In my youth, it was not only the little girl who made me cry, but also Han Xiaoxue, who took away my first time. As everyone has guessed, Han Xiaoxue and I did not get together in the end. I told her over and over again that I was waiting for her to come back, but she gave me expectations at first, and then continued to shirk her saying that she had to think about it, so I knew it was impossible for us to be together. Han Xiaoxue did not stay in Japan, but came back. Of course, Han Xiaoxue didn't come back for me, or for anyone else, but for herself. I heard Han Xiaoxue say that her family found a good job for her, and she had no future in Japan, so she came back from Japan. When I learned that she was coming back, I was still very excited. I wanted to pick her up at the airport, but Han Xiaoxue refused. Han Xiaoxue's reason was that too many people would pick her up at the airport, so she was afraid of neglecting me, so it was better not to let me go. At that time, I completely gave up on Han Xiaoxue. When she was in Japan, she said many ambiguous words to me, as mentioned above. Now that I returned to China, I immediately changed to this attitude. Only then did I realize how brave I was before to believe what Han Xiaoxue said. But this is good, so as not to be deceived by her again. When Han Xiaoxue just came back, we only met once. Han Xiaoxue wanted to go to the talent center to do something, and she said she didn't know the place and wanted me to accompany her, so I agreed. When she was in Japan, we video-recorded several times, so I also know what she looks like now. But after seeing Han Xiaoxue with my own eyes, I was still a lot surprised. Needless to say, I am beautiful. The biggest change is probably my temperament. I feel much more generous and dignified than before I went abroad. When we walked together, it felt as if I was younger than her. This was a feeling I had never had before. The high heels Han Xiaoxue wore that day were extremely high, so she was not very stable when walking. As soon as we met, she took my arm and walked together. Han Xiaoxue still treated me with the same familiar attitude. But I am not the stupid little boy that I used to be, and I would not wake up whenever a woman touched me. We talked about each other's current situation, and Han Xiaoxue looked down on me, saying that I was not motivated. In fact, when she was in Japan, she knew that I was not doing well, and now that she is talking about this, I feel very unhappy. But even though Han Xiaoxue said that to me, she was still very enthusiastic about helping me, telling me that I should change my job and spend some money to join a state-owned enterprise. She could help me find connections, and I only needed to take the money. I didn¡¯t ask her for help, and I won¡¯t ask her to help me. I said a few lukewarm words, but I probably realized that whether I was successful or not was up to me. Han Xiaoxue probably didn't like what she heard, so after we came out of the talent center, she separated from me and said she had something else to do. After that, there was no contact with each other for a long time. Later, when I saw her taking photos online, I found out that she had a boyfriend again. After asking around online, Han Xiaoxue told me that she had known this boyfriend before going abroad and had been waiting for her. From what Han Xiaoxue said, it seems that this man is very dedicated. But as far as I know, there are many men who are devoted to Han Xiaoxue, and I can count them among them. There must be something unique about this man. As expected, Han Xiaoxue said that this man was particularly popular with her parents. She said that her boyfriend often visited her parents when she was abroad. So now it¡¯s not just about a boyfriend, the concept that parents like is that marriage is not far away. Han Xiaoxue also kept asking me to come out to meet her boyfriend, but I kept finding various reasons not to meet. If you think about it with your brain, you will know that if someone is better than me, why should I go to see them? I will be humiliating myself. Later, Han Xiaoxue left Dalian like everyone else and went to work in the south. Her boyfriend also went with her. Regarding Han Xiaoxue, I don't feel concerned about the little girl at all. The last time we met was when Han Xiaoxue took the time to return to Dalian. ?? Han Xiaoxue has gotten better at this time, and is too mature. We are no longer in the same class. Han Xiaoxue has an empty house in Dalian, which her parents bought for her when she first returned to China. She wants to sell it now and asked me if any of my friends need to buy a house at a cheaper price. It happened that the manager of my unit wanted to buy a house for his mistress, so I connected in the middle. When my manager met Han Xiaoxue, he was stunned by Han Xiaoxue's beauty. He even asked me how much money I could pay for Han Xiaoxue, if possible. Since I was just the matchmaker, they were the ones who contacted each other privately about buying a house. When Han Xiaoxue found out about my manager's delusion, he scolded me and said some unpleasant words to the manager of my unit, making me feel like a human being. In fact, there are some misunderstandings here, but there is no chance to talk about it. So Han Xiaoxue and I stopped contacting each other because of this incident. It¡¯s not that I won¡¯t contact you anymore, it¡¯s that I don¡¯t know when I will contact you again. Our lives are now two parallel lines. I don't even feel concerned about her, so I don't bother to pretend to greet her. Of course, although I don¡¯t care about Han Xiaoxue, I still dream about things related to her. I often dream about Han Xiaoxue¡¯s old house. The background of many stories in dreams is her old house, but the protagonist in the dream will not be?. This may be because I have been to her house too many times before. Among the girls I know, Han Xiaoxue can be regarded as one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. Of course, in my mind, Pang Pangyu is the most beautiful. However, a closer comparison shows that apart from being shorter than Fatty Fish, Han Xiaoxue is really on par with Fatty Fish. Compared with other girls, Han Xiaoxue is even more impressive than others. Later, I often thought of Han Xiaoxue, and two images of her would appear in my mind. One is when we first met in junior high school, she grabbed my arm and asked me to show her front teeth. This scene can also be said to be the beginning of my first love affair in adolescence. There is another scene, which I think is the most beautiful scene of Han Xiaoxue. After we broke up in high school, we became friends and we all hung out together. Han Xiaoxue often wore a small red cotton-padded jacket with dots in the winter. The look of Han Xiaoxue wearing that little red cotton-padded jacket makes my heart flutter every time I think about it. The seven former sisters, Han Xiaoxue, Yanshennu, Xiao Taimei, Zhang Shasha and I were the best. The story with them ends here. Everyone is an important role in my youth memories. What Han Xiaoxue left in my heart is her beauty, and what my little sister left in my heart is friendship! The cigarette-scarred girl was left with sadness, while Zhang Shasha was left with silly fat. In fact, I have loved all four of them, and they have all loved me. I am very lucky to have the four of them in my life, and I am grateful to them for accompanying me through those years of youth. (End of this chapter) Since the number of words is not enough, I will say something else. 7 sisters, there must be 7 people with this name. In addition to the above four people, there is also Lili, and I also have a little story with her. The classmates who used to just nod and say hello when we met were not even considered friends, but now they have the best relationship with me. Lili was also the only junior high school classmate who attended my wedding, and we even had some embarrassing interactions after the wedding. But even the people with the best relationship now can only be regarded as buddies. Lili is now married, and her appearance is not as good as before, and her face is almost fat and out of shape. Although he has gained weight, he has no children. He said that he does not plan to have children anymore and raising a dog for the man can be considered as compensation. This is too much, but Lili said it herself. How can a dog compare with a child? I feel like it¡¯s not that I don¡¯t want to have children, but that I can¡¯t! Let¡¯s talk about the other two girls in the 7 sisters that I have never mentioned. When they were in the first year of junior high school, those two girls felt like they were the followers of Han Xiaoxue and Little Taimei, just like Lili was the follower of the girl with the smoke scar. After the little sister left, one of them didn¡¯t hang out with us much, and the other one, who was in the second grade of junior high school, had a boyfriend and didn¡¯t hang out with us much anymore. By the time they were in the third grade of junior high school, the seven sisters had already become useless. The two girls put down their nail clippers and picked up reference books to prepare for the high school entrance examination. I didn¡¯t have any special impression of them, so I never mentioned them. Later, both of them were admitted to high school, taking the same route as Zhang Shasha.