly with him now is because he is about to die. Human life is like a candle. Also ephemeral.
At least for now, this candle of hers seems to be longer than Li Jingshen's, and can burn longer. This is the only place where she can win against Li Jingshen.
But what if Li Jingshen can't die?
Shen Zhichu didn't dare to bet, didn't dare to bet on whose life was long, and didn't dare to bet on whether what Li Jingshen said this time was true.
"I don't believe you, and I don't dare to believe you." Shen Zhichuyu paused, with a cold voice, "But I've already died once, and I'm not afraid to die again in front of your eyes." (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com