At this moment, the tears could not be stopped, wet the skirt of the clothes, and there was no sound outside. She didn't know if Li Jingshen had heard what she said, but one thing is certain, he never put her death first. In his heart, he doesn't care about her.
Shen Zhichu stopped speaking abruptly, she wiped away her tears indiscriminately, slid her body along the door panel and curled up on the ground, biting the back of her hand with her teeth to prevent herself from crying.
Her youth, her love, and her marriage all started with Li Jingshen and ended with him.
Li Jingshen, I have liked you for sixteen years, how many sixteen years have there been in my life, why do you bully me like this because of my liking for you?
Shen Zhichu let out an uncomfortable sob. She didn't eat breakfast and only drank a glass of milk. Now she was hungry, and her stomach twitched uncomfortably.
? Shen Zhichu ran and crawled into the bathroom with the remaining strength of his body, and when he opened the toilet, he vomited, all the vomit was acid water, and his throat was sore.
After vomiting, her stomach was still twitching. Shen Zhichu knew she couldn't vomit anymore, or she would see blood, so she tightly covered her mouth and groaned in pain.
Shen Zhichu went back to the room and opened the drawer to take out the two bottles of medicine. He would have to rely on this for the next three days. There was no pure water in the room, so Shen Zhichu could only go to the bathroom to drink tap water with the pills in his mouth.
Her esophagus is thinner than that of ordinary people, and the dry pills stuck in her throat slowly turned into thick soreness and bitterness. Shen Zhichu made herself very embarrassed. Swallow it.
After swallowing the medicine, Shen Zhichu vomited uncontrollably. The medicine she just swallowed seemed to return to her throat. She covered her mouth tightly, and the bitter taste spread in her mouth and disappeared forever.
Shen Zhichu curled up on the bed, hugged the quilt and waited from daytime until dark. The originally sweltering weather became like the twelfth lunar month, and it was so cold that people lost their minds.
Shen Zhichu's pupils were floating, and as the light got darker, she began to hide in the bedding like a turtle.
There was thunder outside, and a bolt of lightning struck, and the light passed through the glass and instantly illuminated the entire bedroom.
The bedroom, which she had arranged so warmly on weekdays, looked so terrifying at this moment. The light and shadows on the glass windows intertwined, and another bolt of lightning accompanied by a huge thunder fell. There was a sound of "click!", as if to tear the entire sky apart.
"Ah!" Shen Zhichu screamed, hugging the quilt, his body was covered in cold sweat.
In the dark thunderstorm night, people can't see their fingers. When people fall into fear, they will always think wildly, thinking of a monster appearing on the ceiling to swallow her up, and thinking of a hand stretched out beside the bed to grab her. She dare not move and can only He hugged his shoulders harder.
"Li Li Jingshen."
"Li Jingshen"
"Li Jingshen!" She called that person's name, from trembling at the beginning to being hoarse at the end, as if she wanted to pluck this person out of her heart.
No one answered her words in the empty room, only the muffled thunder outside could be heard.
She seemed to be abandoned by someone, no one wanted her, and no one would remember her.
Shen Zhichu began to cry again, she couldn't tell whether it was physical tears or psychological tears
After Li Jingshen locked the door, he left Bancheng. His mobile phone gave a notification tone. He took out his mobile phone and clicked on it. It was a weather forecast, thunderstorms at night.
Li Jingshen glanced at it and put it back in his pocket. He remembered that Xia Mingyue was afraid of thunder. As for Shen Zhichuis he afraid of thunder even if he has the guts to contradict him?
Li Jingshen drove to Xia Mingyue's house, but Ke Xin unconsciously thought about Shen Zhichu's place, feeling restless, as if her soul had been taken away.
Li Jingshen hated being controlled, he clenched the steering wheel tightly, and when he was waiting for the green light at an intersection, he couldn't help punching the steering wheel
Xia Mingyue had just had an illness and her face was a little haggard. When she saw Li Jingshen push the door in, surprise flashed in her eyes.
The originally pale face became more energetic because of Li Jingshen's arrival, "Jingshen, have you eaten yet?"
"without."
"Then I'll cook, and we'll eat together." Li Jingshen bought this house for her, and the ingredients in the refrigerator were also bought by him, and they were all high-quality ingredients.
Li Jingshen watched Xia Mingyue busy in the kitchen, for some reason, the scene in his eyes slowly switched to another person, and the overlapping of the two figures gradually became clear, it was Shen Zhichu.
He remembered that Shen Zhichu had cooked food for him to eat for a long time, but he never tasted it once.
Xia Mingyue felt that someone was watching her, she turned her head, still holding a spoon in her hand, and when she saw Li Jingshen standing outside the kitchen, she Earl smiled: "Shen Shen, go sit in the living room, you can't stand the smell of oily smoke. "
She and Li Jingshen have known each other since childhood, and know all his likes and dislikes. No one in this world can understand this man better than her, and Shen Zhichu can't compare to this alone.
Li Jingshen nodded, turned silently and returned to the living room, he turned on the TV, and the most popular variety show was playing in it, with constant laughter in the background, but he didn't feel a little funny.
He stared at the TV, but couldn't stop thinking about Shen Zhichu again, thinking of the woman's red eyes from crying, and her face like old paper, his heart twitched.
When he left the bedroom, he heard Shen Zhichu's hissing and crying.
She said she was dying.
He obviously didn't care, but why did his heart suddenly tingle, as if being pricked by a needle, the tiny pain continued along the blood, spreading to every corner of his body, and his eyebrows twitched.
Li Jingshen pressed down on his temple, where a tendon kept beating.
Feeling more and more frustrated, Li Jingshen was sitting on the sofa, with his toes unknowingly poking towards the door.
When Xia Mingyue came out with the freshly made soup, she smelled a pungent smell of smoke. She followed the smell and saw the man lying on the sofa with his shirt sleeves lifted to reveal his strong forearm. A cigarette was held between his bony long fingers, and he lowered his head and took a puff. The bluish-white smoke covered his face, making it difficult to see the emotions on his face. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com