The name Jiujiu may be a magical existence, or it may be a kind of curse. In the eyes of Jiujiu it should be the latter. ¡°Because magic can make people¡¯s wishes come true, but curses can only make people despair. Since I can remember, my sister-in-lawthat is, the previous generation has been very kind to me. "I am Changchun, you are Changchun, we are the same life." I still remember when I was a child, my sister-in-law hugged me and said something inexplicable. As I get older, I gradually begin to like people. My father dotes on his youngest daughter and gives her the right to make a free choice. My father always says that even if the path of life you choose is not the best, it is the path without regrets. Because there is no one to blame, because there is nothing to regret, because there is no love to hate. The person who walked into his life was a man of the same age. Although he had a genetic disease and was a mixed race, he was still attracted by his strong smile and chose him. ??????????????????????????????????? also?chooses to like the river traffic boat competition. It is the favorite sport of young square-eared children, and every year it attracts hundreds of thousands of participants starting from the Galaxy Rally to compete for qualifications for the quadrennial Grand Prix of the Ring. "I will participate every year. I want everyone to understand that having such a disease will not make you a caged bird." As a lover, I should have helped him fulfill his dream and let every patient The sick children understand that the suffering they suffer today will become the foundation for each other's strong tomorrow. Until that day, I received news from the organizer of the competition. Traffic boat accidents, there will be accidents of one kind or another every year. Sometimes the contestants involved in the accident will be found soon. Destiny will not block the way for each other, so that the separated lovers will be lucky, but sometimes, fate will It has become extremely cruel, so that the separated parties will never be reunited again. Your own fate is so harsh. Having no heirs and facing a harsh environment, I had no choice but to leave that small home, partly to escape the responsibilities of being the youngest son of the Long Erxi family, and partly to be loyal to the choices I made. Grandfather always said that everyone has to pay the price for their own choices. As his child, I always remember it. So, living a poor life in the lunar area of ??the Earth Federation, living in a small room, and sometimes even living by picking up some junk, just to remember him, just to not be arranged another path by others. Until the end was approaching, I thought this was my life, but I never thought that when I closed my eyes and opened them again, what I saw was my young self in the mirror. Thatthat was probably the first time I went out when I was young, the first time I went to see relatives, and the second time I saw my sister-in-law. "We meet again." My sister-in-law smiled and stretched out her hand, patting the fearful and frightened person on the head. Then when she left, she added: "Go and repair the cracks in the sky." Ah , yes, go to mend the sky. With the previous regrets and guilt for him, I met him again, fell in love with him again, heard the news of the disaster again, and happily drove the patrol boat that my father gave me when I got married to my hometown. Planetary Belt. I still remember the coordinates when he was killed. I thought it was a joyful encounter after the disaster. I thought it was a loving embrace after opening the cabin. However, that coordinate there is no cabin. ¡°I lost him again, I was in jail again, I spent my life alone again, I opened my eyes again, and I saw my sister-in-law with the same name again. "Life is hard, so I blame people, regret, and hate love." My sister-in-law changed her lines. No regrets, because this is the path I chose, no resentment, because this is the person I love, and no hatred, even if I am afraid of returning empty-handed at the coordinates again, even if I am afraid of being imprisoned for the rest of my life, even if I am afraid of the next time Another disappointment. Through the hardships again and again, I also made many friends. Until one time, the fifth open era was almost over. At the invitation of a friend, I finally entered that devastated world. New Eden has swept across most of the Eastern Continent. Those were the most difficult years. The innocent people in the Eastern Continent really felt like they were wandering in hell. ¡°Compared with the children who couldn¡¯t even eat grass roots, the suffering I suffered was much lighter. So, start exploring the world alone. I still remember the first time I saw him in the corner of the ruined wall. At that time, he looked very lonely, his tail was broken, and the armor on his body was covered in blood, but it didn't look like it was his own. "Are you a new playerI'm sorry to let you see the bad side of this." Then?The kitten smiled, full of sadness. He stood on the road full of corpses, only one person, but he seemed to be blocking thousands of troops. Sitting on the broken eaves, we talked with him for a while, until the New Edenians attacked again. At that moment, the sad kitten disappeared, and what appeared in his eyes was the sight of a predator, the thinking like a weapon, and the joy that a hunter has when facing his prey. It was a standard killing performance. The kitten killed all the enemies with the long sword in his hand. In the rain and bloody wind, he laughed, even though he was crying, it looked better than his smile. "My name is Marceauthe girls I love are all married." He said this. At the offline party, the kitten sat in a wheelchair and sighed. "My name is Changchun, and the man I love is dead." I said this, and drank one glass after another of fruit wine with him under his surprised gaze. We are both fallen people at the end of the world, so why should we have known each other before. So, there was a miko in that world who sat aside and watched the kitten kill. Until the troops of the New Edenians came to Mogus, it was the final battle. The people of the Eastern Continent lost everything, but he was the only one who did not give up. A cat guarded the road, killing the enemies again and again, until one day A combination of a cat with a square ear is surrounded. "This time, I can't save you anymore." He sighed. "You can't save me." I still remember saying this with a smile. The fifth open era is over. New Eden has unified the entire continent, and its brutal iron hoof tramples everything. No one knows that there is a kitten who fights to the end. When I opened my eyes again, I found that I was no longer in front of the mirror. What I was wearing was the long white dress that I got from my father on my birthday a year later. "My little one has grown up, you must have met the right person." My sister-in-law is always like this, saying words that make people guess. Not wanting to endure the disappointment, I begged him before the game, but he refused. "I don't live for you alone." He replied. He always felt that he was trying hard to express himself and that a patient should not lose hope. He doesn¡¯t know that what he shows is the source of other people¡¯s pain, and what he shows is the extension of life¡¯s despair. Once again I was disappointed, once again entered the game at the invitation of a friend, and once again saw the kitten standing alone on the street. "Are you a new player I'm sorry to show you the bad side." He said this again. He actually didn¡¯t need to say that. Once again, I accompanied him on his journey to save the Eastern Continent. A hero can die, but his faith cannot be lost. "If possible, I really want to live again like in the novel. Maybe in this way, I won't lose the girl I like." He said. Medieval songs echoed in the small hotel private room. The female voice sang hoarsely about "Have you ever loved someone? You loved him more than he loved you. Do you still remember it?" ??Remember it, it will be unforgettable. ¡°Closing my eyes again, opening my eyes again, I found that I was one year older. If you can do it over again, treat it honestly. "You said I will definitely die if I go to the competition?" There is no doubt about each other, so there is no reason to separate. "A long time ago! I never thought you would go so far!" If I could do it again, the memories would be like dust. "You must have read too many Earth Federation novels!" If your heart has never been hurt, you can love without flaws. "Let's break up!" Once again disappointed, once again losing his whereabouts, once again wandering to the Federation, once again meeting him on that avenue. This time it was different. A squinting peer was sitting on the ruins where he once sat. "Are you a new player I'm sorry, Marceau and I let you see the bad side of this." She smiled and said the words he once said, and his face was full of smiles, even if Each other is scarred. This time, the people of New Eden finally failed in Mogus, and the people of the Eastern Continent retained the last beacon of humanity. On the last night of opening, the horn of the end of the war sounded. ¡°It¡¯s all worth it for all of us,¡± she said. "In comparison, I hope you are happy more. This is what motivates me to fight." He added. For the first time, I doubted my choice. The first time, it started with standing in the corridor watching Qiu Yu. For the first time, my sister-in-law and her uncle were traveling far away so they could not meet each other. For the first time, at a party where I met him, I passed him by with a smile. But starting over does not guarantee the success or failure of love. You will understand after you have to start over again. I have used it seventeen times. What a stupid woman. Every encounter with Marceau is different. Sometimes, there are other girls around him; sometimes, there are a lot of friends around him; more often than not, he is still alone, standing in a pool of blood. . "Is it useful for you to be like this?" New Eden doesn't win the final victory every time, but she has seen every injury he gets, knows why the scars on his body come from, and understands the pain and sadness under his smile even more clearly. "At least I tried hard, didn't I? If the cat student didn't even try hard, then my cat student must be the most miserable." Marceau always likes to laugh, although behind the smile is sadness that is difficult for others to detect. , he always likes to say that he has worked hard and has no regrets, but what he sees in his eyes is full of regrets. Compared with himself, Marceau is in pain because he can't do it over and can only repeat the same mistakes again and again. But he is lucky because he doesn't need to do it over again and doesn't have to face making choices again and again. of pain. Every time I come back, I am growing up. My sister-in-law always says that growing up means good things. Sometimes I also think that missing the time to meet him may be a good thing, because I no longer have to fall in love with the person I shouldn't love at the wrong time. She can¡¯t save him, and she can only save each other by leaving. Once again, we came to the avenue, but this time he missed the appointment After asking around, we found out that he was dead. Life turns out to be so fragile. He or she is just a poor person drowned by the torrent of time. With such regret, I once again returned to my childhood. This time, I went to the Earth Federation, met Marceau when he was young, saved the squinty-eyed fellow who was destined to be hit by a car, and got to know each other. Her sister and everyone became good friends. Then Marceau died again. Sometimes people die out of spite. Sometimes they die from cannibalism. Sometimes, you die from evil people who covet you. It turns out that my existence is ominous. It turns out that I No! My life shouldn't be like this! So, I began to carefully plan my future. Every step was carefully chosen; every step was done to the extreme; every step was strived for perfection. Every time Marceau survives, it feels like he has been saved. Every time, when I see him and the girl accompanying him come together, my heart is always empty. Until one time, under the monument of victory, he reached out his hand, a little clumsily, a little expectantly, and a little hesitantly to grab her wrist. "I am alone, and you are alone Can we lick each other's wounds?" In this way, the road of suffering in life has an end. Marceau has his own opinion, but he will do what is right. He will beat people, but he will love them even more. I also knew his life experience, felt pity for him, and doted on him even more. Although he has to leave the family because of this, every time Marceau learns the truth, he will trust Fang Er more in front of him, who has sacrificed everything for him. After such a long life, I was finally able to pass away in the arms of my lover. Even if I open my eyes and start over again in the next second, I feel that there is hope in life and it is worth working hard for. A wise man once said that everyone is someone else¡¯s bridge to happiness. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? At the same time, he also added a sentence. Those who are not willing to be a bridge must have the awareness to become a stepping stone.