"I want to take a long trip." Yang Xiaosan said to Ye Qian who had woken up. Ye Qian brushed her little hand on his chest, closed her eyes slightly, and said in a daze: "Can I go together?" "It's necessary, otherwise who will buy me a ticket?" "Aren't you afraid of others laughing at you for being supported by a woman? Huh?" Ye Qian pursed her small red lips. "Then will you raise her?" Yang Xiaosan held her pretty face and touched it softly. "No." Ye Qian shook her head and tightened her arms: "Everything about me is yours." She sighed in her heart. Sure enough, she knew it was a lie, but she still couldn't help herself. Yang Xiaosan put aside his inappropriate emotions and said with a smile: "Then let's go." "I want to take a bath." Ye Qian turned over and sat on his belly with a red face. In a daze, Yang Xiaosan seemed to have seen Mu Yunqiu and shook his head. It was time to go back. He carried the girl into the bathroom and satisfied her implicit request for lingering. He did not pursue those unreasonable details. He knew that there was not much time left and there was not much he could do. Booking air tickets, shopping, and eating, overnight, the two of them went from strangers to lovers in love. Without the laughter and intimacy of others, time would have passed in the blink of an eye. The next day, they came to a prosperous and unfamiliar city together, drove the cool car that was brought along, and went all the way to the WCG finals. "Sir, you can't go in." Yang Xiaosan pulled Ye Qian and pushed the security guard away, heading straight for him. In a world like this, he didn't have to worry. He walked into the lighting area and went straight to the host's desk, where a woman with the same forced smile stared blankly at him as he approached. "It's been a long time since I last saw Miss Meng, how about we have a solo session?" Yang Xiaosan's words silenced the whole place, because this is what he wants, and he doesn't need other sounds in this world now. Meng Yan was slightly stunned and said in a trembling voice, "Why are you here?" "Because you wanted me to come, so I came." Yang Xiaosan looked at her. She smiled softly and said, "Don't you want to compete?" Meng Yan was silent, walked straight to the computer and sat down, the meaning was self-evident. But Yang Xiaosan was slow, not thinking about the game at all: "How have you been lately?" "Very good." Meng Yan didn't seem to want to say more. "How much of the money I owe you now, including interest?" Yang Xiaosan asked again. "Seventeen thousand four hundred!" Meng Yan gritted his teeth. "Why do you sound like you're going to die?" Yang Xiaosan teased nonchalantly and asked, "I remember you're a grown-up, right? You don't have a boyfriend yet?" "I want you to take care of it!" Meng Yan frowned. "Hey, I'm not talking about you. As your best friend, if you have physical needs, you can come to me. I can still help you. Look at you now, you are getting more and more angry. If you keep doing this If you go down, you will almost become a master of extinction!" Yang Xiaosan shook the mouse. Speak without restraint. "Yang Xiaosan, are you looking for death?" Meng Yan suddenly stood up, her almond-shaped eyes blazing. "Ouch, you scared me to death." Yang Xiaosan patted her chest and said in fear: "Do you still have any qualities of a professional player? The game is a game, how can you threaten people?" Meng Yan's veins were twitching, and she was fierce Take a seat and initiate a game invitation. Yang Xiaosan nodded to accept. While playing the game and flirting to death, the angry little beauty couldn't even perform half of her normal level. But no matter how big the mistake the opponent made, he never took advantage of the opportunity to win, and even lost to her on purpose in the end. Faced with this result, Meng Yan became even more angry, stood up and shouted: "I don't need you to let me go!" "No way, it's Xiao Yanyan that you are getting more and more powerful." Yang Xiaosan stood up slowly. Said: "Don't you always want to beat me?" "This is not the victory I want!" Meng Yan screamed. Yang Xiaosan smiled, walked slowly to her side, and looked at her intently: "But I want to lose to you like this." As he said that, he hugged her and kissed her deeply. Meng Yan stiffened and tears instantly flowed down her face. Yang Xiaosan's heart trembled, he didn't just let down one person. But there are some regrets that he will never be able to make up for. He hugged her tightly, hoping that this moment was real, but he couldn't lie to himself. You can't lie to yourself: "I know a lot of things, but when I knew it, I couldn't go back. I'm sorry." "Don't leave me, don't leave me again!" The accumulated longing surged, Meng Yan said Holding him tightly, not daring to let go. "Don't fight with him anymore, we don't need those things anymore." Yang Xiaosan always smiled, holding her face, and said softly: "Find a good man to marry, I, youI can't wait any longer. " Meng Yan just shook her head, tears rolling down her face. She saw the despair spreading and refused to let go. Yang Xiaosan hugged her tightly again, looked at Cao Nan, the former best friend who betrayed him and took away his career, and smiled He said: "Thank you for taking away things that don't belong to me and letting me get the most beautiful treasures in the world. " Cao Nan looked at him gloomily and said sarcastically: "You are deceiving yourself. " Yang Xiaosan smiled, did not argue, held up Meng Yan's pretty face again, tapped her forehead gently, then broke away her hand, and resolutely pulled Ye Qian out. " Inside the car window, I saw Looking in the mirror at Meng Yan sitting on the roadside, Yang Xiaosan cried. Zeng Jin, how cowardly he was, he didn't have the courage to go back, but he longed for others to chase him. But when she really came after him, he didn't. He had to tell himself that it was all false. The Meng Yan he knew was the one who kept silent, waiting for him to come closer, because she couldn't hold her gently. Move, because that¡¯s where she should be. Apart from that, the whole world belongs to Jiang Xiaoyu. ¡°Where are we going? "Ye Qian asked distressedly. "Airport. "Yang Xiaosan wiped away his tears. It was time for him to leave. They went to the city that was once familiar but now strange. He went to see the place where he once lived, the nightmarish corridor, and He once visited an Internet cafe and visited the orphanage where he was raised. Finally, he came to a bridge in the suburbs and stood silently in front of a remote bridge for a long time. He was an orphan since the day he could remember. , he was living with an old beggar. He didn't even know who the old beggar was. He only knew that he was a mute. He even couldn't remember the appearance of the old beggar because he was so far away. It was one winter, and he and the old beggar were hiding in this bridge hole. He was sick and very cold, and it was snowing heavily outside. The old beggar covered him with all his clothes and blocked the cold wind with his body. He started living on the streets. Then he entered an orphanage, and then he became a professional gamer A long time ago, his world was dominated by the jungle, and he was more ruthless than everyone else. In order to survive, he always thought that he had nothing in his heart. Good and evil, as long as he can survive. He is more selfish than anyone else. People who have no good thoughts in their hearts cannot see kindness, so he is very lucky. The old beggar planted a seed of kindness in his heart, so he knows. When no one could see this seed, it was Jiang Xiaoyu who made it take root, sprout, and grow vigorously. So when his heart was filled with this kind of warmth, he could no longer tolerate anyone else. Only Meng Yan found it. His heart was full until it opened into an abyss, but Jiang Xiaoyu was not his inner demon! He understood what it means to lose and what it means to cherish. It was Jiang Xiaoyu who taught him the attitude and value of life. He may be ashamed or regretful, but he understands that all she wants to bring him is happiness. , instead of letting him spend his whole life to atone for his sins. If it wasn't impossible, he would have stayed with her forever. She couldn't see him sad, so he had to live happily. Thinking. He knows that if she is still alive, she will not make him sad, make him depressed, and make him tired. If Jiang Xiaoyu is the inner demon and appears in front of him, he believes that even if he knows it is fake, he will be let down. For more people, he would make the mistake without hesitation and choose to stay here. But she is not. She is just the most precious treasure in his life, and he believes that the whole world is hypocritical. He even questioned the reality of the whole world, but he only believed that Jiang Xiaoyu was gone, that he had really lost it, that he had really missed it. That¡¯s why he understood that if you don¡¯t hold on to it when you have it, you will only get nothing. Regret. That¡¯s why Ye Qian is now! She is Jiang Xiaoyu¡¯s shadow, just because he believed that Jiang Xiaoyu had left. Maybe the inner demon thought that this was the most vulnerable place in his heart, but he didn¡¯t expect that Jiang Xiaoyu had always been there. Live, live completely in his heart, live in the deepest part of the abyss. The inner demon could not pull her away because she resisted and refused to hurt the person she loved, so with Ye Qian, she seemed to be Jiang Xiaoyu's guardian. Just a shadow was enough to let Yang Xiaosan know how he should go in the future. What is the real inner demon? It is his attachment to the earth, his attachment to the past, and his dissatisfaction with the Heraldic Continent.recognized. That's why this inner demon is so eager to make him recognize the world. But Jiang Xiaoyu has been sealed in his heart and taken with him, so why is he still attached to the earth and the past? Meng Yan, the girl who has been waiting for him. There are also the grudges and grudges he has lived there for more than 20 years, which are his inner demons. What he needs to do is to forgive the past and redeem himself. Back in the car, Yang Xiaosan leaned on the seat and said calmly: "I'm leaving." Ye Qian blinked: "Where to go?" "A place you can't go." Yang Xiaosan turned to look at her, He said slowly: "Before I met you the day before yesterday, I had a dream. I dreamed that I traveled through time" "Then will you remember me?" After hearing a bizarre story, Ye Qian was silent for a long time. "I will." Yang Xiaosan nodded. "But I'm not Xiaoyu, my name is Ye Qian." "I know, your name is Ye Qian, I will definitely remember it." Ye Qian was silent again, and then said after a long time: "Can you love me again?" Yang Xiaosan didn't speak, just He helped her sit on him and took off her clothes again. The setting sun hits the car window, swaying slightly, and the sweat is mixed with each other in the tear. Maybe she is just a wrong manifestation of the inner demon, or maybe at this moment, she is also real. ¡°At least she understands what it means to be reluctant and what it means to let go. Yang Xiaosan stared at her face, and the whole world began to fade away, quietly disintegrating, and she became transparent bit by bit. As if she had a premonition, she cried, and two lines of clear tears fell down. She used the last moment to prove that she also had intentions, lying on his body and trembling uncontrollably. Yang Xiaosan also cried. He stared blankly at the pale sky, quietly fading the traces of his past. Sorry, Meng Yan PS: (Don¡¯t ask me if Lamborghini can play with car vibrations, I don¡¯t know!)