What kind of experience is it to sit face to face with yourself?
It is not quiet and leisurely,
It's not like looking at each other silently,
It is not a thousand words at a glance,
Zhou Ze discovered that,
When I look at myself in front of me,
Really, the more I look at it, the more unhappy I get!
I really want to slap him,
I really want to beat him up,
even,
I really want to kill him!
Zhou Ze gave a jolt,
Are you crazy?
Why do you have this idea?
If it is said that I stabbed myself to death with surgical forceps in my previous life, the self in the white coat was helping him to be freed, and it was also helping me to be freed;
Killing Xu Le and whipping off the mountain-moving ape was purely to vent his anger in a dream, to indulge,
So why now I have the urge to kill the person in front of me?
and,
This impulse comes without thinking,
As soon as I think about it, this idea becomes more and more serious,
It seems that there are countless voices in my heart,
Encouraging and bewitching myself,
kill him,
Kill the self in front of you,
Just kill him,
You will get great freedom!
Anyway, it's a dream,
kill him
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream!
kill him,
Try it out.
Zhou Ze's mind was about to be overwhelmed by disturbing thoughts,
Zhou Ze held his head with both hands and lowered it,
Let your forehead keep hitting the coffee table in front of you.
"Bang! Bang! Bang!"
"What¡¯s wrong with you?"
The self in front of him put down the newspaper, asked curiously, and at the same time looked at the old man with some blame, why did he include a mental illness?
"I'm fine."
Zhou Ze raised his head and subconsciously reached for the coffee in front of him.
"Snapped!"
Zhou Ze's hand caught his own on the other side,
There is no ambiguity,
nor any other thoughts,
Not to mention the purple halo of bullshit,
Zhou Ze knew clearly,
It's because the person on the other side is not willing to let me drink his coffee!
I know him so well!
"hehe."
Zhou Ze let go of his hand,
The person on the opposite side hurriedly picked up the coffee and drank it down without worrying about it being hot.
"" Zhou Ze.
What a shame,
Why didn't I realize that I owed such a beating before?
Huh,
Find a chance to beat Lawyer Ann after the dream is over,
This guy probably has a grudge against me for a long time.
"What do you want to do?" asked the opposite self.
"I don't want to do anything."
Zhou Ze patted the coffee table,
But there was a "clang" sound,
Looking down,
Why did he suddenly hold a dagger in his hand?
"Bang!"
Zhou Ze threw away the dagger,
road:
"Sorry, misunderstanding, misunderstanding."
"Misunderstanding?" The opposite self looked to the right.
Zhou Ze also looked to his right,
I found a machete on my right foot next to my leg,
A very exaggerated machete,
It also has a patterned ring, and the workmanship is quite exquisite.
"Bang!"
Zhou Ze also kicked the knife away,
"This is also a misunderstanding, really a misunderstanding."
The machete fell to the ground, cracking a tile.
Looking at the crack on the opposite side,
Slightly frowned.
"I paid for the tiles."
"Oh." The opposite self nodded, "Are you trying to kill me?"
"" Zhou Ze.
Haven't found it before,
It turns out that I am so smart,
&nbssp; don't know why,
Although it is a dream,
But Zhou Ze has a strange sense of reality,
It seems that if I go down with the knife,
It is very likely that something will be lost forever.
The person in front of me didn't answer, but just sat silently, smiling silently.
This kind of feeling made Zhou Ze a little strange. It didn't look like himself. He thought that if he changed his position, he wouldn't be able to sit there indifferently.
fight,
Definitely have to fight,
No matter who the other party is,
I will fight for my life!
He doesn't want to die,
However, he also wanted to live a life without thinking ahead,
It seems that the two are contradictory,
But in fact, there is no contradiction at all.
If you ask yourself,
At least half of the people in this world actually live like this.
? want to succeed, but are unwilling to work hard, like ease, but use this as an excuse to refuse to work hard.
?Woke up suddenly in the middle of the night,
?I feel that I shouldn't live like this, I have to work hard, I have to improve, I have to surpass,
But wake up the next day,
It's business as usual,
It seems that the self-condemnation last night was just a play to comfort myself.
"Afraid."
The previous self replied.
"Not afraid."
"Why?" Zhou Ze asked.
"Want to know the answer?"
asked the previous self.
Zhou Ze nodded.
The self in front stretched out his palm, and a long nail grew on the position of the index finger.
Then,
He dug his nails into his chest.
"Pfft!"
Zhou Ze only felt a tingling pain,
looked down,
However, he found that his nails were being inserted into his chest.
It should be due to the experience of an excellent surgeon,
Knowing how to stab someone may seem exaggerated but not lethal.
"Why?"
Zhou Ze looked at the wound on his chest and asked,
at the same time,
He slowly pulled the nail out.
"The answer is right in front of our eyes."
Zhou Ze raised his head in a daze,
Front,
Still crowded,
But the answer,
Where is it again?
Suddenly,
Zhou Ze found himself sitting on the curb,
And the other self,
is standing where he was before and talking.
"this¡¡¡¡"
The other self sat down beside Zhou Ze.
"This is the answer."
"Answer"
"Yes, I am afraid of death."
Very honestly answer,
Because Zhou Ze himself is also afraid of death.
"Because I am afraid of death, I will never commit suicide at any time."
"suicide¡¡"
"Yes, why would I kill myself?"
The other self looked at Zhou Ze,
Zhou Ze was also looking at his other self,
The two let out a long sigh of relief.
Then we face the street together,
Looking at the endless stream of people ahead.
"Even if it's true that the whole world abandons me, at least I decide whether to be happy or sad."
The other said with emotion,
"This is the life I want.
I've been tired for a long time, so I want to be lazy and don't want to do anything;
I want to live with a shy face, but I don't want to die, so I can only eat and be lazy.
The comfort that was not available in the previous life,
To cherish in this life,
Even if it ends in one day,
There is nothing to regret. "
"Live like a salted fish?" Zhou Ze laughed.
"Yeah, what's wrong with being a salted fish? I don't know how many people envy and want this kind of life but can't get it."
¡¡¡¡
Behind the road,
Behind a mobile phone film booth, a man in a black sweater stood there, his fists clenched, full of disbelief.
Why didn't he kill him?
Why didn't he kill him?
Not only do not kill,
And the two of them actually squatted on the curb together,
Smoking while shaking his legs,
It's like the lazy people in Liangdashan Lazy Village who ate relief meals and didn't want to work, but sat on the dam and basked in the sun and took a nap.
What the hell is this,
Why! ! ! ! ! ! ! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)At the back of a mobile phone film booth, a man in a black sweater stood there, his fists clenched, full of disbelief.
Why didn't he kill him?
Why didn't he kill him?
Not only do not kill,
And the two of them actually squatted on the curb together,
Smoking while shaking his legs,
It's like the lazy people in Liangdashan Lazy Village who ate relief meals and didn't want to work, but sat on the dam and basked in the sun and took a nap.