People who know that they will not live long can be divided into two extreme categories, one is content to die quietly and quietly, and the other is unwilling to retaliate.
Based on her understanding of Li Jingshen, she thinks he is more inclined to the second type.
If a person wants revenge, he is willing to pay any price. He is unwilling to make up for it, even if it hurts to death, he is willing to die. The second of death is really very happy.
Shen Zhichu thought of some past events, couldn't help clenching his fists, his knuckles turned white, and he didn't even know that his fingertips were pinched into the flesh of his palm.
After a long while, Shen Zhichu let go of her hand, feeling pain belatedly, she opened her hand and looked at the nail prints on her palm.
Bai Qiujing went to the hospital. If she didn't respond, his body might not be able to bear it. Shen Zhichu really wanted to go back, but he also knew that she couldn't go back for the time being.
After reading the text message, she raised her hand, pressed a typesetting, and then deleted it, repeatedly deleting, deleting, and subtracting, not knowing what to reply to Bai Qiujing.
In the end, there were only a few short words-
I'm fine, don't worry, I'll be back.
The next day, Li Jingshen had someone prepare two bicycles, and Li Jingshen pushed one of the bicycles in front of Shen Zhichu silently.
"Can you ride a bicycle?"
? Shen Zhichu can ride a bicycle, but it¡¯s been too long since I¡¯ve ridden it, so I¡¯m afraid it¡¯s a bit strange, but if she doesn¡¯t ride it by herself
Shen Zhichu glanced at the back seat of the bicycle indiscriminately.
She reached out to take it: "Where are you going?"
"Not far, just follow me."
The air in the morning is good. Cycling can not only exercise the body but also adjust the mood and relax the nerves.
Shen Zhichu pushed the bicycle forward, she couldn't think of where Li Jingshen was going to take her, the air in the morning was very good, the cold wind blowing her long hair made her a little cold.
Li Jingshen wore little, light-colored sweater, not even a jacket, he was riding a bicycle in front, the distance from Shen Zhichu would not exceed two meters, and occasionally the two would ride side by side.
The scenery is very good, the air is fresh, the most primitive smell of nature is the most lacking in big cities, Shen Zhichu rode all the way, and then he noticed how big the old house of the Li family is, and this piece of mountain belongs to the Li family.
Li Jingshen said that it was not far away, but the bicycle had been ridden for more than half an hour.
It was alright at the beginning of the ride, but she got tired after riding. Shen Zhichu had no time to look at the scenery. She was a little impatient when she saw Li Jingshen riding leisurely in front, but she held back, because what Li Jingshen said yesterday talk.
He said that as long as she followed him to this place properly, he would take her back to Rongcheng.
"arrive."
After riding so far, Li Jingshen had a normal expression, but his face was a little pale. He turned his head, and Shen Zhichu met his dim eyes.
Li Jingshen's eye sockets are deep, and the dark and long eyelashes slightly cover his eyes, which is unpredictable.
Shen Zhichu raised his head, missed Li Jingshen's figure and looked over. It was a cemetery where several generations of the Li family were buried.
Li Jingshen put the bicycle aside, and then walked in, Shen Zhichu hesitated to keep up with him.
In the end, Li Jingshen stopped in front of the two tombstones.
Li Jingshen looked at it quietly for a while, then raised the corners of his lips and said, "Mom and Dad, I brought someone I like to see you."
Shen Zhichu frowned, but finally said nothing.
There are photos on the tombstone, which have been waterproofed. Someone will wipe them every month. The photos are still clean, but after a long time, even the waterproof photos can show the traces of time.
Li Jingshen's appearance combines the advantages of his parents, and he is top-notch and good-looking.
Li Jingshen squatted down, reached out and rubbed the writing on the tombstone, then knelt down on his knees, and said in a hoarse voice: "I should have brought her here earlier to see you. Too much emotion wasted."
When it was exhausted, Shen Zhichu didn't love him anymore, and it didn't make much sense to bring her here.
Li Jingshen's depressed figure was kneeling there, his voice fluctuating and ethereal, as if a gust of wind could blow people away.
Li Jingshen didn't speak any more, he just thought silently in his heart.
The figures of his parents in his memory became more and more blurred, and every time he tried to think about it, the final picture was always in the car accident, and his eyes were stained red with the blood of his parents.
He cried helplessly, the water slowly submerged him, and his nostrils were filled with the smell of blood.
Nightmare, he had it for more than ten years, until he was pushed into the water on Christmas Eve that year, with a thin body?? Jumped down regardless of the cold, and grabbed his hand.
Since then, Li Jingshen has never had any nightmares about his parents, and he is not even so afraid of water.
In that photo album, there are only photos of Li Jingshen alone, without his parents, let alone friends.
In fact, there were some in the past, and then they were burned. At the age of seven or eight, it was the time when they needed the company of their parents, but Li Jingshen didn¡¯t even have a picture of his parents. He missed them, so he could only run away on a bicycle. Come here for a night.
Poor?
Pitiful.
But also hateful.
Shen Zhichu stood aside for ten minutes, the heat on his body slowly faded away, the hot sweat also became cooler, the cold wind whizzed, and it felt a little cold on his body.
Li Jingshen seemed to feel the coldness of Shen Zhichu, he stood up: "Let's go back."
"Aren't you going to stay any longer?"
"No need." It won't be long before he can really see them, not a little while.
Li Jingshen said: "Don't you want to go back to Rongcheng? We will go back today."
The two of them did not ride their bicycles back immediately, but pushed and walked forward slowly.
"If." Li Jingshen lowered his eyes and stared at the road under his feet, his voice was empty, "I met you earlier than Bai Qiujing, or I didn't mistake Xia Mingyue for you back then, so I didn't treat you so badly is the result different now?"
Shen Zhichu was silent and there was no echo, the wind on the other side of the valley was whistling, as if someone was crying, as if responding to Li Jingshen's words.
Li Jingshen wanted to grab the last straw, and asked impatiently: "If time can be turned back, let's go back to the beginning"
"Perhaps" Shen Zhichu's light and ethereal voice blew into Li Jingshen's ears with the wind.
Li Jingshen's dim pupils lit up for a moment, but then Shen Zhichu said the next sentence coldly.
"But there are no ifs in this world. Li Jingshen, the biggest mistake in my life is that I recognized the wrong person and loved the wrong person. If I know my mistake, I will correct it. This is the truth that children understand."
Shen Zhichu turned his head and glanced at the rows of steles behind him. In the cemetery, even the best weather would turn lifeless.
"I used my life to teach you how to love someone, but you don't seem to have learned it." Shen Zhichu's tone was cold and mocking.
"Then tell me how to love someone?"
"If you really love her, you should let go, make a difference, make each other happy, instead of making her suffer. Your so-called love, to me, is more like revenge for not loving you." Is she doing what normal couples do to love her? Did the parents who took her to the cemetery to meet his dead loved her?
Li Jingshen's eyes were bloodshot: "Then if Bai Qiujing doesn't want you to be with other women, can you let him go completely?"
"I'm afraid you have forgotten why I am still by your side now?" Shen Zhichu looked at him seriously and replied, "I love Bai Qiujing, so I can willingly come to your side to keep him safe. This is me and you The difference between a lover."
It was too difficult for him to learn to let go.
Li Jingshen's face was ashamed, as if he had grasped a handful of sugar sand, the tighter he grasped, the faster the sugar sand would fall from his hand, before he tasted the sweetness of sugar, the sugar sand would fall It had already disappeared from his palm, he could only stick out his tongue blankly to lick the remaining sweetness in his palm, the sweeter the candy came from his palm, the more regretful he felt.
Li Jingshen knew the result a long time ago. He and Shen Zhichu were like two handover lines. After the handover, the two lines became farther and farther away. One hundred twenty was prepared in his heart, but he still didn't know how to face losing her.
Just like that year, when Shen Zhichu jumped into the water to save him, he didn't know how to face the helping hand she extended to him. And she accidentally pulled the pearl earrings on her ears, causing her earlobe to be torn and injured, and she was stitched a few times.
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