On New Year's Day in 1982, Hanwen is still a little scared and shy when he thinks about it. That was the day in his life when his ugliness was exposed. To be precise, it should be a night full of ugliness.
The snow that day was sprinkled with sugar grains from the morning. Until the afternoon, it was still sparse and non-stop. The snow fell on the ground and disappeared without a trace before I could blink. It falls on people's bodies and lingers on their clothes for a moment, letting you take a look at their true colors and melting into your pupils.
Hanwen received a notice from the beverage factory a week ago, asking him to attend the New Year's Eve dinner. He is now so proud that everyone is jealous. With money, not only can my father spend 100 yuan a day on imported injections to treat his illness, but I can also buy new clothes for the whole family.
His own outfit was all bought for him by Ailian¡¯s mother in Shanghai. Wearing a blue Mao Di tunic suit, the most popular pair of black cotton leather shoes, and a gray scarf. Just like a young student participating in the May 4th Movement. Many female classmates call him "Miura Yuka" behind his back.
He made an appointment with Liu Yunxiang and Qian Pengfei to take a bath together in the factory's large bathhouse at three o'clock in the afternoon. His development was close to maturity, and his height of 1.75 meters was considered very tall at the time. The beard on his cheeks has begun to take shape. Although it is still just black down, it is already full of masculinity.
His face is very old-fashioned, and coupled with his clothes, everyone will think that he is a young man in his twenties. This also brought him a lot of troubles. It didn't matter that everyone was familiar with him in the factory, but when he arrived in the county town, many older girls smiled and said hello to him intentionally or unintentionally, and inquired about his work and home address.
Whenever this happens, he stutters with great embarrassment: "Yes, I'm sorry, I, I'm still in junior high school." The quieter girl smiled and walked away.
The hot girl said without any scruples: "Are you kidding? Don't lie to me! Are you in college? What's so great about college students? If they just say they don't like us workers, peasants and soldiers, why are you pretending to be young? You're a hypocrite! "
After hearing this, he was speechless and didn¡¯t know how to defend himself. If there are classmates present, sometimes they will stand up and say: "What he said is true, he is not lying." More often, even the students will laugh at him: "College students, it's time to get out of our team! "He had no choice but to break up.
He took off his clothes in the bathhouse. Everyone was naked and had no worries. Only he had to use a towel to cover his crotch. His hair is very thick, and it is not only thick but also shiny. Many people think that he is stinky and has oiled hair. The hair on my legs is also very thick, so thick that I am embarrassed to wear shorts in summer.
What embarrassed him the most was that the hair in his most secret area had grown to his belly button. And the most shameful guy. Other students are all pink and tender, and usually shrink into a silkworm chrysalis. His body is like a cast iron rod half a foot long, black and hanging in the air. With a little stimulation, it straightens up into a foot-long fire stick.
He was always extremely shy about his penis. When he went to the bathhouse, he had to cover it up, otherwise he would attract tut-tutting sounds and many curious looks. Both Liu Yunxiang and Qian Pengfei were aware of his concern. When he wasn't paying attention, they ripped off his towel. His body was suddenly exposed to the broad daylight, and he was so stimulated that he became extremely thick.
Many adults opened their eyes wide when they saw it. Some humorists couldn't help but sigh: "I didn't expect there to be such a majestic gun in the world. It's awesome, awesome."
His face turned red and his hair became fierce: "You two, please return the towel to me, otherwise I will not be polite." As he was shouting, he felt that his life was being grabbed tightly, and he became angry and threw his hand back. He punched and only heard: "Ah! Damn!" He turned around and saw that the person who was knocked down was also his classmate, the very girly Wu Xiaochun.
He pulled Wu Xiaochun up and said angrily: "You bitch, come and joke with me. Be careful, I will destroy you."
Wu Xiaochun twisted his buttocks, stretched out his orchid finger and poked his forehead and said: "Squad leader, your dick is so big! No wonder you are usually so wild! But I like it."
When he heard this, he twisted Wu Xiaochun's arm angrily and said, "Fuck you, I made you like it. Go away, if you say another word, I won't be polite." Wu Xiaochun rubbed his arm and walked away with a grin.
Liu Yunxiang and Qian Pengfei saw that he was really angry and quickly threw the towel to him. Liu Yunxiang said with a playful smile: "Okay, okay, we won't make trouble with you anymore. I really don't understand, this is a men's bathhouse, why is your guy so shameful and you still want to be treated like one?"
Qian Pengfei himself was very stammering when talking, so he also stammered: "I, I, I said, big, big, big brother, you, you, that thing of yours is long"?Majestic, majestic, majestic, you should feel proud. What's there to be ashamed of? "
He didn't say a word, taking advantage of Liu Yunxiang's unpreparedness, he rushed forward, grabbed Liu Yunxiang, carried him to the big bath, drank a few mouthfuls of bath water from him, and said, "I'll see if you dare next time. "Liu Yunxiang cried out, "I don't dare anymore, I don't dare anymore, I'm kidding you! You're really impatient."
When Qian Pengfei saw him like this, he jumped into the bathtub and said, "You, you, don't touch me. I, I, will punish myself." The people around him laughed, and he was finally relieved. .
He only exposed his head in the bathtub, silently thinking about his thoughts. He often has an uncontrollable impulse and really wants to cut that black guy with a knife. Whenever this kind of thought occurs, I always have insomnia and can't sleep at night. I feel that there is a monster in my body that makes me upset, and it also makes the black guy stand up straight and hard. He had no choice but to end it with his own hands. It wasn't until the volcanic magma erupted that the monster left quietly.
Every time he hurt himself, he felt extremely empty and self-blame. At this time, he thought that he would castrate the black guy himself. He thought that as long as he cut off the black guy, the monster would no longer haunt him, and he would not think about gangsters all the time.
Just as he was thinking about it, the black guy stood up straight again in the water. He knew that it was impossible for him to eliminate it. If it were eliminated, he might not exist.
Liu Yunxiang and Qian Pengfei watched him quietly closing his eyes and concentrating, so they swam to his side and observed him carefully. Liu Yunxiang couldn't help but ask: "Hanwen, we are joking with you! Don't be angry. What are you thinking about?"
He opened his eyes and asked the two of them: "Did you two suddenly feel that life was meaningless?"
Liu Yunxiang scratched his head and said: "I haven't. Sometimes I feel very bored and have no interest in doing anything. Also, I feel very upset when I can't fall asleep at night. The more I want to sleep, I can't fall asleep. In the end, I have to think about what I like. My female classmate did that and fell asleep after ejaculation.¡±
Qian Pengfei said in surprise: "Liu Yunxiang, what are you talking about? Can you explain clearly what you are doing with your female classmates? What else is coming out? What are you shooting at?"
When Liu Yunxiang heard this, he glanced at Hanwen and curled his lips and said, "Another raw melon and egg. Come on, let's take a shower and rub our backs."
He and Liu Yunxiang got up and walked towards the shower head. Qian Pengfei followed behind and said to himself: "Why didn't I fall asleep? What do the female classmates think about? Are you still playing shooting with the female classmates? Take it. What to shoot? A slingshot gun or a slingshot?"
Hanwen turned around and said to him, "No wonder you haven't even grown hair yet! You're such a bastard. You can go back and ask your dad about these questions. He will definitely explain it to you clearly. Or at most, he will explain it to you in a few months. You¡¯ll understand everything in the next year.¡±
Qian Pengfei grabbed him and said in a rogue manner: "Hanwen, just tell me. If you don't tell me, I won't let you out of the bathhouse, and I won't let you attend the banquet tonight."
Liu Yunxiang said impatiently: "Do you really don't understand or are you pretending not to understand? Yaya! How old are you? You still don't understand. Are you sick?"
Hanwen patted Liu Yunxiang on the shoulder and said, "Don't forget, this guy grew up in the countryside and is one year younger than us. It seems that he really doesn't understand. Just give him a good lesson."
Qian Pengfei said unconvinced: "What's wrong with growing up in the countryside? Your parents didn't all grow up in the countryside. Don't look down on farmers."
Hanwen said helplessly: "I'm not looking down on farmers, I'm saying that you don't have sex education. Do you know how children come from?"
Qian Pengfei replied disdainfully: "Of course I know, it was born from my mother."
"Then do you know how the child is placed in the mother's belly?"
"I never thought about it, that's right! How did the child get into the mother's belly?"
Liu Yunxiang pushed him to lie down and rubbed his back. He turned back to Qian Pengfei and said, "I don't know anymore! It's just the guy in your crotch who did it. Just go back and ask your dad."
" Qian Pengfei has not started to grow at first glance, and there is no hair on his armpits or pubic area. The down on the mouth hasn't started to turn black either. He was on the side, thinking stupidly, as if he was solving a mathematical equation.
Liu Yunxiang leaned into Hanwen's ear and asked: "You are such a big guy, can you honestly tell me that you are with a girl? Don't tell me that you have knocked Yu He down. You also know that I have always liked Yu He. Although I know she has always liked you. But I can't help it."
He knew very well that he could not tell the truth to anyone in this regard. Telling the truth will not only ruin your own reputation, but also ruin the girl's reputation.??'s reputation. Moreover, he thinks this matter is his most private matter, and he cannot even tell his parents, let alone a good friend!
He shook his head deeply and said: "I have not put down any girls. We are still a pure boy! However, it is true that we often miss girls."
Liu Yunxiang said regretfully: "I thought you had fucked several girls, but I didn't expect you to be a blank slate. It seems that the only one in our class who has really tasted girls is Hao Jun."
He pretended to be envious and said: "That guy is really blessed! But it doesn't matter, we will all have it. I believe that each of us will have a girl waiting for him! Because that is our significant other."