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Chapter 34
In the past, Xia Xiaoran thought that the happiest thing was holding Shao Feng's hand, even if they didn't do anything, even if they had nothing, as long as they could lean against him quietly and feel the tenderness that was close at hand and within reach She asked for nothing more. But now, now that so many things have happened, she doesn't know how to get along with him. She doesn't even dare to look at him for a second.
The moon in the West Sea seems to be very big and bright, like a pearl embedded in the black velvet night, and the soft light shines on the sparkling lake, just like the tenderness of a lover.
They parked their car on the shore, chartered a small boat to paddle through the misty water, far away from the hustle and bustle, and no one disturbed them.
Shao Feng stood at the bow of the boat, still wearing the black suit that he hadn't changed in time. The first three buttons of the shirt inside were unbuttoned. In the dark night, there is a kind of lonely loneliness.
How can such a lonely person be willing to be manipulated by others, how can he forgive himself for not being able to protect the woman he loves the most?
What he hates the most is himself, the powerless self.
Suddenly, a long sigh came from behind him, and he didn't dare to turn his head back. From the resoluteness to escape from the engagement banquet to the stubbornness to take her away regardless of everything, he had never been afraid or regretted it, but when she said to him When "Shao Feng, we can't go back to the past", all his courage was taken away in an instant, and he didn't even have the strength to look at her. God knows how much he wants to hug her and kiss her. He has a lot of things he wants to say to her, or he doesn't need to say anything. He just hopes that they can go back to the past.
She has a very good memory, and she can play the piano score accurately after only reading it once; she has a pair of natural smiling eyes, and she always speaks softly and gently with curved eyebrows when talking to others; She can easily be moved to tears; she likes to travel, and most wants to go to Vienna for further studies; she is a small woman, she wants to be pampered, likes to be pampered, and loves her family very much; Everyone must be strong; she has a good temper and patience, and she will definitely be a good wife and mother in the future
It was indeed an extravagant wish, just remembering the past like this, already made his heart ache.
He has never forgotten everything about her, but the suffering she suffered was also thanks to him. His enviable background has become the executioner who destroyed his happiness. What should he do?
Shao Feng sniffed and wiped his face, then went back to the cabin and sat next to Xia Xiaoran pretending to be laughing, as if nothing had happened, smiled and said: "I haven't eaten all day, how much do you eat?" Eat some, or your stomach won't be able to take it." She said and put a piece of her favorite sweet stuffed lotus root in the bowl, "I tried it, this one is the best, I always wanted to bring you here. "It's a pity that something happened to him before he had time, and she suffered accordingly.
Xia Xiaoran didn't speak, staring blankly at the lotus roots in the bowl and on the dinner plate, they were connected by every thread, the lotus root was broken, and the thread was still intact.
She accidentally touched Shao Feng's finger, which was cold.
She remembered that at that time, she had worked so hard to ask someone to ask a little bit of news about him, saying that he had suffered such a serious injury, even if it was cured, there would be sequelae to some extent, just like between them, no matter how hard they tried to mend it, there would still be sequelae. A hidden scar.
Xia Xiaoran remained silent all the time, the moonlight made her face a little pale, which made him feel very uncomfortable. The boat suddenly shook a few times, and he held her waist quickly and sat firmly. Unlike the cold fingers, that gentle embrace was as warm and safe as before, and they didn't let go of each other, so they borrowed Chance sat so quietly for a long, long time, as if hoping to wait together until the end of time.
?It's almost winter, the slightly humid air is a bit chilly, dark clouds block the moon, and the night is thickening.
She felt a little cold and couldn't help shivering. He naturally hugged her tighter, but he was careful not to hurt her, like treating a peerless treasure, he couldn't be more careful.
All men and women in the world are incomplete semicircles. Only when they find their destined other half can life be complete.
And he firmly believed that she was the other half of his destiny. Even in those days when he was in a coma, what he wanted to do most in his dreams was to hug her. It was as simple as it was so difficult. After a while, half a year had passed, but He felt that a lifetime had passed.
Xia Xiaoran suddenly raised her head, met his ink-like eyes, and imprinted her lips on them faster than her brain. Shao Feng jawed, and then uncontrollably entangled with her to death, the tip of his tongue gently washed her nerves, they looked at each other infatuatedly, their eyesThe throbbing fluctuations sucked in each other's souls. It was the long-lost familiarity and the deep affection in the bottom of my heart.
Just don't know why, her eyes gradually blurred, and the bitterness spread to her mouth bit by bit, more and more bitter, more and more painful, his tenderness was like a knife blade splitting her heart, she pushed him away hard , as if I can't breathe, I want to get rid of this discomfort, I want to get rid of this despair.
The sound of the boat across the water was like the pain in her heart, gurgling endlessly.
Shao Feng was stunned, and stretched out his hand tremblingly to caress her thin cheeks, unexpectedly the tears touched by his fingertips burned him, he withdrew it like a deserter, and looked at her in a daze.
How could he be willing to make her sad?
Xia Xiaoran laughed lonelyly: "Shao Feng, do you think we look like "The Butterfly Lovers"? But, you are the male version of Zhu Yingtai, and I am the female version of Liang Shanbo." Dare to watch but dare not listen to or play "The Butterfly Lovers", it is a fate that is involuntary, it is too sad.
Shao Feng nodded self-deprecatingly: "It's pretty similar." But after changing the topic, he went on to emphasize, "But our ending is absolutely different from theirs."
"Really?" Xia Xiaoran replied in a daze, looking over his shoulder and looking into the distance, her fingers were still tightly clutching his suit. He was someone else's fianc¨¦ before today, and she was still his son-in-law. What are they now? Elope men and women?
"Of course!" Shao Feng pulled her hard into his arms, as if he wanted to embed her in his body so tightly that he would never separate her again. His whole heart was beating irregularly because of her.
She didn't know, how did he survive so many lonely nights? He misses her crazily, even though we are both in the same city but can¡¯t meet each other, he still has to calm himself down, don¡¯t smoke, drink, lose his temper, he has to take care of his body as soon as possible, and he has to calmly think about what to do every step of the way. Do it for today, return the pain to those people, and bring her back to my side.
His most admired mentor once said to them: You are all happy people, you should cherish the present, because you are still alive.
The person his mentor loved died long ago, and he never married.
Now that he and Xiao Ran are both alive, there is still hope, there is still hope, there is still hope, there is still hope, there is still hope, so why fear fate?
Xia Xiaoran buried her face in his chest, his shirt was already soaked with her tears, the coolness pierced his heart, she choked up and murmured: "But I, but I" The following words She can't say anything, she is no longer his innocent angel, her wings have been torn off by Satan, she is not worthy of him.
Shao Feng hugged her tightly, rubbed his chin against her hair, and said softly: "Shhh look how beautiful the moonlight is, today happens to be fifteen, it must be to celebrate our reunion. "
It is very beautiful that the person and the moon are two rounds.
Why not be an intermittent amnesiac, only remember the happy time, and abandon the sad.
They hugged each other and spent the night on the boat.
When it was almost dawn, he pulled up the suit jacket covering her body, only her delicate face was exposed, and he kissed her on the forehead, she woke up in a daze, and opened her eyes to see It took him a long time to remember what happened yesterday - he ran away from marriage and took her away with him.
She immediately sat up straight again, staring at him somewhat at a loss.
Shao Feng smiled and said, "Xiao Ran, do you believe me?"