When she didn't want to hear the sound, these malicious voices kept pouring into her ears. Niannian was more than just a cat. It took its life to save her. They agreed that they would be together in this life. It is Her loved ones are the straw in despair and the light in the darkness.
Shen Zhichu's voice has become hoarse, with a crying voice, which is hard to hear and a little harsh, his tears are blurred, and he yells "Niannian" inarticulately
The pain in her chest urgently required her to do something to fill it up. The hand holding Bai Qiujing's clothes slowly fell, and she clenched the collar tightly against her chest.
"Chu Chu." The person in his arms was so cold that he was trembling from the cold, from his hissing and crying at the beginning to his muffled whimpering now.
After crying, Shen Zhichu didn't have much time. The muscles and veins all over her body were protruding, her temples were throbbing, and her body was full of ice and fire. For a while, she seemed to be shivering in the cold winter, and for a while, she felt as if she was being roasted by a raging fire. Hot to itchy.
Bai Qiujing's heart clenched, and she opened her mouth, unable to say anything to calm Shen Zhichu down.
Bai Qiujing knelt on the ground with one knee, wrapped Shen Zhichu's waist with one hand and hugged her horizontally.
Shen Zhichu's empty eyes didn't have any focus, and the bones in his body seemed to be dismantled and reinstalled one by one, limp and limp.
When Bai Qiujing walked out of the pet hospital with Shen Zhichu in his arms, the sky outside became dark, and the gloomy dark clouds weighed on his head, making it so stuffy that people couldn't breathe.
"I want them to die, I want to kill Niannian's people, I want to kill them!" Shen Zhichu said word by word, those clear eyes were already occupied by hatred.
Bai Qiujing felt his heart was pinched by something, he put Shen Zhichu carefully on the car, and leaned on the back of the chair with one hand to focus on Shen Zhichu.
"Chu Chu, believe me, they will suffer retribution."
"Retribution?" Shen Zhichu closed his eyes and burst into tears, "I never believe that evil will be rewarded with evil, and bad people will be rewarded. I only believe in myself."
Bai Qiujing grabbed her hands: "Chuchu, don't let them dirty your hands, it's not worth it."
Shen Zhichu suddenly opened his eyes, with a sarcastic expression on his face: "Then tell me how it's worth it, don't dirty your hands, and let them hurt the one I love? I can't even protect my favorite, and I can't avenge it. I talk about being clean? As long as I can let them taste the pain they have suffered year after year, I would rather not be clean!" Her life has long been bullied, so why should she be clean?
If the wicked can only repay the wicked, then she is willing to become a wicked person.
She used to be kind, and endured no matter how difficult it was, but life only gave her one truth: people are bullied when they are kind, and people ride when they are good.
She has already died once, so naturally she is not afraid of the second time, as long as she can drag these people into hell, so what if she is dirty?
Seeing the madness in Shen Zhichu's eyes filled with blood, Bai Qiujing's face turned slightly pale, and his hands trembled.
"Niannian definitely doesn't want you to sacrifice your life to avenge it. I think that what it wanted before it died is also to hope that you can live happily"
"But it's already dead, every year it dies" Those eyes were like cracked glass balls, Shen Zhichu couldn't cry anymore, the tears streaming down his face had dried up, and his hair stuck to his face superior.
Bai Qiujing raised her hand and gently stroked the corners of her red eyes, her voice was also hoarse and slightly choked: "I know"
Shen Zhichu shook his head, he didn't know, no one knew, there was no empathy in this world, just like he couldn't feel how painful her heart was, and she herself couldn't feel the torment she suffered in those twenty minutes every year.
"Do you know what I saw when I found Niannian? Bloody pliers, gasoline, a lighter, a knife covered in blood and hair, four teeth had been pulled out of Niannian's mouth, and there was either blood or gasoline in his mouth, Do you know how it survived those twenty minutes? How do you let me let them go without dirtying my hands?"
"Hand?" Shen Zhichu sneered with a crying voice, she lowered her head and spread her right hand, her palm was full of blood, the collar was in her hand, it couldn't see its original shape, and the four characters on the cat card were smeared and solidified by blood. I can't see the words on it.
Shen Zhichu moved his thumb to rub the blood on the collar: "My hands should have been dirty long ago, I shouldn't have kept these people until now."
?If you kill those villains with your own hands, your hands will be dirty, so wouldn't your hands that are stained with the blood of your loved ones be dirty?
Shen Zhichu has always held Nian Nian in his arms. The most important thing to do now is to find a place to bury Nian Nian. Dead pets are usually buried in their own yard.
Shen Zhichu looked out the window, and asked Bai Qiujing to stop the car when passing by the flower and bird market, and she walked into a house.shop.
I picked the sunflower seeds, and then went to the flowerpot shop to choose the most beautiful flowerpot.
In her eyes, Niannian is the most beautiful cat no matter what she turns into. Even if she dies, she will still be in the most beautiful flower pot.
The flower pots are very big, and Shen Zhichu asked the people in the store to drag them to Xicheng. The small villa she just bought in Rongcheng is still being renovated.
In this small villa, many of the interior decorations were designed by her, and there is a room dedicated to each year.
The decoration hadn't been finished yet, and she hadn't brought Nian Nian to see it, so Nian Nian left her first.
The flowerpot was placed in the yard, and Shen Zhichu gently stroked Niannian's body, heartbroken, and she carefully put Niannian into the flowerpot.
"Niannian" His lips parted tremblingly, and he tasted the salty taste of tears as soon as he opened his mouth.
Guilt overwhelmed her, if she didn't hand over Nian Nian to Xu Nian, if she had the ability, if she had solved the obstacles that threatened them all from the beginning, nothing would happen to Nian Nian.
Shen Zhichu hated himself very much, hated himself for taking Niannian away but not being able to protect it well.
What it obviously hopes most is that she can be by its side, but she gave it to other people to take care of it for work.
Shen Zhichu knelt on the ground, lying on the edge of the flower pot and gently stroking Niannian's neck, his mind was full of the picture of Niannian braved the fire to save her three years ago, his small body hit the glass and wanted to rush in to accompany her.