? Skipping meals, often hungry, and eating irregularly will cause stomach problems. Shen Zhichu has suffered from stomach cancer.
Li Jingshen is now talking in his mouth, afraid that she will hurt, afraid that she will feel uncomfortable, afraid that she will have the same stomach pain as before, but he has forgotten that the person who makes her feel the most painful and uncomfortable is him.
The perpetrator probably does not feel that he is the perpetrator.
Li Jingshen lived up to his name, he got worse and worse, he can make you feel uncomfortable, and he can make you feel even more uncomfortable.
The conversation went back and forth and returned to the original point, Li Jingshen knew that if this continued, Shen Zhichu would quarrel with him.
Shen Zhichu had something better than nothing, Li Jingshen was silent for a while and then changed the subject: "If you don't eat, just eat, don't get angry and ruin your body."
"You also know that the body can be destroyed by anger? You have done a lot of things that made me vomit blood." Shen Zhichu dropped the bowl and got up, his eyes were red with anger.
"Li Jingshen, you really don't care about me at all. You are so hard to tie me up now, it's nothing more than your self-esteem. In your life, Mr. Li, you can only dump others. How can you be dumped? Looking at the past now Isn't it particularly unbalanced that the plaything you played to death is happy with other men?" She didn't want to get angry, but she couldn't control her when she reached the edge, like a trapped animal in a desperate situation, and could only rage impotently .
Li Jingshen didn't speak, he sat there quietly, listening to Shen Zhichu's words, he trembled a little while holding the chopsticks in his hand.
He is holding the chopsticks with his right hand, but for some reason his left hand hurts so much, the scar that has healed in his palm seems to be torn open.
The three most obvious lines in the palm of the hand are the love line, the career line, and the life line. Shen Zhichu's knife hit the palm of the palm and cut off all three lines.
Those who push away with their own hands are not even qualified to regret it.
Shen Zhichu lowered his eyes: "Li Jingshen, you always do things that confuse me. What are you planning? Are you really doing it for my own good? To prove that you are right? Or to turn other people into As bad as you, so you can feel at ease with the past?"
When a person is in a desperate situation, he will always be compared with someone who is worse than him, as if there is no regret after death.
Li Jingshen still didn't speak.
When Shen Zhichu saw his wooden look, she smiled self-deprecatingly, then turned and walked to the living room, sitting on the sofa, she was used to reading text messages with her mobile phone, and when she took it out, she realized that she had turned off the network when she saw that there was no network.
I used to feel that time is not waiting for anyone to pass quickly, but now I feel that every minute and every second is suffering.
With the blood in his mouth, Li Jingshen ate the leftover food on the table in mouthfuls. He didn't know how to cook before, and he hated the smell of oily smoke in the kitchen.
He usually eats in restaurants outside, or asks the restaurant to prepare and deliver to his door.
Later, I found it troublesome, so I simply hired a chef, but in fact, the chef did not cook as many times as Shen Zhichu.
No matter how delicious the restaurant outside is, if you eat too much, you will get tired of it. Only the ones made by family members may be plain, but you will never get tired of it for the rest of your life. Even if you can¡¯t eat it, you will always miss it.
He really wanted to eat the meals made by Shen Zhichu again.
In the past, Shen Zhichu cooked meals for him for four years, and he hated not eating them once, but now the meals she cooked became a luxury he would never taste again.
After Shen Zhichu's death, for a period of time he was seriously insane and went crazy due to illness. He found chefs from all over the country to cook, and wanted to make Shen Zhichu's craftsmanship.
He searched all over the city of j but couldn't find it. Later, he went to Rongcheng and thought of the wonton shop near Rongda that Shen Zhichu often talked about.
As soon as he tasted that taste, he knew it was Shen Zhichu's favorite.
The proprietress has only seen Li Jingshen on the photo network.
When Shen Zhichu and Li Jingshen got married back then, Shen Zhichu was the only one who was happy. She was full of joy and wished to tell the world that she married the person she liked.
But she knew in her heart that Li Jingshen didn't like her, and the commotion at the wedding would only make Li Jingshen hate her even more.
The day before the wedding, she took a photo of Li Jingshen to the wonton shop, and ordered a bowl of hot wontons, like a girl who has just been in love, full of longing for the future, she happily pointed to Li Jingshen in the photo and said to the proprietress .
"Aunt Yang, I'm getting married, and I will be with him for the rest of my life."
Perhaps Shen Zhichu didn't know at that time that a lifetime would be so short, only four years had consumed all her enthusiasm, and even the boiling water would cool down after a long time, not to mention that people's hearts can't stand the torture.
A stone will become flat after a long time of grinding, and the human heart is like flesh, and it will rot if it is ground.
Perhaps that "lifetime" is the previous life, or it may be the next life, but it cannot be this life alone.
Shen Zhichu got marriedI received a lot of blessings, and the proprietress also told her a happy wedding, but she was not happy at all on the wedding day. Li Jingshen treated her like an inflatable doll, and threw it away after use, not even fulfilling the obligations of husband and wife. superior.
At that time, no one knew that Shen Zhichu would die one day in the hands of the man she thought would bring her happiness. The Shen Zhichu who was full of joy at the beginning finally turned into a handful of ashes. the one she.
Later, Li Jingshen often went to the wonton shop to eat, and the proprietress asked enthusiastically what to say. Afterwards, the proprietress also recognized Li Jingshen, and told her a lot about Shen Zhichu.
Everyone knows that Shen Zhichu likes him, but no one knows that he treats Shen Zhichu badly except those who care about Shen Zhichu.
The wontons there are what Shen Zhichu likes to eat. Li Jingshen wanted to learn, but the proprietress didn't teach, so he got really impatient with him, so she lost an address and asked Li Jingshen to learn from a teacher.
The address thrown by the proprietress was the one where Shen Zhi was a beginner. However, the teacher had retired and no longer taught others. Li Jingshen searched for a long time, and when he reached the door, he knelt down for nearly an hour. Lost consciousness, the master finally agreed to teach him how to cook.
Having graduated from the same school, the dishes he cooks are very close to those made by Shen Zhichu.
During the three years when Shen Zhichu died, Li Jingshen had a mental breakdown, as if his soul had been split in two.
He searched for so many chefs but none of them could find the taste of Shen Zhichu's cooking. In the end, he learned it by himself. Whenever he ate the dishes, he always felt that Shen Zhichu was still by his side.
Li Jingshen finished the food bite by bite, even if he couldn't finish it, he would swallow it again, and finally finished the whole table, he got up and packed the dishes and went into the kitchen.
Hearing the sound of washing water coming from the kitchen, Shen Zhichu looked back.
She remembered that Li Jingshen was obsessed with cleanliness, even if he didn't cook, he could still wash dishes in the kitchen.
Li Jingshen washed the dishes and came out, looking at the phone to turn the day.
"How do you plan to spend Christmas this year?" After asking this sentence, he obviously saw that the light in Shen Zhichu's eyes dimmed.
"If it wasn't for your insertion, I would have spent that day with Bai Qiujing." She had already made an appointment with him. She would prepare a huge Christmas tree that day and have a good Christmas. She even planned to give Christmas presents What, but now it was all disrupted by Li Jingshen.
Christmas is still more than a month away, and it is getting colder and colder these days.
In fact, Li Jingshen doesn¡¯t want to celebrate Christmas at all. For others, Christmas is a western festival and a good time for couples to date, but for Li Jingshen, Christmas is not a good time. He and Xia Mingyue got engaged on Christmas day before, and Shen Zhichu died tragically in the fire. Christmas is Shen Zhichu's memorial day.
Qin Mo's words.
¡ª¡ªLi Jingshen, from now on, remember that every year is her memorial day.
He does remember very clearly, he remembers it every day, and he will never forget it.
"Don't you like to watch the snow? I'll take you to the north to see the snow, okay? You can also build a snowman and have a snowball fight. If you are afraid of the cold, there are hot springs to soak in?"
Shen Zhichu pursed his thin lips tightly and remained silent.
Li Jingshen stood aside and talked to himself, and said to himself: "If you don't want to see the snow, let's go to the beach for vacation. It's very warm there, and you don't need to wear a heavy down jacket when you go out. I remember you like it too." Look at the sea, you told me before that if you get married and spend your honeymoon, you will go to the island."
Shen Zhichu always said that he didn't care about her, and Zhao Qian also said that to Xia Mingyue, when Xia Mingyue was unwell, he would drag Shen Zhichu to the hospital to draw blood at the slightest sign of trouble, but he was indifferent to Shen Zhichu vomiting blood in front of him.
Is it really because I don't love it that I choose to ignore it?
But he clearly remembered that Shen Zhichu glanced and smiled, knew what she liked and hated, knew that she was afraid of the cold and pain, she casually said that she liked to watch the snow and went to the seaside for vacation, and he could remember it forever.
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