There are hundreds of scars on such a thin body, all kinds of scars. He thought about how hard it was for her to live in that hour, but when he saw this video, he realized it under the strong visual impact. What he thought was just scratching the surface.
He watched Shen Zhichu in the video being imprisoned in dry ice, watched the man wearing the mask of the ghost king cut bright red wounds on her thighs with a knife, watched her back being corroded by sulfuric acid, and was injected with five injections. She screamed hoarsely on the wooden board when taking the medicine, and the veins on her forehead and neck were raised.
But she had only one breath left, and the man didn't let her go. He pierced her fingertips with a steel needle and passed through the gap between her fingers, picking and cracking her nails.
And she was afraid to curl up on the ground and press the phone with bloody fingers, calling him again and again.
How desperate was Shen Zhichu at that time? The ten hopes were extinguished little by little, and finally fell into the endless purgatory.
The video is intermittent and some places have been cut, but this does not affect viewing.
Li Jingshen's gaze never left the video from beginning to end. He tried his best to calm down, but his breathing became heavier and heavier, and his face became cold unconsciously
Watching the torture and humiliation from the beginning to the end of the video, Shen Zhichu looked in pain and despair, it was like a knife had been stabbed in his heart, and it hurt even to let him breathe.
Just watching the video, he was in great pain. One can imagine how Shen Zhichu survived that long hour.
It's no wonder that Shen Zhichu would go crazy when she woke up, would rather die than live, kept arguing about committing suicide, felt fear when looking at the needle, and felt like someone was watching her when looking at the camera.
Li Jingshen held the phone firmly, buried his face on the back of his hand, this is the fact that he has been unwilling to see.
Lu Tingchuan, damn it!
And he himself was even more damned, just like what Lu Tingchuan said, he was the one who sent Shen Zhichu to that place with his own hands to make her suffer so much torture, and he was the instigator.
After Shen Zhichu lost his memory, he tried his best to make up for it, but can he really make up for the harm he caused her?
And today, he got angry with Shen Zhichu because of those photos, forced her to hurt her and cry.
He's just a¡ªanimal!
Li Jingshen didn't know how long he sat outside. He stared blankly at the ray of light upstairs, as if he had lost his soul. Only the pain in his heart reminded him that he was still alive.
The blood seemed to be mixed with ice, flowing to every corner of the body, and the whole body froze.
The temperature in J City varies greatly, from 20 to 30 degrees during the day, and more than 10 degrees at night, but the weather is cold and it won't freeze him to death.
He touched the position of his heart, it was the coldness in his heart, so it wasn't because of the weather, even if he wore thick clothes, it was still cold.
Li Jingshen put down the phone, his face was numb from the cold, he couldn't even feel the pain of the wound, he wobbled back to the villa and went upstairs.
Shen Zhichu's room was half-covered, warm yellow light leaked out, and it was quiet inside, he wasn't sure if Shen Zhichu was asleep.
During the time he was with Shen Zhichu, he went to work on time or early every day, and he never came back late.
It was the first time since she lost her memory that it was so late now.
He knew that Shen Zhichu was afraid of being lonely, so he always came back early to be with her. He almost forgot that Shen Zhichu was afraid of the dark.
Li Jingshen gently pushed open the door, shifted his gaze to the bed, and saw Shen Zhichu lying on his side with only his back view, the warm light shining on her made her look lonely and restless.
He walked in and saw that Shen Zhichu's body moved obviously, she was still awake.
Li Jingshen didn't know what to say, all he had to say was silence and guilt.
He went straight to the bed, and then knelt down on his knees. The slight movement was especially loud in the quiet and silent bedroom.
Li Jingshen just knelt so quietly, he didn't know how long he had been kneeling, and the injured thigh seemed even more uncomfortable because of the stagnant blood flow.
Shen Zhichu opened her eyes, pursed her lips tightly, turned around after a while, her half-closed eyes widened suddenly when she saw the injury on Li Jingshen's face.
She pursed her lips subconsciously, but she pursed her lips again when she thought of something.
Li Jingshen's expression moved slightly. When he saw the bruise on Shen Zhichu's neck and thought of the video on his mobile phone, he felt more and more inferior to a beast.
What did he do? Jealousy blinded his eyes. He clearly knew that Shen Zhichu was not that kind of person and would not have thoughts of other men, but he still hurt her.
What is the difference between what he did and what Lu Tingchuan did? Even worse than Lu Tingchuan.
"Sorry, I was wrong."
Shen Zhichu's eyes were slightly red, she woke up and woke up, he thought a lot during the few hours Li Jingshen left, how to manage this marriage, how to continue with Li Jingshen, but the most he thought about was separation.
She had already figured out how to say goodbye to Li Jingshen, but when Li Jingshen gave up her pride and knelt down to apologize to her, she couldn't say anything.
She is so useless, like a useless dodder, but also like a virgin, she knows the truth of "the wolf is coming", but she just can't give up Li Jingshen.
She likes Li Jingshen and is willing to be cheap. To her, he is her only relative in this world and also the meaning of her existence in this world.
She sat up slowly, her back was sore and her legs ached. She was wearing loose silk pajamas. As she stood up, the collar slid down to reveal the round shoulders and the skin on the large chest, as well as the marks on it. Her skin was white, and those wounds It looked particularly hideous.
Shen Zhichu doesn't have scars, and bruises like this can disappear, but the coldness on his body and the trauma on his collarbone can't disappear.
After a few months, the scars have only faded a little.
Li Jingshen said with difficulty: "Chu Chu, can you forgive me?"
Shen Zhichu turned his face away: "Then do you know where your mistake is?"
"Know."
"What's wrong?"
Li Jingshen said seriously word by word: "I shouldn't have mistrusted you, misunderstood you, forced you to do what you don't like, and hurt you." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com