That year, he had just made his first pot of gold in the game through his own efforts, and thus embarked on the path of a professional gamer. He was very lucky, he found a fixed gold group, and he had a good income every day. He admitted that he was not a competent professional gamer. He also wanted to make money and play games, so he wasted a lot of gold-making opportunities. Later, by chance, the regiment leader was too busy and brought him a small copy. From then on, he fell in love with the feeling of being a commander, and successfully became the leader of the second regiment. Originally, everything was as he dreamed, with games to play, money to make, and no worries, and he had been just living like this, but it completely changed due to the appearance of two girls. Meng Yan, Jiang Xiaoyu. They often appeared on his team as bosses without spending a penny, and he never knew they were girls. Later, an accident made him discover that Meng Yan's skills were quite good, so he planned to include her in the team. Meng Yan agreed, on the condition that he would take Jiang Xiaoyu with him. Jiang Xiaoyu is very stupid, and Yang Xiaosan can find almost all the reasons why he hates playing dungeons with female players in her, but for Meng Yan's sake, he rarely speaks to her. He always thought that the two of them were in a relationship, and he couldn't do it by scolding his friend's girlfriend. Gradually, they became friends in the true sense. His commanding skills were getting better and better. It was also at this time that he met his best friend, Cao Nan. The two met in an ordinary Internet cafe, and Cao Nan's original intention of befriending him was to become his teacher and learn conducting from him. Vanity got in the way, so he agreed without much thought, and from then on there was such a person in his circle of friends. It wasn¡¯t until later that his greed grew bigger and bigger, and he was dismissed from his position by the group leader for siphoning too much money. He was scolded by the whole server and was too embarrassed to show up, and he didn¡¯t know the identities of Meng Yan and Jiang Xiaoyu. He was just living a life without a meal, and Cao Nan was always missing from time to time during that time. So he was very depressed, even to the point where he had no choice but to sell his account. But his account is a scumbag, how much can he sell it for? So he asked Meng Yan to borrow money. Meng Yan was afraid that he was a hacker, so she gave him a series of phone numbers and asked him to call. Only then did he realize that his two good friends were actually girls. I borrowed it once. There was the second time, the third time, and even for half a year, he had been relying on Meng Yan's help. At that time, he would follow Cao Nan around in the Internet cafe all day long, not even knowing what he should do. Until one day I called and the person I answered was Jiang Xiaoyu. After being scolded by her, he suddenly realized how ridiculous his life was. Therefore, he planned to move to a new district and invited the two of them to join the team. The two girls agreed without thinking. The only reason was that they were too stupid at the time and did not see Cao Nan's character. And regardless of Jiang Xiaoyu's private objections and warnings, he pulled him over and established the legendary union in the gaming industry, Nanshan Misty Rain! Jiang Xiaoyu got the name of the union. Each person had a word in his name, but Yang Xiaosan chose a homophonic one for the sake of artistic conception. Cao Nan likes to manage people, while Meng Yan likes to show off his skills. Jiang Xiaoyu is everyone's happy fruit, and he is the soul of the entire guild. But the beginning of the union was not ideal. He took almost all the black income alone because he had to survive. For this reason, Cao Nan had a strong opinion of him, but the two girls continued to support him. The process is arduous. From the inability to recruit people at the beginning, to the union's troubles over equipment, etc., he has experienced almost everything that a large guild should go through in the normal development process. It was precisely when he was running out of food that he couldn't stand it any longer. Just when he was about to find a job and live a good life, Jiang Xiaoyu's words pulled him back - Xiaosan, you are the most handsome when you are commanding me. I just want to listen to your command. You have to believe in yourself. It will get better. I will always do it. Support you, you are the best! The moment he heard this sentence, he immediately understood that it was the warmest encouragement he had ever heard in his life. From that time on, he was like a maniac, thinking about how to be a good conductor all day long, recording every mistake one by one on paper, calculating every step, and looking through the eight poles to find out what was wrong. All kinds of military books, and studied all the strategy videos that he thought were useful. Even if there is a fight between a pair of wild dogs on the roadside, as long as it touches his string, he will stay there and watch for a long time. He never knew that, in fact, he just wanted to hear Jiang Xiaoyu say again, Xiaosan, you are the best! Even now, he can't remember how he and Jiang Xiaoyu became a couple. By the time he came to his senses, the girl had already slammed a box of lunch on his computer desk and walked away. It was also at the moment when he chased him out that he realized that there was already someone in this world who liked him! And things in the world are so unexpected. You chase desperately but never get it. You deal with it calmly.?, but it came in droves. Since then, their union has grown in size and has even won world glory many times. As a result, his ambitions grew bigger and bigger, and a single-game guild could no longer satisfy him, so he began to switch to various games. It¡¯s just that when he was immersed in the dream of how to reach the peak of his command ability and how to expand the size of the union to the extreme, he ignored that there was a girl watching him silently. And the voice he wanted to hear, "Mistress you are the best," was never heard again. He wants to hear the phrase "You are the best mistress," and the girl wants him to watch a movie with her. He wanted to hear the phrase "You are the best mistress," and the girl wanted him to spend the "qingren" festival with him. He wants to hear the phrase "You are the best mistress," and the girl wants him to walk together in the sunset. When he wanted to hear the phrase "You are the best mistress," the girl wanted him to stop and look at the scenery outside. He wanted to hear the words "You are the best mistress," and the girl wanted him to turn his face and look at the person who has been by his side. ?Some people say that when you need to pursue something, you must pay accordingly. But in fact, when you pursue something, it often means that you must lose something. That night, the union celebrated its second anniversary, but he didn¡¯t go because he was too tired. When he opened his eyes, his world had changed! The union no longer belongs to him. Cao Nan usurped the throne and removed him as the president for the small reason that he was not gregarious. But for him, the biggest bad news was that Jiang Xiaoyu died. Just die. In the corridor of his house! It was also an extremely small accident, and I sprained my foot a little. He will always remember her confused and distracted eyes as she lay in the cold corridor all night. He will always remember the cake box she smashed into a mess while refusing to let go, because that night was his birthday. He will always remember, and he always thought he would always remember, but in the end, he had to force himself to never remember He couldn't help but hate his own incompetence, let alone make up for his shame. Yang Xiaosan trembled his lips and stared blankly at the back. Too many things came to mind, but they were scattered all over the floor like an overturned chessboard. The happiness flew away quickly. He couldn't catch it, and even more happiness hit his heart, all kinds of things. Grief. Everything Jiang Xiaoyu gave him was happiness, except for the final ending, where he made a mistake. That stroke was too heavy, so heavy that even after many years, the force could still break him up with one blow, and he fell softly to the ground. He knew that he should save her, he knew that he should speak out to prevent her from leaving, but he couldn't open his throat, so he just watched her run out. Her face became paler and paler. At the corner of the corridor, the girl fell sideways in the corner, her head resting there softly, with blood flowing all over the floor. This disaster kept rehearsing in my mind, as if it would happen again in the next second. He stood up tremblingly, obviously afraid of seeing it, but inexplicably drove his body to want to go over and have a look. But when he touched the door and saw the girl leaning against the door with her head lowered, he fell. Once upon a time, she was also like this, no matter how wronged she was, no matter how dissatisfied she was. After running away, she would stay quietly by the door until he came out. Because she didn¡¯t dare to go far, she was afraid that he would lose his way. There was another tear. He gently held the girl in his arms, closed his eyes tremblingly, and all the fear turned into three words: "I'm sorry." He kissed, maybe among so many kisses, this was his The most affectionate time, he saw those memories quietly become clear in the passionate kiss. He took off the girl's clothes, and the crystal clear sweat like morning dew rolled down his skin drop by drop, blurring his world. It was the time he had missed. He no longer cares about the serious sins afterwards, and indulges in the sad and soulful chanting again and again, just for one indulgence. He spread his desire bit by bit into every corner of the girl's body, using the palms of his hands and his lips, as if he wanted to inject his soul into her body. He saw her wearing a wedding dress and running towards him with a smile under the soft sunshine. This scene, as if it really happened, was clearly engraved in his mind, like the completion of a long-cherished wish. Once again, Yang Xiaosan stared blankly at the ceiling. The ghost master's nobility, Mu Yunqiu's gentleness, Su Xiaoxue's cleverness, Ouyang Xiaoqi's naughtiness, Han Ye's cuteness, all the scenes were drawn in his mind. It seems unreal. At this moment, on his chest, the girl was lying there sweetly, sleeping so sweetly, making him feel intimately what happiness was and what he had always longed for. But he knows that all this is an illusion. He knows what he should do to truly belong to??, on the other side of the world. He has already missed a lot, and it is impossible to miss more. He has understood and found what the so-called inner demon is PS: (I only updated one chapter yesterday. I'm sorry, but it is a long chapter of 5,000 words. Because I struggled with the plot for a long time and it was delayed. It took me a lot of time to type, and I didn¡¯t save the manuscript, so I made it into one chapter and posted it. I will try my best to type more in the future to repay everyone. Also, thank you, classmate Ke Wen, for your monthly ticket, I almost forgot about it.)