Liu Qian lay down with her clothes on, in the dark she was full of thoughts and couldn't sleep.
On weekdays, Guo Sufei cleans up the house and is the last one to fall asleep, but tonight she lay on the kang early and did not get up to accommodate others. Other men did not pay attention to these details, but Liu Qian paid attention to them, especially after returning to the house from her grandmother. Liu Qian's strange expression made Liu Qian even more suspicious. However, this is a family matter of the Zhang family after all. As an outsider, Liu Qian is really inappropriate to ask, so she can only feel bored.
In the dark, Guo Sufei also tossed and turned, and occasionally cried a little. After a long time, Guo Sufei's mood calmed down, and she asked softly, "Qianqian, are you still asleep?"
Liu Qian said carefully: "I haven't fallen asleep yet, Auntie."
Guo Sufei sighed, and said apologetically, "Oh, there are some things that make me feel uncomfortable, and I made you laugh."
Liu Qian apologized and said with a smile: "Auntie, who doesn't encounter troubles, it's nothing."
Another burst of silence. Guo Sufei continued: "Qianqian, when did your mother leave you?"
Liu Qian thought for a while, and said: "I heard from my father that when I was four years old, I contracted a very serious disease. After seeking medical treatment several times, it didn't work. When my mother went, I didn't have much impression."
Guo Sufei said: "It may be a kind of happiness to have no impression, and there is no need to miss it all the time."
Liu Qian said: "Yes, what my aunt said is very reasonable. My impression of my mother is what my father told me. I heard from my father that my mother's family is very rich. At that time, my father's family was not good, but my father His knowledge moved my mother, and my grandfather and grandmother were opposed to it, and they firmly disagreed. In order to be with my father, my mother resolutely left home and cut off contact with my parents. Alas, my grandfather is also unfeeling. I don¡¯t even know about them until now. Wherever I was, I never came to see us. My father was very knowledgeable, but he didn't like government affairs and disdained intrigues in the officialdom. That's why he never left home. He lived in a mountain village and taught for a living. My mother also lived there. .¡±
After a short pause, Liu Qian went on to say: "Mother's body is inherently weak, and the doctor told me that it is best not to have children, but Mother gave birth to my brother for the sake of my father. At that time, my vitality was seriously injured, and I will take care of it for many years before recovering." , and when I was pregnant with me, my father also persuaded my mother, fearing that she might make a mistake, but my mother said that since she had a child, it was a gift from God to her. She was willing to give up everything for the child, and the birth of me went well. However, my mother's body collapsed, and she was very bad until she left. I kept thinking that if my mother didn't want me, she would be fine."
Having said that, Liu Qian's words were also a little choked up.
Guo Sufei comforted her and said: "Qianqian, when you become a mother in the future, you will know that the child is everything in the mother's heart. If you can do ten points for the child, the mother will never do nine points. Although you are still in the mother's belly Here, but everything about you has been branded in the mother's heart, she will never consider her own body instead of yours, she will consider for you early on, and bring you safely into this world."
Liu Qian said: "Yes, aunt, sometimes I am very grateful to my mother, although I really only have a vague impression of her, she can not only escape the shackles of the family for her own happiness, but also dedicate herself to her children." Life, sometimes think about it, maternal love is so ordinary and great. And, auntie, I haven¡¯t been here for a long time, but I really like the harmonious atmosphere of your family. Seeing Xiaohua¡¯s dependence on you, I I'm also very envious."
Guo Sufei said: "Qianqian, I can't compare with your mother. I lived in this small mountain village since I was a child. I didn't know how to read and write. I don't read a lot of books and know a lot of things like your mother. Since your uncle married In our family, I feel that since two people live together, they should live in harmony, respect and love each other, otherwise what is the fun in life? Later, there were three brothers, Xiaolong, Xiaohu and Xiaohua. You don¡¯t know what it¡¯s like to grow up little by little, and your heart is full of pride and achievement. My uncle and I are not very literate, and we have little experience. The children also suffer with us. They cannot be well educated and cannot be with you. Comparing siblings."
Liu Qian said: "Auntie's words are not good. Although our brothers and sisters read more books, recognize more characters and have more knowledge than Xiaolong and the others, but Auntie, when Yueyue and I were bullied in the town , there are too many scholars present, who else will stand up? It is not Xiaolong and others who have not read many books, but know the justice between heaven and earth, and stand up without fear of power and fists. It¡¯s really good, if you read more books, you¡¯ll lose passion and care more, it¡¯s not necessarily better than not reading.¡±
Guo Sufei also said gratified at this time: "I am really happy when it comes to them. These children are kind-hearted and sensible since they were young. ,??The people in the small village like them very much. When it comes to helping others, they really do a lot. After raising them so big, I, as a mother, am very proud of them. In fact, sometimes I also think about it. If our family situation is really good, they may not be able to make us feel at ease now. "
Liu Qian also agrees: "Yes, auntie, sometimes, a person's fate is predestined, and he can grow well in this environment. Forcibly changing the environment may not necessarily lead to good results."
Then, seeing that Guo Sufei's mood improved, Liu Qian continued to ask: "Auntie, it seems that you haven't told me what happened today. It's not a good thing to keep things in your heart, and it's good for your health to tell them."
Guo Sufei forced a smile and said: "Look at me, when it comes to children, I'm getting away from the topic. I really miss children a lot in my life."
Liu Qian had no interface, and Guo Sufei went on to say: "As a mother, I miss my child, worry about the child's cold, heat, food and clothing, but I ignore my mother. When I was a child, it was also my mother who took care of me. Me, pay attention to me, she also sees me growing up and becoming an adult, now I am so focused on my child, I forget my mother early, although I take care of her every day, cook for her, cook for her New clothes, but rarely talk to her, ask her thoughts, now that I think about it, I should do more for my mother."
Liu Qian also felt panicked, yes, mothers all over the world love their children, but their children often ignore their mothers. She comforted Guo Sufei and said: "Auntie, grandma is also happy to see that you put your heart on your child. She won't mind if you don't care about her. She will only give the love she has for you to her grandson." Besides, auntie and your mother are by your side, isn't it better than me who doesn't have a mother to hurt you?"
Guo Sufei said quietly: "However, when you want to repay your mother, you find that you and your mother are running out of time. Do you regret that you didn't find this out earlier?"
Liu Qian also sighed, and said: "Yes, it is a great pity in the world that a son wants to raise a son but does not wait for his relatives. However, auntie, grandma is also so old. She can watch you get married and see the birth of your grandson. You should be very happy when you grow up. Although you didn't care about her directly, you actually cared for her indirectly. I don't think grandma will blame you."
After a pause for a while, Guo Sufei said: "Qianqian, it's good to be able to read, read, and understand like you. After hearing what you said, I feel a lot more at ease. We rural women have It¡¯s time to turn the corner.¡±
Liu Qian said: "Auntie, don't praise me like that, I'm also from a peasant family."
Guo Sufei said: "Qianqian, don't be modest, at least I know that there are no smart children like you in these four villages and eight townships. By the way, what grandma said to you in the afternoon is rude, don't worry about it." ah."
Liu Qian said: "No, Auntie."
Guo Sufei was quiet for a while, and finally said: "Qianqian, but then again, this is her last wish, and our family also likes you very much, and I have always wanted to ask you what you think, since today The two of us have talked so much, so I don't care about it, you think Xiaolong is okay."
Now, it's Liu Qian's turn to be quiet.
Liu Qian didn't know how to answer well in her heart. Normally, she was very satisfied with Xiaolong, but after all, the time was short, and the essence of a person could not be seen clearly in the past few days of getting along. However, if you are destined to meet thousands of miles away, if you have no chance to meet, you will never know each other. Sometimes, fate is a difficult thing to explain clearly. Maybe there is only friendship; the same is true when looking at a person. Sometimes you only need one glance to understand a person. And the fate between me and Xiaolong, from the hero saving the beauty, to the beauty betrothed by the beauty, is really a good story handed down from generation to generation, but just like this, she bet her life's happiness on Zhang Xiaolong, and she is naturally still a while hesitate.
Grandma treats me very well, and the Zhang family treats me very well. I also like Zhang Xiaolong very much, and I also like this poor but warm and harmonious family. This family is very similar to my family that loves each other and is full of warmth. I am also willing to join this family, and I am also willing to fulfill my grandma's last wish, seeing that she left this world without regret, but all of these seem too young, should I give her a period of time to brew and ferment? ?
Liu Qian hesitated and found it difficult to answer.
After a while, he said, "Auntie, it's too late today, let's talk about it another day."
Guo Sufei also sighed softly and stopped talking.
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