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Text 279 There is no heart but no courage

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    ps: Read the exclusive story behind "Korean Entertainment: Otaku Artist", listen to your more suggestions for the novel, follow the official account (add friends on WeChat - add official account - enter dd), and tell me quietly!  In the darkness, Yin Xian clearly felt that the girl who climbed into his bed wanted to do something.  "Don't be like this." Yin Xian hugged the soft body in his arms tightly, making her unable to move.  Just the touch from his hand made him feel a little distracted.  "Oppa, what else do you want from me?" Kim Taeyeon suddenly started crying.  "Taeyeon, you are a good girl. I am not worthy of you." Yin Xian felt a strong sense of guilt.  ¡°A feeling of guilt that cannot be washed away even if I jump into the Han River no, even if I jump into the Pacific Ocean.  He suddenly felt like crying.  I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s because of Kim Taeyeon or because of myself.  "oppa" "Listen to me telling you a story." Yin Xian interrupted Kim Taeyeon, took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions, and then told the story about himself and Han Hyo Joo to  Kim Taeyeon listened.  Nothing to hide.  Including what happened in Beijing and that night.  It also includes regrets after getting off the train.  After telling the story, Kim Taeyeon fell silent.  "Taeyeon, you see, I am actually such a person." Yin Xian smiled wryly at herself, "I don't take the initiative, I don't refuse, I don't take responsibility. Although I can't say he is a heinous person, I am definitely not a good person." Kim Taeyeon is not.  He spoke and struggled slightly.  Yin Xian didn¡¯t know what she meant, but instinctively let go of the hand that was tightly wrapped around her.  "Taeyeon, I'm very grateful that you like me." Yin Xian said sincerely, "And I don't deny that I have a good impression of you. But this good impression is not enough to support me taking the initiative to do anything for you. Even if  What a sacrifice. But I find that I can't refuse all your kindness and devotion to me. " "Oppa, aren't you rejecting me?" Kim Taeyeon suddenly interjected, "Otherwise, I might have become one by now.  Yours" "This is why I can still say that I am not a heinous person" Yin Xian sighed.  "Oppa, your story is very nice. Why do you want to listen to mine?" "Oh? Yours? What story?" Yin Xian suddenly felt that the two of them had been together for so many days and had such a sincere conversation.  This is the first time "My story is very simple. I fell in love with a person from a song. Then, for him, I was willing to give everything I had." Kim Taeyeon's story is indeed very simple: "No matter what he does  Whether I care or not, it¡¯s my own business to cherish it.¡± Yin Xian was silent.  "Oppa, if you were still a man, kiss me." Kim Taeyeon said seriously.  "If I were a responsible man, I wouldn't do this." Yin Xian refused.  The little voice of reason in his head grew smaller and smaller.  "Oppa, didn't you say that you don't take the initiative, don't refuse, and are irresponsible?" Kim Taeyeon asked back.  Yin Xian was speechless.  "If youthen I will" Kim Taeyeon whispered.  Then, Yin Xian felt that his mouth was kissed by Kim Taeyeon.  Instinctively, he wanted to push Kim Taeyeon away.  But it didn't work out.  Just like just now, Yin Xian was afraid of Kim Taeyeon's chaos and hugged her tightly.  Kim Taeyeon hugged Yin Xian tightly, making him unable to struggle.  "This way, you won't feel any pressure, right?" Kim Taeyeon said lightly after they parted their lips for who knows how long.  The next morning.  Yin Xian woke up from his sleep again.  He looked at Kim Taeyeon in his arms.  Nothing happened after last night.  Although Kim Taeyeon is very ambitious, she has no idea what she should do to successfully seduce Yin Xian.  In addition, Yin Xian clenched her teeth and insisted on holding her tightly, making it difficult for her to move, let alone behave strangely.  ¡°It¡¯s completely impossible to say that Yin Xian didn¡¯t react at all last night¡± ??????????? Almost just a little bit just a little bit.  It¡¯s very inexplicable.  Just when Yin Xian was about to give up his last rational resistance, Kim Taeyeon shed a tear strangely.  Then this tear was like a sap hitting the back of Yin Xian's head.  Although Yin Xian knows.  Kim Taeyeon cried because she felt wronged, but for him? said it reminded him of his sister.  I remembered how I felt when I faced my sister who told me that she was pregnant while cooking instant noodles with an indifferent expression.  Some things seem to be fruitless, but some people still have extravagant hopes.  ¡°Yes, it¡¯s not that I can¡¯t accept Kim Taeyeon reluctantly, it¡¯s not even forced.  Do you hate her?  Not at all!  To be honest, in Yin Xian's heart, he still has a crush on this girl.  After all, he seemed to have a good impression of this girl in his previous life!  But when it came to making up his mind to become boyfriend and girlfriend or even go further or have some kind of relationship with her, Yin Xian felt an inexplicable feeling of resistance in his heart.  Why?  This question has been on his mind since the two of them boarded the plane to Europe together. Yin Xian guessed that their relationship would come to an end after this trip.  He can¡¯t say he likes Kim Taeyeon, but he doesn¡¯t hate her either.  Moreover, he loved the feeling of playing music with her.  It¡¯s really like what my sister said, I feel connected and very comfortable.  In Yin Xian¡¯s heart, he still didn¡¯t want to break up with Kim Taeyeon and never have any contact with her again.  He still wanted the two of them to return to a relationship of pure friends, or bosom friends.  So, he is sorting out the various possibilities between the two of them.  This naturally includes why the two of them can't be together.  ??Except for those objective factors that Yin Xian thinks can be overcome for the most part, such as idol baggage, company resistance  During this period of time, the two of them got along day and night, which made Yin Xian realize that the two of them had never had a true heart-to-heart relationship.  Even when chatting, we always say half and leave half.  It just so happens that the two of them have a lot of resonance in music.  Then these things that touch the soul can often reflect a person's deepest emotions.  Ever since, the two people's communication method, which seemed a bit like Tai Chi, was put on the emperor's new clothes It seemed particularly funny.  I clearly know that you are like this, but you didn¡¯t tell me that you are like that. You asked me to guess Although Yin Xian knew from his previous life that this is the normal state for girls, he still doesn¡¯t like it.  .  Not used to it.  However, if you don¡¯t like it, you can gradually like it, and if you are not used to it, you can gradually get used to it. These can only be said to be estrangements, not reasons for resistance.  At this moment, he finally understood.  That was actually something he should have understood a long time ago.  Because of the song "Onion", because my sister once said.  She resembles her.  Although Yin Jihui¡¯s busy and fulfilling life seems good now, Yinxian knows that her sister is not happy.  What happened to my sister happened while I watched it happen.  Yin Xian also went to see the man who made him hate him so much.  It¡¯s just like that.  However, my sister just likes it.  Andno regrets.  What else can I do?  It¡¯s a feeling of powerlessness.  I know clearly that this is wrong, but I feel helpless that I can't change it.  So, when faced with a girl whom he could not even talk about liking, and who might not even be able to like her, Yin Xian would instinctively reject anything that might cause too deep a bond, right?  For examplelike now.  I and Han Hyo-joo were together.  Isn't it just that confused Then Yin Xian found that although he could convince himself that it was just a one-night stand, it was just a little indulgence But in his heart, he could not stop caring about that girl.  Then, Yin Xian understood what the ancients called a thunder pool.  SoYin Xian's last trace of Lingtai Qingming was still not broken by Kim Taeyeon.  And he would rather be called unmanly than cause himself any more troubles like cutting things off and messing them up.  Just bear with it for a while If you really can't do it Go out and have some fun. There is no place where you can talk about money instead of feelings Yin Xian, who suddenly calmed down, had no idea. Then Kim Taeyeon, really  There is nothing left to do.  Kim Taeyeon, who was just a little depressed, launched an attack on Yin Xian's mouth.  From the time the two of them tossed and turned on the bed to falling asleep, Yin Xian's lips were swollen by Kim Taeyeon.  His persistence finally paid off.  Although Kim Taeyeon cried until she was in tears, in the end??Still nothing was destroyed by my own impulse.  Or perhaps, Yin Xian is holding on to the bottom line that he feels that he can still be regarded as a "not the most evil person".  But no one can tell whether this is true.  He just wanted to make himself feel at ease. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? by Can I really feel at ease?  God knows Yin Xian climbed up from the bed, not daring to take another look at Kim Taeyeon who was still sleeping there. After covering her with the quilt, she rushed directly to the bathroom.  He is 27 this year.  Even according to Chinese standards, he is 25 years old.  It¡¯s the time when you are full of energy!  Although he only had that one time with Han Hyo-joobuthe was no longer Hina after all.  "I can hold such a beautiful little girl like a flower and do nothing all night long.  Yin Xian suddenly felt that he should be friends with Liu Xiahui?  Of course, just because you haven¡¯t done it doesn¡¯t mean you don¡¯t want to do it.  Sitting in a comfortable position can be divided into those who cannot be disturbed and those who dare not be disturbed.  Yin Xian is the type who can, but dare not.  ¡°Alas, I have to say that Little Dinosaur¡¯s evaluation of Yin Xian is definitely the most correct.  Although that was only their first meeting.  At this moment, Yin Xian really felt that he was not a man!  Then, he regretted even more, why did he think so much last night!  So now he needs to take a good cold shower to calm down This cold shower takes a long time.  It took Yin Xian a long time to calm down his restless mood.  Or, at least, not that But when he got out of the bathroom, he saw Kim Taeyeon, who had also woken up and was sitting there in a daze.  He immediately lost his composure.  "Yeah! Taeyeon! Put on your clothes when you get up!" Kim Taeyeon ignored him.  Sitting there blankly, looking at Yin Xian blankly.  I don¡¯t know if I haven¡¯t calmed down, or if I am thinking about something.  "Get dressed and don't catch a cold." Yin Xian went directly to her bed to dig out her pajamas and put them on her.  "You don't have to worry about it." Kim Taeyeon didn't know whether she was angry when she got up or something But the atmosphere became very strange in an instant.  Kim Taeyeon suddenly showed a very evil smile.  Yin Xian¡¯s face suddenly turned red.  In the early morning, the edges of the curtains were never tightly drawn.  The faint light that comes in is reflected by the milky white wallpaper in the hotel room, giving the room some gentle illumination.  ??Blurred and dreamy.  Kim Taeyeon, with her long hair hanging down and her M-shaped legs, was just doing that on the bed, naked.  The light just shone on her body, and her skin glowed like white jade.  The beauty is gentle and moist.  Breathtakingly beautiful.  And the curve of the body is like a gold edge, although it cannot be called that but it also embodies the temptation incisively and vividly.  Seeing such a scene, if Yin Xian can still remain calm Then he is really not a man In this case, it is normal for his body to react in some way And just now  Yin Xian managed to suppress this evil fire by using cold water and distraction.  Now I was stimulated again And then I was seen by Kim Taeyeon like this "Hurry up and get dressed!" Yin Xian was about to become angry with embarrassment.  "No!" Kim Taeyeon became playful and jumped up from the bed.  He jumped on Yin Xian.  Yesterday, he just touched Kim Taeyeon's back when he hugged her with his hands. Apart from the touch that made him feel a little distracted, there was no actual feeling. Today, the impact of the picture Yin Xian used the past life to get it from the Internet  The stupidest way I've ever learned is to bite my lips My lips were already swollen by Kim Taeyeon last night, and the swelling hasn't subsided yet.  After using it, it was bitten  and then naturally there was no more  After the two packed up, they set off from Brury.  After wandering all the way back to London, and then.  Back to Korea.  Along the way, the battery of Kim Taeyeon's mobile phone was used up again.  But this time, instead of taking photos, I sent all the photos of the two of them in Yin Xian's phone to her phone "After getting off the plane, let's go separately?" After nearly 20 hours of long journey,  Finally, the plane landed smoothly at Incheon International Airport.  Kim Taeyeon, who said nothing on the plane, said something to Yoon Hyun.   "Okay." Yin Xian nodded.  "These songs oppa wrote this time" Kim Taeyeon put on her sunglasses so that Yin Xian couldn't see her eyes.  "I have no intention of publishing it." Yin Xian shook his head.  Kim Taeyeon lowered her head.  Said: "I want that song "Two Weeks of Princess". "I'm sorry." Yin Xian continued to shake his head.  Kim Taeyeon said no more.  In the taxi back to the company, Yin Xian received a text message.  The beautiful princess could not marry the handsome prince in the end.  So she won't grow old and ugly over time, then turn into a jealous queen, and then transform into an old witch to trick the young princess into eating a poisoned apple.  She would only sing to the moon every night on her tower.  Recalling the happiness and sweetness with the prince, and then quietly grew old and died.  Yin Xian read it carefully three times. ?Then the message was deleted.  Then I deleted the number stored in my phone.  If you delete your number, can you forget it?  Yin Xian closed his eyes.  He knew he couldn't forget it.  But it must be forgotten.  He had already made his decision when he bit his lip 20 hours ago.  It¡¯s too late to regret it anymore Although, he really regrets it No, I don¡¯t regret it.  (A great pie-in-the-sky event, a cool mobile phone is waiting for you! 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