Until now, this mother still does not feel that there is anything to blame for what she has done, and even feels that it is because she is not strict enough that her daughter is "disobedient".
As for Tan Miao, she could have an unpredictable future, with thousands of possibilities, or become an outstanding talent, make a great career, or live like thousands of other ordinary people. Ordinary and happy life, aging naturally without regret.
But the shadow of childhood shrouded her, and the abuse from her mother's "love" entangled her like thorns.
Tens of thousands of possibilities have come to naught in this bloody thorn bush, and in the end there is only one future left, which made her lose her life for no reason in the drunken dream.
When the pain of death woke her up, Tan Miao didn't even feel afraid.
The stabbed abdomen made her feel happy for a moment, and she was in the small bedroom thousands of times, picked up the knife and slashed down, one, two, three
When the blood dries up, she can put down her sleeves and walk out the door with a cute smile.
Isn't it just death?
What's so scary about it.
Hasn't she experienced it countless times in her dreams?
Tan Miao faced this with a smile, smelling the smell of blood in the air, her body became cold little by little.
If, she means that if, if one day, she can live as happy as other children, can laugh freely, show many teeth, and is not afraid of being slapped on the face and not being delicate;
Be able to generously admit that you like beautiful clothes and toys without worrying about your mother's abusive words;
?Be able to communicate normally with classmates, regardless of whether the other party is male or female, instead of saying a few words to the opposite sex, I feel ashamed and inferior;
To be able to enjoy studying, even if you don't do well in the exam, you don't have to be afraid to tremble when you see the door of the house
If she can no longer be tightly entwined under the thorns in the name of "education" and "love" by the so-called poor and hard-working mother;
If she can get rid of all the past, even if she has an unhealthy family, she can grow up happily and enjoy the free space she deserves.
How nice that would be
It's really like a dream
Tan Miao smiled, this was the most relaxed moment for her.
Because, no one can constrain her what to do and what not to do; no one points at her and says that she is not doing well enough or studying hard enough.
She just needs to lie down quietly, no longer needing to worry about all the disturbances in the world.
When Yu Miao woke up, the window in front of her was open, and a cool night breeze came in, taking away the stuffy heat in the room.
In front of her is a very old vermilion solid wood desk. It has been used for a long time. It may be a second-hand product picked up from somewhere. A lot of the paint has been peeled off, revealing some Discolored wood.
There are a lot of scratches on the tabletop, which doesn't look good.
At this moment, all the textbooks and homework for elementary school students are placed on the desk, and there is a small desk lamp on the left hand side, emitting a faint yellow light.
A few moths were flying around the light, and the buzzing of mosquitoes was disturbing.
And the pair of her hands resting on the desk are now swollen like a few short and thick sausages. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com