"Yes, I'm not worthy." Zhou Ziheng lowered his head and took half a step back.
"As an actor, I can't perform well in front of you. I want you to be me But I can't even make an intimate move. I really don't deserve to play with you at my level."
Without any emotional experience, it is a blank slate. When encountering an opponent like Xia Xiqing, he can only be manipulated by him. But to be honest, even if he was manipulated and manipulated, he didn't complain, he was happy.
Zhou Ziheng clenched his fists with both hands, and then let go, "Actually, I never thought of playing tricks with you, I just really want to know"
I really want to know where I am in your heart. I really want to know if you have the slightest chance of falling in love with me.
I really want to know have you found out that I like you a long time ago, and have been thinking about when to get rid of me.
"I'm sorry." Zhou Ziheng wiped his face, "I'm sorry, I made a mistake in this matter today, I shouldn't refuse Song Nian, to be honest, doing so tortured myself." He took a deep breath In a calm tone, the angry expression on his face before disappeared without a trace, and he smiled, "You are free, you can do whatever you want."
It's just my damn possessiveness that's torturing me, not your fault.
His heart was once a lush forest.
After falling in love with Xia Xiqing, this forest caught fire, with raging flames and billowing smoke. No matter how powerful the fire brigade was, they were helpless in the face of such a fire. They could only watch the flames spread until they were burned to ashes.
He thought he could stop in time, but found that there was no turning back.
Seeing the smile on Zhou Ziheng's face, Xia Xiqing's heart suddenly ached. He actually didn't want to see Zhou Ziheng like this. He didn't even understand why he said such harsh words to provoke him. He seemed to be a different person.
If it was just any little lover who intentionally put on a show in front of him, Xia Xiqing would at most walk away and end the relationship without saying a word. He also knew that Zhou Ziheng hadn't done anything substantive at all, not even touching him. Song Nian.
He was just testing.
When he found out that Zhou Ziheng was testing himself, he was more afraid than angry in his heart.
Fear of being seen triggered a self-protective mechanism that forced him to overreact.
Xia Xiqing tried to speak, but it was extremely difficult, "I"
After waiting for a long time, Zhou Ziheng didn't wait for Xia Xiqing's words, his heart just soared high and fell heavily following his every move.
"It's okay if you don't want to forgive me now." Zhou Ziheng didn't even dare to touch Xia Xiqing. At first it was for acting, but now it's because of guilt and fear of Xia Xiqing's more violent resistance. "I'm sorry, don't be angry. It feels like you're a little"
uncomfortable.
Before these three words could be uttered, Xia Xiqing, who was leaning against the dryer, almost stopped, and supported the sink with his hands. Zhou Ziheng raised his heart with a thump, and hugged Xia Xiqing in his arms without thinking about anything else. , Xia Xiqing pushed him with all his strength, but he couldn't push him away at all.
It was only then that Zhou Ziheng felt the abnormal heat coming from his body. He let go of his arms and reached out to touch Xia Xiqing's forehead, but he avoided him. .
"I was seen by others in a while"
"You see it when you see it." Zhou Ziheng was so anxious that he almost got angry at him, but quickly suppressed his emotions and softened his voice, "It's a big deal to make a gossip headline, as long as you don't care."
Anyway, I don't care.
Xia Xiqing didn't speak or struggle. Zhou Ziheng sniffed and took his forehead away, "You have a fever, let's go back to the hotel."
"I'm a man, and it's not a serious illness to have a cold and a fever. They're still in the private room. I'll just give Xiaoxiao a call."
Zhou Ziheng pretended that he didn't hear this sentence, and went on talking to himself, "Can you still walk? Forget it, don't go. I'll carry you on my back." He squatted in front of Xia Xiqing, " Come up, let's go back."
He also thought that sick people are very fragile, and he shouldn't use such a tough attitude. So he turned his head again, looked up at Xia Xiqing, "Come on."
Xia Xiqing's nose was sore, why did this person endure his meanness and absurdity again and again, the more he did this, the more he felt hateful and pathetic. He deliberately made Zhou Ziheng jealous more than once, causing Zhou Ziheng to lose his due calmness and self-control. Zhou Ziheng just wanted to know what was in his heart, so he was tortured like this.
He bent down and hugged. Your shortcomings, your past, and even the ambiguity between you and others are not enough to affect me. "
Xia Xi had noticed it early in the morning, but hearing him say it with his own ears, Xia Xiqing's heart still couldn't help but tremble.
"But no, I can't control the crazy growth of this feeling. He turned into love by himself, and then I have nothing to do. I started to be jealous, angry, and fearful. I hid it in fear, afraid that you would find out what I was thinking about you, and then all the time. Kicked me away, turned around and walked to the next person, and hid until I lost my sense of proportion, and there was no way to continue hiding."
His emotions were getting heavier and heavier, making it difficult for him to speak, "You know, I have thought more than once that it would be nice if you were just an inanimate thing, such as a painting, a sculpture, Be mine, so I won't be afraid."
"These dark sides are too scary, they turned me into another person." Zhou Ziheng smiled with difficulty, "It started to torture me, and forced me to torture you. I don't want to go on like this."
His footsteps were walking in stagnant water, the sound of water flowing echoed in the empty culvert, and the ripples pushed Xia Xiqing's legs layer by layer, trying to force him to retreat.
He should back off, he should run away.
But Xia Xiqing didn't move.
His mind was spinning very slowly.
He doesn't want to go on like this, what does it mean
Want to end it? Finally, I don't want to bear it anymore.
"I want this superposition to collapse right now." Zhou Ziheng stood in front of him and held his shoulders.
At this moment, Xia Xiqing actually hoped that he would be deaf, and it would be best not to hear anything.
It turned out that he didn't dare to lift the lid.
"Xia Xiqing, I love you." The last afterglow of the mint-colored sunset hit his face, and he laughed, "The box is opened."
"It's pretty simple."
This expression and tone are exactly the same as Gao Kun who forced himself to smoke.
As the sun sank, the culvert began to darken a little bit.
Xia Xiqing still lowered his head. He didn't have the courage to say his answer. In fact, he didn't know the answer in his heart. What flashed in his mind was the past, and those injuries appeared all the time, breaking the self-confidence he had finally built up.
"I'm not waiting for your answer." Zhou Ziheng touched the top of his head, his tone was extremely gentle.
His hand dropped again, but Xia Xiqing grabbed it. Zhou Ziheng was a little puzzled, "What's wrong?"
Xia Xiqing touched the ring on his left hand, but Zhou Ziheng dodged it. He raised his head, "I asked the prop, and he said this is not a ring for Gao Kun, why did you wear it?"
"No, this is" Zhou Ziheng's eyes dodged a little, and Xia Xiqing was even more convinced that there was a problem, "Why are you guilty?"
"I haven't." Zhou Ziheng quickly retorted, and then there was an expression of abandonment on his face, "I'm not guilty."
He sighed, took off the ring, spread his hand and handed it along with the ring, and handed it to Xia Xiqing.
Xia Xiqing's eyes were attracted by the ring at first, but when he was about to pick it up, he saw the real answer.
A red rose was tattooed on the place where his ring finger was covered by the ring.
That pattern and pattern was drawn randomly on his hand with a signature pen while he was asleep.
Xia Xiqing raised his head in disbelief and saw Zhou Ziheng's evasive and embarrassed eyes, "I bought this ring on the side of the road to cover up tattoos. I'm afraid you will be embarrassed if you see it, but I like this little rose and want to keep it forever." with it."
"I I know that you may not like me now, and you can't fully believe what I say." Zhou Ziheng's face became uneasy, and his speech became incoherent, "I can, no, I mean, can we give it a try, If you really don't like it, you can always"
Before he could finish speaking, a pair of feet suddenly stepped on his feet in the stagnant water. Xia Xiqing's voice was muffled, as if he had been soaked in some kind of blue-green potion for years.
"It's getting dark." Xia Xiqing raised his head, his eyes were bright, as if covered by moonlight, "Hold me."
Zhou Ziheng was overjoyed, his nervous heart was about to explode, he hugged Xia Xiqing tightly, as if afraid of his repentance, "You, you mean"
"Trial period." Xia Xiqing buried his head in Zhou Ziheng's shoulder, "I may return the product anytime, anywhere, is that okay?"
"Yes!" Zhou Ziheng was as happy as a child, and he almost cried again, "Of course, of course."
Seeing him so happy, Xia Xiqing began to doubt himself again, "I may still not be able to overcome it, I have never really been in love with anyone"
"Me too." Zhou Ziheng kissed the top of his head, "Let's try it together."
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"Me too." Zhou Ziheng kissed the top of his head, "Let's try it together."
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