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- Chapter 65
1. Real love and old feelings
Marriage is the color of life, and life is the existence of marriage, with feelings, happiness, sparkle, burdens, and memories in dreams.
During these times, Yulan unknowingly realized that the rules of life were completely different from those before marriage, and the happy relationship seemed to have a mysterious shadow after a period of harmonious adjustment. These shadows were dim and bright, it was difficult to tell clearly, and there was no time to consider in which direction they were. Those shadows were very strange a few days ago, as if they were changing like clouds and mist, shrouding her eyes. It's a bit strange. I didn't feel anything before. What happened to her? ¡ª¡ªIs it true that the colors of life are all like this? After a period of life, looking back on the past, the dreams of the past, the sweet colors, and the spring grass are exhausted as nature provides her with a garden of love.
In spring, she was on the endless green grass, looking up at the bright sky, watching the thick white clouds slowly floating; eagles were hovering below the clouds, and swallows were hunting insects on the grass. The damp wind blew her long black hair, and the wind carried the smell of mud. Her sun-red and white face was exposed in the sun, like a small white cloud floating in the wind. Some time ago, she often played with the clouds. It was the white clouds that supported her wholeheartedly, protected her, and spent many lonely nights with her in a happy relationship.
¡°Yes¡ªcould it be that she fell short and made a misjudgment in her choice.
It is true that she does not feel that life is cruel and merciless to her, but there are also times when it is cruel and merciless, but not entirely. Now I think she doesn't feel that the mistake after misjudgment is that serious at all. To be more precise, her life has changed and is different from before. So now the problem almost arises. It is Magnolia who depicts the original life as rich and beautiful, full of poetry, full of joy, full of women's sexual impulses, and full of love in the world She thinks that finding love is a woman's bounden duty besides having choices and abandonment. . In fact, the ending of love in the world is not exactly like this; the results of a good life, reproduction, love, pursuit and choice in the world are completely different from daily life. Life is the right to survive, just like life and death, because if you have life, you have to compete in the world of life and see the glory of life. But death is easy. After death, everything ceases to exist. The earth will still rotate, the moon will still be round, and the reproduction of one generation after another will continue in a cycle.
Most of the time, she lived in hallucinations. Perhaps because she was pregnant and had a big belly, her physiological muscles suddenly went into chaos. Of course, there would be two psychological burdens of adaptation or maladaptation. But these two kinds of psychology either leave an unsatisfied blank in her heart, or go against her wishes to find a complete ending to her life?
However, Yulan has only now truly realized the hardships of survival. Unjust unemployment has cost her a lot of income, casting a shadow of uncertainty on her life. The so-called freedom that gave her self-satisfaction seemed a bit exhausting - she was thinking every moment, was it because she failed to keep up with the social trend of the era, or was she knocked unconscious by the fierce and ruthless torrent and failed in her struggle? she does not know. Then she poured into the unsatisfied blank area but it was out of nowhere, and she suddenly thought of her second emotional industry. She can plant the illusion of dreams on it, and have the opportunity to see her colleague, and she can also have the opportunity to say to him, dear, you saw another person on another occasion, this person in the blank space of the dream. He left behind a nourishing agent that could replenish the incomplete mind at any time, and it would stick with him at any time.
And what did she plant in that empty field? Planting another kind of wealth-oriented emotion, it is obvious that she did not act maliciously, life is not malicious, people looking for life are not malicious, and losing unfair unemployment is unpredictable. What should I do? Don't I feel missing in my heart? Don't I go talk to him? Is there anything to talk about? Is it necessary? There is indeed no need, let alone the courage to talk to him directly - real life itself is like this. Old things are eliminated, and new things will be remembered by their owners. This is a common thing in real society.
Because new things are beautiful and fashionable, they are tempting to everyone in the commodity economy society. That¡¯s why everyone in this era has learned to speak words of praise; everyone can speak what others like to hear; everyone can speak empty words, deceptive words, lies, swear words, and immoral words This is From one extreme to the other, the Chinese people are led astray.
The words that deceive people are the most prominent: For example, if he bought a new trendy fashion, the texture is beautiful and beautiful, and he fell in love with her immediately. The reason why he fell in love with her was not the value of the new fashion, but the beauty of the new fashion that impacted her soul. The value was indeed considerable, but he immediately felt guilty, and the uneasiness in his heart was rapidly increasing the collision force, as if another thing was about to break, or it was easy to find fault with her. Oh, I know, maybe the problem with the thing has been there for a long time, and she didn¡¯t tell him; maybe the problem with the thing was brought about when he was young, and it wasn¡¯t serious before.??Only now can I see the original problem clearly. I had not told him these things before, and everything I told him was lies. is that so? That's exactly it. It turned out that no one noticed her weakness and thought that all was intoxicated by beauty and tenderness. But the new information just discovered is valuable. The new thing is very beautiful, small, exquisite, sexy, and a first-class house sign. Anyone who sees it will be moved. Oops, what should I do with the old stuff? Throw it away? But it was a pity to throw it away. She had kept it for such a long time, but she still had feelings in her heart. Later, she still threw away the old relationship and broke it into pieces.
She was startled, her head felt heavy and dizzy, as if she was in a cloud.
¡°But she saw him, he was quite charming, and he had about five million yuan worth of wealth. She looked at him carefully. He had a good appearance, full of muscles, and was several times more handsome than the unemployed man in her mind. He had big eyes, a tall nose, a tall figure, and white skin, like a knight protecting her.
Yulan¡¯s new love began to swell outwards, and the emotions that were stirring were desperately extending outwards.
The sky, white clouds, and grass are waiting for her quietly.
The handsome knight stood in front of him, his eyes blazing, bright, warm, and kind, like a pair of lustful eyes. Anyone who saw these eyes would be irritated; she looked at them a few more times, as if her eyes were blurred by the knight's eyes, and she blinked, still very confused. At this time, the knight also blinked. Both sides did not shy away from the empty strategic points, and both were competing for the high mountains. It's him, Cha Qing, awesome, handsome, majestic, she said in her heart.
In the blink of an eye, the knight suddenly disappeared, and what appeared before his eyes was the bright sky, five buckets of clouds in the jade basket, green grass, and many sheep.
At this moment, her sunny-skinned face was red, and she felt a little depressed. This phenomenon was the result of a physiological change. During pregnancy, her belly was bulging and she was often worried. Later, she regained her strength in a short period of time, her sun-colored face became rosy, and she felt refreshed. Then she slowly felt that she was pregnant again. A peek into the soul.
Then she simply regarded this passionate peek into the soul as yearning and possession, because the arrival of the knight gave her new courage and confidence to survive.
Yes, wasn¡¯t he watching before? Look at her body that has put on some weight after giving birth, and her fair and charming face. Soon they looked at each other, looking for memories of the exquisite and intoxicating smiles in the past, and fond memories of the past that had been regarded as gods for a long time. At this time, they were carefully searching for the love of that moment in the past, looking for the clear wheels left in their hearts. Ah, the knight was smiling suddenly, as if he knew where she was and would soon find her name. She was also laughing and seemed to know his name.
"Do you know me?"
"You are Yulan, why don't I recognize you?"
"Oh, does it look familiar? You are Cha-Cha Qing."
"Yes, you still remember my name, which proves that our time together was not in vain."
"Where are we? Is it a park?"
"No, it's by the river. Next to it is the green grass, and in front of it is the sparkling river."
"Did we go to the cinema to watch a movie? We danced in the ballroom and drank in the Love Hotel. We went to the meadow and saw the little girl herding sheep. Later, a young man came. The girl and the young man rode a horse to take the snow-white sheep. The sheep rushed to the other side of the mountain. Far, far away, what is she doing? Cha Qing, look, the young man and the young girl are riding on a horse."
"Aren't you riding on me too?"
"Don't talk, let me see. Yes, which horse is more energetic than you?"
"Which knight am I, a playful stallion, do you like me?"
"My godmother wants to ask this question? Do I have to answer you?"
"It doesn't matter whether you answer or not. Don't you think Xiao Jingjing looks like me? He is my son."
"Shhh - keep your voice down, don't let him hear it. Cha Qing, let me tell you, Xiaoming can't know about this, let's end it here!"
"What should I do? I'm just hiding away with such a disgraceful reputation. He is my son, and I am his father."
"Cha Qing, just be satisfied! Don't talk nonsense, or I'll be rude to you."
"Honey, don't be angry, I listen to you - it's not enough to listen to you!"
"That's pretty much it."
The sky, white clouds, grassland, and a winding path covered with grass are everywhere, and there are strange and gorgeous wild flowers everywhere, gorgeous and fragrant, just like a spring. Not far away, it seemed like an earthworm was crawling a path on the soft sand, looking for its way home quietly, long, far, and vaguely ahead.
On that path, there were clear footprints that had just been left on the road. She knew these footprints, they wereQing just left not long ago. Because the pair of sneakers Cha Qing was wearing was a gift from her, and the footprints of the shoes were very familiar to her. Whether it was the code number or the pattern, they were clearly visible in front of her eyes. At this moment, she followed the familiar footsteps and chased them forward. After chasing them for a long time, the familiar shoe prints on the other side of the road disappeared.
She climbed over a hill and walked through a forest full of weeds. She found in a daze that the footprints that suddenly disappeared appeared again. It was him. He must have taken this road. At this moment, she stopped hesitantly, and suddenly a little gray rabbit jumped out of the woods, which startled her. Two magpies happened to be on the branch above her head, chirping non-stop. She looked at them and breathed impatiently at the magpies, which scared them away. The surroundings were extremely quiet, so quiet that she could clearly hear the beating of her heart. In an instant, she felt cold sweat all over her body, which was cool and stuffy. A breeze blew past her face and she felt refreshed and relaxed. She looked around, quietly, the leaves were swaying gently in the wind, and she was free and smiling happily to nature. At this moment, his footprints seemed to appear, looking a little blurry on the grass and wild flowers on the roadside; there were also wild butterflies flapping their wings on the roadside lawn, and grasshopper caterpillars were camouflaged so that no one noticed. It was hard to tell whether it was grass or insects; crickets jumped around in the moist grass and disappeared after a while, and there were many unknown insects rushing towards her. It seems that few people disturb these little guys here, because this territory belongs to them. Somehow she seemed afraid of these wild little insects, a tepid, silent warning to her uninvited guest.
There is a river blocking the way in front of her. Standing on the bank, her shadow casts a clear outline on the Pianhuo River, with graceful curves; her sun-skinned fair skin is voluptuous and sexy, and she looks like a fairy. She seems to be a super model, a wealthy woman. Grace. She looked up to the sky, embraced the earth, faced the quiet wilderness around her, and looked toward the longing of her soul - she was searching and tracking.
"Cha Qing, where are you?"
"I'm right next to you, talking to you but you didn't hear me."
"I saw you smash things you didn't like, and I saw you fall in love with other things. It was beautiful, very beautiful."
"That's right, she's right next to me."
"Why don't I know who she is you are talking about?"
"You will know, come here and I will tell you."
"Ah, is it me? Why don't I know at all?"
"No, I know, you knew it earlier. He is in your heart."
"Did you kiss her?"
"Yes, she is very beautiful, with a sunny complexion and postpartum glow. She is my wife."
"What are you talking about, what's going on? I said you're crazy."
"You confused me. What, do you regret it?"
"I don't think you are stupid at all, and you are not confused at all."
"Are you confused? Are you overthinking?"
"I-did I make a mistake?"
"I think so, you are wrong."
Jingjing was awakened by her loud words, and she sat upright on the bed: "Mom, who are you talking to?"
Yulan hid Cha Qing in the closet in a panic, and stood beside her son's bed in a panic: "Jingjing, mom has a headache and is talking nonsense. Be good, go to sleep!"
"Mom, who is the uncle you are talking about? Why don't I know him?" Jingjing asked.
"Don't talk nonsense. Mom was talking in her sleep just now. It was all lies." Yulan was sleeping next to Jingjing. When she saw him sleeping, she quietly returned to the bedroom. - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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