Add Bookmark | Recommend this book | Back to the book page | My bookshelf | Mobile Reading

Free Web Novel,Novel online - All in oicq.net -> Romance -> She just wants to study

Chapter 309 Want to hold you in my arms

Previous page        Return to Catalog        Next page

    ?

    In the bright No. 1 shed, Wu Xinqi was sitting on the sofa, with a thin figure, looking at the lights in the distance, gradually immersed in memories.

    "Although my weight has reached the ideal state, I found that I can no longer control my body. Because of long-term vomiting, my stomach can no longer store any food, even if I force myself to eat,  But I always spit it out in the end. At the same time, my stomach doesn¡¯t feel any fullness, so I will keep eating, even in the middle of the night because I can¡¯t sleep because of hunger, only continuous eating can satisfy me.  "

    Even listening to Wu Xinqi's report now, Hua Jin can hardly imagine that period of time.

    The body has been disconnected from the consciousness, and the brain does not feel any sense of fullness, but in fact Wu Xinqi has been eating, eating several times more than her normal diet before.

    However, in order to lose weight, Wu Xinqi used the method of inducing vomiting, and had established an unhealthy relationship with food.

    After eating it, I can't bear to eat so much, and I will spit it all out again.

    ? If things go on like this, it is not only a burden on the digestive system, but also a torture to the whole body and spirit.

    You must know that Wu Xinqi, in this cycle of eating and vomiting, can really enter her body and allow her to digest very little food.

    Most of the nutrients that the human body needs every day are to maintain the basic functions of the human body. Whether it is the beating of the heart or the progress of breathing, a lot of energy is needed to maintain the operation.

    Wu Xinqi's body, like a car that hasn't been refueled, stopped working bit by bit.

    Thinking of herself at that time, Wu Xinqi's breathing suddenly became rapid. She looked at Hua Jin, hoping that the other party would remember this experience in her heart and act out Gu Tou who was closest to her, "When I just started vomiting  , I started to lose my hair, I didn¡¯t think it was a problem at the time, none of the modern young people have lost their hair, but gradually, I discovered that my whole body began to have problems.¡±

    "At first, my blood pressure was extremely low. Except for the time of eating, the rest of the time was weak. Later, all the organs in my body began to fail. Even breathing seemed to use all my strength. At the worst  When I was born, I weighed only 30 kilograms, and I could only lie on the bed, and I couldn't even walk."

    "Even when I was the most vulnerable, I still couldn't control my body and reflexively spit out everything I ate."

    Wu Xinqi has come over now, but at that time she was in a state that could be said to have walked in front of death.

    "The doctor has clearly told me that if I don't eat again, the only thing waiting for me is death."

    Speaking of this, Wu Xinqi laughed a little funny, and looked at Hua Jin, "I was thinking at the time, if I really died because of this incident, wouldn't I be useless, since all the food is on the table  In front of me, but I was 'starved to death' in the end, how ironic."

    Hua Jin didn't smile, she just looked at Wu Xinqi, as if a desperate girl on the hospital bed flashed before her eyes.

    ? It was clearly a great youth, in the Mood for Love, but because of the torture of anorexia and bulimia, he was hovering between life and death. At that time, it was probably the darkest time for Director Wu's entire family.

    "It was when I realized that I might really die because of this incident, because of excessive weight loss, that I started to try my best and force myself to eat. Even eating an extra bite every day is a great improvement.  "

    Wu Xinqi stood up from the sofa and turned around in front of Hua Jin, "Look at me now, although I am so thin, I am out of danger. Although my weight is still not up to the normal level, my life is definitely at risk.  Keep it."

    Hua Jin smiled, "Congratulations, you have defeated it."

    Wu Xinqi smiled, and sat back on the chair again.

    "Can you tell me about your mental journey from the beginning of your illness?"

    Hua Jin has a superb memory, even if she doesn't use a notebook to record, everything Wu Xinqi said is remembered in her mind.

    And because Wu Xinqi's experience was too bizarre, Hua Jin was even more impressed.

    "Actually, I knew at the beginning that I was suffering from anorexia, and I was happy that I could lose weight, so why not do it, but as the disease gradually developed, I became more and more afraid of it, feeling like it was entrenched  In me, a demon that feeds on my flesh, manipulating me to do things beyond my control."

    Thinking of this, Wu Xinqi sighed, "After this kind of experience, I now understand that all patients with mental illness, they really can't control what they think, what they do,Mental diseases are like the most terrifying devil in the world, gnawing away at the hearts of human beings unknowingly.  "

    Hua Jin nodded. Before he could finish speaking, Director Wu walked in from the door. After Hua Jin was interrupted, he also forgot what he wanted to say just now, and looked at Director Wu.

    The first thing he did was to confirm Wu Xinqi's expression, and saw that she obviously didn't feel any uneasiness, but was extremely relaxed, sharing her experience with Hua Jin like a close friend in her boudoir.

    Director Wu breathed a sigh of relief slowly. Wu Xinqi insisted on communicating with Hua Jin. Director Wu disagreed at first, as if Wu Xinqi was hurt a second time during the whole sharing process, it would probably destroy her again.

    But fortunately, Wu Xinqi looked very relaxed, without any morbidity.

    Director Wu didn't want to interrupt the conversation between the two, but what Wu Xinqi's current physical condition needed most was rest. She had been out for a long enough time, and if she didn't go home and rest in bed, she might have a burden on her body organs.

    "Okay, the driver is already waiting for you at the door, let me take you there."

    Director Wu helped Wu Xinqi up from the chair with his own hands. The blush on Wu Xinqi's face from the excitement of sharing gradually dissipated. Hua Jin also saw her tiredness. He shook hands with her and bid farewell, and even kept in touch with each other.  Way.

    Seeing the backs of Director Wu and Wu Xinqi disappearing at the door of Shed 1, Hua Jin's expression was filled with emotion.

    She thought of something, took out her mobile phone, and dialed the number that had been pinned.

    After a while, He Ling's deep voice came from the opposite side.

    "Why did you call me all of a sudden?"

    At this time, Hua Jin should be filming.

    "Is something wrong?"

    His first thought was whether Hua Jin was bullied or wronged on the set?

    Thinking of this, although there was a meeting to be held soon, He Ling still grabbed the suit jacket on the side, frowning, and went to find Li Tezhu to arrange the plane.

    Hua Jin heard the worry clearly, and quickly clarified: "I'm fine, I just want to make a phone call all of a sudden, to know if you're all right?"

    The little girl's voice was soft and nasal, and He Ling's heart suddenly softened. He stopped and replied in a low voice: "Everything is fine, I just miss you suddenly."

    Suddenly, I want to hold you in my arms.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report