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Text Chapter 852 Goodbye little sister¡¯s tears

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    A song about the past seems to commemorate the past between Xiao Taimei and I, and it also seems to tell me that the past will eventually pass.  Xiao Taimei then sang our second song "Kiss Goodbye", but its English version is particularly suitable for Xiao Taimei's band.  Takemeto lures heart, I speak English very proficiently, but I don¡¯t understand the lyrics at all.  I have always admired Xiao Taimei's English, which reminds me of when I was in school.  At that time, who would have thought that a famous female gangster in the school would be so good at English.  I remember when I asked her that she never memorized words, why did she do so well in every English test?  Xiao Taimei also scolded me, saying that she knew how to write those words after hearing them once.  There were many things like this when Xiao Taimei and I were at school, especially in the first half of the first semester of junior high school. We didn¡¯t talk much, but it was all related to study.  Between Xiao Taimei now and Xiao Taimei back then, I finally discovered that the height has changed the least from the past.  Why didn't she call her Taimei at that time, but Xiao Taimei? It was because of her figure.  When Xiao Taimei sang this song, she didn't look at me, but gave full play to her charm.  At this time, almost all the guests dining in the restaurant were attracted by Xiao Taimei's singing, and they all looked up to see how Xiao Taimei sang.  After singing this song, Xiao Taimei went down to rest. At this time, it was Sister Chi's turn to come up and continue singing.  Sister Chi did not sing my favorite soliloquy first, but sang two other songs, and only started singing soliloquy in the third song.  Sister Chi, like Xiao Taimei, declared that this song was sung to me.  When she started singing, I realized that I not only loved the song, but also the person singing it.  No matter how affectionate and beautiful Sister Chi sings, I can't hear it in my heart. From then on, I found that when others sing this song, it can only remind me of Xiao Taimei, nothing more.  At this time, Xiao Taimei deliberately walked to my seat and asked me if I liked it?  I smiled and said: Not bad.  Xiao Taimei didn't reply to me and went to the bathroom.  After Sister Chi finished singing, the male lead singer of their band was replaced. I thought it was time to end the song.  Although I listened to the song I wanted to listen to tonight, I still feel a little regretful in my heart, maybe because I didn't hear Xiao Taimei sing a soliloquy to me in front of everyone again.  Xiao Taimei sang at the party that year, the sky is gray, the rain is transparent, the heart is gray, and I am transparent.  At that time, I felt like my heart was broken. Now, these lyrics can be used to describe me now.  Just when the male lead singer finished singing the last song, Xiao Taimei appeared again.  I seem to remember her saying that she seemed to have a surprise for me today. Could it be that she wanted to sing her soliloquy to me again?  Just listen to Xiao Taimei say: The last song tonight is tears.  The band's accompaniment started playing after Xiao Taimei finished speaking, and it seemed that it was ready.  I have to say something about this song. When I was most obsessed with Fan Xiaoxuan, I didn't like this song at all.  But when Fan Xiaoxuan was no longer a public idol and gradually became just my idol, I found that I fell in love with this song.  There was a time when I heard the intro of this song and my heart started to feel sad. This song can affect my mood.  "When Xiao Taimei sang this last song of tears for me, after the prelude was played, the first lyrics made me cry out.  If youth has an ageless face, I hope it will never change. Maybe it was Xiao Taimei who saw me crying. Although we are far apart, I believe she can see my expression.  Xiao Taimei's voice started to tremble in the second sentence, and I saw her immediately closing her eyes, as if to stabilize her emotions.  That sentence: Falling in love with you is the happiest thing, but it also brings about the most painful sorrow. I don¡¯t know if it sings the voice of Xiao Taimei back then. I have imagined countless times, if Xiao Taimei had secretly loved me.  The things that tell me, what I would be like now, maybe I wouldn¡¯t be who I am today.  Wipe away the tears and forget everything. The attachment I had. Tears are bitter. Tears are sad. Tears are all for you. Tears are sweet. Tears are yesterday. Tears do not shed. Xiao Taimei sang the entire second half with her eyes closed, but she still cried.  , tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.  People in the restaurant might still be laughing at her for crying while singing, but I followed Xiao Taimei in tears from the beginning to the end.  This song really gave me a surprise, and it also brought a fairly satisfactory ending to the story and past of Xiao Taimei and me.  After Xiao Taimei finished singing, I walked towards the stage.  Xiao Taimei and the band members started packing their instruments as usual. I went up to the stage and wiped her tears in front of everyone. Yes, it was just an intimate gesture of wiping tears.  Xiao Taimei had no other reaction and continued to pack her instruments, silently asking me to wipe her tears.  After everyone came off the stage, Xiao TaimeiAfter calming down, he asked me: Do you like the last song?  Have you ever embarrassed your favorite Fan Xiaoxuan?  I didn¡¯t know what Xiao Taimei meant when she asked this, so I replied to her: In my heart, you are my Fan Xiaoxuan.  This is true. I have been able to like Fan Xiaoxuan for so many years, not because I am a die-hard fan of Fan Xiaoxuan, but because of Xiao Taimei.  I liked Sun Yaowei, Lin Zhiying, and Faye Wong back then, but I don¡¯t like them anymore.  The reason why I have always liked Fan Xiaoxuan is really because Xiao Taimei not only sang Fan Xiaoxuan's songs, but also Fan Xiaoxuan's songs and person seemed to have the shadow of Xiao Taimei.  In response to what I said, Xiao Taimei is Fan Xiaoxuan in my heart.  When Xiao Taimei heard what I said, she smiled lightly and said to me: I am who I am, and I can¡¯t become who you think I am.  I wanted to tell Sister Xiao what was on my mind at this time, but Sister Chi next to me interrupted us.  Sister Chi interrupted and said to me: Yaoyao's singing tonight is the first time I have seen her so serious in so many years. You two are really not simple. Don't use old classmates as a cover in the future.  After Sister Chi interrupted, Xiao Taimei and I couldn't regain the feeling of the conversation we just had, and the topic changed.  Everyone promised not to come back until they were drunk tonight. On the last night in Shijiazhuang, we must have a good drink.  We still went to the food stall outside. What we ordered was everyone¡¯s favorite dishes these days. We didn¡¯t have enough wine but drank more than three times as much.  Xiao Taimei drank bottle after bottle, which was more than what she drank on me that day.  Xiao Taimei was sitting next to me, but she just drank the whole night and rarely talked to me.  Even if I don't know the current Xiao Taimei, I can still tell that she is as sad as me tonight.  Tonight belongs to me and Xiao Taimei until we get drunk. It really only belongs to the two of us, just the two of us.  None of them drank as much as me and Xiao Taimei, because they had other shows after drinking, and they had to go skating together again tonight.  In the end, both of us needed help from others to walk. Sister Chi also stimulated us and said: You see how uncomfortable it is for you two, or I see that you two should not separate, stay together, and elope!  Of course this was just a joke. After Xiao Taimei and I returned to our room at Rujia, Xiao Taimei did not immediately fall asleep under the influence of wine, but lay on the bed and stared at the roof in a daze.  Like Xiao Taimei, I was in a daze with my eyes open, trying not to let myself fall asleep.  I thought at that time, cherish this last night, it doesn¡¯t matter if I sleep or not.  At this time, Xiao Taimei suddenly said to me: I thought about it, we should not meet like this in the future, it is too uncomfortable, I can't stand the uncomfortable feeling before we separate.  I sighed and replied to her: Hey, why don¡¯t we miss each other instead of seeing each other?  Who knows what will happen in the future?  Xiao Taimei asked me again: Can you vomit later?  I said: Don¡¯t know?  What's wrong?  Xiao Taimei paused and said: It's okay.  We were silent again, and I began to feel sleepy, but my mind came to my senses. Just now, Xiao Taimei asked me if I would vomit, as if she wanted to sleep with me.  The last night is really the last night and the last chance.  It's a pity for me to be good or not, and I may regret it.  When I was making the final struggle in my heart, I thought of the tears that Xiao Taimei sang tonight, and I decided to let it go. Just like that, I ended the story between Xiao Taimei and I, and slept in my own bed for the last night.  The next day, when I woke up, I found that Xiao Taimei had already started packing her things.  I basically only bought some small specialty products such as Tianjin Mahua, so I didn¡¯t have much luggage.  When Xiao Taimei saw that I was awake, she asked me how to get back to Dalian. I told her to take a plane back and the ticket had been booked.  Xiao Taimei said again very calmly: I looked online and found that the weather in Dalian is bad today.  In one sentence, it proves that Xiao Taimei cares about me very much, and she cares about me silently.  I found that I was thinking too much when I met Xiao Taimei this time, which prevented me from calming down.  In fact, it's not just Xiao Taimei who has changed, Xiao Taimei doesn't care about me anymore.  I myself have also changed, and I no longer trust Xiao Taimei as much as I did before. ????????????????????????? Xiao Taimei¡¯s luggage has been packed, and they are about to set off, just like when they came here, they drove back to Beijing.  At this moment, I found that I had held back a lot of words.  I was still thinking yesterday that I would say a lot of sad words to Xiao Taimei today when we parted ways, and we would say a lot of words of reluctance to say goodbye to each other. But now, I am full of such words but I don¡¯t know how to say them out.  I helped Xiao Taimei get all the luggage into the car. I found that some of them were not fully awake yet and were still drowsy.  Just separated like this, just left like this, this is what I have been thinking silently in my heart!  Sister Chi then helped me again: If you and Yaoyao talk for another 10 minutes, we will set off. If you two have anything to say, please tell me quickly.  Xiao Taimei actually had something to say to me, so she took me to the side so that they wouldn't hear me.  Xiao Taimei put her bag in front of her, took out a box from the bag and handed it to me.  When I saw the box, I was really shocked.  This box contains a high imitation Piaget watch that I bought with her when we went shopping on the first day we came to Shijiazhuang.  At that time, she said she bought it for her boyfriend. I reallyI didn't even think about it at all. She bought it for me. I didn't think about it at all!  After Xiao Taimei gave me the watch, she told me: I can¡¯t really afford it, so I can only give you a fake one.  As you can see, I'm not doing very well either. If you don't want to take it, don't take it, and don't give it away. It's fake and it would be embarrassing to give it away.  I was so moved that I couldn't even say a joke. Although this was not the platform where I sent my little sister off, my mood was the same as before.  Even if I say a word now, I get choked up.  Xiao Taimei looked at me with reluctance in her eyes. She saw that I had been silent and understood my mood.  Then he sighed: It¡¯s uncomfortable!  After saying that, I turned around and got in the car. At this time, everyone in the car greeted me and waved goodbye.  Sister Chi also deliberately made a face at me, a crying face, mocking my current appearance.  The car started, and Xiao Taimei and I had our last face-to-face communication, and I didn¡¯t even say goodbye.  I couldn't calm down, so I separated from Xiao Taimei again.  Everything made Xiao Taimei right. The weather in Dalian was bad and the flight was delayed.  While I was waiting for news at the airport, Xiao Taimei had already arrived in Beijing.  Xiao Taimei took the initiative to call me and asked me if I was on the plane. She told me that she had arrived in Beijing and would get off the plane soon.  On the phone, I said all the things I didn't say.  Xiao Taimei also said that I am like a little child, it is not that we will never see each other again, we can still meet if there is a suitable opportunity.  Xiao Taimei seems to have lost her reluctance to let go of me last night and this morning, but I am completely sinking deeper and deeper into it.  Before Xiao Taimei hung up the phone, she asked me again, did the tears she sang last night sound good? ?? Xiao Taimei asked me again because she recorded the last song last night and passed it to me when I went back. She said that if I want to hear her sing in the future, I can take it out and listen to it.  There were many passengers stranded at the airport that night, but other flights were arranged.  I remember that China Southern Airlines told passengers that they would not fly tonight and arranged accommodation and dinner.  I booked a Spring and Autumn flight, and there was no bullshit compensation.  Everyone was noisy and hungry, and they said they wouldn't have anything to eat until four hours later.  I was very hungry, so I bought a pack of noodles and soaked it in it. However, before I had finished soaking it, I was notified that I could take off.  I took two bites of the instant noodles and threw them away, and I was the last one to board the plane.  The plane was very small. It was my first time to fly on such a small plane, and I took it in bad weather.  It was also the first time that I experienced significant turbulence in the air on an airplane. At that time, everyone on the airplane was not afraid.  I'm still thinking that if I put my own life on the line just to meet my little sister, I'm really going to be with her.  The plane landed safely, and I vowed never to take another bullshit Spring and Autumn flight again.  I saw my wife picking me up at the airport, and she was so happy after seeing me. I also vowed that I would never go see Xiao Taimei without telling my wife again. Everything was over with Xiao Taimei.  Later, Xiao Taimei passed her song "Tears" to me, and the communication between us on the Internet became less and less. Later, we almost only sent each other messages to wish each other during the New Year and holidays.  I don¡¯t know when Xiao Taimei got married because she didn¡¯t notify me as agreed.  She changed her mobile phone number, and I didn¡¯t ask for a new one. I didn¡¯t go to Beijing, which I had always planned to go to.  It's good to live each other's lives, because this way she will always be the little girl in my heart.  
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