There is no burden in my heart, and I can pamper He Xinliang properly. No longer to my sister, but to a girl I like. Xinliang is very beautiful, different from the ordinary kind of beauty. When you don¡¯t look closely, her face will always look amazing. But if you look closely, you can't tell where she looks so stunning. big eyes? High nose bridge? Bright eyes, white teeth, cherry mouth? What's so amazing about it? I have no idea. I always feel that things about Boss Zhou are not simple. Although Boss Zhou has always insisted that he met Xinliang at KTV and thought she was actingbut I know that this is definitely not the case. The person who found Boss Zhou was either my mother or my cousin. They will not allow He Xinliang to be with me, so they will definitely try their best to ruin Xinliang's reputation. The only person who can stop them is my dad, but Xinliang refuses to let me tell my dad about Boss Zhou. "Brother, don't tell dad about this, I beg you!" She was so anxious that she almost cried: "If dad knew about it, he would definitely kick me out of the house. You see, I don't have you. I study well, but I am not as obedient as you What should I do if I am kicked out?¡± The way she cried made me feel very distressed, and I had no other choice but to promise her. But Boss Zhou¡¯s problem always needs to be solvedand I can¡¯t conflict with my mother head-on, and other people don¡¯t dare to conflict with my mother head-on. Therefore, I can only find an irrelevant big shot to solve this crisis. After Cui Hao¡¯s introduction, I met Du Jiansheng. People in the circle of Du Jiansheng¡¯s net worth and background are all tight-lipped. Although no one has said anything, I can probably guess a thing or two. After a simple meal, at the wine table, Du Jiansheng said with a smile: "Ziye, you are an interesting person. I want to make you a friend There is no problem with what you said. I will take care of it." Cui Haozai He was beating the drum on the side: "Du Dian has a high level, not many people praise him! Mr. Cao is so proud that even Du Dian praised him." His words catered to Du Jiansheng and also elevated him. I. Finding Cui Hao as the middleman was indeed the right thing to do. With Du Jiansheng, this big or small crisis has been solved. But what I didn't expect was that my mother actually mentioned He Xinliang to me straight to the point. "Cao Ziye," my mother called me home early in the morning. She was still wearing pajamas and she was very excited: "You are not allowed to sleep with He Xinliang anymore! Even if nothing happened, you Stop sleeping with her, don¡¯t you remember what I said!¡± ¡°Why!¡± I asked her, ¡°Didn¡¯t you say that I¡¯m not my father¡¯s son? Why don¡¯t you let me sleep with He Xin?¡± Are we together? Do you think she has a bad background? If you are worried that I will ruin your reputation, we can not get married. We" Before I could finish my words, I was interrupted by a slap in the face: "You want to Are you going to force your mother to death? Cao Ziye, do you want your mother to die? If so, just kill your mother!" My mother went to the kitchen angrily and put the kitchen knife into my hand: "Then you Just kill me now! " "Mom!" I was very helpless: "Don't be impulsive. It's been so many years since my father and Xinliang's mother, why can't you just let it go?" "I've forgotten it?" My mother snorted sarcastically: "What's the use of me forgetting it, huh? Where's your dad? Has he forgotten it? Do you know how much I hate him? How could I just forget it? ?¡± I patted her shoulder comfortingly, and my mother started to cry while hugging me: ¡°I hate your dadbut I hate myself even more! Why do I still like him when he treats me like this?¡± , Mom, please! Mom doesn¡¯t want her husband to love that woman, and then her son to love that woman¡¯s daughter! If so, you will really make her life worse than death.¡± ¡°Mom, actually¡± I said with some difficulty. : "I always thought Xinliang was a younger sister, just a younger sister." My mother happily wiped the tears on her face: "If you say that, my mother will be relieved Find a girlfriend as soon as possible in Midnight? Okay?" Although it was a bit difficult, I still nodded. When I returned to school, I didn¡¯t say anything to Xinliang. It's not that I don't want to say it, but I really don't know how to speak. How do I tell her? That she is actually my father's illegitimate daughter? That the brother she has always admired is just the product of incest between her mother and her cousin? I, can¡¯t say it. Although I haven¡¯t changed much on the surface, on the inside, I am constantly suffering from ethics, morality and love. Watching He Xinliang smile every day?But I feel that everything is worth it. It doesn't matter if she doesn't know the truth, at least one of us will be happy. When I was studying in the library, by chance, I received a note of invitation. "I'm Wang Yan, the girl who sits across from you every day for self-study. Classmate, I wonder if I can treat you to milk tea?" "You study by my side every day?" Besides Xinliang, has anyone else sat beside me? I can¡¯t remember it, but Wang Yan came at the right time. I called her and asked her to go out for a walk. Like all campus couples, we walked aimlessly on the playground. Wang Yan was in a very high mood. She kept talking, which made me very noisy. If I had a choice, I would rather go back to the laboratory to study human specimens than listen to her nagging But, I have no choice. I sent her downstairs to the dormitory, and Wang Yan asked me shyly: "I'm really surprised that you remember me." Compared to usual, my attitude was much softer: "You are very impressive. Profound." When Wang Yan turned around and went upstairs, I stopped her: "Do you want to go to the library with me in the future?" She blushed, nodded quickly, and ran upstairs. I was silent for a long time, but unexpectedly I met Xin Liang. Xinliang must have been here for a long time. She smiled exaggeratedly, but the smile did not reach her eyes: "Brother, what are you doing here?" "I" There seemed to be people moving in the woods nearby, and it seemed to be Aunt Mei. . I said nothing with a cold face and rushed Xinliang upstairs to go to bed. I have a very strange feeling about He Xinliang. I always feel that she should understand me. Sometimes I know I'm doing something that might piss her off. Although I knew she would be angry, I couldn't help but do it. ¡°If she was angry, I felt even more angry. Just when the two of us were quarreling again and again, a person who surprised me appeared - Du Jiansheng. One night when I was about to go to sleep, I unexpectedly received a call from Du Jiansheng. "Your sister is at my place." His words made me feel like I was struck by lightning. Why is Xinliang at his place? Before I could ask a question, Xinliang's voice came from the other side of the phone: "What time is it now? I feel so sleepy after taking a shower. I have to go back as soon as possible." I hung up the phone and didn't even have time to change my clothes. Just run that way. How could she be with Du Jiansheng so late? Why does she need to take a shower? The images that kept popping up in my mind were unbearable. I simply couldn¡¯t imagine what I would do if Xinliang was with another man in the future. ¡°Even though I knew nothing happened between her and Du Jiansheng, I was still furious. What happened after that seemed to be getting more and more out of control. Xinliang's attitude towards Du Jiansheng has completely changed since I came back from skiing on my birthday. Every time she mentioned Du Jiansheng, she would never speak with disgust or ridicule as before. Although she still liked to make sarcastic remarks and bad words to Du Jiansheng the intimacy revealed in her words was not even noticed by herself. As long as she was arguing with Du Jiansheng, she would be as excited as a fighting cock, and she couldn't see anyone else in her eyes. This makes me dislike it very much. Even though she told me that she loved me, she was still worried about Du Jiansheng who lived next door. I tried very hard to hide the fact that Xinliang and I were together, but in the end, my mother still found out. ¡°Deep in my mother¡¯s heart, she is a very extreme person. She took the most extreme method to destroy He Xinliang, and this method almost destroyed me. Du Jiansheng's intrusion, my mother's destruction, and Xinliang's unnoticeable shake in her heart all made me have to take action as soon as possible. I have made a detailed wedding plan, but I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s God¡¯s will or if it¡¯s the way it should be. My mother still knew in advance that I was going abroad, and she informed my father. It was the first time that the couple was so united. My mother locked me in the house and refused to let me go out. No matter how hard I went on hunger strike, she refused to let me out. Just before I was about to kill myself, my mother cried and showed me a paternity test report: "Ziye, look, you are actually Cao Jun's son! Mom has hatred in her heart. What happened in the past Mom is all lying to you" "How could I still believe her? I deceived myself and repeated: "You lied to me before, can't you lie to me now? I don't believe this. Xinliang and I are not biological brothers and sisters. It must not be the case." She kept crying and crying, but she couldn't say a word. Not coming out. "Let me go see Xinliang." My mother struggled with herself for a long time, and finally, she nodded and agreed with great difficulty. I didn¡¯t even have time to eat, and I didn¡¯t even have time to drink. Dragging my almost exhausted body, I ran to Xinliang's house in one breath. Before I opened the door, I happened to see Xinliang¡¯s neighbor. Xinliang's neighbor smiled and greeted me: "Hey, Mr. Cao, I'm here to see your sister again!" Seeing that I didn't say anything with a cold face, he didn't mind at all: "I just saw your sister and your brother-in-law arguing. ! Go and persuade me Hey, Mr. Cao, why are you leaving!" How could I not leave? I thought Xinliang was as sad as me Not only was she not, but she was also having fun with Du Jiansheng. When I walked downstairs, I began to feel unwilling again. How could I give up so easily without even entering the opportunity that I finally got? When I went upstairs again, opened the door and entered the house, I saw the picture, which made me completely despair. Du Jiansheng was sitting on the ground in disheveled clothes. There was red blood on his fingers that was unique to virgins Even without looking, I could guess what Xinliang looked like at this moment. Even though she was reluctant, she did not reject Du Jiansheng When did she start not rejecting Du Jiansheng? After my birthday? Or when I got a girlfriend? Or was it when he first met Du Jiansheng? If I were not Cao Ziye, then maybe I could go in and stop it. If I am not her biological brother, then I still have the position to fight for it. "It's a pity that I am Cao Ziye, and I am also her brother. I closed the door gently and almost ran home all the way. It¡¯s rare that my dad is waiting for me at home. "Midnight," my dad smiled warmly and calmly: "You have been in poor health recently, and dad specially asked someone to prescribe some medicine for you Take it, take it, and you will have a lot less worries." Although I am not familiar with the white pills, I still recognize them. This kind of drug for treating depression is unstable, has serious side effects, and can easily lead to paranoia. I asked my dad: "Do I need to take this medicine?" My dad chuckled: "It is very necessary." "If I take this medicine," I took the pills in my hand and played with them: "It will be good for all of us. "My dad spread his hands and said: "It couldn't be better." I didn't say anything and swallowed the medicine quickly "Sir," the flight attendant passing by asked me in standard English: "Can you please put your hand down? Board? The sun was too dazzling, which affected the gentleman's rest." I came back from the memory and nodded silently. The moment I closed the shutter, I saw layers of clouds outside. Without the stimulation of the sun, I became drowsy. I try to relax and try not to think about those obscure and twisted past After the plane lands, I will start a new life. A period of life without He Xinliang's participation. Farewell, my hometown. Goodbye, my girl. I put on my blindfold and fell into a deep sleep.