It's too late to type, so I suddenly thought of writing an essay. It's not because Christmas Eve is too happy today. On the contrary, my mood has been a bit bad these days, and today is even worse. There is no special reason for being in a bad mood, it is just two things, and both things are accumulated over time, and until today, I finally can't suppress it anymore. The first one. Before I even started writing this book, I expected to receive some flak. But at the time, I thought too simply, thinking that readers who didn¡¯t like **** would just criticize it, so I just put a bulldozer on the cover. When you see the cover, you should know what kind of book this is. If you don't like it, you won't click in. If you click in to read it, you have accepted this setting. If you continue to complain like this, it only proves your IQ. It turns out I was only half right. It is true that no one shows off their IQ in the book review section. But the full show of IQ lies elsewhere. In other book club groups related to Korean entertainment, or in other novel book review sections, friends often give me feedback like this: People are looking down on you again. It doesn¡¯t matter if you despise me, it was already expected. If what you mean is "the bulldozer doesn't look at it", this is a normal reaction. Everyone has their own tastes. Let's just shake hands and go our separate ways. But at a glance, they are all "Tsk, wreaking havoc? Isn't it just a pornographic book?" "Wrathful? What's so interesting about pornographic books." Look, how high-end and majestic, how righteous. This is probably the case for an innocent gentleman who has never seen a young pornographic woman masturbate in her life. But I want to say that if you can conclude that it is a pornographic book, it can only prove that you clicked in and read it. Otherwise, just by looking at the cover, would you know whether I am pornographic or not, whether it is pornographic or sadistic? The moment you came in front of the Bulldozer cover, your innocence was gone long ago. Can you stop pretending to be noble? Disgusting. You can just say that the writing is not good and you can abandon the book, or you can say that a certain character portrayal does not suit your liking and you can abandon the book, or you can say that it is not good-looking for other reasons. I don¡¯t expect everyone to like it. , but can you please be more candid? What kind of gentleman do you think you are if you ridicule pornographic books behind your back and say they are not as noble as your family? It has been nearly two months since I published the book, and nearly a month after it was put on the shelves. I see feedback like this almost every two or three days. I just laughed when I first saw it, but after two months of reading, my temper has been changed. It's started. Is it finished? In fact, I have always felt that niche categories should help each other. Friends who have been in my old group for a long time will know that there are as many as seven or eight new Korean entertainment book authors in my group, and many of them have the potential to blow my ass off. , I directly told them that random advertising is okay; I have also been recommending other well-established Korean entertainment books to others in the group, basically commenting on a few advantages to get people to read them. But what did you get in exchange? In exchange for the contempt and ridicule of other readers? Ask yourself, who behaves like a true gentleman? You or me? So in the near future, I won¡¯t say good things about other books, so as not to feel like a bitch. Are you going to find fault with me? Will I have nothing to find fault with? How perfect do you really think it is? And to put it bluntly, if you want to be the best in art and the best in mind, you were still wearing crotchless pants when I was playing. Do you really think you are so cool? This is the first thing, and it is the main reason for my recent bad mood. The second thing I want to tell you is about groups. As I said before in a single chapter, the old group is about to explode. It is noisy and there are often five or six topics being discussed at the same time. I don¡¯t know which sentence to reply to, and in the end I can only chat aimlessly. That's why I started a group v. The purpose is to quietly discuss the issues in the book with a few book friends. Therefore, I set a threshold for joining the group v. I don't want group v to be the same as the old group. But there are often people who insist on joining the v group. They don¡¯t take screenshots to verify when they get in. They just click on a shared file and run away. Brother, there really aren¡¯t any rips in there, but there are more rips in the general group. If you want to go to the rips, just go to the general group. I also go to the general group every day. This matter can be regarded as a small complaint, but thank you for your love and support for Rampage. ¡°Hmm¡ Now that I¡¯ve opened a single chapter, I might as well write more. Recently, readers in our book review section have actually had a lot of dissatisfaction. I didn't handle it well myself. Because some things are difficult to control. I want to write more about emotional accumulation. Some book friends are impatient and find it boring. I would like to encourage you to do this. Some book friends think it is too rough or too frequent. It is difficult to harmonize the two rhythms. I am also looking for a better path. Please be more patient. ?????????????????????????????????????????? Due to the severe crackdown on the Internet, some scenes cannot be written, and I have no choice but to turn my writing to other places, which also disrupts some of my own rhythm. This is beyond human control, so please forgive me. ¡°Also, I tried hard to make An Zhengxun¡¯s image more three-dimensional, with the emotions of past and present lives.?The entanglement, and even the changes in my mood in the past few years of this life and now, must be gradually reflected in the text. I don't want this book to be just a pure bulldozing without any nutrition. That is quite boring. Regarding this, it is a test of writing skills. Maybe my expression was not in place in many places, which caused misunderstandings among some book friends. They felt that they were entangled again or pretending again. That was not my original intention, let alone An Zhengxun's original intention. I hope that after reading this passage, everyone can understand An Shao more. Because he is a human being with flesh and blood, not a machine that only bulldozes earth. This book only has less than 500,000 words. There is still a lot of time and a lot of space. I will try my best to outline the image of everyone. Hope I can do it. i1153