The world is so big, Zhou Xiang just disappeared, everyone thought that Zhou Xiang was dead, but he felt a little lucky that he didn't see the corpse, this little luck was like a spark of fire, it leaped and became thicker in his heart, as long as there was A day of prairie fire.
He fell into an unprecedented desperate situation. He sank endlessly and bottomlessly in the question of whether Zhou Xiang was dead or alive, which no one could answer. He couldn't eat or drink, and couldn't sleep. He felt that the sky above his head had collapsed.
The man he had never paid much attention to, the man he felt would stay by his side without paying anything, only after he lost it completely did he realize how important it was to him.
He began to recall the past between him and Zhou Xiang over and over again, over and over again, without missing a single detail, and even tried hard to recall every word Zhou Xiang said, and the expression on his face when he said those words. The memory, the more strongly he felt Zhou Xiang's kindness, the more it made him shattered.
For him during that time, there was no such thing as day and night, and every moment was endless despair. How much he wished that he would open his eyes and find that all this was a nightmare. He just stretched out his hand to the side, You can touch Zhou Xiang's warm body, he will turn around and hug him tightly, this time he will never let go.
He is really willing to give up everything he owns, as long as, as long as Zhou Xiang can stand in front of him in good health.
He felt that his life was over.
He doesn't understand why a person can be so stupid that he can only realize how important and precious what he has lost is after an irreparable loss.
Why did he dare to admit that after he could no longer find Zhou Xiang, he already liked Zhou Xiang, got used to Zhou Xiang camping in his own world, and regarded Zhou Xiang as his life? an inseparable part of it.
It's too late, all what he realizes now, and what he will experience in the future, has no practical significance, because no matter how painful and desperate he is, Zhou Xiang will never know, no matter how remorseful he is, he can't let everything go. Again.
He even wanted to disappear with Zhou Xiang, as long as he could get to the place where Zhou Xiang is now, maybe this is a good way.
I don't know how many dark days he has spent, he can no longer feel the passage of time and any changes around him. His heart is dying, what is the meaning of everything in the outside world to him?
Unable to judge how long it took, a monk appeared in front of him.
For such a long time, many people came and went around him one after another. He felt a little faint, but he couldn't hear their voices, and couldn't see their faces clearly. He didn't want to hear or see, but But the monk's appearance clearly appeared in his mind, and the monk's voice penetrated into his ears like a ray of light passing through the thick fog.
He knew this monk. This was Master Jikong, the master worshiped by his elder brother. He had met him once before, and he was a very wise man.
He had an idea at that time.
When it was impossible for him to find Zhou Xiang by any scientific or theoretical means, he began to send to those supernatural or religious powers. He thought, maybe this monk has a way, maybe there really is
Master Jikong didn't have much to say. After sitting down, he just said lightly: "He's not dead."
Just this sentence made him jump on Master Jikong's body like crazy, he couldn't speak, his throat hurt like fire, and he couldn't utter a syllable, he could only stare at the big man. Monk, ask him to continue talking.
Master Jikong touched the Buddha beads, and his voice was ethereal, "He is not dead, nor is he alive. I am entrusted to your brother, and I can only tell you so much. What should you do, so you can do it yourself."
He clutched Ji Kong's skirt tightly, choking with excitement, he didn't understand what "not dead, not alive" meant, but he believed, he believed that Zhou Xiang was not dead, he had always believed that Zhou Xiang was not dead, now There was one more who confirmed that he had to be more convinced.
He doesn't care what "not alive" means, even if he is disabled and becomes a vegetable, he will still find Zhou Xiang, as long as Zhou Xiang is not dead, as long as he can feel Zhou Xiang's body temperature, touch his Clothes are enough for him.
As long as Zhou Xiang is not dead!
He will use all the patience in his life to search and wait. Zhou Xiang is not dead, will not die, and will not leave him just like that. As long as he is willing to wait, one day Zhou Xiang will return to him.
He woke up day by day.
His elder brother brought him back to Beijing and stayed with him for two months before he became completely "normal". He was not displeased with worrying his elder brother for more than three monthsFeeling guilty, even though he was dazed all day long and completely lost his soul, he managed to show the "normal" that the other party wanted in front of his elder brother.
After his elder brother left with a little peace of mind, he contacted a friend who owned an entertainment company and told him that he wanted to make movies, accept commercials, and become a star.
His friend was amazed, could not understand why he did this, but at the same time, was overjoyed.
His idea is very simple, he wants to make himself as famous as possible, he wants Zhou Xiang to have the opportunity to see him on TV no matter where he is in the world.
Even if Zhou Xiang hates him and is unwilling to reconcile with him, as long as he shows up day after day, maybe Zhou Xiang will change his mind one day. If Zhou Xiang is alive, he will definitely return to his side one day.
He had to persist in this way. Waiting for Zhou Xiang to come back was the biggest motivation for him to go on.
Even though, even though every day without Zhou Xiang made him deep in longing and remorse, causing endless pain, he couldn't escape, couldn't fall down, Zhou Xiang didn't die, Zhou Xiang couldn't die, and one day he would definitely come back, He had to wait until that day, because if that day existed, it would be worth his hard work in a life without Zhou Xiang.
He began to shoot commercials and commercial activities frantically. His family and friends couldn't understand his intentions, and he didn't need anyone to understand. He only needed one person, somewhere in the world, who could see him.
A year has passed, and two years have passed.
There is still no news from Zhou Xiang. He didn't know how he had survived these more than seven hundred days and nights. The hope that was too far away to be measured was the only motivation to support him.
He is probably the only one in this world who still persists and believes that Zhou Xiang is not dead. He doesn't know where his perseverance comes from, but he just believes, as long as his heart is still beating, he will believe.
?One day the schedule was not open, and he was going to shoot an advertisement after seven o'clock in the evening. When he walked into the photography base, the moment the elevator opened, a man stood in front of him.
It was an ordinary man, and he wouldn't take a second look on weekdays, but when the two of them were within two meters of each other, he felt an indescribably huge shock in his heart, as if there was something in front of him. Something is preventing him from moving forward, but at the same time, it is also desperately attracting him. When he met the eyes of this man, his whole body felt like he was electrocuted and couldn't move, and there was a severe pain in his heart, which made him almost unable to stand still.
What kind of eyes it was, he couldn't describe it until now, those eyes were too deep and deep, as if they contained endless sadness and pain, the contagious power of that emotion was so great that he couldn't move, he could pass invisible He felt the pain of this person, and at the same time, he felt even more pain.
Who is this guy! Why is everything wrong with him! The sense of familiarity rushing over his face was like an invisible hand tightly grasping his throat. At this moment, he thought of the person who caused him the most pain - Zhou Xiang.
His eye contact with this man was only a matter of seconds, and immediately, that man was about to walk past him.
He grabbed the man almost without thinking.
"Who are you?" He gritted his teeth and asked.
Who are you!
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