After waking up and on the way to work, friends from all walks of life on QQ, whether they were following this book or not, were all shocked to hear the news that the book was finished, and then QQ instantly refreshed the screen Some were reluctant to leave, some were thanking, and some were joking. There are also. I have been replying all the way, but it feels like it is a routine. I can just copy and paste the unified answers one by one. But a good friend said it right. "Now that I've finished the book, let's write a reflection" Yes, after thinking about it, I really need to write a reflection. After all, I have spent 1,500 days and nights working on this book. This period of my life, which exceeds more than one-tenth of my life, should also leave some commemorations. I am a literature lover. I have read many famous works over the years. I have also been deeply fascinated by the worlds created by those masters, especially Hugo and Balzac. I never tire of their works. , I have also carefully studied and studied their brushwork. They were all French writers who lived in the turbulent 19th century. It was precisely because of them that I became interested in France and Europe at that time, and I was willing to spend time studying the society and customs at that time. One day, I had a sudden thought: Can I learn the grammar of that era and then transform it to write a Chinese online article that can cater to the readers of today's era? Yes, it means pandering. I never thought that writing should be so noble. Since you want to be read by others, you should cater to the market audience. Balzac wrote thriller stories, and Hugo also wrote legends of strange monsters. I would never I think there is something wrong with an author trying every means to cater to readers, or that he has lowered his style. On the contrary, I think some modern authors who pretend to be sophisticated and artificial are even more vulgar. Of course, catering is one thing, but equally important is writing out some of your own thoughts. If you cater completely, your work will turn into an illusory puppet. So, for me, writing is walking a tightrope between the market and myself. I carefully want to maintain a balance in the middle, designing characters, conceiving plots, and adjusting the structure of the story. It is no exaggeration to say that this is a book that I have poured my efforts and hopes into. I wrote this book almost with more enthusiasm and seriousness than my work, and it was precisely because of this that when it didn't turn out as I expected, I felt a painful loss. I don't want to be hypocritical and say that I don't care about grades. , I really care about it, because it represents the judgment of me and the book, and it is also the most intuitive indicator of the success of my efforts. To me, this book is like my own child, and who doesn¡¯t want their child to be loved? It is precisely because of this that criticism of this book makes me feel embarrassed and distressed. Of course, I can accept most well-intentioned criticism and try to listen to it. Even if I can't listen, I will express my gratitude. However, when I was questioned and accused in a certain forum with the ridiculous reason of "You are writing a book in China, why do you want the protagonist to love France?", I felt sincerely angry and got angry. He had a bad temper and said some things that make me feel ashamed even now when I think about it. As a result, it naturally attracted more criticism and contempt, which undoubtedly lowered many people¡¯s evaluation of me and my book. This is something I still find hard to let go of when I think about it. I apologize to the people I scolded, but I still don¡¯t think their suggestions have any value, and I also have my own stubbornness and persistence. In addition, during that period, my work was not going well, and I finally had to leave my job. The combination of many blows made me extremely depressed at the time. I vented my emotions at the end of the article several times. I am really sorry for the readers. When I was most uncomfortable, I thought about giving up several times, but I just thought about it. However, maybe it¡¯s the obsession in my heart that I couldn¡¯t let go of, so I kept writing it down intermittently. I don¡¯t know why, but it should be for love and the persistence of ¡°I don¡¯t want to be laughed at by you.¡± Bar. Yes, I persisted until the end and wrote more than four million words, a number that I had never imagined before. Maybe there are still many things in this story that have not been told, but I feel that at this point in the end, I have no regrets. After three and a half years, I finally persisted. Of course, I would also like to thank the book friends who have accompanied me all the way. Thank you for your support and encouragement. Without you, I really can¡¯t imagine that this book will persist until now. Although reality is not as perfect as I expected, isn¡¯t that why it is realistic? I didn¡¯t write a perfect work, and I didn¡¯t get the recognition from the market as I hoped, but at least I had toThanks to your support and encouragement, you pay attention to this book, silently spend money to support and encourage me, I believe I will give you a story. This is fate, and I can¡¯t thank you enough. Thank you readers who have always supported me, because your existence, my efforts, the time I have spent, and the efforts I have spent are not worthless after all. What more can I ask for? ????¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡ Now, the main text has been written, and the main part of this story has come to an end. Although there are still many things that have not been explained, I think even the most picky readers will forgive me, because I have been writing for so many years Well, if not, I can only say sorry. . Of course, for me, there are still some regrets. I also want to complete some content in the future. What I have thought of so far is to complete the Karl Marx commentary series and to complete the emotional line (fall line?) between the queen and her aunt. Of course, these things can only be filled in the form of extras from time to time in the future. Sorry I will leave a special page in the comment area. If you have any extra ideas, you can fill them in that page. I will Choose some to make extra chapters for readers. Okay, I still have a lot to say, but there is nothing left to say. Thousands of words can only be condensed into one word. goodbye! I firmly believe that if we are destined to meet again, we will eventually meet again. o(n_n)o~