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Text Chapter 178: Heart of Worship

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    For pure text online reading, please visit m for simultaneous reading of this site's domain name on your mobile phone. Listening to Xiaoyanagi's words, Mashiro looked up at Xiaoyanagi, stunned for a moment, and then asked in a low voice: "What did Xiaoyanagi-kun say?" "I always feel that you seem a little weird.  "Yes, is there anything unhappy?" Xiaoliu said a little strangely. These days, he and Mashiro have been together, whether they are eating or sleeping, even when taking a bath, they often take a bath together.  There were a lot of close contacts, and it was precisely because of this intimacy that Xiaoyanagi understood that there could be nothing unhappy about Mashiro.  In fact, Mashiro has been in a very good mood since the trip, but now it is so abnormal. Although she didn't show anything, Xiaoyanagi always felt that Mashiro was a bit depressed.  This is purely a gut feeling.  It was Xiaoyanagi's intuition about Mashiro. After spending so many days together, Xiaoyanagi had a deeper understanding of Mashiro, so that even if he didn't say anything, subtle changes in his emotions would make him understand something.  This also made him feel some worries, and he asked about it.  Mashiro's matter is Koyanagi's matter. At this time, he looked at Mashiro and asked like this.  Looking at Xiaoyanagi's concerned eyes, Mashiro was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a little moved in his heart. At some times, Mr. Xiaoyanagi seemed a little slow, but at other times, Mr. Xiaoyanagi seemed extremely sharp. This keen feeling seemed to be able to  He could read her mind even subconsciously, and show the tenderness that only belonged to him. She didn't hate this feeling, but was a little happy.  After thinking about it, Mashiro said: "It's a bit." "So, what's the matter?" Xiaoyanagi asked again.  Mashiro ate some sea grapes.  He carefully wiped his mouth with the napkin next to him, and then said: "I always feel a little weird." "Weird?" Xiaoliu was stunned.  Then he asked: "What's weird?" "I used to like these comics authors and the comics drawn by these comics authors. This is a very pure and strong love, or in other words, a kind of love.  Admiration that comes from the bottom of my heart." Mashiro thought about it seriously and then said.  ??Xiaoliu nodded. When reading those wonderful comics, readers will have a feeling of love for the author's works. This is a pure love that comes from the bottom of the heart, without any distracting thoughts.  This is what readers like about the author.  When Xiaoliu was very early, he also liked some writers very much.  Naturally I understand this sentiment.  This is a kind of love that is different from the love between men and women.  Whether the author is a male or a female author will not affect this liking.  Listening to Mashiro¡¯s words, Xiaoyanagi roughly guessed what happened.  At this time, he confirmed again and asked: "Then what?" Mashiro raised his head, looked at Xiaoliu, and said with some doubts about himself: "But now, I find that when I come here, I don't feel the same way about those authors as before.  For those works they painted, I no longer have the same love as before. I seem to have lost my love for those wonderful works. " Then Mashiro lowered his head and murmured to himself.  He said softly: "Before I came here, I was still very much looking forward to it. But after I came here, I realized that there was nothing - so it was inevitable that I would feel a sense of loss. That is,  This kind of emotion makes me feel a little depressed." Sure enough.  However, this delicate emotion made Mashiro depressed, which was beyond Koyanagi's expectation.  Xiaoliu said: "This is normal." "Is it normal?" Mashiro was a little surprised.  He raised his head again and looked at Xiaoliu and asked: "Why is it normal?" Xiaoliu said: "For a target that you like but can't reach, if the gap is too large, an emotion called worship will often arise. This is the most primitive and  The most innocent emotion. Of course, there is another way of saying that this kind of admiration is an emotion generated by the protection of one's own self-esteem. If the gap between you and others is too large, you will classify others as being different from yourself.  , To preserve one's self-esteem in this way, but the kind of love generated by these is called worship. " "Yes, is that so?" Mashiro was stunned for a moment and said.  "Yes, but now, you no longer need to worship, you have your own style, you have your own comics, no less than those comic authors, even above these comic authors, at least as good as them,  We have been ranked first in Weekly Shonen Jump for a long time, which is enough to prove this point. You still have some subconscious feelings of admiration, but when you come here, you will find that.Worship, I don¡¯t know when, has already disappeared.  Xiaoliu smiled and said: "Such a change is inevitable. You have to accept this, because this is something that each of us must change."  " "But I don't think it's disapproving.  "Mashiro seemed to want to say something else. "That's natural. For these outstanding cartoonists, the only emotion I still have is admiration. This is admiration for my colleagues.  "Xiao Liu said with a smile. "Is that so?  "Mashiro finally accepted it, nodded and said, as if the knot in his heart was untied, took a deep breath, and then said: "Although I am a little uncomfortable with this feeling, it seems to be very good. Now that I understand  , there will be no confusion or confusion anymore, thank you Mr. Xiaoliu.  " Xiaoliu shook his head, watching Mashiro seem to have recovered from the depressed mood just now, and his mood was much better. " He likes to see Mashiro innocent and carefree, only in this way will he feel better  A lot. At this moment, a voice came from the side: "Teacher Xiaoliu?  " Koyanagi turned his head and looked at that person. " This is actually the editor of the Weekly Shonen Jump branch in Kyoto, Panda Editor, who he hasn't seen for a long time. " Unexpectedly, he actually appeared here. " You are actually here?  "Koyanagi said with some surprise. "This is all thanks to Teacher Koyanagi and Teacher Sakura Mashiro.  "The panda editor said this, and in fact it is true. If he didn't have this relationship with Xiaoyanagi and Mashiro, he would definitely not be qualified to appear here. "Teacher Xiaoyanagi, it's been a long time."  "The panda editor said hello again, and then greeted Mashiro: "Teacher Sakura Mashiro, it's been a long time since I saw you.  ¡± Compared to Xiaoliu, he seems a little afraid of Mashiro. This kind of emotion makes Xiaoliu confused as to what is going on. (To be continued) r1292 The fastest update, please read. ?¡­
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