"No, I'm fine." Chu Xuanchen quickly withdrew his hand, put it behind his back, and said in a deep voice, "Don't worry about me, you can go out."
"No, we are a family, how can I ignore you? When I came in just now, I smelled a strong smell of blood, and you have locked yourself in the study recently, unwilling to see people. I I always feel that you have something to hide from me, are you locking yourself here and hurting yourself?"
As Yun Ruoyue said, she stubbornly pulled his left arm, and said, "Don't move, let me see!"
Seeing how persistent she was, Chu Xuanchen had no choice but to relax and handed her his hand.
In his eyes, there is deep helplessness and discomfort.
Yun Ruoyue took his hand and opened his sleeve, a blood spilled out, impacting her brain.
I saw scratches everywhere on his left arm, the old and new scars intertwined, like winding worms, there are light brown, dark brown, and bright red.
The bright red one is still bleeding, obviously it was scratched just now.
She suddenly removed the official documents on the table, and saw a blood-stained dagger lying underneath.
She trembled all over, "How could this be? Husband, why did you hurt yourself like this?"
Seeing the scars covered with thorns, her heart ached, as if a piece had been severely hollowed out.
"Yue'er, I'm fine." Chu Xuanchen said solemnly, "Only in this way can I stay awake, and I won't hurt others as violently as before, and I won't think about those hatred and unhappy thing."
Yun Ruoyue looked at him and found that his face was very pale, which was a sign of excessive blood loss.
His face was dark, and his forehead was full of cold sweat. He gritted his teeth, as if he was trying his best to endure the pain.
She knew that he had fallen ill again, but he kept refraining from saying it.
She didn't expect that he was so stupid that he would rather hurt himself than hurt others.
Her eyes turned red all of a sudden, and tears gushed out, "Husband, why are you so stupid? You can come to me when you are sad, and you can come to me if you want to get angry. I am willing to bear it for you. How can you hurt yourself?" I would rather you hurt me, scold me, yell at me than you hurt yourself like this. Do you know how much my heart hurts? I feel so bad!"
Chu Xuanchen grabbed her hand, and said affectionately: "No, Yue'er, I have already sworn in my heart that I would rather hurt myself than hurt you again."
"So you treat yourself like this? Have you been sick many times recently, but each time you use self-harm to keep yourself awake? In fact, you have been forbearing in front of others, but behind others, you are alone. Painful. You are so stupid." Yun Ruoyue said, and took the initiative to hug Chu Xuanchen tightly.
It's no wonder that his temper has become a lot more stable recently, and he doesn't get angry with the servants. It turns out that he has been enduring.
He actually hid in the study and hurt himself, but she never found out, and thought his illness was under control.
Looking at the scars on his arm, there are probably several a day, which means that his recent attacks are much more frequent than before, but he didn't tell her.
Instead, Chu Xuanchen patted Yun Ruoyue on the shoulder, and comforted her with a smile, "Don't worry too much, I'm fine. When I went to the battlefield, I was injured ten times more than now, and I'm fine. This small injury What is it?"
Now even if he is a servant, he will not get angry with them casually, because if the servants are afraid of him, they will also frighten Yue'er. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com