Chen Pingping didn't know how long he had been in Buzhou Mountain, because he spent a long time in a daze.
People who stay in a lonely and quiet environment for a long time are prone to various delusions and hallucinations. Chen Pingping fell asleep for a few days due to fatigue and hunger, and was finally awakened by a pouring rain.
If it weren't for this rain, he might have fallen asleep and never woke up again.
After waking up, Chen Pingping walked forward again, and he felt that his eyes were often very blurred, and some pictures that had appeared in his head appeared, such as he saw the flood many years ago, and he also saw a couple Young men and women, he vaguely remembered that they seemed to be his parents.
Then he saw some old people who had died in the village, walking up and down in front of him, vaguely.
Later, Chen Pingping even saw that he seemed to be flying around in the sky on clouds, overlooking the village below.
The environment of loneliness, silence, helplessness and hopelessness gradually makes people sink.
When Chen Pingping fainted for the first time, the last scene that appeared in his mind was the scene where Tian Jiu threw himself into his arms before he left home, and then the two embraced each other. She said that she would give birth to a child for herself .
Then, Chen Pingping saw a powder carved jade, which looked very much like his own child.
All of a sudden, Chen Pingping, who had completely given up his efforts and wanted to kill him, seemed to gain a little strength. He stood up with difficulty and staggered to find the wild vegetables growing on the ground, regardless of whether they were poisonous or not. He randomly grabbed a handful and stuffed it into his mouth, then lay down on the ground again, looking for puddles that hadn't dried up, and drank all the dirty water in his stomach.
When he was able to have some strength, Chen Pingping raised his head and looked ahead. He didn't know if what he saw was an illusion. He found that he seemed to see the top of the mountain.
In a flash, I don't know how long it took, Chen Pingping, under this repeated fainting and waking up, worked hard to move forward little by little, towards the direction of the mountain.
I don't know which day, Chen Pingping crawled on all fours and came to the top of Buzhou Mountain.
It is very high here, and you can see all the small mountains at a glance, but most of the time, what you see in front of you is a vast expanse of whiteness, surrounded by clouds that cover the mountains all year round.
When I reached the top of the mountain, I saw clouds, but no gods.
However, Chen Pingping's spirit recovered a lot at this time. He gasped heavily to calm down the excitement in his heart. He knew that it might not be long before he could see the immortal.
So Chen Pingping thought over and over again in his heart how he would beg the immortal to accept him after seeing the immortal, so that he would have a chance to become an immortal from now on.
"They are all saved, and the people in the village will get better" Chen Pingping murmured.
Lying on the mountain, Chen Pingping smiled.
Although he was too tired to get up, he was very relieved and happy that this day was finally coming.
Chen Pingping was waiting, and when the clouds cleared, he thought he might see the fairy on the other side of the mountain.
This day came quickly, but in Chen Pingping's opinion, it seemed to be very slow, just like passing the day like a year.
I don¡¯t know on which day, the clouds on the top of the mountain seemed to be blown away by the wind, revealing the rising sun from the far horizon. The dazzling sunlight made people squint their eyes uncontrollably, but it made people¡¯s hearts beat wildly stand up.
Chen Pingping put his hands in front of his eyes, walked to the top of the mountain, and tried his best to look at the other side of the mountain. Now he is full of fantasies about how he can put on a posture that makes the other person happy physically and mentally after seeing the god. Whether to step forward with the left leg or the right leg to bow down to the opponent, he thinks that the immortal masters should pay attention to etiquette.
The clouds dispersed and the sun was not so glaring. Chen Pingping could see the other side of the mountain clearly.
But he was stunned.
Chen Pingping rubbed his eyes, he couldn't believe it, he thought he was dazzled and had hallucinations again, but when he rubbed for a long time, and even slapped himself several times with his hand, he realized it was not a hallucination, he saw It's all true.
There are no gods, nothing.
Some are full of desolation and barrenness.
There are also grave mounds one after another, next to each other.
In front of Chen Pingping's eyes, looking around, this is a huge cemetery, with earthen tombs criss-crossed and densely covered, and the number is too numerous to count.
"What's this¡¡"
Chen Pingping swallowed dryly with difficulty, he turned his neck stiffly, looking at the huge cemetery in front of him, he didn't even know how to describe his current feeling.
Later, after Chen Pingping stood there for an unknown amount of time, he smiled, very helplessly, and even insanely, and said, "Where are the gods? Shouldn't they be flying around? Could it be that they all lay down in the cemetery?" Is it?"
Chen Pingping saw a few bones not far away. These were the only things on the mountain other than him. There were a lot of bones, at least a dozen of them. Some of them were well preserved, while others were falling apart. .
Chen Pingping could see that the clothes on the bodies of those who may have died earlier than the present seemed a bit similar to those worn by people in the village.
It turned out that it wasn't just me, there were also people who had climbed to the top of Buzhou Mountain, and they didn't see any immortals either.
"So that's the case, they died unjustly"
Chen Pingping understood that these people died unjustly. If he died too, the result would be the same as theirs. After many years, someone would come up again, and when he saw his corpse, he would say yes Such a sentence.
Chen Pingping and they all came here for the sake of immortals. They wanted to worship under the sect of immortals and become immortals.
But who would have thought that there are no immortals at all on the other side of Buzhou Mountain, but graves one after another.
Chen Pingping didn't know who these graves belonged to, he only cared about whether there were any immortals.
When a person's ultimate goal and hope suddenly come to nothing, it means that the belief in his heart has collapsed, and the world he yearns for does not exist at all.
This feeling is far more cruel than being exhausted and starved to death in the mountains. It is a kind of extreme mental devastation and abuse.
Everything has become nothingness, there is nothing left, hope and faith are gone, then what is the use of life.
Chen Pingping slid slowly and sat on the ground, closed his eyes, two lines of tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, his hopes were all gone, he had nothing else to ask for.
So, Chen Pingping thought, why not leave it like this.
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