It's shameless. Before this happened, I would have felt unimaginably terrible. But when it actually happened, I didn't feel particularly desperate. "When a person can't even guarantee his survival, what can he do to gain face?" I woke up immediately, and I was really annoyed by this person. As for being so aggressive, he was just being polite now, and I would still leave when it was time to leave. I am not an unreasonable person. So I didn¡¯t feel good about it, and I didn¡¯t bother to explain anything. No matter how many explanations I gave, it would be useless to just leave. I climbed out of bed as fast as I could, put on my shoes and wrapped myself in quilt. Chen Feiyang stood by the window with his arms folded, looking at it, and muttered fiercely, "Take all the things away today, don't leave any leftovers, I will throw them away." Throw them away, throw them away if you like, my things are very trivial , it¡¯s impossible to take everything away at once today, I can only pick out the necessary ones. While I was packing up, I was thinking about which hotel I should go to later, basically ignoring Chen Feiyang's existence. But this person likes to establish his presence, and he muttered, "How can you still hang on? I'm a little girl, leave the key, don't come back again, I don't know you." Put it down and stuff it into a plastic bag. I turned around and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him impatiently and frowning, "Are you done nagging? Can you go out first?" Chen Feiyang glared at me and emphasized, "This is my home. !" I sneered, "Your mother and I have signed a contract. If you cancel the rent contract, it won't be a problem. If you and your mother hadn't made an agreement in advance, why would I bother you like this now? " Chen Feiyang squinted his eyes. He was standing at the window. The sunlight came in from behind him, and a shadow shrouded the edge of his silhouette. His skin, which was extra delicate because of his love for sports, reflected a slight luster. If he smiled at this time, I would believe the picture. It's very harmonious. "But we look at each other with big eyes and small eyes. I am already like this, and I am not afraid of offending anyone again." "Are you still reasonable?" He looked at me with unreasonable eyes. I turned my face away and said, "Why didn't I care? I'm not afraid of asking your mother to criticize you!" I glared at him. Chen Feiyang was not an expert in verbal battles. When he couldn't get it right, he would directly take action and strode towards In front of me, he picked up my arm and lifted me up from the bed, and then pushed me out, "Let's go, let me go now." I tried my best to shake his hand, "Let go, if you do this again, it will be called indecent assault!" " Chen Feiyang pulled my arms tighter and pulled my body in front of him. My calves were pressed against the edge of the bed. If he hadn't been holding me, I would have had to sit back on the bed. He looked at me with a forced attitude, his eyes were very frivolous, and his eyebrows were raised as he spoke, "You screamed, why didn't you scream?" I didn't dare to scream, I was afraid that he would really rape me, I could only look at him like this. As soon as he let go of his hand, I sat on the bed, subconsciously clamping my calves to avoid him, and my pores shrank with tension. Chen Feiyang sniffed again, looked at me condescendingly and said, "I could kill you here and no one would know." After glancing at me, he turned around and went out, "Little girl, I don't care. .¡± I sat on the bed with lingering fear. After all, Chen Feiyang is not a treacherous person, but he did remind me of one thing. I am putting myself in danger. If he is really a bad person, anything can happen today. My little heart started pounding again. I was just afraid, but it wasn¡¯t Chen Feiyang I was afraid of. The situation just now had left an impression in my heart. He was not a bad person. After sitting there for a minute, I continued to pack my things. Chen Feiyang was smoking in the living room, waiting to see me leave. I tried my best to take it, but I only had two hands, so I really couldn't take everything with me. I didn't have a box, and the big and small bags were all made of plastic bags. With a backpack on my back, three plastic bags on my left hand, and a thick cotton coat on my right arm, I struggled to walk out of the room with a few more bags, not intending to say hello to Chen Feiyang. Standing at the door to open the door, Chen Feiyang reminded me, "The key." With my back to him, I still looked bad. I threw the key on the shoe cabinet. After hesitating for a moment, I finally said, "I can't finish all the things. What do you want?" Just throw it away," I said, twisting my neck and barely looking at the young man stuck in the sofa, "but can you keep that quilt for me? I will come back to get it when I have time. My sister made it for me specially. " Chen Feiyang glanced at me and said nothing. I don't know if it's considered acquiescence. Anyway, I have already fought for what I should fight for. Looking at this room again, I remembered that on the first day I came here, there were two posters on the bedroom wall, with handsome men and beautiful women leaning against each other and laughing. Chen Feiyang tore off the fucking poster and rolled it up. I thought it was two celebrities I didn't know, but nowLooking up, the handsome young man on the poster looks very much like this Chen Feiyang. It's just that the impression is vague and I can't be sure. If it was really him, who was that woman and what happened to them in this house? I glanced at Chen Feiyang. He lowered his head and turned the ring on his left index finger with his right index finger and thumb in endless circles. I didn't know what he was thinking. This community actually has an average geographical location. The main reason is that after entering the community, you have to walk a long way to this building, which is uphill and downhill, which is quite tiring. I was walking and walking on the road with a bunch of things, as miserable as a dog. After walking for at least half an hour, I saw the back of Chen Feiyang passing me on a motorcycle. On the back of the motorcycle were two baskets for express delivery. Hotel, room for 30 yuan, after a simple rest, I looked for a job. I called Su Chang. Su Chang said that a KTV was under preparation. She had already signed up and she was familiar with the store manager. I could try it out. So I called the store manager in the name of Su Chang¡¯s friend, and the store manager asked me to go to a certain location for training tomorrow. Su Chang relies on her face to earn a living, so she won't participate in this kind of training. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? apart from whether or not there are dormitories, but this store won't open for another month, dormitories and other things have to wait until then to be implemented. I only have a few hundred yuan, and I can¡¯t survive that long if I stay in a hotel. What¡¯s even more tragic is that I¡¯m pregnant. On the morning when it was confirmed that I was pregnant, I stopped going to the training and sat in a daze in the hotel. Su Chang called me and scolded me. She said, "Why are you doing this again? The store manager asked me where you were going today." Go, I can¡¯t even answer. You are the sister I introduced. How ugly it is for me. I originally wanted to get you a bar, but it really makes you sad.¡± I felt very uncomfortable and annoyed when I heard this, so I hung up. I felt like crying over the phone. I don't want to worry about Su Chang borrowing money. I also know that she doesn't have much money at all. The reason why I don't go to live with her is because her family has an enemy of mine. I will talk about that later. The incandescent lights in the hotel were dim, there were no windows, and I was surrounded by darkness. I was alone in a different place, with no family, no friends, no place to live, no job, nothing, and a problem in my stomach. So desperate that I wanted to commit suicide. ¡°The local station¡¯s talent show, Mountain Pao, is playing on TV. The singing is so ugly, it¡¯s not as good as me, and there are so many people chasing after it. In the past, I also dreamed of being a singer, but the distance between my dream and reality was like that of a child with big breasts and a child with a huge face. It was basically hopeless. ¡°I don¡¯t want children. Gao Yujie still has to bear my responsibility appropriately. I sent a text message to Gao Yujie to ask for an explanation, but the grandson pretended to be dead and could not see. ¡°When we were getting along, I kept a secret and got his mother¡¯s phone number secretly from his phone, and then I found his mother. It¡¯s no big deal, I just need money to have an abortion. This negotiation lasted for a week. A week later, I had swallowed fifty yuan of abortion pills in the hotel. Twenty minutes after swallowing the tablets, side effects began to occur, including the urge to urinate and vomit. I lay weakly on the bed, thinking that it would pass if I endured it. The fortune teller said that I was born to be a late bloomer and I would not die here. As long as you don¡¯t die, everything is fine. ¡°At this time, I actually really need someone to accompany me, even if it¡¯s bastard Gao Yujie, I don¡¯t mind it. I was hesitating whether to call Su Chang over, when a call popped up on my phone. Chen Feiyang. "Okay, okay, when are you coming to get your things? If you don't come, I will throw them away." Throw them away, he knows how to scare me. I don't feel bad about anything else, I just feel bad about that quilt. No matter where I live in the future, I must have a quilt. I said, "Wait a little longer." "Don't wait, it's just today, I happen to be free, come and get it quickly." His tone was stiff, with an unquestionable order. "I can't make it today." "Why can't I make it." I can't say that I'm having an abortion, that's nonsense, "I'm at work." The other side hesitated for a moment, "Okay, I'll send it to you wherever you work. "No, I can't get out at work." "I'll send it to the front desk for you. I can't put it anywhere." "Hey, why is this person so" "Okay, then you can take it to XX Hotel on XX Road. You can put it there." I'll get it at the door myself." As soon as I finished speaking, Chen Feiyang hung up the phone. Two hours later, I had diarrhea and vomiting. I couldn¡¯t sit still on the bed, so I put on my pants and went to the toilet. After being in the toilet for a long time, I walked out in a daze. My body had no strength at all, and my hands and feet were numb and a little cold. When you come out of the toilet, you have to go through the hotelAt the bar, a tall man was talking to the proprietress. I was so sleepy that I didn't pay attention. The landlady looked at me and said, "My little girl, what's wrong with you?" My face was pale, but I didn't know it. I looked towards the proprietress, and Chen Feiyang, who was standing on the side of the bar, also turned his head and looked over, frowning. I couldn¡¯t say hello to Chen Feiyang anymore. I shook my head and wanted to say it was okay. As soon as I took half a step away, my feet went soft. My calf hit the edge of the coffee table next to me and I almost fell down. The reason why I didn¡¯t fall down was because Chen Feiyang reached out and pulled me out. I hung my body strength on Chen Feiyang¡¯s arm, and the swelling and contraction of my lower abdomen made me weak. Seeing me holding my stomach with one hand, the boss lady thought I was suffering from menstrual cramps and hurriedly brought me a cup of hot water, but I remembered that the instructions said not to eat. The landlady may be familiar with Chen Feiyang, so she said, "Then help her go in and rest quickly. If not, go to the hospital for a checkup." Chen Feiyang nodded, looked down at me, and helped me walk to the door of the room. I wanted to say that he didn't have to come in, but I didn't have the energy to open my mouth. Chen Feiyang looked at me and sent him to the West. When he opened the quilt and was about to put me in, he was dumbfounded when he saw the blood on the sheets. I was very embarrassed, but there was nothing I could do. I sat by the bed and covered the blood with a quilt. "I'm sorry to bother you, please go." He frowned and looked at the medicine packaging on the bedside table. He didn't know. Is this guy experienced? He recognized it at a glance. "Should I take you to the hospital?" This was the first time he spoke to me in a calmer tone. I shook my head, and he hesitated a little, then pulled my arm, "Let's go, we have to go to the hospital." I still shook my head, but he didn't move my hand, and he squatted slightly with his back to me, "Come up, I'll carry you." I was a little bit He was flattered and had no reaction. He said in a more serious tone, "Come up here." I was still hesitant. At this time, my brain was too muddled to think. Chen Feiyang simply took one of my hands, wrapped it around his shoulders and around his neck. He was very good at carrying people on his back. He raised his hands on my legs and carried me smoothly. Carrying me behind my back, I looked around the room for a week, probably thinking about whether there was anything I wanted to bring. In the end, I didn¡¯t take anything. When he held the door open with one hand behind my back, I suddenly couldn¡¯t hold it back and threw my arms around his neck and cried loudly.