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Chapter 38
Xia Xiaoran always had an inexplicable fear of the hospital. The walls were whitewashed, the air was filled with the pungent smell of disinfectant, and the faces of people who came in and out were all pale and dazed. She felt as if there was a cloud of white mist in front of her eyes. , If you go in, you will get lost, and if you come out, it's not the same as yesterday.
Grandpa had stomach cancer in the late stage, and he was so skinny that he couldn't eat anymore. Either he fell asleep or woke up with pain. Even at her age at that time, she felt terrible. Grandpa also had days when he was sober, but he was mostly silent. Sometimes he would look at her all the time, as if he wasn't looking at her, and occasionally he would shake his head and sigh. The uncle is barren, and the grandfather has only one granddaughter, but the adults say that the grandfather loves her to the bone, more because she is like a grandma.
During the days when she was staying in front of the hospital bed, the two words she heard him mutter the most were "Xiaowan", her grandma's nickname. According to her father's recollection, it turned out that the two of them finally got together after going through many hardships, and that was the first time she knew what a persistent love is. After all, grandpa did not survive that winter, which was as cold as it is now.
Her father had just been transferred from the emergency room to the intensive care unit, and her mother stood tremblingly in front of the room crying silently, while Shao Feng was driven away by her.
Just now when his mother saw him, she became agitated, pointing at them uncontrollably and shouting: "Are you trying to force him to death?" The freezing cold wind outside the window hit the faces of the two of them, which was a piercing pain.
Just like that day, Wang Lan said to her resentfully: "Xia Xiaoran, do you want to kill him?"
Then she stood in front of his hospital bed and watched him surrounded by a bunch of cold instruments, his cheekbones were so thin that his cheekbones protruded, his hand with the tube inserted was bursting with blue veins, his breathing was very weak, he was no longer the high-spirited Shao Feng at the beginning , like a completely changed person. At that time, she thought, why do they have to love so hard? Or in other words, if she had turned around before he met her that night, maybe they would not have loved each other, maybe they could have lived an easier life.
The doctor said that Xia Zhinian's condition was temporarily stable, and Wen Shufang finally let go of her hanging heart. When she calmed down, she sat on the bench in the corridor and said, "Daughter, you don't know your father How much it hurts you."
After Xia Zhinian returned to the hotel last night, he couldn't fall asleep and sat on the sofa smoking cigarettes all night. Although he was so angry during the day, it was almost unreasonable, but he still loved Xiaoran in his bones. Later, when he discussed with his wife, he still insisted on believing in his daughter, who had been raised by his hand for more than 20 years. He knew exactly what character she had. of.
Finally he sighed and said: "Nowadays we don't care about young people's affairs, as long as my daughter feels happy, she can do whatever she wants." It's just that he didn't expect that such a proud person like him had already compromised like that, and it turned out that it wasn't enough. .
Just because they agreed, doesn't mean others agree too.
Wen Shufang went out to buy something in the morning, and when she came back, she saw Xia Zhinian standing in front of the window, motionless, holding a big envelope tightly in her hand. Wen Shufang didn't know why, and vaguely felt that something was wrong, so she called softly: "Old Xia?" Just as he walked up to him, he suddenly clutched his chest, his five sense organs crowded together, as if he was suffering, and he collapsed before she had time to get him the medicine.
In the ambulance, he woke up for a short time, just holding her hand and saying intermittently: "Their family is bullying, human, too, even, my daughteris not suitable."
I don't know who it is, what I said to him, and how it hurt him.
Wen Shufang didn't look at the envelope, and she didn't dare to look at it. She took it out of her handbag and handed it to Xia Xiaoran, and asked in a crying voice, "Daughter, is it because of him that you don't even want your parents?" ?¡± Can¡¯t tell whether it¡¯s disappointment or heartache, this daughter they grew up as a baby, and the daughter they regard as proud, hurt their hearts so much.
Xia Xiaoran kept shaking her head with the envelope in her hands, tears streaming down her beige skirt, and the flowers bloomed, her lips were bitten by her, but she couldn't say a word.
If something happened to Dad, how could she forgive herself?
Leaning against the cold wall, her eyes were blurred by tears, she felt that she had come to a dead end. No matter how tough she was and how she resisted, that thick and solid obstacle was still in front of her. Not only was she at a loss, but she also brought her parents , let them suffer humiliation and injury, and Shao Feng, who was supposed to be the proud son of heaven who scolded Fang Qiu, but now he is willing to sleep with her in a small suite, just to persist in their pitiful and pitiful love.
It's useless to say anything now, she can only gamble all her prayers, as long as her father can wake up, she will promise anything and be willing to do anything, as forCalm, maybe they already had a premonition in their hearts.
It was his identity and his family that drove Xiao Ran to a dead end, destroying his happiness step by step. They couldn't hide, they couldn't hide, they couldn't even want him, just as Xiao Ran said, That is the blood relative who is connected with him by blood, how can it be broken?
But it has reached such a point, but he still doesn't want to let go. She has become a part of his life, and it's not easy to give up. Later, he flew to the hospital by car, and when he came to her, their faces were pale. Before he could speak, she already knew what he wanted to say, she just shook her head slightly, and handed the big envelope to him.
He took out the things inside and looked at it, his face was blue and white, and before he could say anything, he heard Xiao Ran say: "From last night to today, the doctor issued three critical illness notices to my father, Shao Feng, can we still be together like this?"
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