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Comprehensive comics of the moon world 92, Forget the recording 9

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    Kuroyukihime looked at Xuanwu Satsuki's lowered left hand: "Teacher, was it injured by Shiki?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes, I escaped at the cost of my hand. Don't worry, Shiki-san is fine. She will wake up in about an hour, but my hand will never be cured." [  com]

    Flowers: "Teacher, are you the one who forced Tachibana Kaori to the point of desperation?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes."

    Flowers: "You are also the one who made Hero Ye Shan's whereabouts unknown."

    Xuanwu: "That's right."

    Flowers: "You were also the one who taught Senior Huang Lu magic."

    Xuanwu: "Yes."

    Flowers: "You are also the one who collects our forgotten memories."

    Xuanwu: "Yeah."

    Flowers: "Also. You were captured by a goblin when you were a child. Is it true?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes."

    Flowers: "¡ª¡ªWhy?Teacher, why do you do this?"

    Xuanwu: "I can't answer you. From my personal point of view, I don't have any purpose. Whether it's Tachibana-san or Huanglu-san, or Hayama-sensei, I just fulfill their wishes. Although  Someone told me that I have my own purpose in the middle, but since I don¡¯t know what it is, I can¡¯t tell you.¡±

    Flowers: "¡ª¡ªBut, collecting and forgetting is another matter. No matter who you are, you don't want someone to show you the forgotten memories, right?"

    Xuanwu: "Is that so? Kurogiri-san, why do you think that?"

    Flowers: "Because, I don't really hope that."

    Xuanwu: "I think so. Because I don't remember it, I don't think about it."

    Flowers: "Teacher, what is going on?"

    Xuanwu: "It's very simple. Because I can only use this method to understand you. If I want to understand the outside world, I have no other way but to collect your records. The reason why Xuan Shuang Gaoyue collects memories must be  That¡¯s why! From this point of view, what she said should be right.¡±

    Another evidence that Xuanwu Satsuki has a certain degree of self-esteem, and that he has the ability to understand the outside world.

    Flowers: "What I want to ask is a clearer reason. In the end, why did the teacher start collecting and forgetting? The teacher should only retrieve his own share of the past."

    Xuanwu: "¡ª¡ªIt's really surprising. Thank you for being able to investigate things so long ago. As you said, I did meet a goblin when I was a child. From then on, my memory began to have obstacles. This  It's true. The reason why I learned magic is because the disorder couldn't be cured by the medicine at that time I don't know if it can be cured now Well, that's absolutely true. I did do it in order to get my past back.  I started learning magic and figured out a way to collect forgetfulness. Originally, I shouldn¡¯t be able to interfere with other people¡¯s memories, right?¡±

    Flowers: "¡ª¡ªThen, why do you collect and forget?"

    Xuanwu: "Kurogiri-kun, because I have to do that. No matter how high I reach, I still can't remember my past. My memory is not forgotten, but damaged. As a result, there is only one left.  The road is easy. What makes me remember is not the past, but the phenomenon recorded in the world itself. I am lucky to have the technology to achieve that goal, but this is still not possible. Observers cannot use themselves as objects.  Human beings can't shake hands with themselves! So - I can only take out myself among other people. People's memories and consciousness are all deeply connected to 'that'. If you want to be a magician, you should listen  Yes. That is the 'location' called the 'root'. My former self was searching deep in your consciousness for memories that might connect me."

    Flowers: "Teacherthere is no Xuanwu Satsuki's past there. Right?"

    Xuanwu: "No, there is an answer there! It's strange, right? Even if I didn't do that, I didn't lose my memory. It's just that I didn't notice that thing. When I discovered this fact, I already  Take the past of many people. Kurogiri-san, why do you think people forget their memories?¡±

    Flowers: "Because the capacity of the brain is limited, we have to distinguish between necessary and unnecessary information. The longer time passes, the greater the forgetfulness. In order to survive without falling into chaos, we must use unnecessary information every day.  The memory must be deleted."

    Xuanwu: "Yeah. That's most of the process. But it's not forgetting but sorting out. Memories that disappear due to time are different from memories that disappear due to personal will. What I'm asking about is the memory that people try to erase.  Classmate Heijie?You clearly knew it but didn't say it.  "

    Flowers: "Teacher, are you saying that the reason why we deliberately forget our memories is to protect ourselves?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes. That is the true face of forgotten memories. Sins, taboos, regrets, etc., you will deliberately forget it. Because it is rooted in deep consciousness and is a part taken out of yourself, so you can only  Just forget about it. You know what? Exploring people's deep consciousness is taking out forgotten records. And I have repeated those actions too many times, going back and forth among the forgetfulness of many people in order to find out my past.  Probably because of this, I have become unclear about myself. Most people survive by forgetting their own sins. They live as if their dirty and ugly side does not exist. This is not a bad thing, but it can be said  It is a biological advantage. But I feel scared. I can't leave the dirt alone. Your world is too unstable and full of too many disputes. If this continues, nothing will be passed on forever. So. In order not to  Let those things be lost, and then I will realize your wishes. What to do with the lost things returned by others is the freedom of the person concerned, right? There is no room for my will to intervene. If you want to decide whether this is good or evil, next  Ultimately, it is the individual¡¯s will that decides.¡±

    "It's just an excuse." Kurogiri Flowers thought, and said, "Is that so? You know clearly that prompting forgetfulness is reporting sin. And you still say that you have no distinction between good and evil?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes. I don't want anything, I just hope to find a solution."

    Flowers: "¡ª¡ªThose are just your own superfluous thoughts. Rather than collecting and forgetting in order to understand human beings, you should give priority to collecting your own memories, Teacher Xuanwu."

    Xuanwu: "That's impossible, Kurogiri-san. Xuanwu Satsuki's memory is not forgotten, but something taken away by the goblin. I didn't forget the memory, I just became confused."

    Flowers: "Can't figure out the memory? After you were abducted by the goblin, are the memories still the same as before?"

    Xuanwu: "Xuanwu Gaoyue has not completely lost herself. So - I don't have to look at other people's forgetfulness. Because even if I do that, I am already homeless.  Indeed, I was abducted by a goblin when I was a child.  Walked by. I don¡¯t know if they can be called goblins. Maybe they are just undead who want companions. They said, let us be together forever. But I just want to go home. I know that the goblins were captured  The child never returned home, so I ran away from them desperately. I crossed the fields and crossed the forest. When I saw my home, I breathed a sigh of relief and looked back, but there were only countless goblins there.  The body, and the hands stained red with blood. Only then did I know that what they said was true. Because it is true, isn¡¯t it? I was a child and I can never go back to the home I once had.¡±

    Flowers: "So teacher, you were not abducted by a goblin."

    Xuanwu: "Well, I probably killed them all, but that was not allowed because Xuanwu Satsuki was relatively cursed by them. It's not that I forgot my memory. From that time on, Xuanwu Satsuki  I don't know if my memory is my own. It's strange that I can't 'recognize' the things I saw. The knowledge I gained after that became not memory but information. The world is no longer an image.  , turned into information that can be replaced with words. My - no, the world outside me has stopped since I was ten years old. Perhaps it is the curse of the fairies, this thing seems to be so strong that there is no way to break it. "

    Flowers: "Liar. The teacher clearly knows that I am Kurogiri Flowers. If you can't confirm it, then you probably don't even know who I am."

    Xuanwu: "Really? I just record the characteristics of the person Kurogane Flower as a phrase. If you have the same characteristics as Kurogane Flower in the record, you will know that you are Kurogane Flower. So if a comparison appears here  You are also the third person who meets the conditions of Kurogiri Kawasaki. To me, Kurogiri Kawasaki is this third person. At least who she is is irrelevant at all. There are no images in my mind, and everything is recorded as single words.  . Or for people, there are only height, weight, body shape, hairstyle, behavior, age, etc. It¡¯s not that I saw you and thought that this was Kurogiri flower. It¡¯s just because the person who best fits these characteristics right now is Kurogiri.  Just flowers. There is no problem in remembering, recording, and preserving. All I lose is the confirmation. Of course, this method will always cause problems, because for me who cannot use images to distinguish things, I can only use words to distinguish things. So.  As long as I change my hairstyle, I might be mistaken for someone else. People around me often say that I forget things easily. In this school, isn't there a rumor that 'Teacher Xuanwu has a weak head'?"

    In fact, ordinary people mostly use similar methods to distinguish the outside world. However, because the outside world itself will also change.?So the way ordinary people carry out the "recognition" process is a vague way, that is to say, when the changes over time do not reach a certain proportion, they can perform recognition and then modify the previous results.  That is to say, the process of remembering, recording, and preserving is repeated.  For example, if two people A and B meet on the 1st of a certain year and a certain month, the impression of B is left in A's brain. At this time, A's impression of B is the same as B on the 1st. When the 2nd,  When the two meet again, b has changed, but it has not exceeded a certain extent. A will follow the change and adjust his impression of b to b on the 2nd.  The problem with Xuanwu Gaoyue is that this range is too small.  The reason why non-intelligent electronic devices are not intelligent is precisely because they have no awareness of "blur", that is, the amplitude of blur is 0. The emergence of artificial intelligence is largely based on the "blur" provided by electronic devices.  Based on the concept of "fuzzy", this is the rise of "fuzzy mathematics".

    Flowers: "Your reality is always uncertain, teacher."

    Xuanwu: "Yeah, but that's enough. I don't have the feeling that I'm laughing, not even this body. If I want these five fingers to operate according to my ideas, I can only assume that 'this should be mine'  "Wrist", one's own body has to be converted into words in order to understand it. However, humans should be creatures that do not need sex, right? As long as we have our brains, it is enough. Because in the end, only the electrical reactions in the brain are what we are  In this world, the outside world is always in a state of ambiguity, and it is determined as the result of real things in each person's mind. Whether it is personality or sex, after all, it is just a decoration that makes oneself easily distinguishable.  . If there are things that have left a physical form, they must be the only things in the mind. Materials are things that are used for consumption and wear. It is natural that this world called the earth will gradually collapse, because it will eventually die.  is the most correct way of existence, so no one will solve this problem. For us, the real world only exists in our own brains. However, even this point is contaminated for me. Trying to solve the problem is  As a human condition, I began to collect and forget. I thought that I did not have a self, but there was a "self-less self", so the real world and the real reality are not that important. Spirit is not  It will stay in the world, and reality has no meaning, because the outside world is too muddy, so it will never exist here."

    Flowers: "So - after you can't recover your memory, you should continue to search, right? Because that's all you can do."

    Xuanwu: "Yes." - Although a certain magician concluded that this matter can be solved as long as there are no humans, I came to the conclusion that humans will do whatever they want and will exist forever from now on.  But my thinking is scattered and formless. Even if I think hard, it will be full of noise and I will not know what to think about.  I have always been troubled by the pursuit of ways to move everyone towards peace.  But Xuanwu Gaoyue could not guide the answer. Without himself, he could only convert the existing facts into words and express them.  Therefore, I pursue the answer at the bottom of people's memory. Among humans who have accumulated thousands of years of history, there may be one person in this long history who can find the answer.  Of course, there may not have been that method in the past, but for me, who is unable to think about the future direction, there is no other way to find the answer except looking from the past called memories.  "

    Flowers: "I still have a question."

    Xuanwu: "What is it?"

    Flowers: "You should just collect and forget it, right? There is no need to record it, and there is no need to fulfill our wishes, right?"

    Xuanwu: "I see, the reason is very simple, because I hope that I am still a human being, and I want to feel that I am still a human being. Although it is said that as long as I am a human being and get along well with humans, I can become your companion. But only  That's not enough. For people, the things they actively pursue come from their own volition. So I have the need to show this. In the past, I persisted in pursuing other people's past and kept repeating this behavior. This is indeed me.  Xuanwu Satsuki does not want to lose his will even after the purpose of retrieving his own memory is over. Yes - this is my only human character, entertainment called interest, and I do this just to confirm it.  thing."

    Flowers: "Is this - your purpose"

    Xuanwu: "Yes, but Kurogiri Flower, no matter which magician he is, he is always like this These are the words you want to know."

    Flowers: "Finally, please tell me, what is Yellow Road Mesa Night to you?"

    Xuanwu: "Classmate Huang Lu is classmate Huang Lu. Is there any problem with this?"

    Flowers: "Huang Lu Meisha Ye Mingming loves you so much"

    ?Xuanwu: "Yes - but that is just her fantasy."

    Flowers: "Don't you also love Huanglu Misaya?"

    Xuanwu: "Well - it's up to her to decide."

    Flowers: "Is this all your will?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes, she is no different from other students - but I admit that in this school, she has outstanding beauty."

    Flowers: "¡ª¡ªYou, could it be"

    Xuanwu: "Yes, the forgetfulness I have collected is not limited to Class 4, I have collected the forgetfulness of all the people in this school. Kurogiri-san, the sediment in this school is not limited to Class 4, first year.  It¡¯s just that you simply didn¡¯t notice.¡±

    Kuroyuki Hana thought: "So - all the students in Liyuan are reflected in this person. He reported the crimes of nearly 800 people, and then returned them according to various wishes It's just like  They are walking on an extremely dangerous tightrope. With such a large number of people, since there are people like Misaya Huangji who have illusions about their brother, there will also be students who hate Gengiri Satsuki No,  If this person continues to repeat such behavior, he should have made people have murderous intentions towards him in the past. Then"

    Xuanwu: "¡ª¡ªYou don't need to say what's next, Kurogiri-san, there's no need for you to worry. Even if someone wants to kill me, the good or evil in it has nothing to do with me. But  Whatever the wish, whatever the result, the responsibility lies with that student. That's right - it has nothing to do with me."

    Flowers: "It seems that I was really wrong. You - you are absolutely different from Qian."

    "He is not a harmless person, but just a dispensable existence." Kuroyukihime thought.

    Xuanwu: "It's been a really long inquiry. So far, no one has been able to give me so many answers."

    Flowers: "That's not the case, teacher. The problem now is not due to the will of Kurogane Flowers. I am doing it for the investigation that the teacher ordered me to do - and to understand you as a person on behalf of Senior Sister Huang Lu."

    Xuanwu: "Classmate Huang Lu is in the old school building. Because neither you nor Liang Yi can act according to her ideas, she has advanced her plan to gather students from Class 4 of the first year into the old school building and set fire to it¡ª¡ª  By the way, if you want to stop her, it¡¯s better to go early.¡±

    Xuanwu Gaoyue did not realize that what he said was completely different from what he thought he should say.

    The flowers of Kuitong have already rushed out.

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    The main part of this chapter is still copied and pasted, with some information that I personally collected that did not appear in the original work mixed in as another point of view.

    The next chapter is another battle, which should also be the ending of the forgotten recording incident.
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