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- Xia Zhenyue didn't know how she returned to the classroom, not only her little face was flushed, but even her body was flushed with shame, like a boiled prawn.
There was no one in the classroom, so she ran back to her seat and lay down on the table.
'He must be joking'
'Did he lose the game of truth or dare?'
'How could he say such things to me'
'You must be kidding me'
'It is absolutely impossible for me and him'
My head was full of such thoughts, and I didn't know how to deal with it, so I lay on my stomach and cried silently.
It turns out that there are girls with extreme low self-esteem and insecurity in the world. Subconsciously, they think that they are not good enough. They even dare to like him furtively. , is simply a matter of fantasy.
Xia Zhenyue is very sensible, especially after the irreversible changes in the family.
She never dared to be selfish, self-willed, or ignorant, and suppressing desires has become a habit.
"It's too expensive, it's useless to buy it, I don't want it" "I usually wear a school uniform, it's useless to buy it, I can't wear it" "My main task now is to study, listen to the teacher at school, don't If you have conflicts with your classmates, don¡¯t cause trouble for your family.¡± ¡°If you can get more scholarships, you can quickly collect the surgery fees.¡± Water, you can't go into a store with luxurious decoration, and socialize less, because it costs money'
This sensible self-enlightenment one after another has almost become her survival instinct.
I still remember that at the beginning of school, my deskmate found out about her birthday and gave her a beautiful pen. At that time, the only feeling I felt was not joy, but panic. She dared not accept it because she didn¡¯t know how to wait When the other party's birthday, how should she repay the equivalent.
Two years ago, Xia Zhenyue encountered a time stop event. As she saw, all people and things in this world stopped, and she had an hour more free time than everyone else.
That is true freedom.
About youth, about enthusiasm, about passion, these things she never longed for, in the hour when time stopped, they were all compensated to her.
This is simply a kind of redemption and healing. She was not afraid, but was so excited that she ran out of the classroom like crazy, and ran wantonly in the world that completely belonged to her when time stopped.
She opened her arms to both sides, like a free-flying seabird, yelling presumptuously in the crowd, the fresh air hugged her, and she didn't have to stop when encountering red lights, there were no so-called rules at all , only this hour is entirely your own.
She doesn't have to study, doesn't have to rush home, she can be like a little princess wandering in her own garden, and she can be liberated from the heavy to breathless daily life.
Regarding love, the boy who made the girl's heart throb, she began to come to him frequently in the time stop, she could look at every eyelash of him with a smile on her face, and she could secretly hold his hand and hold him. I put my little hand in his palm, enjoying the feeling of being cared for at that moment, and even kissed him, telling him what I dare not say in my heart
If it is said that life is inherently unfair, then her one hour more than others is probably some kind of fairness.
Even an hour later, no matter what she did, everything would return to the way it was, and the world would not change.
Xia Zhenyue is still Xia Zhenyue, an ugly duckling who was born in a poor single-parent family, and even falling in love is a luxury.
How to be worthy of other people's likes
Buzz¡ª¡ª
The phone in his pocket vibrated.
She has gradually cleared up her mood, and her fragility can only be left in the dead of night.
After crying for a while, she made up her mind. In short, it is impossible to agree to Yu Zhile's confession. Even if she doesn't take a step forward, at least she can guarantee that she won't get hurt.
Love is a luxury, and now she really can't afford it.
She stepped on the horizontal bar in front of the chair with her feet curled up, her thin body curled up into a ball, her small face slightly turned sideways from the crook of her arm, and the other small hand groped to take out the phone from her pocket.
Probably because of nervousness, when I raised my hand, the phone was not held firmly and fell to the ground.
She cherishes her mobile phone very much when she usually uses it. Even if it is only worth more than 600 yuan, this is the first time she has dropped it, and her heartache and grievances flooded up again.At first, I always feel that the whole world is against her today.
Fortunately, the height of the fall was not high, and she was still wearing a mobile phone case. After careful inspection, she found that there was no problem with the fall. She breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the flashing breathing light, and then turned on the screen of the mobile phone.
WeChat:
Xia Zhenyue clicked on Yu Zhile's personal profile. His profile picture was a cartoon boy with a bright smile. She liked his profile picture a lot, so she long-pressed the picture and saved it.
Seeing that there were ten pictures in his circle of friends that could be seen by strangers, she also clicked in to see them.
He doesn¡¯t post many posts, about one or two a month. He seems to like photography very much. The photos he shares are all the scenery he took, such as the small flowers in the corner of the roadside, and the leaves on the tip of the lotus pond. Dragonflies, and some landscape photos taken when I went to play.
Xia Zhenyue watched very slowly. This was the first time she observed his life through WeChat. His life looked so beautiful, which made her a little envious. Even with him, it seemed that she couldn't touch him. fantasy.
Not agreeing to his friend request, Xia Zhenyue turned off the screen, and put her little face in her arms again.
Buzz¡ª¡ª
The phone vibrated again.
Although I tried my best not to look at it, I couldn't help but pick up the phone again and turn on the screen.
Still a friend request:
Xia Zhenyue: "?"
Who am I, where am I, and what should I do?
It wasn't until she saw this line of remarks that she calmed down and thought about what Yu Zhile said just now, "It may be presumptuous to find you suddenly today, but I have thought about it." "If you have no objections, I want to be friends with you." 'A place, a person, a friend, a friend'
These four words echoed in her ears like chanting sutras. Even if Yu Zhile was not in front of her, she herself flushed with embarrassment and picked her toes in embarrassment.
I was too nervous just now, I seem to have misunderstood something?
Meier Meier! My sister is dying! !
"Woowhy do you bully people like this"
Xia Zhenyue groaned, stomped her feet, put down her phone, and covered her hot face with her hands.
In the side behind that she couldn't see, Yu Zhile was standing at the back door of the Class 2 classroom, with her left index finger bent, and was about to knock on the door with her knuckles and call her. stunned.
Just when Yu Zhile was hesitant to knock on the door to remind her, Xia Zhenyue got up from her seat and was about to go to the bathroom to wash her face when she bumped into Yu Zhile.
"That, WeChat"
"Woo, I don't know!"
She ran away again, covered her face and ran into the men's room, then ran out before entering the women's room.
Yu Zhile: ""
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