After four years of marriage, although she has always taken contraceptive measures, Shen Zhichu still goes to the gynecology hospital for check-ups and is always ready to conceive. It is a pity that Li Jingshen did not give her the chance to be a mother.
Later, she was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer, and she couldn't even survive herself, so how dare she take on another life.
There is a saying in the book that when you have a child, you have sustenance, but for her now, that is not sustenance, but a boulder that crushes her to death.
Qin Mo also knew that she liked children, after all, she used to tell him what it would be like to have a baby.
Shen Zhichu stared at her belly, her eyes were empty, as if she was looking at it or not, she stretched out her hand to stroke her belly, thinking silently: I will have to wait for someone to reincarnate in the future, I'm sorry baby.
Kong Kong's vast gaze suddenly became firm for a moment: "Qin Mo, beat the child for me. If you don't want to, I'll go to another hospital." She made it clear with her attitude that she couldn't have this child, and no one could persuade her.
Qin Mo withdrew his hand and stared at the computer. Many images flashed in his mind: "You are not fit for abortion now. If you really persist, you can come back after half a month of training. This will give you time to think about it."
She didn't need to think about it at all, but Qin Mo also insisted that it was impossible to give her an abortion today.
The two fell into silence. Shen Zhichu stared at the inspection report on the table, and then glanced at Qin Mo.
It was only then that he noticed that Qin Mo's complexion was very bad, his face was blue, and he had bags under his eyes.
She thought it was because the computer screen was shining on his face that he looked bad, but now that she looked carefully, she realized that it was not.
"Didn't you sleep well recently?" Shen Zhichu clearly saw Qin Mo's face stiffen and took a look. She propped her chin, "You look very bad."
Qin Mo touched his face: "Is there any?"
Shen Zhichu nodded: "You used to have good skin, but now you have dark circles and bags under your eyes."
"The recent cases are more complicated, and there are meetings every day." Qin Mo explained but his eyes were a little dodgy, just in time he saw Bai Qiu who had been standing outside. He pointed and successfully changed the subject, "The man standing outside who is it?"
"I only met today, and he sent me to the hospital."
"Looks dumb." Qin Mo originally wanted to say "stupid", but he felt disrespectful, so he changed the term.
Shen Zhichu euphemistically said: "He grew up in an orphanage. He was seriously injured and his head was knocked down. He has some mental defects."
Really stupid? "Then do you want to give him a brain CT examination later?"
"It depends on him, but I don't give any hope. He has been in this situation for fifteen years."
"Fifteen years" Qin Mo frowned involuntarily, "That's more troublesome."
The human brain is the most complex structure. It is like a machine. If one part is damaged, the whole machine will malfunction unless the parts are replaced, and some nerves of the brain cannot be replaced.
Shen Zhichu suddenly remembered the scene under the wisteria tree, she asked Qin Mo: "He gives me a very familiar feeling, have I seen him before?"
"You don't have any memory yourself and you still ask me?"
Shen Zhichu continued: "I just want to ask you if you have any impression of him."
Qin Mo turned his gaze to meet Bai Qiu's face, not to mention, this man is good-looking enough, even if he has seen a good-looking man, he would be a little surprised.
Qin Mo filtered it in his mind, shook his head and said, "I haven't seen it, you probably haven't seen him either, he was in the orphanage and you never went to the orphanage when you were young."
Shen Zhichu sighed inexplicably, feeling empty in his heart.
Qin Mo entered the rest of the information into the computer and saved it: "Zhichu, I wanted to tell you later"
"tell me what?"
Qin Mo, who had a relaxed expression just now, suddenly became serious, and a sense of uneasiness rose in her heart.
Qin Mo replied: "I want to go abroad."
"So suddenly? How long?"
"Not sure." Qin Mo replied while typing on the keyboard.
Shen Zhichu asked: "What are you doing abroad?"
"Doing cancer research."
"It's because of me that you"
Qin Mo stopped and glanced at her: "Don't be so stinky, I'm serving the people."
That being said, Shen Zhichu still felt uncomfortable, and couldn't suppress the feeling of loss, "How could it be so sudden." Doing research can be as short as one or two years, and as long as more than ten years.
"It wasn't sudden, the medicine I gave you was just developed.?It came out, you were the first to take it, you are equivalent to my experimental subject, by the way, you come to the hospital to draw blood once a month after I leave, which is of great help to our research. "
Shen Zhichu drooped his brows, and said with a sad face: "I thought you went abroad because of me, but I didn't expect you to treat me as a test subject. After all these years, you paid by mistake after all."
Qin Mo laughed angrily, reached out and squeezed her face: "Why are you so thick-skinned?"
Shen Zhichu's hippie smile concealed the loneliness in her heart. She really didn't expect that Qin Mo, who grew up with him, would leave her.
Qin Mo looked a little uncomfortable: "I have re-arranged an attending doctor for you. I have explained your situation to her clearly. In the future, you will see her no matter what kind of illness you come to the hospital."
Shen Zhichu lay on the table and moved his lips: "You have arranged the follow-up before everyone left. Do you think you have premeditated?"
There was no premeditated plan, he also made the decision two days ago, when something happened to the Qin family, he was caught off guard by Li Jingshen, so he had to leave the country in embarrassment.
He didn't dare to tell Shen Zhichu these things, for fear that she would blame herself, and even more afraid that she would strike a stone with a pebble.
"Stop talking about this, I'll take you to see Dr. Su later." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com