After the event was over, Xiaoqi insisted on running when he went back.
No slack.
This little speech contest made Xiaoqi a little vigilant, and felt that he was still not strong enough. It was just a small competition on campus, and he was so nervous that he couldn't help running to the toilet.
This should be a psychological problem, because in fact, the toilet can't pee.
It's just nervousness, and running to the toilet probably subconsciously feels that it can relieve tension.
This problem must be overcome. There are many important moments in life. Compared with the speech on campus, it may be the most insignificant thing.
My own psychology is still too fragile.
Xiaoqi was running, analyzing her state, and the night breeze was also slightly cool, which made her a little awake.
Wanting to go to the toilet when nervous is on the one hand a problem left over from the past, on the other hand it is probably still lack of confidence in myself, fear, what are you afraid of?
Think about it clearly, it's actually because you're afraid of making a fool of yourself.
Before participating in the competition, the class group said that he would win the first place, and the roommates were also very confident in themselves.
But what if not?
? When I arrived at the competition site, I found that Ms. Su, the school director, was there, judges, students, and the room was full. I was afraid that I would make a fool of myself, make a bad speech, forget my words, be nervous, and be embarrassed.
This feeling of fear of making a fool of yourself in front of everyone is probably the source of the tension.
When I was very young, I didn't feel shy or embarrassed when I fell down while walking or said something wrong.
But when I grow up slowly, I have a sensitive self-esteem.
It can be said that this kind of self-esteem is actually connected with inferiority complex.
The more self-esteem the more inferior, the two emotions are one.
In order to be afraid of making a fool of myself, I try my best to refuse to speak, refuse to stand out, refuse to stand out, and gradually become a shrinking house, I think this is safer.
In fact, it is slowly killing myself.
Xiao Qi ran, feeling that his problem was quite serious and needed to be overcome.
If you are always afraid, never move forward, never take a step, you will always be behind others.
But are you willing?
Not reconciled.
It is also seventeen or eighteen years old, why should I shrink in a corner, I will definitely regret it in the future.
She slowly eased her emotions and decided to change herself.
Next time, even if you are nervous, you can't run to the toilet as soon as you get nervous, and use the toilet as a space to escape.
Useless.
After running, go back to the dormitory to take a shower and clean up.
Then practice calligraphy to calm down.
Maybe it's because my state of mind is a little different, and I feel that my heart is so strong again, and I feel different gains from practicing calligraphy today, more stable, with a taste of opening and closing.
The next day, early in the morning, Xiaoqi was going to the urban area. Li Luanliang, the former president of the calligraphy and painting club, said that he would take her to participate in the activities of the calligraphy association to show off.
Originally, Xiaoqi was still a little nervous, but after yesterday's speech contest, Xiaoqi did a lot of psychological construction for herself, and felt that participating in such an event was a test of courage, and she couldn't just stay in school for the rest of her life.
Since she was attending an event, she tidied up a bit. Xiao Qi wore a black skirt and a small beige sweater, which she bought with Mier and the others at a small shop on Student Street after attending the speech.
Eighty dollars.
The quality looks good, and it can be regarded as suitable for autumn in Mengcheng.
With small white shoes.
Very girly.
The little black dress is more formal, but it looks gentler when paired with a knitted sweater, not so serious, and not too casual.
Very clean.
What she was carrying was a schoolbag, because Xiaoqi thought it was rare to go to the city, and if she needed to buy something, she could put it in her schoolbag.
And I am used to bringing books with me when I go out, so I can read them when I have time.
Make an appointment with the president to meet at the bridgehead of the school.
Xiaoqi thought they were taking the bus together, but she didn't expect that the president also owns a car.
It's just a relatively ordinary public, about 200,000 yuan, but it should be good enough for students.
Otherwise, Xiaoqi was a little worried that it would be inconvenient to squeeze the bus in a skirt.
She sat in the back seat.
The inside of the car is very clean, and it looks quite new. It is well cleaned up and smells good. There is a cute doll in front of the co-pilot. Xiao Qi feels that the senior should have a girlfriend. I don¡¯t know if it is the vice president. long.
plumWhen Luan Liang saw the school girl, his eyes lit up.
The first few times I saw her, she was dressed very casually, just like a high school student, very small.
Although I think her handwriting is very good, I am still a little worried about letting her take over the Painting and Calligraphy Association. She looks too childish, and I am always worried that I will not be able to control the scene.
But seeing you this time, wearing a skirt and looking serious and aura is very powerful, and somehow I feel different.
"Congratulations to the first place in the English speech contest."
Li Luanliang joked when he got in the car.
The presidents of these clubs will naturally pay attention to the official Douyin of the school, and they are quite surprised to see Su Xiaoqi, the little girl is really outstanding.
I can't tell that he is still a top student.
"Thank you, President." Xiao Qi's face was a little red, but he thanked him generously.
Modesty is a virtue, but sometimes it feels good for foreign teachers to be so open-minded, say when you are happy, and say when you are not.
She is happy with other people's compliments, at the moment.
Make her a little less nervous.
She is learning how to drive recently, and she also touched the steering wheel of the car. After getting in the car, she watched the president drive very seriously, and memorized every step, how to operate in curves, overtaking, braking, etc.
Li Luanliang could see the school girl staring at him from the rearview mirror, and he was a little uncomfortable, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Learning to drive." Xiao Qi said.
Li Luanliang digested it for a while before he understood, and smiled again.
"The Calligraphy Association is basically older, and the proportion of women is relatively small. I think you are the first one at your age, but don't be nervous. Just go and show your face and see it. Will you participate in future activities? It's all right, but they have a lot of folk gathering activities, which are actually for tourism. If you want to play, you can also participate. There is also a calligraphy and painting village in Meng City, which is also a base they just built this year, but it is a little complicated inside. It¡¯s still far away from you to start a company, tax exemption or something, just take a look.¡± Li Luanliang explained while driving.
Xiao Qi nodded.
Speaking of it, this is the first time she has participated in such a formal event, and she doesn't know what to do, she is nervous.
Because the journey was quite long, Xiao Qi couldn't help but gossip and asked, "Does the president have a girlfriend?"
"Yes, she is at the Youth League University, I am at Enhua, we are at the same level, former high school classmates."
Xiaoqi breathed a sigh of relief, and then couldn't help learning Wei Cheng's mantra: "That's great."
It is not easy to go from high school to university together.
Although I don't know if we can continue in the future, but the most beautiful and innocent years of life are probably together.
"That is, next time I have the opportunity to introduce you, your senior sister is just like you, she is very outstanding." Li Luanliang couldn't hold back the smile on his face when he talked about his girlfriend.
Xiao Qi answered a call halfway, and it was actually from the kid Xiao Baoer.
She greeted grandly, and she could feel her big-eyed, grown-up appearance on the phone, and then said sweetly, "Xiao Qi, I invite you to attend my birthday tomorrow." (Remember this site's website: www. hlnovel.com