Shen Zhichu sat in the waiting area in a daze, looking at the unfamiliar environment, felt alone for the first time.
Hearing someone call her name, Shen Zhichu got up and went over to get her gastroscopy report. Looking at the picture on it, she seemed to be quite normal.
"Ask your attending doctor if you don't understand."
Shen Zhichu said "thank you" and took the gastroscope picture to the attending doctor, and asked him to help look at the situation on her stomach.
In the process of waiting, it is inevitable to be afraid and anxious, for fear that some serious illness will not be cured by accident.
The doctor looked through it seriously: "All the indicators are still normal, your stomach" He paused.
Shen Zhichu's heart suddenly rose: "What's wrong with my stomach?"
What she is most worried about is her stomach, after all, it hurts every day.
"Have a gastric ulcer, have you vomited blood? In addition, you have had gastric bleeding before."
"I know." Shen Zhichu asked, "Then besides these, there are no other major problems, right?"
The doctor's eyes narrowed, "Yes, but these are not minor ailments. If not cured, they will lead to stomach cancer."
When Shen Zhichu heard the word "stomach cancer", his fingertips involuntarily retracted, and again, that strong sense of familiarity.
"As for your brain, it was found to be neurasthenic. Just don't be too nervous and take a good rest."
Shen Zhichu nodded, took the examination report in his hand, the doctor saw that she was stuck there and did not leave, and after hesitating for a moment, he asked cautiously: "How about I prescribe some medicine for you?"
Shen Zhichu came back to his senses, "No need, I have medicine at home." She would not have to eat any more medicine.
The doctor said a few more precautions, and told her not to think too much.
Shen Zhichu took the examination report and left the room. What she didn't know was that after she left, the doctor wiped the cold sweat off his face with a tissue
Shen Zhichu didn't go back immediately, she sat on a chair in the hospital corridor and stared at the examination report in her hand, the words Sun Yan said to her kept coming to mind.
She was extremely disturbed, and her stomach started to hurt again. Shen Zhichu folded the inspection report and put it in her bag.
Looking up at the road sign, his scattered eyes finally stopped at the obstetrics and gynecology department.
The mobile phone in the bag rang at this moment, Shen Zhichu found it out, saw that it was Li Jingshen calling, and quickly connected it.
"Hello?"
"Honey, I heard Mrs. Zhang said that you went out without eating?"
Shen Zhichu gave a faint "hmm."
Li Jingshen asked again on the phone: "Where are you? Have you had breakfast?"
After Shen Zhichu's physical examination, he didn't intend to hide it from Li Jingshen, and he said it out as soon as he asked her: "I'm in the hospital."
"What's wrong with your body?"
"If there is no discomfort, just do a physical examination."
Li Jingshen breathed a sigh of relief: "If you feel uncomfortable, you can call your family doctor, and Ji Shiyan can do it."
"I see."
"Have you eaten yet?"
Shen Zhichu immediately said: "I'll eat now."
After she hung up the phone, she walked out. There were quite a few breakfast shops in front of the hospital. Shen Zhichu chose a porridge shop. After eating half a bowl, she looked in the direction of the hospital, and then took out her mobile phone to look at it. It was still early. , but at ten o'clock, she went in by a ghost and went to the obstetrics and gynecology department this time, and she didn't know what she was thinking that she would actually go for ovulation injections.
Ovulation injections have many side effects, such as abdominal pain, nausea, dizziness, and brain swelling, but the harm is nothing, mainly to increase the chance of pregnancy
Shen Zhichu took a taxi and went back to the villa. As soon as she got home, she locked herself in the toilet and vomited out all the porridge she ate in the morning. She did it on her own and couldn't live.
Shen Zhichu didn't know what he was thinking, his body seemed to be taken away by something, he followed his subconscious mind to the hospital, had his brain and stomach checked, and even got an ovulation injection inexplicably.
All because of what an insignificant woman said, she seemed to want to prove something.
Shen Zhichu opened the second row of drawers of the bedside table, and there was Shen Zhichu fell into deep thought. Li Jingshen said that he was the reason why they couldn't have children between them, but every time Li Jingshen would take measures.
Although she was surprised, she didn't ask any more questions, for fear that if she was not careful, she would hurt his man's self-esteem.
Shen Zhichu asked Mrs. Zhang to borrow the needle She had a gut feeling that Li Jingshen had something to hide from her, but if he refused to tell her, she would look for it by herself.sp; Li Jingshen didn't know Shen Zhichu's thoughts at all. When he came out, he saw that Shen Zhichu was already lying down with his back facing him. He thought she was sleepy and wanted to sleep. He didn't think much about it. Suddenly turning over and rolling into his arms, he reached into her quilt to hug her, but as a result, his body froze immediately after touching her.
"At the beginning?"
Shen Zhichu was obviously a little shy and didn't want to see people anymore, her face was half buried in the quilt, she had never been so active before.
Seeing Li Jingshen's stiff face, she hooked her lips, straightened her neck quickly and kissed him on the mouth
It was the first time for Shen Zhichu to see Li Jingshen like this, his dark pupils seemed to be filled with the color of water, because of excitement, the veins on his neck were raised, and the tails of his eyebrows seemed to be dyed with light-colored eye shadow, following his breathing , the fan-shaped butterfly eyelashes trembled slightly
Shen Zhichu was leaning against Li Jingshen's arms dripping with sweat, unwilling to let go of him even though he was too hot to breathe.
At night, she had another nightmare. This nightmare was clearer than the previous dreams. She dreamed that she was sitting alone in the hospital for consultation. The doctor took out the collapsed examination report and handed it to her, and then clearly drew four words: "You're dying."
On the inspection report in his hand, there are a few very clear characters - advanced gastric cancer.
She was clutching the inspection report and wanted to go home. For a moment, she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. The strong sense of familiarity was no exception even in the dream, as if she had experienced it a long time ago.
She was facing the rain, and her clothes were wet by the rain. She wanted to go home but couldn't find the way home. Tears and rain mixed in her eyes, and she gradually couldn't see clearly, and finally she stopped.
The cold skin was as pale as a piece of white paper, without a trace of blood. At this moment, a man in a white shirt appeared in front of him. He was walking towards her and was so close to her, but she couldn't see his face clearly.
The man stood in front of her, shielding her from the rain: "Don't cry, little crying bag, I'll carry you home"
The tone was gentle and familiar, which made her shed hot tears on the spot. She cried more and more fiercely, and before she could lie on his back, she woke up from the dream.
Shen Zhichu opened her eyes, her face was full of tears, it was very cold, she rubbed her eyes and gasped for breath, her heart seemed to be pierced by some sharp object, the pain was so painful that she couldn't recover for a long time.
For a moment, she felt that the strength in her whole body was taken away, like a walking dead, and the powerless emptiness spread to every corner of her body. She was anxious and restless, and her head began to hurt. She wanted to jump from the window, as if only Only then can she meet the man in her dreams