Shen Zhichu fell into fear, even she herself didn't know what she was afraid of, maybe because she was afraid that the dream was real, and that she and Li Jingshen would not make it to the end.
Shen Zhichu loves Li Jingshen, which she cannot deny. While she wants to get close to the truth, she is also afraid of seeing the truth.
If Li Jingshen had been lying to her since the day she woke up and lost her memory, what would she do?
It's like a bird finally escaped from the cage, only to find a bigger net aimed at it after flying out, not to mention the eye-catching net, it seems that a single act of recklessness can make her annihilated in ashes.
Shen Zhichu could only comfort himself. Li Jingshen kept those things from her in order not to hurt her. All in all, Li Jingshen really loved himself.
?Because Shen Zhichu had frequent nightmares, Li Jingshen called Ji Shiyan over again, and the two got up together at dawn.
"It's still early, why don't you get more sleep?" Li Jingshen asked.
"If you wake up, you won't be able to sleep." She hasn't slept since she was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night.
Li Jingshen rolled his Adam's apple, looking at Shen Zhichu's haggard face, he couldn't help asking tentatively, "Can you still remember the nightmare you had last night?"
Shen Zhichu shook his head: "I can't remember."
"I thought you could recover your memory"
Shen Zhichu stared at him, and asked in a lukewarm voice: "Then do you want me to recover my memory?"
"Just let it be." Li Jingshen raised his hand to stroke her soft hair.
She nodded, and responded to Li Jingshen's words: "Well, I also think it's good to let nature take its course, forget it, after all, it's over, now that I have you, I believe you will always treat me well, no It doesn't hurt me to lie to me, does it?"
Li Jingshen's expression froze, even the hands touching her hair stopped, and his gentle expression suddenly became uneasy.
The words Shen Zhichu said seemed to have stabbed his vitals with a sharp weapon, and the pain in his chest continued to spread throughout his body. He stretched out his hand to hold Shen Zhichu in his arms, his arms trembling for some reason.
What he brought to Shen Zhichu was deception, lies, pain, and even more despair.
He can't turn back, even if there are mountains of swords and flames in front of him, he has to keep going, even if he falls into the endless hell, he still has to drag Shen Zhichu.
"Chu Chu, I will love you well." This is his promise to her.
Love is the thunder in the chest, and it is the calmness between the lips and tongue. Anyone can say it, but very little can give everything for it.
Li Jingshen has a paranoid personality, and lives in an environment that lacks love all year round. He yearns for deep love and to be loved. He has had it before, but he doesn't know how to cherish it, so that he can only rely on prisoner to keep love. The method is to keep Shen Zhichu in a cage like a pet.
His love for Shen Zhichu cannot be tolerated in this life, let alone let go, no matter whether he is despicable or shameless, all he wants is a Shen Zhichu
At the dining table, Shen Zhichu was eating breakfast absent-mindedly. It seemed to be the same as usual, but Shen Zhichu already felt that something was changing.
In the morning, Ji Shiyan came over to check Shen Zhichu, and asked her how she was doing recently like a friend she hadn't seen for a long time.
"It's pretty good." The two hadn't seen each other for a few weeks, and Li Jingshen didn't give Ji Shiyan a chance to chat with Shen Zhichu.
After lunch, everyone was busy with their own business. After Shen Zhichu took stomach medicine, he felt a little drowsy from the strength of the medicine.
"Go to sleep if you want to sleep."
Shen Zhichu gave a soft "um" and rubbed her foggy eyes. She usually takes a nap at this time, whenever she can.
After watching Shen Zhichu go to bed, Li Jingshen and Ji Shiyan entered the reception room.
"Why did you call me here this time?" Ji Shiyan sat casually on a chair.
"Do you have any medicine here that can control dreams?"
Ji Shiyan looked at Li Jingshen's serious expression, and slightly stiffened his back: "What do you mean?"
"She has had frequent nightmares recently, and she even called out people's names last night. I'm afraid"
Before Li Jingshen could finish speaking, Ji Shiyan interrupted with a sneer: "You actually have a day of fear, isn't it just a nightmare? When did you become so cowardly? It's easy to dream after taking that kind of medicine."
Li Jingshen's eyelashes flickered. He is cautious in matters such as relationships, and he is always frightened. He also clearly told Ji Shiyan that Shen Zhichu would leave him as long as he regained his memory, and what he was afraid of was Shen Zhichu's departure.
&n??What hurt him.
"Tell me, which of your sentences is true and which is false?"
Shen Zhichu wiped away the tears on his face: "Is our marriage a fake? Did you forge my identity as an orphan? And what you said about the meeting, the car accident, and the relationship between us are all lies to me, right?" ?¡±
Shen Zhichu didn't even ask a word, and there was a tear in her heart. There was a crack in the wound that was getting bigger and bigger, and the pain was dripping with blood. That kind of pain wrapped her whole body.
She felt very sad, sad that the two were so close, but the connection between them was a lie, and now that the lie was broken, there was nothing left between them.
Like an air-dried stone, it looks hard on the surface but breaks when pinched.
"Chu Chu, I did all this for your own good, and for our future, you said you loved me and would never leave me." Li Jingshen stepped forward eagerly, he raised his hand, but Shen Zhichu hadn't touched yet. Then she slapped him mercilessly away from his hand.
"Don't touch me!" At this time, Shen Zhichu was like a hedgehog with thorns all over his body, subconsciously protecting himself, not caring about other people's feelings at all, just using his own thorns to stab people all over the body.
"The most disgusting thing about me is that some people wantonly control my spirit and freedom under the guise of being good for me. Such kindness is more disgusting than the maggots in the stinky gutter."
She didn't know what happened to Li Jingshen before she lost her memory, and he controlled her memory like this.
She just lost her memory, not her IQ. Since Li Jingshen was afraid of her recovering her memory, it proved that the things that happened between them had reached the point of irreversibility.
All she can guess is superficial, and there is a more terrifying truth waiting for her.
Li Jingshen frowned: "Why do you think so at the beginning? Can't you feel how good I am to you?"
"Li Jingshen, do you think I'm a fool?"
Li Jingshen looked down at her, and there seemed to be an unresolved sadness between his brows: "Don't think about it, we will be what we were before, stay by my side, don't leave me, my promise to you will never be Change, at the beginning I didn¡¯t deny that there were lies between us, but this was just an insignificant existence in our relationship. You can act as if you didn¡¯t hear anything and nothing happened today. Isn¡¯t it good that we are the same as usual? "
"Zhichu, you are better than my life. If you are sad, I will be a thousand times more sad than you."
Shen Zhichu would be moved by his words before, but how dare she believe his words now. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com