Ruan Yu had a serious illness and couldn't remember anything when she woke up.
Why she fell from a high place in the first place and why she fell into a coma for a long time has become a permanent mystery, and everyone has kept this secret, including her relatives and her best friend
Occasionally, when her father looked at her, there would be a trace of guilt that could not be concealed, as if he had done something to apologize to her. Ruan Yu didn't know where her father's guilt came from, and she was very considerate not to ask, so as not to touch her father's sad things. However, all of this is not important, she still has a complete family and a group of lovely friends.
Ruan Yu felt that she was so lucky to have such sincere friends as Ayan and Axue. They never disliked her being dull and introverted, and treated her closer than her own sisters.
Ruan Yu really felt that he was the luckiest person in the world.
Ayan is the person Ruan Yu admires the most. She is a confident and free-spirited Tanhua Lang, who used the pen as a weapon to overcome five obstacles and kill six generals. She was an official editor at the Imperial Academy, and her talents and learning are even inferior to many men. Occasionally, Ruan Yu watched her wearing an official robe and hat, shuttled vigorously through the sea of ??books and ink, and always felt that she was more dazzling than the scorching sun in June.
When the Xue family was investigated and dismissed, Jiang Yan was happier than anyone else, took Ruan Yu to drink, and said to her in a rambling manner: "Ayu, you remember today and the fate of those villains." At that time, Jiang Yan's eyes There is light, but it is hard to tell whether it is the reflection of the stars or the ripples of tears.
Ruan Yu seems to understand but not understand.
She doesn't remember the Xue family, but when Jiang Yan is happy, she is happy, because Jiang Yan is the person who has treated her best since she woke up.
"Ayan, why do you want to be an official?" One day, Ruan Yu couldn't help but wondered, "I see that you and Fu Li have a deep relationship. If you didn't take scientific examinations and become an official, you would have been married long ago, right?"
Jiang Yan froze for a moment, then smiled and said: "For justice and morality, but also for my own conscience Back then there was one thing that I had to do."
What's up? Jiang Yan didn't say anything.
This world is full of well-intentioned mysteries, such as Jiang Yan, such as Cheng Wen.
It was an accident to meet Cheng Wen. That night Wu Mianxue and Wei Jinghong bridal chamber were festive, under the sea of ??lights in the courtyard of Wei Mansion, a writing brush rolled down to her feet, and the young and handsome Zhuangyuan Lang stood five steps away looking at her, It's like looking at a beautiful dream that can be broken at the touch of a touch, wanting to get close, but afraid to get close.
That night, Ruan Yu remembered his melancholy eyes, and every time he thought about it, his heart was like a ball of cotton called 'memory', and he was always inexplicably sad.
Fate is always a wonderful thing, and we met again two months later. She lost her way in the palace, and Cheng Wen appeared behind her like a god descending, with a gentle smile and a little surprise, and said: "Cheng Wen is in the lower Zhanshi Mansion. Girl but lost?"
Cheng Wen is really a very gentle person. Standing in the sun, he seemed to be more dazzling and beautiful than at night. The autumn light washed away the melancholy and haze in his eyes, leaving only a faint smile, and asked her, who was blushing: "Miss Ruan?" Where are you going?"
"Han, Hanlin Academy, look for Ayan." She heard her voice as thin as a gnat.
Cheng Wen nodded, turned around and gave orders to the officials in Zhan Shi's mansion, then went out again, motioned to Ruan Yu who was standing in front of the steps helplessly, and said, "Don't be afraid, Miss Ruan, I'll take you there."
His voice was always reassuring, with an almost humble tenderness.
That night, Ruan Yu had a dream.
The dream is blurry, like looking at flowers in a fog. There is a large library, and Confucian scholars in plain colors and black skirts are walking around in the library, but they can't see their faces clearly. She dreamed of the pen that rolled down beside her case, and Cheng Wen's voice sounded low: "Thank you, Miss Ruan."
The voice was hoarse and forbearing, not as clear and gentle as it is now.
She also dreamed of many fragments, and it was hard to distinguish the real from the fake, but it seemed that whenever Cheng Wen appeared, he would always look at her and call out first: "Miss Ruan."
No matter how many people appear in the dream, no matter what Cheng Wen is doing in the dream, as long as he looks at her, he will always call her name first
Woke up from the dream, full of regret.
At the end of this year, the emperor died, and the whole Yingtian Mansion was shrouded in a heavy state, even the Lantern Festival was very sad.
Wu Mianxue went back to Cangzhou after getting married, Jiang Yan went to Lintao Mansion to visit relatives, Ruan Yu was not close to the sisters at home, and when she was bored, she simply let Zhao Mama accompany her to go shopping, but she met a strange man on the street the man
The man was born fair and handsome, with a very vivid mole on his lip, but his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry. But he didn't cry, justI didn¡¯t dare to approach you, now that I have completed my revenge, I am in a high position, but I have lost the qualification to own you My hands are too dirty, knowing that approaching you is a kind of blasphemy, but I still can¡¯t help it Drink poison to quench thirst. You see, I am such a selfish and dirty villain. "
His pale lips parted slightly, he did not hesitate to use the cruelest words to describe himself, his eyes were gentle and desperate.
Ruan Yu just cried, shaking her body, unable to speak a word as if her throat was blocked.
"Don't cry, Miss Ruan." Cheng Wen moistened his eyes, twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "A person like me is not worthy of your crying for me."
"Live your happy life, don't come near me anymore, I can't see hope." Cheng Wen said, "I'm covered in mud, and I'm an unfortunate person. And I don't want to see you suffer any more misfortunes in my life Then Yes, it cost my life."
"You gave me the sympathy knot, and you took my heart away" Ruan Yu twisted her sleeves, choking out every word, "How could I forget you."
Cheng Wen's eyes widened slightly, and he couldn't believe it: "You know it's a knot of one heart?"
Ruan Yu rubbed her eyes, nodded, and cried: "Ayan told me everything. I originally wanted to forget you, but I told myself that you are bad But Ayan said, you can't tell me from other people's mouths. I know someone here, I should give you a chance to explain, I want to come, but I dare not Once I hear that you are injured, I can't care about anything"
She was incoherent, but Cheng Wen still understood. Hear it very clearly.
He sat up straight a little, even if the wound on his waist burst and bled, he said with trembling lips, "Miss Ruan, do you know what you said?"
Ruan Yu still nodded, and said with red eyes: "Mr. Cheng, you said that you have lost the qualification to own me You used to, but you like like"
She couldn't go on, her cheeks were blushing, but her red eyes were still bravely looking at Cheng Wen, waiting for his verdict.
"I like you, I like you very much." Cheng Wen said, "From the moment you picked up that pen and my pitiful dignity for me in the Imperial College, you have become my only light. I hope To have you is to see hope, but to have you is a luxury."
"It's not like this!" Ruan Yu wanted to laugh, but couldn't help crying, "I'm useless, not as good as you imagined, but you are enough"
Mr. Cheng, I want to see you smile.
My past is blank, but yours is dark. Only when two incomplete souls are put together can they be complete. It's so good, so good.
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