There will be a person in life. As long as he appears, everything in the past will become right. Seeing me crying and being carried out by Chen Feiyang, the hotel proprietress was very worried. She ran out after me and shouted from behind, "Yangyang, if you need something, call auntie." Chen Feiyang's family is not a wealthy family, just a local As a local, there are a few people you know wherever you go. I can¡¯t say why I¡¯m crying. Maybe I suddenly feel that I¡¯m miserable. The friends I used to think were particularly good and the boyfriend I thought I could rely on are no longer with me at this time. When you are alone, you can support yourself no matter what, but once someone lends a helping hand, it is easy for people to become hypocritical. I cried, but Chen Feiyang didn't care about me and put me in a taxi. The road was very congested at this time. Chen Feiyang asked the driver to drive faster. The doctor waited at the traffic light and chatted casually, "What's wrong with your girlfriend?" Regarding the girlfriend, Chen Feiyang didn't bother to explain anything, but it was hard to say that I was having an abortion, so he held back a sentence, "Heavy bleeding." At this time, my particularly painful feeling had passed, and his three This word makes me feel a little funny. Before I could laugh out loud yet, the driver glanced at me in the rearview mirror and expressed distrust. Chen Feiyang simply added, "I took the wrong medicine." This time I really almost laughed out loud. I just felt so At this time, I didn't have the face to smile. The driver laughed and joked, "You can still bleed heavily if you take medicine, not if you drink pesticides." As soon as these words came out, I suddenly felt a little heavy. I was born in a work-absent family, and my father was a coal digger. Before I was seven years old, my family was happy. That year, my mother quarreled with my father because of drinking, and she cried and threatened that her life would be over. The next day, my father asked my sister and me who we would be with if we got divorced. The two of us calmly thought he was farting, but my mother ended her life with a bottle of pesticide. Then my father said that in order to earn more money to support the family, he was transferred to a farther place to dig coal. It was normal not to go home for two or three months. From the age of seven to now, the only person closest to me is my sister, but my sister is married. The taxi driver¡¯s words reminded me of my mother. If her soul in heaven saw me like this, she would probably die of heartache. This is also the reason why I didn¡¯t tell my family about the matter and ask them to help me solve it. I didn¡¯t want them to feel bad, and of course I was afraid of their criticism. Maybe Chen Feiyang is not as silent as I thought, but he is more cold-hearted towards this annoying uninvited guest like me. The driver said this, and he was in the mood to talk back, "I really drank pesticides and now I am waiting for the traffic light, so I will call 120 first aid directly." I I could hear that when he said this, there was a relaxed smile on his lips. I had the urge to get up and see what Chen Feiyang looked like when he smiled. As soon as I managed to hold myself up a little bit, the taxi had already taken off and rushed to the door of the hospital at the speed of a biohazard escape. The Maternal and Child Health Hospital is considered a specialized hospital in this city. In fact, public hospitals are not bad, they don't cheat people very much, and most of the things they do follow standard procedures, unlike those private maternity hospitals. I once went there with a friend, and he told me how dangerous it is to have an anterior-posterior uterus, and that you must undergo the most advanced and safest surgery. After registration, consultation, and clear explanation of the situation, I was sent to the ward area on the sixth floor and temporarily hospitalized for observation. In most cases, it is actually observed for six hours after taking the medicine. If the embryo sac is discharged normally, you can go home. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????mblly, before taking the medicine myself, I actually had some knowledge on the Internet. I was already lying on the hospital bed, and when Chen Feiyang went down to go through the formalities, I still had to think about how much money was expected to be spent today, and I had to pay it back. The main reason why I didn¡¯t take the initiative to come to the hospital is here. If it weren¡¯t for Chen Feiyang today, I think I would have stayed in the hotel for six hours by myself. I was lying on my side with my eyes closed. The doctor on duty came in to see what was going on. He was a male doctor. He was holding a folder in his hand. He was not wearing a mask. He had a small face that was quite pretty. He was black and white with Chen Feiyang. extreme. "Does it hurt?" He asked, standing beside her. I nodded. "The pain is uterine contraction, which means the medicine is working. Don't worry." He looked at me and said, "What's your name?" "Zhuang Chun." "Huh?" The male doctor didn't seem to hear clearly. If it were an older doctor at this moment, he might not have such doubts, but this doctor is too young and is often exposed to words such as pretending to be pretentious, so he doesn't trust his ears. I said: "Zhuangzi's village is pure and pure." He glanced at me and wrote my name on the paper. "Age." "Twenty." "Have you been pregnant before?" "No." He glanced at me again, "First time?" "Yeah." "Do you have any other medical history?" I shook my head. While asking me questions, he quickly took notes on the paper. I looked at his work badge, and his name was Beile. After you finish asking, flip through the list in your hand to see if you missed anything. After confirming everything, he looked at me briefly and said, "Okay, don't worry, it will be almost done in two hours. You can feel it yourself. If something comes out, call me in the duty room." Actually, I am very familiar with the obstetrics and gynecology department. Most of the doctor's knowledge comes from the news about male gynecological doctors molesting female patients on the Internet. However, the perverts on the Internet are generally quite old and ugly, which is different from the one in front of them. I am a very divergent thinker. When I looked at Beile seriously, I actually had a question I wanted to ask, "Why would a man come to the obstetrics and gynecology department? Is it to see beautiful women?" Even if she is a beautiful woman, she is someone else. The beauties at home or the beauties who are sick. Bei Le made me look a little embarrassed. He pushed up his small glasses, straightened his hunched back, and asked condescendingly, "Is that your boyfriend?" Just as he was asking, Chen Feiyang came back after handing in the order and handed it over. He put it on the bedside and didn't care about my situation. He walked to the window and stood there. I think he probably thinks that he has done what he should do. Now that I am in the hospital, he has no responsibility or obligation to worry about anything else. "Are you a family member of the patient?" Beile asked. Chen Feiyang turned around and looked at him with indifferent eyes, "What else can you do?" Bei Le obviously couldn't stand Chen Feiyang's indifferent attitude. He lowered his head and turned over the list in his hand, asking in a questioning tone, " Are the sanitary napkins ready?" Chen Feiyang frowned, he didn't know that he would have to prepare sanitary napkins at this time. I was prepared, but when Chen Feiyang took me out, I forgot. Seeing Chen Feiyang's expression, Bei Le also understood clearly, and the tone of his instructions was, "There is a supermarket on the first floor. Buy a basin and use it when you use the toilet." I raised my eyes and clearly saw the impatience on Chen Feiyang's face. With an expression on his face, he turned around and left the ward without speaking to the doctor. In fact, I feel aggrieved that Chen Feiyang is busy working for me, and we have nothing to do with each other. Watching Chen Feiyang leave, the doctor shook his head gently, as if sighing, and after explaining a few words to me, he went out. My lower abdomen still feels bloated and bloated. Menstruation can make people feel weak, let alone this time. I really didn't have the energy to get up and do anything. I just looked at the bills. The total was one hundred and fifty-six yuan, which was once again beyond my budget. I originally thought that with fifty yuan of medicine, I could end a life. Chen Feiyang is pretty good at buying sanitary napkins, and Sophie wears them for long nights, which is considered a luxury item to me. I went to the toilet to change the sanitary napkin and put the basin away. After squatting down, I felt no energy to get up. I felt like vomiting, and I vomited for a long time, which made the basin dirty, so I poured out the things and wanted to wash them under the faucet. It¡¯s not that pretentious. I was in a lot of pain and dizzy, but I could still hold on. When I was flushing the basin, I couldn't help but take a look at myself in the mirror, which almost scared me. The livid complexion was probably because there wasn't enough light in the toilet, and the eye sockets seemed to be completely sunken because of the long-term pain. , the brows have been habitually wrinkled, unable to make any relaxed expression. ¡°The person in front of me is said to be in his thirties, so some people should believe it. "After all, I am also a girl. I can't bear to see myself looking so ugly, and I don't want others to see me looking ugly. The basin in my hand slipped to the ground, followed by my back against the wall. I wanted to just squat like this, not wanting to go out or think. How many minutes and seconds have passed, I don¡¯t know. I just thought of the horror movies I watched when I was a child, which were somewhat similar to the scene at this moment. When the toilet door was pushed open, the woman inside had knives all over her body and died. I am so afraid of horror movies, but at the moment those things have no effect on me at all. I just don¡¯t want to go out, I don¡¯t want to be seen. It's as if the eyes that are already familiar with darkness are suddenly given a beam of sunshine. What a painful feeling it is. Beile was knocking on the toilet door. I raised my head and whispered that it was okay. Beile asked, "Are you out?" I shook my head, remembering that no one could see it, and I didn't want to answer anything. Beile asked me to open the door, so I had to stand up and open the door. When he saw that I came out alive, his eyes relaxed a little, and he frowned at Chen Feiyang, "Hold on, am I your girlfriend?" Chen ?Yang pursed his lips but still didn't speak. He stretched out his hand to help me, but I avoided it. I still had the strength to walk back. Bei Le looked behind him with his arms held up, probably very dissatisfied with Chen Feiyang's "boyfriend". As a doctor, it¡¯s hard to say much. I lay down again, and a long time passed, but there was still no movement down there. Chen Feiyang couldn't bear the wait anymore, so he went outside to find a place to smoke. Beile came over as a routine and asked, "Where are the others?" I shook my head. Bei Le curled his lips and frowned. When he was leaving the ward, he met Chen Feiyang who was coming back from smoking. He couldn't help but feel sorry for me, "Can you take care of your girlfriend like this? She keeps finding no one here and there. It's not you who is hurting." right?"