When she was a child, she always felt that her father was as radiant as a superman.
When the girl grew up, she gradually discovered that her father was just an ordinary person, with both advantages and disadvantages.
A man can be a good father at the same time, but not a good husband. He will shelter her from the wind and rain during the storm, but he will run away in a hurry after drunk driving, regardless of his life.
Mulan never hated her father, she accepted her fate.
There is only a little regret, why in such a gloomy life, I will meet the dazzling existence that used to be.
The cruelest thing is not the eternal darkness, the cruelest thing is seeing the fleeting light in the darkness.
Father sat down on the opposite chair, and he answered the phone with a complicated face.
Mulan had already put the microphone to her ear.
"Are you okay?"
she asked.
"I'm okay."
After the father finished this sentence, he became quiet.
The father and daughter looked at each other silently through the glass.
After a while, Mulan's father spoke with a low voice.
"In the future, don't come here."
Mulan's eyelashes trembled, and she called softly.
"dad."
Mulan's father didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and spoke with complicated eyes.
"After being in prison for so long, I want to understand many things. I heard what Ding Jian'an said about you and that child. I also know that because of my existence, you and that child may have experienced a tragic breakup. Therefore, we Don't contact me anymore, anyway, you are also an adult, so you will be the future, without me as a father."
"dad."
Mulan's lips trembled slightly twice, and tears slowly rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
Where the scorching tears flowed, the next moment felt cold.
Her other hand, which was hanging on her knee, clenched tightly into a fist, and the knuckles turned white due to the force.
"I was wrong, I was wrong, I should accompany you through the trial"
The father on the other side of the glass window shook his head slowly.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Didn't you come back at that time? I drove you out with my own hands."
"I used to be unable to see the world clearly, but now I have such a long time in the future to repent in prison. The only thing I am grateful for now is that the child's father, the person who was hurt by me, is now in a deep sleep , The damage I caused cannot be eliminated, but fortunately, he has not been completely destroyed by me."
Speaking of this, Mulan's father looked at the crying daughter covering her mouth on the other side of the glass window, smiled regretfully, his eyes were slightly red, and said slowly to the daughter on the phone: "I'm sorry, Not being a father that makes you proud."
After saying this, he put down the microphone, followed in the footsteps of the prison guards, and left the visiting area.
The corridor was very long, and his steps were very slow. Every time he took a step, those days flashed before his eyes.
He still remembers his excitement and happiness when he heard his wife agree to the proposal when he first proposed.
I remember that after confirming the pregnancy, he held his young wife in the air and twirled twice.
I remember Mulan who was just born, soft and cute, if he could talk, even if he wanted the moon in the sky, he would find a way to step on the ladder and pick it off for her.
When did such a life completely disappear?
Is it the first time he entered someone else's woman's room because of acting on the spot?
Is it when the surroundings are filled with money and sensuality, ignoring the dim eyes of his wife?
Or after knocking down someone, they run away in a hurry, only thinking about whether they will get into trouble with it, but never think about the person who was knocked down.
Haven't wondered if he has a family, a wife and kids waiting for him to come home?
Mulan's father was in a trance for a while, and he suddenly remembered Mulan, who was only five years old, after watching a foreign movie called "Superman".
After the movie ended, when he walked out of the movie theater with his daughter in his arms, he held her little hand and asked, "Is Superman handsome?"
"handsome."
Five-year-old Mulan watched a two-hour movie, curled up in her father's arms a little tired, hugged her father's neck, and said in a childlike voice: "Superman is so handsome, and Dad is even more handsome! You are Mulan's Superman." !"
More than ten years have passed, and he has notThinking that instead of becoming her daughter's superman, she has become the biggest villain in her daughter's life.
In the future, don't contact me again.
You have to take care of yourself, Dad sent it here.
Mulan, who was outside the interrogation area, was already crying so hard.
At this moment, she suddenly wanted to ask, what did she do wrong?
To be punished like this.
The mother immigrated abroad and her whereabouts are unknown.
The father said that he should not meet again.
The corner of my heart that belongs to love is also completely occupied by a figure, and there is no way to let anyone in.
What did she do wrong? What is the meaning of her existence?
After Mulan left the prison, before she knew it, she had already taken a walk to the river, looking at the reeds swaying in the wind, she was fascinated unconsciously.
Walking along the embankment, the distance between her and the embankment is getting closer and closer.
Just when she didn't know when to stop and looked at the calm river under her feet.
Mulan sat down on the embankment.
She stared blankly at the setting sun in the distance, watching the setting sun sinking down the mountain little by little.
Wait until the sun goes down completely
Mulan glanced down at the calmly flowing river, occasionally the wind blew by, but the river was still calm, and an idea came to her mind.
Life is too tiring, she also wants to rest, a complete rest
The sky darkened little by little.
The light in her eyes also dimmed little by little.
There was a wind blowing, and a white magnolia flower fell on her shoulder, tangling her long hair.
When she saw the magnolia flower, Mulan suddenly woke up. She subconsciously turned around and looked around, only to find that there was a magnolia flower standing beside the river bank not far behind her.
Just now I was walking by the river embankment, but I didn't see anything.
Although it is still cold, spring has quietly arrived.
Mulan slowly stood up from the embankment, she put the magnolia flower brought by the wind under the magnolia tree, raised her head, and said something softly.
"Thanks."
The magnolia tree swayed in the wind, as if nodding.
Looking at the bustling and blooming magnolia trees, Mulan showed her first smile today.
She turned around and glanced at the darkened sky.
Although today is coming to an end, tomorrow is still a new day.
Mulan turned and left.
For the rest of her life, Mulan would visit the prison every six months, and she heard more and more replies from the prison guards refusing to meet her. Unconsciously, she saved a sum of money by saving money.
Holding the money, Mulan called Tao Liang.
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