She hasn't been in good spirits for the past few weeks, and most of the time she lives in a hallucination, looking at the dead father and the unformed child.
Every time she thinks of these, she feels heart-piercing pain, and when she is receiving psychological treatment, she even has the desire to die.
All these pains were brought to her by Li Jingshen. She originally wanted to use the rest of her life to avenge Li Jingshen, but this man is a fortress, even if her heart is as hot as iron, it is difficult to melt his three feet of ice.
She overestimated herself, and similarly underestimated Li Jingshen's hard-hearted heart. She tried to warm his heart with her hand, but after stretching out her hand, she realized that Li Jingshen had no heart at all.
"Li Jingshen, I don't owe you anything, or I have already paid off what I owed with interest."
Li Jingshen pretended not to hear it, and said, "I know you hate me in your heart, and I will make it up to you. Except for divorce and Xia Mingyue, I will promise you whatever you want as long as I can do it."
Seeing that Shen Zhichu didn't want to talk to him very much, he leaned against the head of the bed and closed his eyes, as if he was going to sleep.
Li Jingshen waited for a while, and when he was about to shake the bed down, Shen Zhichu said: "I want to be discharged from the hospital and go home."
"good ."
Shen Zhichu went on to say, "I want to talk to Su Miao alone before I leave."
Li Jingshen hesitated for a moment, Su Miao, a woman with a baby face that looks honest but uneasy and kind, who knows if she will say something in Shen Zhichu's ear to run him down.
"You don't agree?"
"I'll call her right away." I promised Shen Zhichu just now, but I can't go back on my word in the blink of an eye.
Su Miao came after receiving a call to see the patient, drove Li Jingshen out and closed the door to cut off the sound, and the two chatted openly.
"Are you ready?"
"Yeah." Shen Zhichu braced himself up, "I'm awake, but my reaction is still a bit slow."
"Normal, you just recovered, so what do you do next?" Su Miao asked with concern.
What else can I do, of course, "It's exhausting."
Shen Zhichu said: "The only regret I have now is that on the day of the abortion operation, I was in so much pain that I couldn't speak, otherwise I would definitely let you remove my hysterus."
Su Miao frowned, "You should still care about that child."
Can you not care? Although she was ready to kill the child, when the accident happened, she knew how reluctant she was.
"I thought I didn't care, but the moment he disappeared from my stomach, I was in so much pain that I wanted to die with the child." It confirmed what Qin Mo said before. She refused, but silently admitted the child in her heart.
"During the time I was dazed, I heard the cry of the child from time to time. He asked me to hug him. When I stretched out my hand, I saw the child turn into a puddle of blood." Shen Zhichu gently put his hand on his abdomen. , There will never be a response to her again. She murmured bitterly, "This kind of pain is enough once."
She thinks so, but Li Jingshen will not do what she wishes, the uterus is not broken, Li Jingshen will definitely let her conceive a child as he said before, and it is impossible for her to give birth, so she can only watch helplessly Watching the children die one by one, Shen Zhichu trembled with fear at the thought of these.
Su Miao changed the subject: "I have some good news for you. Qin Mo's research abroad has made new progress."
"Well, this is a good thing." Shen Zhichu couldn't see much happiness on his face.
In fact, Su Miao is not too clear about the progress of the specific research. After all, Qin Mo and the others have signed a confidentiality agreement and cannot disclose any information to the outside world.
But the other party told her that she has made progress. It must be that the spread of cancer cells has been stabilized. If it can be stabilized, the life of cancer patients can be prolonged. With more time, is it still far from completely treating cancer patients?
"I have been prescribing medicine for you during your illness, and Li Jingshen didn't notice anything unusual." Su Miao took out a blood collection needle from her pocket while talking.
"I want to collect some of your blood and send it to Qin Mo. It has been delayed for this month."
Shen Zhichu stretched out his hand: "You smoke."
Su Miao took five tubes in total, and pressed the needle hole with a cotton swab to stop the bleeding. She didn't leave until the blood was dry.
Li Jingshen took advantage of this time to go through the discharge procedures. When he came back, Su Miao and Shen Zhichu had just finished talking, and he didn't find anything unusual when he went in. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com