At 6 o'clock in the morning on August 14, as the sun began to rise in the sky, Ye Wei got up. Recently, he has lived at home more days than in Santa Monica.
Now that the production of "The Lovely Bones" has been completed, "Winter's Bone" has not yet started. He has been in a semi-leisure state for the past two or three days, arranging various things properly while enjoying the rare moments since the release of LMS in November last year. half-month holiday.
Today is so important.
Before 7 o'clock, Ye Wei had already walked to his usual place on Sunset Boulevard. He was wearing a gray short-sleeved T-shirt and black jeans. His hands were empty and he didn't bring anything.
Breathing the fresh air, looking around the street, waiting for the girl to appear.
After an unknown amount of time, he took out his cell phone and looked at it, wanting to call her and send her a text message. It had been over a month, and he hadn't bothered her since that afternoon at school. Putting the phone back in his trouser pocket, he took a few steps and watched the morning passers-by and dogs walking by.
It¡¯s been a year, on this night last year
Thinking and waiting, the time was getting closer and closer to noon, but she did not show up.
Ye Wei was a little anxious and couldn't help but take out his mobile phone and send a text message: "Hello, Ms. Tawarman, is Lily at home?" It wasn't that he didn't want to wait any longer, he just wanted to know if she had come quietly. If If she does, he will go to find her at all costs instead of just standing here waiting.
After a while, his cell phone rang. When he saw it was Ms. Tawerman, he quickly answered the call and looked around nervously, "Madam, good morning!"
"Good morning, Weige." A mature voice of a middle-aged woman came from the mobile phone, "Lily and I are in New York. We arrived in New York a few days ago."
Ye Wei was startled when he heard the words, his gaze lowered as he looked at the north side of the street, and then he looked up at the blue sky, "Oh, okayhow is she doing lately?"
"She seems quite happy. I can't tell you what she is really like. She knows you are still persisting," Tawerman said.
"Oh Madam, I won't disturb you anymore, thank you." Ye Wei couldn't say anything, and his heart was empty.
"Wait a minute." Tawarman stopped him, her tone was serious: "Weige, I want to ask you again, are you serious about your pursuit of Lily? It's not a play, it's not impulsive, it's not just to be with her. Have you ever thought about the future? "
Ye Wei couldn't help but laugh: "Madam, you haven't understood. You can't say how I feel whether I'm serious or notLily can make everything about me meaningful, and she can also make everything about me meaningless. Madam, This is what your daughter means to me."
"Then I know what to do." Tawarman sighed a little, "I was not optimistic about your relationship at the beginning, and frankly speaking, I still am not optimistic about it now. There is nothing else. A boy who is too charming is not a good boy. But You have been in the past two months." The voice paused and then said: "I dare to believe that you are really serious. Today I will tell Lily all the secrets I know. She has the right to know them. What will she think after that? It¡¯s up to her.¡±
"What? No, don't!" Ye Wei subconsciously screamed.
"Why not?" Tawerman asked.
"Because" Ye Wei paused for a while and then said: "Make things simple." It's not that he didn't know what he was thinking, because he didn't want Lily to think that he was making excuses. If it was wrong, it was wrong. He was unwilling to use this A sissy way to get her possible forgiveness, just a man's way.
Tawarman didn't care about his little thoughts: "I promised you to hide her before. As an elder, I had to observe whether it was appropriate to tell her. Now I know that I should tell her. But, Lily has the right to know, so she doesn't It would be very unfair to her to make a judgment without knowing everything.¡±
Ye Wei fell silent. Tell Lily everything? A thought jumped up: Will she give me another chance?
He didn¡¯t like this thought, but it grew rapidly and created many beautiful compound scenes
"Tell Lily I'm leaving for New York now."
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Manhattan, New York, is very busy, but the small garden of a quaint three-story townhouse on the Upper East Side is very quiet.
"Mom, what are you going to tell me?"
Sitting down at the round table in the garden, Lily looked at her mother doubtfully. She went shopping on Fifth Avenue in the afternoon and had a good time. After her mother made a phone call, she took her back to the property and said she wanted to tell her something, but she didn¡¯t say what it was all the way. This made her originally My confused heart became even more strange.
"Lily." Tawarman also sat down on the leisure chair, "About Ye Wei"
"I don't want to hear him!" Lily stood up in surprise, so what could he do?Got it! ? What songs did you sing or what movies did you shoot? Why say him!
"Mom is hiding some secrets from you." Tawarman said with an apologetic look on his face, "Looking at it now, he did bad things with good intentions."
Lily stopped leaving, turned her eyes, her thoughts were still confused, "What's the secret?"
Tawarman said to her daughter in the gentlest voice possible: "Last December, the night Ye Wei returned to Los Angeles from San Francisco after the beating, I had a conversation with him after you met him at school. ¡±
"What are you talking about?" Lily's thick eyebrows gradually wrinkled, "What did you say?"
"The situation at that time" Tawarman sighed, "Your emotional entanglement has already affected your health. Mom can't let the situation continue to worsen." She looked at Lily's face that was blushing because of her understanding. I felt heartbroken but kept going: "I told him that you have suffered from ADHD since childhood and your health condition. I asked him to either stay with you or stay as far away from you as possible."
"He knows?" Lily's expression changed continuously, she scratched her hair in confusion, and her face turned red for some reason, "He knew all along!?"
Tawarman nodded and could only quickly explain: "He promised me to try to settle the case out of court as soon as possible, and not to bother you anymore. He said he would never appear in your life again I think that boy wanted to stay away. You, he won¡¯t ask for mercy from the school and move.¡±
Lily¡¯s heart became increasingly blank, but she suddenly understood some long-standing doubts about why he seemed to be eager to be expelled from school during the Honor Review Committee. The scene where he was driven away by her and ridiculed by her when he returned to school last month clearly emerged before his eyes.
"You promised me you wouldn't tell him" She murmured softly and sat down on the chair.
"There's one more thing." Tawerman paid attention to his daughter's mood, followed the psychiatrist's advice, and said in one breath: "In January, just after the New Year, we returned to Los Angeles after vacation. On the night of the 4th, he suddenly called Ask me if you are at home, say thank you for the advertisement and give you a New Year gift, and then I tell him"
Lily looked at her mother expressionlessly, her eyes unblinking.
Tawarman sighed: "My mother didn't know at the time that it was you comforting me. It was a misunderstanding. I told him what I thought was the truth. You went on a date with someone you liked very much. I warned him not to get close to you again. Because he had a girlfriend and I didn¡¯t know they had just broken up. He agreed and we ended the call.¡±
She knew that Ye Wei actually chose to be with Lily at that time, but
Lily was as unresponsive as a wooden person. After a while, she asked: "Then what?"
"Then." Tawarman suppressed his sigh and said, "Before your meeting with him, I talked with him and understood the situation. I originally wanted to tell you these secrets at the time, but he asked me not to tell you. Lily interrupted and asked, "Why don't you tell me?" Tawarman added, "He said he has a new choice in life and doesn't want to be with you. There is no need to stimulate you more."
"Then you just listen to him and stop talking?" Lily's voice trembled slightly, "I told you not to say anything, but you insist on saying it. He told you not to say it, so you don't say it"
"Mom, I'm so sorry." Seeing her daughter become lifeless, how could Tawarman feel so good, "Ye Wei at that time had many problems of his own, he was out of control, and he was not suitable for you at that time. Later now, he's better, I think he's better. I have to tell you this before things get more complicated. It's unfair to you if you don't know everything."
Lily shook her head slightly, as if she was denying her mother's words.
"Baby." Tawarman reached out to hold her daughter's hand, "Ye Wei, this boy, I think he is fine. Mom doesn't want you to miss out on your possible true love."
Lily didn¡¯t say anything, she didn¡¯t know what she was thinking.
The sky is getting gloomier, dark clouds are coming from the distant sea, and the weather forecast says it will rain in New York today.
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At 9 pm New York time, a plane taking off from Los Angeles landed at JFK Airport.
It was raining heavily in the dark night sky. People were holding umbrellas on the dangerous streets of Queens and the prosperous streets of Manhattan. The windshield wipers of the vehicles passing by on the road were swiping down and down, and water droplets were splashing in the air.
The luggage was stored at the airport. Ye Wei put on a light brown coat, took a yellow taxi, and headed to the destination alone.
Ms. Tawerman sent a text message before saying that she had told Lily everything, but Lily responded calmly and didn't say anything. It was impossible to tell her attitude.
He didn¡¯t call Lily or send a text message. He didn¡¯t need to speak, he would understand in person.
Under heavy rainThe streets lined with residents were quiet, and the street lights and lights of the houses on both sides illuminated the night. The taxi stopped slowly, and one side door opened. Ye Wei walked out with a black umbrella, his sneakers stepping on the rain on the sidewalk, and looked at the townhouses a few steps away.
According to the address and description given by Ms. Tawerman, he walked past several houses and came to stand in front of this brightly lit, simple-style three-story house.
He saw a figure peeking out from behind the curtained window on the left side of the door. The figure moved around. After a while, the dark brown classical wooden door on the dozens of small steps opened, and a young girl walked lightly. He walked out slowly and stood by the small porch.
It¡¯s her, Lily.
She was wearing a blue and white plaid shirt and long white cotton pants, with one sleeve rolled up with her hands, looking very generous and sassy. It had been more than a month since we met, but her face was still beautiful, her light brown hair was longer and draped over her shoulders, and her thick eyebrows and big eyes were just like the late autumn when we first met.
Ye Wei looked at her side, and Lily looked at him. They were only three or four yards apart. No one spoke, there was only the sound of raindrops.
After looking at each other for a long time, her eyes first moved away. I don¡¯t know whether it was the tears welling up or the rain that had driven them away, which made her eyes covered with tears. She didn't come over.
Ye Wei clenched his right hand holding the umbrella more and more tightly. The huge loss swallowed up his body and mind. It was not today. She didn't fall in love with you again because of what you called before you went crazy. That's not a reason at all, it's just a despicable idea.
"Wrong is wrong. You may have changed for the better, but she didn't accept it.
Although her heart was full of bitterness, Ye Wei smiled slightly. Seeing that Lily didn't speak or give any sign, she turned around and walked back, walked into the house, and closed the door.
He laughed, maybe she really doesn¡¯t like you anymore, not even a little bit, never again.
He stood for a long time, looking at the motionless house. The sound of rain made it difficult for him to hear what she said, but he understood that she would not come out again, and she had already given her answer. He grabbed the handle of the umbrella so tightly that it trembled, said "good night", turned and left.
After walking a few steps, Ye Wei looked back and then continued walking.
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?The video was uploaded on Monday, July 3, 2006, the last video of "Hiscram".
The mysterious boy in the utility room in the video said in a gentle voice: "Hello, I am Heath Kram, and the song I sing for you today is make-feel-my-love."
After saying the opening words, he played the black guitar and sang Bob Dylan¡¯s famous song:
"When the rain falls on your face, and the whole world is robbing you"
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The heavy rain is getting heavier. At New York's JFK Airport, a flight to Norway is about to start boarding. In the bright and empty terminal, Ye Wei stood up and looked around, silently hoping that a figure would suddenly appear, just like all the movies about last-minute airport rescues:
She would appear in front of him at the last moment before boarding the plane, and he would hug her and live happily ever after.
No, I can¡¯t see her.
When he sat down in the ordinary cabin seat of the plane, she did not appear in the seat next to him; when the plane was about to take off in the wind and rain, she did not appear on the plane's forward track to stop the flight; the plane shot straight into the night sky After flying for a long time, New York was already far behind, and she came from other cabins without saying "hey".
There was silence in the cabin, and most of the passengers were sleeping with their eyes closed.
Ye Wei leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes slightly, but he couldn't fall asleep. He put on the earplugs of his Walkman and played the song. As he listened, he heard make-feel-my-love.
She appeared, and her face was in front of her eyes, in her mind, and in her heart.
"When the rain falls on your face
And the whole world is robbing you
I really want to give you a warm hug
make you feel My Love
When the night sky is hazy and the stars appear
But no one wiped your tears
I really want to hold you for a million years
make you feel My Love
I know you are undecided
But I will never be sorry to you
I already knew it, from the moment we met
There is no doubt that my heart belongs to you
I am willing to go hungry, I am willing to have a bruised nose and a swollen face
I would crawl or dance along the street
There¡¯s nothing I¡¯m not willing to do
make you feel My Love
??The storm rages on the rough sea
Also on the road of regret
The wind of change blows wildly and wantonly
You haven¡¯t seen the best of me yet
I will make you happy and make your dreams come true