"Hey, it's all my fault. People don't really mean what they say when they lose control. Forgive me."
In the bright and elegant living room, the channels on the large wall-mounted LCD TV screen are constantly switched. Lily was sitting on the fabric sofa, holding a pillow in one hand and the remote control in the other. Her cell phone was thrown next to her, her face expressionless.
I originally planned to go on a date with that bastard tonight, but now I won¡¯t go. I have no other arrangements, so I just stay at home. It just so happens that I have to go to school tomorrow.
Lily doesn¡¯t like quarreling, very, very much. Ever since she was a child, she saw her parents quarreling non-stop until they broke up. She hated this kind of thing, especially emotionally, yelling, crying and throwing things After trying it, she didn't like it even more, and she preferred to treat it coldly first. , calm down before speaking.
She is also a little afraid of quarreling. She has long seen through the essence of this kind of thing, which is just to irritate each other. It's just a joke, and you may be very happy to see the other party getting angry; but if the quarrel is serious and you really annoy each other, the relationship will suddenly become tense at best, or it will end immediately because both parties feel that they can't get along anymore.
They had this quarrel, and they seemed to have this feeling. He actually called her pretentious, princess sick, didn't believe him, and was condescending
Lily threw away the pillow and took a deep breath. What about you, you unreasonable little hooligan!
She would rather he said, "Oh my God, if your eyebrows are any thicker, they'll look like bangs" and just trim them thinner, or "Oh my God, you look so bad today", she is like Helen Could she be the most beautiful woman who could trigger the Trojan War? Does everything look good in you? Although that bastard kept saying that, she knew it wasn't true. She thought she was pretty good-looking, but not in good shape. Anyway, if that's the case, you can change your makeup and look. If it doesn't work, just call him "a superficial idiot who only cares about looks!" It's really possible to advance and retreat.
But what happened today was not like that, it really wasn¡¯t.
She took the phone and looked at it again. Lily raised her eyebrows arrogantly. Do you want to reply? Reply to what?
When I think about it seriously, I feel confused and confused. It¡¯s still hard to believe. How could he say those words? So ugly, outrageous, classless, almost insulting
Regardless of whether it is right or not, or whether there is a reason, does a boyfriend talk like that to his girlfriend? Then you turn around and admit your mistake and ask for forgiveness. Then what do your words mean? If it is all your fault and this kind of thing happened, how can I forgive you so easily?
What a tragedy. Maybe I shouldn¡¯t go shopping at Chanel today. I just want to buy a new bag for a date tonight. She couldn't help but sigh.
She knew that in the deepest part of her heart, the corner that only she could see, she didn't want it to happen at all.
Because she really loves him and cherishes this relationship. He said that she also dated and had male best friends. She had gone on casual dates. She accepted the opportunity and gave it a try. But it was not because you were too busy. She had a new girlfriend all of a sudden, and then another She was not like that, and neither did her male best friends, and she never did. Doesn¡¯t he understand that I have never loved anyone else as much as I love him? Otherwise, why would we want to get back together? Viy is not the only talented and handsome person in the world.
Yes, why can¡¯t you let go and forget this bastard?
You are really worthless! Lily shook her head gently, she was really worthless, very worthless.
During the month and a half of their long-distance relationship, she missed him every day. His jokes in text messages could make her laugh for a long time, his love words could make her excited and intoxicated, his movies made her want to go crazy, and his other talents She watched them all over and over again; she had talked about him as a bastard, but she also tried to understand him and find explanations for him: he didn't mean it, it was work, he was mine, he was just that cool
She could detect something changing again. He was becoming less and less interested in her affairs and thoughts. He kept talking about Jennifer, Liz, and Emma. He wanted to close the "viy said" column, but she turned out to be from him. He explained that it was for the tragic power that burst out at the end of "The Death of Film Critics", which made sense, but he didn't seem to care about the special meaning of this column to them.
"Lou Ramnik Incident", she just expressed some dissatisfaction to him, and he started to reason and talk about right and wrong, which made her want to talk too and sit down face to face to have a serious talk. . In fact, she felt that it was making a fuss out of a molehill. Yes, it was a disagreement in the bigger picture. She did not support him because it could be done better and more appropriately. However, as long as he smiled sheepishly and slyly and said, "I see, this is the trouble of your love," she was almost settled. She thought that she had always liked him helplessly and he would do things that she didn't like. The "bad things" that he can do and dare not do, like he said, give him the middle finger.
She likes Wei who might even tease her by turning around and make her laugh; now he's like surprised "What? You don't think that's cool? Oh my god, that's coolYou are so inferior, what can we do? "Then everything becomes very complicated. You have to decide the winner or loser. Why? I really don't understand.
But she knew that there was a problem, and there must be reasons for it on her part. Because there have been several conflicts in succession? Of course she didn't like him getting involved in another violent incident, so why not if it could be avoided? That time she really needed to take it seriously, and she was a bitjealous. Maybe she got excited when she said it, and he started apologizing again. She felt sorry for him because of it, and felt that he cared too much. He had to endure restraints when he was so cool, and she knew that was not good. .
So on Duoduo¡¯s birthday, she wanted to make her feelings clear to him, and she told him clearly that he was an idiot, but she just liked him. He said it very well. They have reached a new stage of love. Small differences are the food of love and bring them closer. It is really good. It seems that everything has been solved without being serious. I was very happy that day.
It turned out that was not the case. She had prepared a lot for Halloween. He couldn't make it back because of work. Did she ever complain? Now he said that he didn't want to play with her and didn't have much fun and he didn't even want to talk on the phone. What does this mean?
"Alas!" Lily clicked on her phone to enter several text messages and finally deleted them. She put down her phone again, and nothing seemed good about replying.
She doesn¡¯t like to cry. Crying can¡¯t actually solve anything, can it?
Today she shed tears, but he remained unmoved and continued to talk, harshly and fiercely, and her tears had no effect. At that time, she wished she could cry loudly and see what would happen to him, but that was too shameful, so she endured it and just choked.
Maybe it¡¯s because she doesn¡¯t want the matter to end in tears. That¡¯s just to cover up the problem. She never takes emotional matters as a joke. As for him, he is so fierceAm I irritating you? Is it all my fault? Returning the cause and effect, the biggest reason is to be stupid and get back together with you, otherwise these things would not be right, you and your Liz can do what you think is cool together!
Lily, calm down!
"What did I do wrong?" Lily asked herself, enduring the heartache and concentrating on thinking about his words.
They were all very unpleasant to hear, and perhaps some of them were out-of-control angry words, but they all expressed some of his thoughts. When it comes to announcing their relationship I actually want to let nature take its course. It's been less than two months since they got back together. Isn't this a slow pace? Ordinary people may not necessarily announce it to their friends after being in a relationship for two months. And what about the outside sounds? Didn't you say he was cool? What else to say?
Lily hopes that she can think clearly, but after thinking about it, everything is a mess. She vaguely feels that there is something bad about herself, but many of his words are unreasonable. It just makes people understand him better. It's really bad. Her thoughts were unclear. Not taking medicine at night might have affected her. Thinking of this thing made her feel depressed. He either disliked her or treated her specially, like a madman who said something she couldn't tell him
I don¡¯t want to think about it anymore. I don¡¯t want to think about it anymore.
We have to go to school tomorrow and have a lot of things to do. That boring villainwhat is he doing? Don¡¯t think about it anymore!
Lily snorted angrily and looked at the TV screen distractedly. After an unknown amount of time, her head felt swollen and aching due to her random thoughts. At this moment, another text message came from her phone. She picked it up and saw that it was from Ye Wei again: "My princess, I'm here!"
She was startled, and then she realized, is he coming here? Didn't you say you should calm down for a few daysand you still call me princess, is that ironic? still?
No, he is serious! Lily's heart skipped a beat. This man was so shameless. He would definitely come here if he said anything. He meant that he was on the road. If he started from his house, he would be there soon She held the phone and stood up quickly. He ran out of the living room and rushed upstairs.
We can¡¯t let him see me like I am now! Wearing pajamas, no makeup, oily face, and a pimple on the cheek, no, no, no!
"A quarrel is a quarrel, even if you are not a peerless beauty, you can't live without her image!" Otherwise, if they break up, he won't even regret it and will only forget her quickly.
No matter what, you must leave the most beautiful side in that bastard¡¯s heart, and show your sex appeal to slander him to death