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- The early morning sunlight shines through the window into the spacious bedroom, reflecting the clothes on the floor. Black men's suits are scattered everywhere, some books and books are scattered everywhere, and the table and table are all messy. Apparently there was a scene last night. Fierce storm.
On the double bed, which is neither too big nor too small, a teenager covered with sheets has just woken up.
His short black hair was messy, his naked upper body showed strong muscles, there was a medium-deep hickey on the left side of his neck, and there were multiple bloody scratches on both shoulders.
"Are you crazyYe Wei, are you crazy? What are you doing"
Ye Wei murmured and closed his eyes, pulling up the sheet to cover his whole body. After a while, he threw away the sheets and opened his eyes. There was no change at all in the bedroom. One of Amy Rosen's sneakers was still next to the bookcase, and the other should be in the garden outside the window.
"Amy Gray, you can't leave now."
"I didn't say I was leavingoh!!"
Damn it. Ye Wei pinched his forehead, but he couldn't stop squeezing the flashing scenes of last night in front of his eyes, from the H-wave celebration party to here, and then all he saw was Amy Rosen's red face as if she was crying. , those big bright and moving eyes.
He wrinkled his eyebrows, he¡¯s doing this, he¡¯s doing it
¡°You fucked her.¡±
The more I think about this matter, the more certain it is, the more my heart trembles and the more confused I feel.
How could you be like this, how could you be like this, what's wrong with you, it's not about having sex on the first date, it's about Are you single? You are single! ?
??Have you figured out the situation? ! !
You have the nerve to talk about love? Talk about dreams? Talk about art? Who do you say you love, who do you say thank you to?
You don¡¯t deserve it.
Ye Wei punched the edge of the bed and let out a roar like a trapped animal, his face flushed red.
??Ashamed, confused, scared, uncomfortable, hating myself, and at a loss.
pain.
After a long time, Ye Wei reached out and opened the upper drawer of the bedside table, took out his mobile phone and checked the text message box. There were many new text messages, but none of them were from Nina. But how could she not watch the ceremony? How could she not know that he had won the award? How could it be possible? Not happy for him
"Yunique!" A bright smiling face appeared in his mind, "I'm a rather stupid person, and I can't seem to say anything except 'I love you', so I decided not to say it!"
Thinking of something, his eyes started to heat up, and then the hand that was clicking on the button to flip through the new text message suddenly stopped, Lily's text message.
It was sent at around 6 o'clock in the morning. He took a few deep breaths and opened the text message: "Congratulations! I watched the live broadcast. I'm sorry for not wishing you the first time. I think you must be very busy. The acceptance speech was wonderful, The female companion is very beautiful, be careful if Nina is jealous, no need to reply to me, just keep working hard ^_^¡±
Another bright smiling face appeared in his mind, making Ye Wei break into a cold sweat.
I¡¯m sorry for the people who love me, I¡¯m not worthy of Lily, I¡¯m not worthy of Nina, I¡¯m not worthy of any good girl.
I'm an idiot.
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????: A pretentious, tacky, idiotic bastard piece of trash.
What did you promise Lily?
What did you promise Nina?
What did you promise mom?
Will you tell Duoduo about this?
Those vines are the most precious things, those vines are worth fighting for and what you really care about. But suddenly he went crazy and cut off all the good things. Ye Wei, you are a selfish person, no different from all disgusting bastards, you'd better die.
Ye Wei's eyes were red with roars, and when tears almost burst out, he tried his best to hold them back.
You did this so damn much, and now you say you are very regretful and sorry, what do you think? Make yourself feel better? There were more than ten thousand opportunities last night, every second was an opportunity for you to stop, but you didn't! You fucked "Christina" hard, again and again.
Even if you die, you don't deserve any sympathy at all, because you are just a damned beast.
Ye Wei sat up expressionlessly and vaguely heard some small noises in the room, which should be Amy Rosen.
He took his mobile phone and sent text messages to his parents, Gia and others, and made a few calls. He explained that he would have a vacation alone today and that work would continue tomorrow. He doesn't want to do anything now. He feels completely empty, like he's not himself, he doesn't know who he is, he's a monster.
Ye Wei put on a T-shirt and pants and walked out of the bedroom, smelling the aroma wafting from the kitchen in the air.
All the way to the entrance wall of the open kitchen, I saw Amy Rosen standing l?She was cooking breakfast next to the ??-shaped wooden cabinet. She had bare feet and slender calves. She was wearing one of his white T-shirts, a pair of lace camouflage beach pants, and a red and black sports jacket. They all looked loose, with their sleeves rolled up with their hands.
Hearing his footsteps, she turned to look, her long curly black-brown hair tied into a ponytail swaying lightly, her beautiful face grinning, as if she was a little shy, a little embarrassed, and a little curious.
Ye Wei was a little embarrassed, scratching his hair, not knowing what to say. The fiery passion last night seemed to have disappeared as the night passed.
"I saw eggs, ham, toast, and ham and egg sandwiches in the refrigerator!" Amy Rosen turned back and continued to look at the pan on the gas stove. She was flipping the eggs with a spatula in her right hand, "You like to eat How cooked is it now? (Both sides are fried, the egg white is fully cooked, and the yolk is mostly cooked).¡±
"You decide." Ye Wei's words were a little dull and he looked away from her, not knowing how to face her. What did she think?
Amy's brisk tone was full of joy: "Leave it to me. I studied cooking at Spence, and I also went to a cooking school. Isn't it strange?" She laughed, "Vegetarian cooking school! But, you Do you think eggs are vegetarian? I think so. Eggs have no soul, and so does milk.¡±
"Well, forget it." Ye Wei responded, feeling empty in his heart and having nothing to say.
¡°I want to make grilled cheese sandwiches, that¡¯s my specialty breakfast, but you don¡¯t have cheese or butter here, and you don¡¯t have an oven¡±
"You go ahead, I'm going to the bathroom." After Ye Wei said that, he turned around and left, scratching his head.
"Okay." Amy turned to look at him, looking at his walking back, frowning her slender eyebrows, and then went to cook the eggs, but her movements were already a little slow. Naturally, she could see Ye Wei's coldness. From last night's talk of everything, it seemed that he had nothing to say.
Did he treat last night as a one-night stand? Amy's face turned ugly in an instant, and her heart was clogged. This was not a one-night stand, this was a date.
The first date was *, it was the first time for her. She is not a traditional and conservative person when it comes to sex, but she is not a casual person either.
It¡¯s just that everything got out of control last night. She felt like she had met her Prince Charming. Everything was so right and everything was so good. Isn¡¯t this the beginning of a beautiful story? She went for a serious love, but what did he think?
Thinking about Ye Wei¡¯s dating charm and his superb bed skills, the more Amy thought about it, the more unsure she became. Ye Wei was a veteran, maybe for him, this was just an affair
She was a little lost in thought. When she came back to her senses, she saw that the poached eggs in the pan had begun to burn, and she quickly scooped them up and put them on the dinner plate.
After working in a messy mind for a while, when Amy put two plates of ham and egg sandwiches on the dining table, sat down on the chair next to the table, and looked towards the entrance with her eyes wide open, Ye Wei had not come back yet.
It¡¯s too fast, it¡¯s really too fast.
Amy put her chin on her right hand, her elbow on the table, and sighed softly, Amy Gray, you did something stupid.
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In the bathroom, Ye Wei took a cold shower. The coldness did not make his mind active, but he had already understood the difference. Whether he was crazy or something, things had happened some vines had left him. . This is the result of your own creation.
When I saw my face in the bathroom mirror, I felt even more disgusting and different.
Those dark eyes saw and revealed something different.
When she changed her clothes and left the bathroom, she came to the kitchen again and saw the prepared breakfast there. Amy Rosen was sitting at the round table. Her smile was a little forced, "Hey."
"Hey." Ye Wei sat down opposite her, looked at the fragrant sandwich on the plate in front of him, and praised: "It looks delicious." He picked up the sandwich with both hands and took a bite, praising Amy who seemed to be looking forward to it. He said: "Hmm! It's great. Wait, the omelette seems a bit" He turned his eyes and tasted it, "It's overcooked."
"Yours is a little burnt." Amy's tone was calm, without the interest she had just now. She also picked up the sandwich to eat, and suddenly asked: "How do you feel?"
"It's great." Ye Wei continued to eat the sandwich and took another bite, "I don't know if you can be an astronaut, but a chef can definitely do it."
"I mean, how do you feel about this?" Amy's round eyes were unblinking.
Ye Wei was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly laughed, "What a wonderful night."
Upon hearing this, Amy's face suddenly changed. She opened her mouth slightly and wanted to speak but couldn't say anything. After a while, she said: "A wonderful nightI understand." With a complicated and forced smile, she repeated: " A wonderful night, I got it"
"Amy" Ye Wei wanted to say something, but couldn't.
"I feel differently from you." Amy looked away, with tears in her eyes, "I thought you would let me slow down in this high-speed world I may have thought too much"
Ye Wei laughed a few times, his eyes gradually calmed down, and he smiled and said: "You are too serious. Why are you so serious?"
"Yes." Amy pursed her lips and smiled, looking at him again, "A wonderful night, only you and I know about it. Viy, you are really amazing." There was obvious self-deprecation in her smile, "In my life Best ever*, thank you.¡±
The-best-*-of-my-life.
"So, I won another award." Ye Wei smiled and nodded, "Emmy Award for Best Operator (best-*er, best bastard)."
Amy¡¯s laugh was clearly a sneer, and she ate the sandwich in her hand.
Ye Wei had already finished eating and said jokingly: "The Oscars and Emmys had a wonderful night. The Golden Globes heard about it and were unwilling to accept it and said, 'What about me?' The Saturn Awards said, 'Hey, you There's me, let's do it. ' But the Golden Globes didn't like it and said, 'Fuck it, I don't want to do it with you.'"
"What do you want to say?" Amy finally couldn't suppress the various feelings in her heart, and her face turned cold.
¡°I don¡¯t understand the Saturn Award either, so I asked ¡®Why?¡¯¡± Ye Wei shrugged, ¡°Because it comes with a ring (Saturn¡¯s-Sun, Saturn¡¯s ring).¡±
Although this is funny, if it was last night, Amy would have laughed so hard that she couldn't straighten her waist, but now her face is even colder: "Are you mocking me? I'm not at your level."
"No, Emmy Grey, I just want to make it clear." Ye Wei seemed serious, but also seemed carefree, "I was an Oscar winner last night, I thought you were an Emmy winner, and I never thought about the Saturn Award. I just I broke up with my ex-girlfriend and was completely unprepared to start a serious relationship again.¡±
"Just tell me." Amy looked directly at him, "For you, is this a one-night stand or a date?"
Ye Wei fell into silence again. After more than ten seconds, he said: "Between the two."
"Okay." Amy nodded, "I'll leave after breakfast. But I tell you." She suddenly choked up and spoke louder: "Although I am not a Saturn Award! But I am not a Satellite Award either! I I wouldn¡¯t just go to bed with a jerk, maybe you would, but I wouldn¡¯t! I thought you were the right person I¡¯m sorry, I overthought it.¡±
In the silence, she hurriedly finished her sandwich and stood up to clear her plate.
Ye Wei, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly made a loud noise, raised his head and laughed: "This is such a classic! I was talking about our award joke, hahaha!"
"Hehehe." Amy faked a smile and ignored him. She hurriedly rinsed and put away the dishes and other tableware. She went to his bedroom to get her clothes, went to the bathroom to change them, and faced After adjusting her makeup in the bathroom mirror, she picked up her handbag and left.
She walked out of the house while pressing her phone to send a text message asking her assistant to drive to Santa Monica to pick her up.
But he saw Ye Wei also dressed neatly and went out with him.
"I don't need you to send it off." Amy said, "It's not far from the beach, I can just walk by myself."
"I'm not going to the beach today, I'm going to Disneyland today!" Ye Wei said with a smile, turning the car key in his hand.
Amy looked at him in astonishment and kept walking, "What are you talking about?"
"We are not a one-night stand." Ye Wei followed her to the porch, "We are dating. Amy Gray, I like you and enjoy our date, but I don't want to fall in love with you for the time being. Don't be so serious, okay? It's just Date, take your time.¡±
"You little bastard" Amy couldn't help but stare and said, she likes me, but doesn't want to love me, what kind of bastard would it take to say this!
"I also want you to be like this, like me, but don't love me." Ye Weixiao said, "We can have a relaxed and happy relationship first, and then see what happens. What do you think?"
You go to hell! On the one hand, Amy almost blurted out this, but on the other hand, she struggled very much. Being looked at directly by him so calmly and calmly, she felt flustered and a little bit angry. From the celebration party to now, she had never taken any initiative, but was just passively being watched by him. Walking holding hands
I¡¯m still 17 months older than this asshole! What she said was: "What if I already fell in love with you?"
"No, you haven't." Ye Wei smiled, "We all know not yet."
"Love cannot be controlled." Amy added, "What if we fell in love with each other while dating?"
"If there is any sign of that, tell me and I will tell you too." Ye Wei made a knight's salute, "We'll talk about what to do later. He reached out and put his arm around her shoulders, as if he was trying to convince her, but also as if he was trying to convince himself: "Why are you so serious?" Amy Grey, we are all so young, just enjoy our youth. "
Amy struggled twice, then silently let him hug her, her thoughts racing around her.
"What do you think?" Ye Wei looked at her, "It's all your decision.
"Do you date other girls?" Amy asked.
"Maybe." Ye Wei said.
"Do you know how to fuck other girls?" Amy asked again.
"Maybe." Ye Wei added, "I just want to say, don't take it too seriously, okay?"
"Is this an open relationship?" Amy asked with a frown.
"Maybe." Ye Wei seemed to remember something funny, "Maybe."
Amy blinked her eyes, and her heart was filled with emotions that she didn't understand. A challenge? Not convinced? Interested in him? The joy of dating him? boring? Don't be serious? All thoughts suddenly merged into one sentence: "Okay, I'm single anyway, and you little bastard is quite interesting."
Ye Wei said: "And he is also the best operator." Amy rolled her eyes and smiled, "Yes, the best fool."
"Oh!" He hugged her and walked towards the black Audi parked in the parking lot next to the front yard, "Disneyland, here we come!"
"Really?" Amy asked in surprise, thinking he was joking.
"Of course, don't be busy with anything you have to do today! If you disappear mysteriously, stay hidden and have fun all day long!"
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Not long after, the Audi car was driving on the highway to Disneyland. Ye Wei drove the car. Amy in the passenger seat looked at the scenery outside the car window without saying a word.
The atmosphere from last night has not returned, and a new atmosphere has not appeared. There is only silence.
Lifeless silence.
Amy looked at the scenery and then at Ye Wei's profile. She looked and thought. She didn't know how long it had passed before a thunderous memory suddenly flashed through her eyes. This surprised her and made her smile gradually. Her smile became even wider. of joy, with a bit of softness in her big eyes.
After thinking for a while, she said loudly: "Fool, I figured it out. I discovered a secret of yours."
"What?" Ye Wei glanced at her.
"I was thinking just now that a person who likes to listen to Carpenter and old songs, a person who makes those excellent movies, can't be that kind of bastard." Amy said very confidently, "Then I thought, What are you thinking about?"
"Please tell me, I want to know too." Ye Wei said with a smile.
Amy showed a helpless expression, "You don't want to love me because you love Lily Collins."
"Excuse me?" Ye Wei looked at her as if she was dumbfounded, "Are you crazy?"
"Your face is a little red." Amy snickered, finally taking back some initiative, "Are you sure? You love Lily Collins, but you want to date me?" She looked at his face sinking, and said His voice was getting colder: "Are you crazy? If you don't want to play, then we won't play. Stop talking nonsense. Damn it."
"Xiao Weige, your reaction gave me the answer. When a bastard doesn't become a bastard when he hears someone's name, then he loves her."
"Oh, what kind of scientific theory is this?" Ye Wei sneered.
Amy looked at him with her eyes wide open, not wanting to miss any of his reaction, and said, "You are my big fan and have watched all my movies, right? Then you should have watched "The Only Love"." Ye Wei Her face continued to sink, and Amy added: "My character's name is Lily."
For a moment, his face seemed empty, with nothing in it.
"Genius." Amy reached out and patted his shoulder, once or twice, "I don't care what you think, you want to play, I will play with you. But remember, I am not Lily Collins, I am Amy - Rosen! "Three times, four times, "You will fall in love with me, and I will get rid of you when the time comes." Five times, six times, "Little bastard, sister will teach you how to be a good person."
"Hahahaha!" Ye Wei laughed, stepped on the accelerator and accelerated, "Amy Gray, what a funny joke! You are really narcissistic, tell me your plan?"
"A man only wants two things." Amy raised her hands, raised her two index fingers, and said with a sweet smile: "Grilled cheese sandwich, and sex."
She chuckled a few times, "I can give you everything, I can do great things, and I occupy you every day, how could you not love me?"
"Because I don't like cheese?" Ye Wei said with a disapproving smile.
"You'll see my cooking skills." Amy didn't share his experience, "Let's play some music."
"putWhat kind of music is better if you sing it? "
"Carpenter?"
"Carpenter, sing."
Amy smiled again, adjusted her mood and breath, immersed herself in the world of music, and sang Carpenter's "goodbye-to-love" softly.
Her soft singing voice lingered in the car, caressing Ye Wei's calm face, and drifted away in the wind:
"I will say goodbye to love
No one cares whether I live or die
Opportunities for love again and again have been missed
All I know about love is how to live without it
I just can¡¯t seem to find it
So I made up my mind that I must live alone
Although this is not an easy path
I guess I always knew
I will say goodbye to love
There is no tomorrow in my heart
Time will definitely forget these bitter memories
And I will find it, there are still people who believe it
Living for what I can live for
All these years of useless searching
Finally reached an end
The days of loneliness and emptiness will be my only friends
From this day on, love is forgotten
I will do my best
What lies lie in the future is a mystery to us all
No one can predict how the wheels of the future will turn
Maybe sometime in the future, I will find out that I was wrong
But now, this is my song
It¡¯s saying goodbye to love
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