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2171 The crawling giant

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    The recognition of the denial of subjective consciousness and individual existence is rampant in the mind of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan. The scenes observed from the extraordinary perspective are as deep-rooted as nightmares. There are only strands of straw left to maintain self-awareness, even if  In this way, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan still squeezed out some sanity from the extremely chaotic thinking.  He just felt like a high-fever patient who was about to fall into coma at any time. Although there was a huge amount of heat accumulated inside, he still felt weak. Although he felt weak, when he noticed that his thoughts changed, he had an impact on the surroundings.  The images are so intense that they absolutely exceed the limits of human power.

    Time, space, phenomenaall things and phenomena that are happening and seem to exist forever have become fragmented. Although it is impossible to describe in detail how fragmented it is, it is definitely not what human cognition looks like.  At first, I felt that I was imprisoned in the small outline of the "prosthetic body", but the more blurred my consciousness, the more I could feel the magnification of my own existence, transcending the imprisonment and limitations of my original existence, and the deformed and twisted prosthetic body became  Like porcelain full of cracks, it overflows from the cracks on its own, faster and faster, and in larger and larger quantities.  What was once the solid substance of the human self has acquired a terrifying fluidity.

    My self-existence is flowing like a liquid. Occasionally, I suddenly wake up from the confusion and recall the reality of the hospital. I can't help but wonder: Has this self who exists in the doomsday illusion also become lcl?  Then, without confirming the answer, he fell into a hazy consciousness again.

    The prosthetic body Gao Chuan's experience of himself and everything in the outside world alternated between brief lucidity and great confusion.  He couldn't tell what kind of position he was in. Most of what he had recognized during his brief period of sobriety was lost after a period of confusion.  Even when he was awake occasionally, he still could not completely control his thinking. He just seemed to squeeze himself dry, and desperately said to himself from the continuously diverging and expanding thinking: I am Gao Chuan.

    I am Gao Chuan. If I am not Gao Chuan, then I will no longer be anything else. No matter when he is awake or confused, the prosthetic Gao Chuan can feel the fear that is completely beyond human cognition.  He resists the change of "he is no longer himself", even though he understands that this is just subjective narrow-mindedness.

    ¡°What he should become, what he will become, and all these questions all seem to be unreal in a struggle that makes him feel ignorant and narrow-minded.  The prosthetic body Gao Chuan could not stop himself from feeling the expanding flow. He soon felt further that the self had been filled in this spherical core, filling the endless abyss around him and flooding the twelve capitals.  The god evil system swallows all the coffin containers on the inner wall of the core into the body of this liquid-like flowing self.

    He turned into a lake and an ocean. Even Sanxian Island could not contain it. The huge pressure burst out of it and squeezed out cracks. Then, his sense of existence flowed out from these cracks.

    Whether it is a prosthetic body, a spherical core, or the main body of Sanxian Island, they are all like a sieve full of holes.

    However, it is the overflow and expansion of this sense of self-existence that brings the prosthetic Gao Chuan a sense of liberation that he fears and longs for.  This sense of liberation becomes even stronger when it flows out of Sanxian Island.  It's like everything that exists in the surrounding environment has become its own carrier and part of its own composition.  The self is huge, and any limited external thing seems small compared to this huge self.  My own weakness has become powerful compared to these small things.

    The prosthetic body Gao Chuan didn¡¯t know how he moved, but he was indeed moving.  And this "self" is not just a prosthetic body, not just Sanxian Island itself, but every place that is permeated by the sense of self's existence.  He was unable to judge, or perhaps he simply did not have a strong consciousness to recognize "where he is himself", but the feeling that he was moving as a huge existence was very close to him.

    Weakness and strength, narrowness and hugeness, the contradictory feelings are being unified in a new way.

    It is unclear whether Sanxian Island is a real substance or a non-entity phenomenon, but it does seem to be driven by a consciousness that is sometimes awake and sometimes hazy.  The various impacts caused by the existence of Sanxian Island are still expanding, making people feel that the size of Sanxian Island is constantly expanding.  The unusual ancient-like scenery is like a living life, crawling along a certain direction, growing as it crawls.  Everything it passes through will become a part of it.

    This giant monster quickly turned into a super giant monster. The entire ruling bureau area, which was originally a battlefield for Nazi soldiers and security guards, was alienated because it was too huge.?, but I can¡¯t figure out what its overall shape looks like.  Everything that once existed in this area is becoming part of the internal composition of this huge monster. It is extremely high temperature, it is violent storms and rays, it is also flowing magma and erupting volcanoes, it is deadly poisonous substances.  , but at the same time, there will also be various abnormal beings that cannot be described in human language, and there is no reference object at all.

    "These environments that can kill people at any time, and monsters that are different from ordinary people's understanding, form a chaotic ecosystem.  Any thing or phenomenon that arises from this seemingly closed, but actually constantly eroding, growing and expanding ecological circle that is constantly eroding the normal environment will have terrible destructive and corrosive effects on all living and non-living substances that exist in the normal environment.  No life form known to mankind can survive in such an extremely abnormal environment.

    The monster of Sanxian Island, which cannot be measured by normal cognition, is just squirming, swallowing no matter along the way.  Most of the time, this Sanxian Island monster follows a chaotic behavioral mechanism, as if it only uses instinct to act, but occasionally, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan will wake up. At this time, his subjective understanding of himself  , became the subjective perception of this monster.

    Therefore, although they will fall into chaos from time to time, in general, the monsters on Sanxian Island are still heading towards where the prosthetic body Gaochuan wants to go.

    The prosthetic body Gao Chuan has no time to think about the outcome of the previous battle with the strange boy Gao Chuan.  Thinking from an extreme perspective, since he is still alive and since the entire Sanxian Island has not been destroyed, he is definitely not a loser in a battle that he cannot observe and recognize.  As for whether the strange boy Gao Chuan has died or gone somewhere, it is no longer a matter that can be focused on.

    It¡¯s not that the prosthetic body Gaochuan doesn¡¯t want to think, it¡¯s just that the more he thinks about it, the more painful it becomes, and the more desperate and crazy he feels.

    Now, he just wants to keep crawling in front of his target, and defeat the target before he completely collapses. At least, although he feels that he is in a "weak" state now, his actual impact on the surrounding things and phenomena is  So powerful, far more powerful than he had ever been in the past.  It even made him feel that even if he faced the ultimate weapon of the Doomsday Truth Cult, he could easily kill a hundred of them.  Are repeaters an adversary?  Probably not anymore.  Originally, the Three Immortals Island was already an existence that could theoretically compete with the repeater, but now this abnormal Three Immortals Island, this abnormal self, completely surpassed the existence of the Three Immortals Island.

    In other words, since now is the time when you are on the verge of collapse and your personality is destroyed, and it is also the time when you are stronger than ever, then shouldn't you take this opportunity to do things that you felt unable to do in the past?  Take advantage of the last moment of sanity to kill all targets: whether it is the Nazis or the Doomsday Truth Cult, no matter how much backhand and background they have prepared, what kind of plans they have, how powerful they are; or,  For all the rebels, these enemies are such a huge organization and they seem so invincible. In the end, they can only fall into their trap, and they can only accept defeats again and again. They have to rack their brains and cannot confirm.  He will win the final victory. All the strong and weak, passive and active will be destroyed in front of Sanxian Island and himself at this moment.  Taking a step back, even if they cannot destroy them all, they can definitely weaken these enemies to an unprecedented degree.

    This is how the prosthetic body Gao Chuan felt at this time.  He is in so much pain, but the more painful he is, the more powerful he feels and he continues to become stronger, stronger, stronger

    Creeping, crawling from the material level, crawling from the consciousness level.  There is no longer a distinction between physicality and non-physicality in front of the monsters of Sanxian Island. Whether the information is huge or not is no longer decisive. The transcendent perspective is observing all existence as a link in a grand state of motion.  All the qualities that distinguish things and all the subjective attached meanings are integrated in this grand movement. They are just a form of expression of this kind of movement. It is meaningless to forcibly distinguish them.

    When the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is awake, he can't help but think: The reason why humans distinguish things and phenomena is precisely because of their own limitations and cannot observe and recognize the whole thing at once, but can only intercept fragments to analyze.  After you have recognized it to a certain extent, you can then piece together these fragments and the understanding of these fragments one by one. What is ultimately needed is still a holistic understanding.  Otherwise, why would humans pursue the so-called "grand unified theory"?  Why would you want to connect all theoretical systems, including quantum theory?

    "Now the perspective of the monster on Sanxian Island is a grand holistic perspective, and there is no need to break it down into individual fragments.

      In the squirming, the scenery has been distorted to the point where the prosthetic Gao Chuan cannot recognize what it is when he is awake. However, he feels that when he falls into that chaotic state, he actually knows instinctively what it is.  Yes.  Although it is inconsistent with the cognition from the human perspective, the cognition of things from the human perspective is one-sided and wrong. What is known instinctively in that chaotic state is more complete and comprehensive.  Only then can we get closer to the truth.

    If you say that everything you are facing now is due to the influence of the deviation ritual of the Torch Light, then let the result of the deviation be used to complete the things that need you most.  At least, what this "deviation" gave me was a twisted but powerful power that was enough to defeat any enemy I had ever seen.

    When I was awake, I couldn't figure out the direction at all, because all the references were so distorted, and none of them could be related to human common sense. However, in the chaotic state, I must be heading towards the direction in my heart.  Go forward to the goal you most want to see.

    Precisely because I am less awake and more confused, and the less part is still decreasing, and the more part is still increasing, so it is absolutely impossible to get lost in this abnormal scenery.

    ??Wriggling, squirming, not desperately, nor staying, just the most ordinary movement, just like radiation reaching the infiltration of the universe, just like light emitting from a star, just like the trajectory of stars.

    Then, when he woke up again, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan "saw" a clear outline.  Prosthetic Gao Chuan no longer cares what organ he uses to "see", he knows that he does not have such an organ at all.  The so-called "seeing" and "feeling", and even other cognitive sensory distinctions, are nothing more than a reflection of human beings' own limitations.  All perceptions of external things are integrated in the same feedback. Even the prosthetic Gao Chuan himself does not know whether he should call it "cognition".

    It is very possible that the self existing in the form of such a monster on the Three Immortals Island has no such behavior as "cognition" at all.  It is precisely because I woke up temporarily that I had "cognition". This is just because when I was awake, I was still full of "human" limitations.  Perhaps, only in the narrow box of "human beings" do we need the act of "cognition". Once we break through this box and magnify ourselves to a certain limit, just like what we are now, we no longer need it.  To "know", you can also know.

    "Trapped oneself firmly in "human beings", whether it is the concept of human beings or the body, is like a frog always hiding in a well.

    Ah, since when did I start having such thoughts when I was awake?

    The prosthetic body Gao Chuan feels more and more that the complete change of his own existence and the collapse of Gao Chuan's personality are getting faster and faster.
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