There is a saying on the Internet that if that person really loves you, you can neither leave nor run away, unless that person intends to let you go.
Did Li Jingshen really love her because he didn't want to let her go? Loving her will add violence to her? Love her and look at her with such stern eyes? Love she would want to kill their children?
The eye sockets became sore and swollen due to the stress response, and big drops of tears fell down.
Li Jingshen looked at the crystal water stains on Shen Zhichu's face expressionlessly, and his strength in his hands remained unabated, until the bodyguard injected the medicine into Shen Zhichu's wrist, and then he relaxed his movements.
And not long after that injection of medicine was injected into the body, Shen Zhichu became unconscious, her hands and feet were numb, and she couldn't cry out for help. Opening her eyelids was already the maximum strength she could use at the moment.
Li Jingshen hugged the limp Shen Zhichu horizontally, and then ordered the bodyguards to tidy up the inner room.
Shen Zhichu wept helplessly, and a trembling sound came out of his throat: "Let me go, Li Jingshen, I beg you to let me go" Shen Zhichu was soft in his arms, his voice seemed to come from his throat It's like something squeezed out of her mouth, weak mosquitoes and flies, it's hard to hear what she's saying if you don't listen carefully.
The faint voice was so low and light that Li Jingshen almost thought it was his hallucination.
He didn't make a sound, but hugged Shen Zhichu even more tightly, and carried her into the carriage.
At 8:30 in the evening, there were still a lot of people on the street. Some went out for a walk after eating, some came out to dance in the square, and some young people came out for dinner.
Same as before, I saw two luxury cars on the side of the road, and a group of tall men in suits and leather shoes came down from upstairs. Although they were curious, they didn't dare to approach, and they stood far away, silently watching .
Li Jingshen didn't like such gazes, so he put Shen Zhichu into the carriage and ordered someone to deal with it, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble
Li Jingshen looked at Shen Zhichu who was huddled in his arms like a wounded cat from the perspective of God, and Li Jingshen raised his hand to gently stroke her sad eyebrows.
"Shen Zhichu, I will never let you go in my life."
These words are like a cage locking her soul inside.
Under the effect of the anesthetic, Shen Zhichu gradually couldn't cry anymore, but his eyes widened stiffly, and there was a dead silence in the eyes, there was nothing, even the tears just now disappeared, and Li Jingshen was chilled by the empty look.
Li Jing couldn't bear the look she made in the carriage, because it reminded him of the tragic death of his parents.
So many years have passed, the tragic death of his parents in order to protect him is still an indelible shadow in his heart.
He sometimes wondered if his parents would not have died if he hadn't been in the car at the time?
Li Jingshen covered Shen Zhichu's eyes with trembling hands. Under the darkness, Shen Zhichu gradually fell into a lethargic sleep.
Shen Zhichu had a dream, dreaming that she fell off the cliff, Li Jingshen grabbed her and pulled her up, just when she wanted to hug him tightly, Li Jingshen's hand went through her stomach, from the inside Drag out a piece of flesh and blood
Shen Zhichu woke up from the nightmare, and when he raised his eyes, he met Li Jingshen's dark eyes. Shen Zhichu recovered and glanced around his eyes. It was all white, and there was a faint smell of disinfectant in the air.
She was brought to the hospital by Li Jingshen! Shen Zhichu subconsciously wanted to turn over and get up to escape, but found that his body was bound to the bed, unable to move except his neck, fingers, and feet.
There was sweat on her back, and Li Jingshen's eyes made her feel more anxious than the flustered dream.
"You slept for 10 hours." Li Jingshen said lightly.
It was only then that Shen Zhichu noticed the blue sky and white sun outside the window, and the bright sunlight refracted in through it, making his eyes hurt.
"Would you like some water?" Li Jingshen asked.
Shen Zhichu felt her throat was very hoarse, and she could still taste some bitterness. She tilted her head and continued to struggle with her hands, but she still couldn't lift her strength.
"Don't move, save some energy." Li Jingshen poured Shen Zhichu a glass of water on his own, and a straw was inserted in the water glass for people to drink.
He pointed the straw at Shen Zhichu's lips: "Drink water."
"Get out!" Her voice was hoarse, as if she had swallowed a handful of sand, and her vocal cords were worn away by the sand.
"If you don't drink water, you won't have a chance to drink it after the operation."
Shen Zhichu's eyes were shattered, his hands were clenched into fists, and he felt severe pain all over his body, and there was a creaking sound deep in his throat.
"No, don't kill my child, Li Jingshen, I hate you." The voice was cold but with a bit of crying.
bellyFour months pregnant, Li Jingshen will never forget the day he personally sent his most beloved woman to the operating room to have a miscarriage.
Later, after he lost Shen Zhichu, whenever he thought about today, he would feel chills all over his body, which became the second nightmare in his life
Shen Zhichu was lying in the operating room, drowsy, thinking that she was close to death, and she could even feel how the cold instruments cut to the flesh little by little.
There was only the sound of machines around her. She was floating in the sky, facing the danger and fear of falling from the sky at any time. The feeling was extremely terrifying.
The doctor injected Rivanol into her to stimulate the uterine membrane to contract. If the uterine membrane did not contract once, it seemed as if it would crush her spine.
? Shen Zhichu's body was weak, and the doctor's suggestion for surgery was to use the knife as long as he could.
Shen Zhichu shivered into a ball, and when the pain was extreme, he opened his mouth and wanted to bite his lip. The doctor was afraid that she would hurt himself and stuffed a towel into her mouth, so that it was convenient for her to bite and force her.
Shen Zhichu didn't want to give birth to the child, but the slump in her belly was out of her control.
Baby, don't leave mommy's belly, mommy's belly is very warm, don't come out, don't
Surging cold sweat poured all over his body, and the chill seemed to have penetrated into the crevices of his bones. Shen Zhichu tried his best to hold back the pain, and suppressed the intermittent crying, all thoughts in his heart were lost.
The position of the child in the stomach is already very low, and the previously round belly has now become a pear shape, all of which are concentrated below.
The sharp pain changed, urging her to push down hard, almost an instinctive reaction she couldn't control.
Her stomach also started to hurt. She had tasted the smell of blood just now, and now the smell of fishy sweetness in her throat was getting stronger and stronger. She wanted to spit it out but there was a towel stuffed in her mouth.
Because of the pain, her breathing was already weak, and now she felt as if she was suffocating when she was stuffed with a towel.
Seeing that her face was pale, the doctor immediately pulled the towel out of her mouth, and the pulling unexpectedly brought out a puddle of blood.
She lay there, her hair wet with sticky and cold sweat, and stuck to her neck like that, she couldn't do anything, the blood covered her senses.
Bright red blood flowed down the corner of his mouth and his pale face was like a coquettish flower.
Shen Zhichu looked at the blood red in front of her eyes, and couldn't help thinking that it would be better if it was black, she could treat it as the night now, sleep forever, and never wake up again.
Her consciousness gradually became slack, Shen Zhichu smelled the imminent smell of death, it's okay to die like this, there is nothing in this world worthy of her nostalgia, let's die with the baby (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com