Accompanying Shen Zhichu to old age, what a luxury wish, he dare not even think about it.
He has no way to retreat, he can only rush forward recklessly, even if there is a wall in front of him, he refuses to turn back with his head bleeding.
"I didn't do anything wrong, I just loved her in my own way." Li Jingshen's eyes were bloodshot and frightening.
"How do you say that to her?" Zhao Qian couldn't control his intense emotion, he didn't dare to point out anyone and could only clenched his fists, "To be honest, you don't treat Miss Shen as well as Xia Mingyue, you know all about Xia Mingyue It hurts in your heart, you can ask someone to draw blood when she got into a car accident, you can give her what she wants, no matter what you do wrong, you can easily forgive her, Mr. Li, you still remember Miss Shen How did the first child disappear? She was wronged and murdered by Ms. Xia, and you threw her down the stairs! Rolling down from the second floor, the ladders were covered with blood, it was you Ghost of the first child!"
The princess hug is a scene that almost every girl yearns for. Li Jingshen used such a romantic princess hug to throw her down the second floor to have a miscarriage.
Doesn't Li Jingshen know that Xia Mingyue did it? No, he knew that the evidence was in front of him, but he still chose to favor Xia Mingyue, and even wanted Shen Zhichu to conceive a child and give it to Xia Mingyue to raise, so as to achieve the best of both worlds.
From the moment Shen Zhichu was burned to death in the fire, he came to his senses.
What killed Shen Zhichu was never the fire, but the cruelty of human nature and the indifference of bystanders.
Zhao Qian still remembers Shen Zhichu wearing a red dress at the charity party that day, holding a red wine glass and talking and laughing happily with others. She was so confident and flamboyant, but he felt strange.
Such a dazzling woman, the years have changed so much that they forget her original appearance, and what stays there is still the bird with broken wings.
Li Jingshen's thoughts were a little confused, the pain made him mentally weak, his thoughts were confused, and the last frame in his mind was forcibly pulled back to the past by Zhao Qian.
That is, the picture that had devoured his spirit for countless nights. Shen Zhichu suffered from depression in the hospital. His eyes could no longer be described as heartbroken. They looked like old rag dolls, with black pupils covered Heavy dust.
Li Jingshen tried his best to suppress the colic in his heart, but the trembling breathing still betrayed him, he trembled his lips: "That's all in the past"
"It's never passed. The past you thought was just your self-righteous past. Look at the nails you pulled out and then at the scar on your chest. These haven't disappeared. How dare you say the past?" Zhao Qian's voice suddenly became dull stand up.
"Mr. Li, don't say anything good for her. If she doesn't accept it, it's not good."
"Bang¡ª¡ª" Li Jingshen became angry uncontrollably, and this time he raised his fist uncontrollably and punched Zhao Qian.
He was already suffering from illnesses, and he had not had a good rest and was hit. It didn't hurt very much to hit someone with his fist, but the sudden move still made Zhao Qian take two steps back. His eyes were calm, and he didn't get hurt because of Li Jingshen's punch. Feel stunned.
Zhao Qian's eyes were like calm lake water, looking at Li Jingshen quietly.
After Shen Zhichu's death, he chose to tell the truth. He said a lot, but Li Jingshen listened to very little.
He is not a relationship consultant, he can't let a person die, give up a relationship, and wait for death quietly.
Li Jingshen has traveled all the way, and his life has been full of ups and downs. It is impossible for him to wait for death quietly and do nothing even if he thinks about it.
Li Jingshen has completely inherited the genes of the Li family. He is weak-tempered, ruthless, suspicious, moody, and good at hiding from outsiders, but those who know him well know that he is not very patient.
Seeing Li Jingshen like this, Zhao Qian knew that he didn't listen to his words.
He suddenly felt that Li Jingshen was pitiful and ridiculous, and he didn't understand how to love someone until his death.
Didn't Shen Zhichu give Li Jingshen a chance? She gave too much, and she used it for four years, and the rain on the eaves was able to drip through the stones. She gave up her pride, and she almost knelt on the ground and begged him to look back at her.
But Li Jingshen's actions disappointed her again and again.
This potted flower is dead, and I only think about watering it now, no matter how much it is watered, it will be useless.
After Li Jingshen gave Zhao Qian a fist, he covered his chest and coughed in a muffled voice, coughing up all the tears, which fell down one by one.
Zhao Qian said: "Mr. Li, stop it, her world belongs to her and has nothing to do with you"
Li Jingshen glanced at him coldly: "No I haven't finished it yet, I want to prove to her that I am right, I was wrong before but I am not wrong now If you still want to persuade her i let go, you go! "
Li Jingshen forbears all the year round, and after no one dares to stop him, he becomes more and more unable to suppress his temper, but he has always been calm at work, and almost never got so angry with Zhao Qian, just because he said "the truth" Let him go.
This "scroll" is not just talking, but that's what he means.
This time Zhao Qian was stunned, but he quickly recovered, with a slight smile on his face, and then bowed deeply to Li Jingshen.
"Mr. Li, thank you for your trust and care for me these years. I will hand in the resignation report tomorrow." After speaking, Zhao Qian slowly braced his back, narrowed his eyes slightly, and walked around Li Jingshen to the door.
Since it is useless to say more, it is better not to say it.
Li Jingshen has been strong for so many years, and now everyone around him has left one by one, leaving only powerlessness and helplessness.
He clenched his fists and looked at Zhao Qian who left without looking back, feeling pain in his heart.
Did he really do something wrong? He just used his method to prove that he loves Shen Zhichu. This "bet" is beneficial to Shen Zhichu whether he wins or loses, isn't it?
If Shen Zhichu wins, there will be no obstacles between her and Bai Qiujing. If she loses, she should see people's hearts clearly, and the adult's feelings should be stopped in time.
On the contrary, hewhether he wins or loses, he cannot insert into Shen Zhichu's life.
He is not inferior to Bai Qiujing's love, in fact, he has been by Shen Zhichu's side longer than Bai Qiujing.
It's a pity that the order of fate is first come, first come. Even if he dove to occupy the position in the magpie's nest later, he must understand the principle that the first come first comes first.
Li Jingshen leaned his back against the wall, bent his legs and slowly slid along the wall to sit on the ground.
Sitting for four hours at a time, from day to night, silently looking up at the stars in the sky.
He restrained himself from thinking about Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing's obtaining the certificate, but the more he didn't think about it, it was like a spring that was pressed down for too long, but bounced higher.
Now when I think of the name "Shen Zhichu", tears can't stop falling down.
Shen Zhichu If I knew this earlier, why bother.
In fact, Li Jingshen knew better than anyone else that what he did was meaningless, but it would make Shen Zhichu hate him more and more.
Even Zhao Qian felt that what he did to Shen Zhichu was heinous and unworthy of forgiveness.
In fact, it is more than heinous, it is like a pig and a dog, if he can go back to the past, the first thing he will do may be to kill himself at that time.
He knew his mistakes, and corrected them when he made mistakes. He also wanted to turn around, to give up, to wait for death quietly, and watched Shen Zhichu marry another man.
But his heart was empty, like a tattered paper window in the cold winter night wind, the wind kept pouring in, making him numb from the cold, let him continue to find something to fill, even if what he was looking for was full of Thorn of thorns.
He remembered every word Shen Zhichu said to him, including in his dream.
She said, the world is very good, but I won't come because of you.
She also said, Li Jingshen, your death will only dirty my reincarnation path.
If he dies first, will her reincarnation circuit be dirty?
He held his head and thought, thinking that when Shen Zhichu was with him, there would never be a day when he would be truly happy.
In the quiet living room, there was a mobile phone vibrate, and he was suddenly awakened. It was too dark around him, and he couldn't see his fingers. After he got used to the darkness, he saw a bright light flashing not far from him.
He got up and ran over, tripped over the coffee table, staggered and knelt on the ground, just kneeling inside the shattered crystal vase fragments, pressed his palms directly, bloody pain, but he didn't seem to feel the pain He scrambled to pick up the phone on the ground.
He turned on the phone, and the purpose of entry was a group photo on the marriage certificate. In the photo, Shen Zhichu was smiling happily. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com