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Volume 2: Good Boy, Bad Man Chapter 31: If you love me, please let me go (3)

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    After saying this, Liu Xiaobing choked up and turned into sobs, before the three Xiyan girls could make any move.  Lin Xueer walked up to Liu Xiaobing with tears in her eyes, helped him wipe away the tears on his face, and said in an extremely soft and caring tone: "Can you please stop talking? Your body is not suitable for emotional excitement now."

    As for why she, an outsider, shed tears, why did she and her three other daughters help Liu Xiaobing wipe away her tears in the first place.  Not just because she is Liu Xiaobing's doctor, but simply because she cares about her patients.  The more important factor is that some of the words Liu Xiaobing said have deeply touched her heart and evoked some sadness similar to her own that she didn't want to face.

    "Thank you, Doctor Lin!" Liu Xiaobing interrupted Lin Xueer's kind reminder.  "Some words have been said here. If I don't finish them, I will feel depressed! It will be even more uncomfortable! So I have to say it."

    Lin Xue'er didn't say anything more, but used her little fragrant handkerchief to wipe away Liu Xiaobing's tears. However, she did not return to where she was standing, but chose to sit by Liu Xiaobing's bedside.

    Liu Xiaobing calmed down.

    "The thing is, when I was in the second year of junior high school, my brother, who was six years older than me, was admitted to college. This should have been something worthy of celebration for the whole family, but when my brother accidentally saw his parents  When I was sighing behind my back about his tuition fees, my brother suddenly told me that he was not going to go to college anymore. He wanted to go to SZ to find a job to make money, help his parents support the family, provide for me to study, and it was his responsibility as the eldest son in the family.  matter

    ¡° Later, when I finally heard about my brother¡¯s decision, my furious father even beat my brother hard with a belt. That was the first time I saw my father spank a child since I can remember.  But the stubborn brother gritted his teeth and insisted on his decision. The only excuse was that he must bear the responsibility of the eldest son in the family. He could not see that my younger brother would be in his current situation when he went to college, and he did not want to see it.  His parents are worried about money and money, and he doesn¡¯t want to see his parents working too hard and causing their children to be filial but absent.

    In the end, my parents failed to convince my brother. When my brother packed up his simple luggage and set off to see him off, I saw my father¡¯s eyes filled with helpless sadness, and my mother broke down in tears.  They feel that they have wronged their children and that they are unable to give their children a better life.  I will never forget the scene that day, let alone my brother¡¯s tearful words to me when we were leaving.¡±

    At this time, Liu Xiaobing was choked up.

    "He said, brother, you must study hard. Brother hereby guarantees that money will never be an obstacle to your study! He also reminded me emphatically, asking me to take good care of my parents at home. When he is not with his parents, he wants me to take care of him.  It is the duty of a son of man to do so, and he also said that he has no choice but to do so. Although he has always adhered to the saying that his parents will not travel far, but now he has to do so.

    So since then, I have always kept in mind what my brother said when he was helpless but had no choice but to say that his parents are not far away.  So except for the four years when I was in college, I never left my parents for more than half a month. This was a promise I made to my brother at that time, and it was also my life creed.  During the four years I was in college, it was because my father had already transferred to a public school and my mother didn¡¯t have to work so hard. It was also because my brother sent me money every month.  It was precisely because my family's conditions had improved that I chose to study.

    Now my father has retired and his pension is increasing year by year. My mother is also unable to stay idle and has planted some land to pass the time. My brother has also established himself in SZ, and I have graduated and joined the workforce.  But I have never forgotten the idea of ??guarding my parents and serving them for the rest of my life, because my brother¡¯s original words have been deeply imprinted in my mind as I grow older, and they have become completely integrated with my soul.  .

    Because my father has been homeless and begging with my grandmother since he was a child, and my mother has been lonely since she was a child.  I know that what they crave most in life is the warmth brought by family.

    Now they are old, and my brother is working in the south, so as a member of this family, I must stay with them, even if I have to give up some ideals and ambitions, because this is what I must choose as a son of man.  !  "

    Having said this, Liu Xiaobing's tears started to fall again. Xi Yan, Wang Ya and Fan Tingting, whose eyes were already red, all wanted to help Liu Xiaobing wipe away his tears.

    But Liu Xiaobing refused them without mercy, but said to Lin Xueer who was sitting aside: "Sister Xueer, can you help me?" Lin Xueer, who was already sobbing, certainly would not refuse.

    "So, do you understand that I am the little soldier with no escape route in the lyrics? Haha, what a fucking coincidence, my name is actually Xiaobing. Do you think this is destiny?"

    Seeing Liu Xiaobing¡¯s wry smile, Xiyan and Wang Ya¡¯s eyes turned red and they were about to speak, but Liu Xiaobing spoke up.After interrupting them, we finally got to the point.

    "Xiyan, to be honest, regardless of my grandfather's identity, if we just get along with each other, you are the first person I have the idea of ??marrying as my wife! But do you remember, when I was in JN?  At that time, I told you that if you wanted to go back to the countryside after getting married, you should remember that you refused without hesitation. "

    Xiyan: "I"

    "Don't speak yet and listen to me. Maybe you want to explain what I said, but that doesn't mean anything to me. Because I believe that a person's first answer after hearing the question is because that is  The one that best suits her inner thoughts. If you make changes now because you know my situation, I think that is not advisable, because it would be unfair to you and me, do you understand? "

    Before Xi Yan could make any reply, Liu Xiaobing said to Wang Ya again.

    "Senior Wang Ya, you are the first woman who moved me to want to date you. Because we are both in JN, in order to save me, you gave me money as soon as possible in the middle of the night, and even  You didn't even bother to change your clothes or shoes, and you even went so far as to destroy your image just to vent my anger. I was really touched at the time, and you later rescued me in a timely manner when I was being challenged at work, which made me grateful. If  It wasn¡¯t because of your sudden words that day that gave me the impression that you did all this just to be angry with Xiyan, maybe we have already started to get along, haha.¡±

    When Wang Ya heard this, why didn¡¯t he regret the seemingly careless words he had said because he was so complacent?  What I especially regret is that I shouldn't have mixed my emotions with Xi Yan in my obviously true feelings and thoughts.

    Hearing what Liu Xiaobing said, she couldn't even open her mouth to refute anything, because Liu Xiaobing's words might be a bit far-fetched, but she knew that it was indeed the truth.

    "As for Tingting." Liu Xiaobing looked at Fan Tingting.  "Although we are a child marriage arranged by the fathers of the two families, it was just a drunken conversation after all, and we have only known each other for a few days, let alone any understanding, so do you understand what I mean?"

    Before Fan Tingting could respond, Liu Xiaobing continued, but the next words were indeed spoken to Xi Yan and Wang Ya alone.

    "Actually, this is good. I am a person who has my own stubborn persistence, but you may not be able to accept it in your heart. Moreover, I still have no big ambitions and a very bad temper. As for you, you are all that kind of person.  She is a proud and arrogant woman, and she is still a strong woman who responds to everything. So I think that apart from the previous misunderstandings between you and me, there is no other intersection between you and me, because we are classmates.  We don¡¯t belong together.¡±

    "Haha" Liu Xiaobing smiled bitterly.  "So I'm not suitable for any of you! The poor boy and Snow White, that's a fairy tale. The loser and the goddess, that's a boring online erotic novel. It's not realistic for me."

    This was originally Liu Xiaobing's self-deprecating words to comfort them, but it made Xiyan and Wang Ya seem to see hope.

    Because Liu Xiaobing¡¯s words made her (them) feel that he was still a little reluctant to give up on her, but had to make this choice due to various practical factors.  The two of them coincidentally had some hope at the same time, that is, if they

    But Liu Xiaobing didn¡¯t give them too much time to think about it.

    "Although some of my words were a little garbled due to my mood swings, and the meaning I wanted to express may make you even more garbled, but I believe you should understand what I mean, right? Now that I have finished speaking, I want to take a rest.  . If you have really loved me in your heart, please let me go because of your past feelings, because I have a burden that you cannot bear."

    After saying that, regardless of how Xi Yan and Wang Ya felt, they closed their eyes directly.

    He was really tired. It was because he was already weak, because he said so many things due to his mood swings, and because he was tired because of the hidden emotions in his heart that he couldn't express.

    Always, he is really tired!
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