Behind every adult, there is a child who has been sealed in time and stopped growing.
The twisted and cruel childhood became an immune shot under the tempering of time, which quietly pierced Xia Xiqing's skin and injected it into his blood, making him lose his sensitivity to the word love from the bottom of his bones, and also lost his love. confidence.
People are not a collection of organisms, but a collection of experiences.
Zhou Ziheng hugged Xia Xiqing and kissed away his tears very gently.
"With me here, this door will never be closed again." His hand gently patted Xia Xiqing's back, stroking his slightly protruding spine.
He doesn't want to comment on all the things Xia Xiqing's parents have done. Those are meaningless. He just wants to accompany Xia Xiqing, let him live in the overflowing love, and live the free life he wants.
Let him understand that he has always been worthy of being loved.
Xia Xiqing's hand hung loosely on Zhou Ziheng's waist. After talking about the past, he seemed to be hollowed out. He had no more strength, and even his heart was beating slowly in his empty chest as if he was dying.
Zhou Ziheng tentatively touched the wound that he had never dared to touch. Xia Xiqing was still completely unconscious when he saw it for the first time, but this time he was sober. He picked up Xia Xiqing, put him on the small bed, bent down and kissed the terrible scar.
The two were curled up on the small bed, Zhou Ziheng held him tightly in his arms, leaning on each other, like two drifters relying on each other on a small boat, if they are not careful, they will fall into the vast ocean.
Zhou Ziheng's eyes were extremely gentle, and Xia Xiqing suddenly felt that he was a very despicable person, as if he was using this painful experience to deceive Zhou Ziheng's sympathy.
Knowing that he is extremely kind, knowing that he likes me, but still saying these things makes him sad, makes him feel bad, and then repays himself ten times and a hundred times with tenderness. Such an approach is really too cunning.
But Xia Xiqing had no other choice. Perhaps the experience can be hidden, but the blood and genes flowing in his bones can't. What he fears most is that the more he lives, the more he looks like his mother. He's heard a lot of the same thing in gossip, you and your flamboyant father are the exact same thing.
It's all the same way.
But only Xia Xiqing knew that what he really resembled was his mother. Gloomy and conceited, he tried every means to maintain his superficial dignity, tearing open the beautiful skin, and the inside was full of pus, blood and residue.
"I don't want to be her."
After a long silence, Xia Xiqing suddenly said such a sentence, which surprised Zhou Ziheng, but he was only surprised for less than a second, and soon realized who Xia Xiqing was talking about.
"You won't, you are different from her, you are kind and strong, and" Zhou Ziheng grabbed his hand, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, "You have me here."
Xia Xiqing raised his eyes to look at him, but there was still an inexplicable depression in his eyes.
"We are people from two worlds." The avoidance of love in Xia Xiqing's bones once again worked, "You are very good, and you are the best person I have ever met, but I am just the opposite. We are on the same side no matter what. opposite."
He seemed to be afraid of Zhou Ziheng's rebuttal, so he rushed to continue explaining, "Actually, the cruelest thing is not false love, the cruelest thing is that when you fall in love with someone, the moment is real, you really fell in love with him, he I really love you too, but" He suddenly choked up, Xia Xiqing felt it was ridiculous, he just thought that it would be unbearable at that time, it was really not like him.
"But what?"
He took a deep breath, "However, feelings will be exhausted one day, and you will no longer love." He looked at Zhou Ziheng, with emotions dodging in his eyes, "That moment was also true."
Zhou Ziheng finally understood why Xia Xiqing resisted establishing an intimate relationship with others.
"So," he touched Xia Xiqing's ear with a deep voice, "You rejected me not because you didn't like me, but because you were afraid of the last moment."
Being caught by his center of gravity suddenly, Xia Xiqing's heart jumped heavily, as if hitting his chest. Zhou Ziheng always has his own set of logic, no matter what he says, he can always grasp the key point.
But what Xia Xiqing wants to express is not these, "What I want to say is that you like me now because of the temporary hormonal surge, but this kind of feeling will definitely cool down after boiling, and you will hurt yourself at that time."
Zhou Ziheng's eyes remained firm, "Why are you so sure that you will cool down?"
"Because we're basically the exact opposite."On the knees that stood up straight, he leaned in front of Xia Xiqing who was sitting on the chair.
I thought he was going to refute, after all, he always has his own logic.
But Zhou Ziheng affirmed Xia Xiqing's conclusion.
"That's right."
Zhou Ziheng leaned over and kissed him, his eyes firm and soft.
"My ideal is you. If you replace it with an equivalent value, I am indeed willing to die tragically for you."
Xia Xiqing was convinced at this moment that this person must be born with a positive particle, and couldn't wait to hug the negative self and annihilate in the heat.
"For a performer, this is an ending full of dramatic beauty and impact."
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