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Comprehensive comics of the moon world 91, Forget the recording 8

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    The time is fixed on the morning of January 6, 1999.

    "Oh, what's the matter with visiting the chapel at this time? Liangyi." Xuanwu Gaoyue had a smile on her face.  [com]

    "The two men quietly took out the knives in their hands.

    Xuanwu: "It's so dangerous If you take out something like this, you will hurt others."

    Style: "Where is Huanglu Misaya, teacher?"

    Xuanwu: "Huanglu classmate is not here, but I think you are looking for me, right? The person collecting oblivion here is not Huanglu Misaya, but Xuanwu Satsuki."

    Shi asked knowingly: "What do you mean by that?"

    "As the word says, although the person you are looking for is me, the goblin just now was not caused by me Ah, classmate Huang Lu doesn't seem to know much about you. A pseudo-goblin clearly  It can't have any effect on you, but she did it to you. Although it is artificial, the anatomy of the creature is only to prolong life activities, and the purpose of being used is just to be killed. How sad!" It seems that she really feels sad.  Normally, Xuanwu Gaoyue closed his eyes.

    The two men clenched the sword in their hands.

    Xuanwu: "That's not right, Ryo-yi-san, I am not a fairy user. The only one who can use fairies is Huang Lu-san. I can't divide my thinking into controlling so many familiars at the same time. That is Huang Lu-san's unique talent."  All I can do is record words. Regarding the goblin incident, I have almost nothing to do with it, and I don¡¯t think you can use that reason to consider me an enemy."

    Style: "What did you say"

    Xuanwu: "I said, you and I are not unrelated. For this cause and effect, I have to help Huang Lu once It turns out that I have nothing to do with this matter, and you are also related to it.  The matter has nothing to do with it, but since I have a deep relationship with you, I have to bear your part of course. The task of stopping Huangji-san is only on Kurogiri-san, and then it becomes a matter of their abilities, so¡ª¡ª  If you want to find a rival, it¡¯s just meit¡¯s really troubling"

    Shi: "Why? Apart from the incident in Liyuan, there is no reason for me to treat you as an enemy, right?"

    Xuanwu: "Really? You hate remembering forgotten memories, right? That's why you rejected me yesterday. From the beginning, classmate Huang Lu was the one who plundered the memories, but only I can do it. Now you will hunt me down."  Student Huang Lu is here just to recover the price for taking the memory, right? Then, your opponent will be me."

    There was a fierce struggle in the hearts of the two rituals. On the one hand, Xuanwu Satsuki had indeed done something that made the two rituals extremely disgusted. On the other hand, the two rituals could not hate Xuanwu Satsuki no matter what.

    In the end, Liang Li used her magic eyes to observe Xuanwu Gaoyue.

    This person's body is covered with death lines, which means that this person is extremely easy to kill. The number of ways to kill him is several times more than the number of ways to kill an ordinary person. Such a person actually acts as  The person designated by the Magic Association's seal is still alive today.

    Xuanwu: "I see, is that the Demonic Eye of Direct Death? My ability can only obtain information from the path others have taken, but you can see where the next road will lead Ha,  You can record me in the past, and you can see you in the future. It seems that the purpose of Araya calling me here is to kill you, Shiki."

    "Really, your true identity is a magician, right? Xuanwu Gaoyue" The two rituals were ready, but they didn't take action. There seemed to be something in her heart that was resisting.

    Xuanwu: "Shi Shi, you are wrong."

    "This time it will be the same as two years ago. Unknowinglyjust like killing a friend named Mikiya Kurogirikill the person in front of me?No" Liang Li was struggling in his heart.  .

    "Well, stop well. If you kill me like this, it will be over. In the past, you kept killing Ori with murderous impulses in order to live a normal life, but now, as Shiki, you must erase your own  You have to have the urge to kill. If you can't do that, you will probably lose Shiki's personality along with it and return to the original empty state of your heart Well, although I heard from Araya that you are a straight-forward person, it seems like  He made a mistake, because from my point of view, you seem to be a little timid." Xuanwu Satsuki said, "I heard Aranya tell you about you, and I was originally called to this city for this matter.  , I have said that there is no relationship between you and me. Although Araya¡¯s purpose is to hope that I kill you, it would be really ridiculous if you were defeated by him before that. What a pity!  I was originally very interested in whether Araya could achieve his goal!"

    The two people stood quietly in the chapel.

    Form: "?Wugu Gaoyue, why don¡¯t you do anything?¡±

    Xuanwu: "I have said everything I need to say. If you want to continue talking to me, you can only use the 'you ask and I answer' method. If you treat me as someone who has nothing to do with me, I  I will also treat you as an irrelevant person and leave. If you want to fight with me, I will also take necessary self-defense measures. I only helped Huang Lu once, but that has passed, so what should I do?  It's up to you. I have nothing to say and nothing to do."

    Style: "You said, as long as it is something I want, you will reflect it in the form I want? But, I never thought about getting back the lost memory."

    Xuanwu: "No, you long to retrieve your forgotten memories, and I am the specific response to your hope."

    Shi: "You are wrong, Xuanwu Gaoyue. I don't want to retrieve the forgotten memories. On the contrary, I must want to forget all the memories. So - I didn't call you."

    ???

    Style: "This is strange. Since you only respond to my wishes, why are you smiling now? I have never pursued a smile. If you were a mirror, you wouldn't be able to smile at all, right?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes, you are right, but I am not laughing, right? I said, I have not laughed at all. However, it seems to be the same in the eyes of the people around me. I obviously think that I am not as ordinary as usual."  Same, but everyone thinks that Gengiri Satsuki is smiling. I have never had the real feeling that I am smiling, Shiki-san. I have never laughed because I want to laugh, and I don¡¯t know the reason for laughing or the value of a smile. I really  I don't understand what the so-called smile is because I have never felt such a thing as 'happiness'. In this regard, I am very similar to you who have no real sense of being alive However, your situation will be resolved by time.  , because the two rituals still have a future. However - I only have the past. Xuanwu Satsuki can only watch the past of others. Just like human beings must plunder other things in order to survive, in order to survive, I must collect things other than Xuanwu Satsuki  Humanity has passed, but I will not interfere at all with what happens after that. After taking out the past, the next result will be determined by the will of the person who owns the past. I can only watch the past and cannot intervene in it. "

    Style: "You just said - you only have the past?"

    Xuanwu: "Yes, having no 'past' is basically closely related to 'having no self'. However, although 'having no past' is a very sad thing, only the past me has a relationship with 'myself'."  'These two words feel very weak. Since I can't 'think for myself', then for Xuanwu Gaoyue, there is naturally no 'dream' or 'purpose'. That feeling is like a book.  What is recorded is only 'knowledge', but in the end it is not the book itself that uses this 'knowledge' For me, it makes no sense for me to operate myself like ordinary people in the world, since I don't even have the courage to commit suicide.  If you can't feel the necessity, then you can only continue to live as Gengiri Satsuki. If you don't even have 'self', then there is only the only way to confirm the existence of yourself - that is to realize the existence of others.  Hope. In addition, Xuanwu Satsuki has no way to express himself. I will give you what you hope for, and I will remind you of that time that you have forgotten. Shiki-kun, this is for you  This should be considered a good thing, right? I just returned the important records that you have forgotten intact to you!"

    Shi: "Is that just your own decision? Give me the forgotten memories? I refuse. Shi does not need something like a letter. It is impossible to get dead memories back. I don't believe a word of what you said.  .¡±

    ??

    Style: "Forever? Record the memories that will be forgotten, and wait to recall them in the future. This is called forever? Don't laugh to death. Those kind of things are all over the floor, you can just pick them up on the road, but you deliberately said this  More is the real problem."

    Xuanwu: "That kind of thing is not 'forever'. Things that remain in the outside world cannot be preserved 'forever'. Indeed, using modern technology may be able to create 'things that will never be broken even if an accident occurs', but even if  The object itself does not change, but we will change. The meaning of the object is given by the 'observer' according to his impression. So even if the object itself does not change, as long as the impression of the person watching changes, this kind of thing cannot be called  For 'forever'. For example, can you look at what you saw yesterday with the same state of mind as yesterday? Yes, you can't? It's because of human natureThe mind cannot remain the same.  New things will become old, and good things will fade. Although the object itself has not changed at all, our hearts have changed the value of the object itself.  You see - no matter whether the individual changes or remains unchanged, does it mean that it cannot last forever?  Why?  The reason is simple, because our ¡®heart¡¯ itself has cut off external things.  Shiki-san, the so-called ¡®forever¡¯ refers to something intangible.  It is something that cannot be controlled by the observer's impression, and can in turn dominate the observer.  The only phenomenon in this world that can be called 'eternal' is 'recording'.  "

    Style: "¡ª¡ªReally? But won't the 'record' in your mouth change? There are many examples of things that are considered good today, but will turn out to be bad when looking back in the future. Like what you said in your mouth  'Forever', that kind of thing can never be found anywhere."

    Xuanwu: "No, what you just talked about is 'memory', not 'recording'. The so-called 'memory' is just a person's personality. Personality can change, and the personality changes in order to adapt to changes in the outside world.  This kind of thing can only be regarded as a kind of clothing at best. You should understand what I'm talking about. A person's tone, personality, and even sex, etc., these are just a kind of clothing that makes it easier for others to judge their own performance.  When the observer itself becomes the object being observed, you will not feel your own existence. You will re-recognize your natural self that overlaps with time, and then accept it. Next, you will understand that personality is  This kind of thing actually does not exist in the first place. The so-called 'record' refers to the core of the soul that even oneself cannot affect. This is the thing that can truly be retained forever, because it is stored in our body.  , and become one with all nature and self. With these things, even if the whole world disappears, it will still remain in your self-nature, and it will always follow you until the world called self disappears.  And then, it stays. And then, it never changes.¡±

    Type: "Although you talked so much, I didn't understand a word of it."

    Xuanwu: "I think so. You who forget even the simplest things, it's natural that you don't understand. The only things in this world that can be called 'forever' are people's 'records'. You mistakenly think that this world is  Life comes first, and memories are created later, but the truth of the matter is - memories come first, and then life is created. For humans, there is no such thing as "what memories are better to remember" and "what memories are better to forget"  Good distinction. Even if your personality wants to abandon the memory, your self does not want to abandon the memory. So your wish is always a forgotten recording, and I just become their mirror image and return that wish to them.  "

    "Don't you have the concept of good and evil? Indeed, you are indeed not 'evil'. You just listen to other people's wishes." The two rituals finally gave rise to the desire to kill the person in front of them.  "I finally understand that you are just a reflection in the mirror. Moreover, in order to emphasize that you are a harmless reflection, you also put all the responsibility on others. How is this behavior different from that of a child?"

    "Shiki-san, what do you meanyou want to fight me?" Xuanwu Satsuki showed an expression that others looked like a "crazy smile", "Okay, in that case, the relationship between Araya and I  Even if the contract is established. Although I think it would be better if we ignore each other"

    The two men rushed forward and waved their swords.

    Xuanwu: "You, don't look at me."

    The figure of Xuanwu Gaoyue disappeared in front of them, and the knife in their hands was also emptied.

    Xuanwu: "It's really dangerous. Your movement speed is faster than your voice. It really shouldn't be underestimated. Thanks to you, one of my arms is damaged. No wonder Araya will be defeated by you. It looks like  You are really good at killing people! But you still can't beat me."

    "Then I won't look at him, but only at his 'death'." Liang Li thought: "I saw it."

    Xuanwu: "There is no one here who knows how to look."

    Everything disappeared before the eyes of the two ceremonies.

    Xuanwu: "Well, it really is of no use to you? Because your body level that is connected to the source is the same as mine. But that can be solved as long as this is done. Here, even the two rituals cannot be seen.  Until deathbut this way, I won't be able to see any objects"

    Liang Ritual swung his knife in the direction of the sound, but it only hit the air.

    Xuanwu: "It's useless. I told you, you can't defeat me. That's right - you can kill all kinds of things, but words alone cannot kill you. But, I can't kill you just by relying on this.  All I can do is like this. As long as I accidentally get close to you, you will easily kill me. So I don¡¯t plan to risk my life. After all, I am not good at fighting in the first place.? people.  All I have to do is fulfill your wish.  "

    Style: "Stop. I don't want that kind of thing at all!"

    Xuanwu: "Then - let's reproduce your lament! Don't worry, even if you want to forget - the record has been definitely recorded on you."

    ¡­¡­¡­¡­

    Xuanwu Satsuki walked out of the chapel, and in front of him was the girl who had come to see him a few days ago.

    Me: "It was a good fight."

    Xuanwu: "This shouldn't be considered a battle."

    Me: ¡°Forget it, it doesn¡¯t matter whether it¡¯s a fight or not, it¡¯s not the purpose of me coming here to find you anyway.¡±

    Xuanwu: "Then what is your purpose of coming here to find me?"

    Me: ¡°I have a few questions to ask. The first question is, do you really think you are a tool to realize hope?¡±

    Xuanwu: "Yes, I feel very weak about the word 'self', and I don't have 'dreams' and 'purposes'. There is only the only way left to confirm the existence of myself - that is to realize the hopes of others."  .¡±

    Me: "Really? But why do you want to confirm the existence of your self?"

    Xuanwu Gaoyue lowered his head and thought.

    Me: "I think you have never been a person without 'self' from the beginning. You may be indifferent, but this concept still exists for you. If it were a real book, there would be no hope that others would use the knowledge in it.  Are you here to realize your hoped-for ideas?¡±

    Because Xuanwu Satsuki only has memories from before the age of 10, and they are fragmented and have undergone many changes, his mental level is not high. Although he is smart, he lacks unity, so he will say from time to time.  Although there are several sentences that have a certain truth, they are contradictory words, or the sentences are inconsistent. If a person uses two or more systems to guide his actions, it will definitely be impossible to carry out the actions.  of.  It is clear that the thing called "self" is always in Xuanwu Satsuki, but he deliberately denies this. The two rituals said, "This person is just like a child." I think it should be correct.

    Me: ¡°Second question, is language really indestructible?¡±

    Xuanwu: "Of course it can't be killed."

    Me: ¡°But in fact, as long as the carrier of language is removed, language will be ¡®dead¡¯.¡±

    Xuanwu: "Language is used to express 'meaning'. Even if all the carriers of language are removed, as long as the 'meaning' still exists, language will be immortal."

    Me: "Don't forget, language is just a tool used to express meaning, not the meaning itself. Although the meaning itself is indeed immortal, language is not. As long as the subject of the action of 'expressing meaning' is lost, that is, language  carrier, then language will naturally be 'dead'."

    The language here refers to the unity of all languages, not to a single language. If it is a certain language, it would be easier to kill it, because as long as all existence uses another language  Tools to express meaning, then the previous tool, that is, a certain language will naturally disappear, that is, "die".  But the unity of all languages ??is different, because all tools used to express meaning are a kind of language. Therefore, the totality of language is immortal until the subject expressing meaning disappears.

    Me: "The third question is, if the whole world forgets about a thing, will it disappear from the records?"

    Xuanwu: "Of course not, 'record' is truly forever."

    Me: "Then there's no stopping something that lasts forever, because even if it's lost in memory, as long as it exists in the record, there's no stopping. What you're looking for is eternity, isn't it?  Is this something that every being in the world has? And your behavior itself, isn¡¯t it just like an animal chasing its own tail?¡±

    It is true that modern technology cannot replicate the observer's state of mind, but the observer's state of mind at the time of observation and the state of mind when watching again will all be written into the record and will never be lost.  Everything, as long as it happened, is destined to remain in the record forever.

    Me: "There is no need to pursue eternity. It will naturally follow us, record our trajectory, record every possibility in the world, and freeze every moment in the world."

    Leaving Xuanwu Gaoyue standing there, I left quietly.

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    Sorry, the protagonist has no intention of starting a fight with anyone this time.What is happening is another battlefield.
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