Under a clear sky, in Toronto¡¯s Nathan Phillips Square, a huge Christmas tree several stories high stands in front of the city hall building. It is full of gorgeous lights, attracting tourists to stop and watch. Christmas decorations dotted the square, but the warm sunshine didn't melt the ice on the outdoor rink thanks to refrigeration equipment.
The skating rink is very lively. Tourists wearing skates are skating around. Some are strolling and some are speeding.
"Eha!" Nina was dressed in a purple winter outfit, black sports pants, and an orange woolen hat. Her untied long black hair fluttered as she galloped. She bent over and bent her legs, with her hands behind her back, dancing like an elf on the ice.
"Hey, wait!" Ye Wei couldn't catch up with her, but it was really a pleasure to look at her strong and heroic posture from behind, her slender legs and graceful back.
Suddenly, Nina turned sideways and slipped over, whizzing past him, her laughter like silver bells coming from far away and then away: "Come after me!"
Ye Wei smiled and waved his hands and chased after her, but she was too fast. She skated so well and so beautifully, like a ray of sunshine, which made other tourists around her look sideways.
At this time, she slid to an open space. Nina first slowed down, spread her hands, and then jumped up. She spun around in mid-air, landed firmly on one foot, lifted her left foot, and slid away gracefully. , with a different kind of look shining on his smile.
¡°Oh!¡± The tourists around him shouted praises, and several children opened their mouths in surprise.
"Oh my God!" Ye Wei also opened his mouth exaggeratedly. This is a figure skating action! It¡¯s not the first time I¡¯ve skated with Nina, and it¡¯s not the first time I¡¯ve seen her do it, but it was really beautifully done this time! The sword is not old yet. Her strong balance, body flexibility and strength allow her to complete the movements with full marks!
Nina danced a few simple waltzes in a row, like a jumping rabbit, and slid next to him, laughing excitedly: "Did you see what you just did!?"
"Yes, that's great!" Ye Wei nodded, holding her hands with both hands and sliding them naturally.
"Hold me." Nina bent back with her head raised, and her waist was firmly supported by him. She spread her hands and looked at the blue sky above and his smiling face. That feeling came back!
Life is so good!
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Cherry Beach Park is a vast expanse of white snow. The afternoon sun shines brightly on the boundless Lake Ontario, but the dead trees without leaves make it even more peaceful.
There are not many tourists on the vast snowy beach. A pair of young lovers were running among them, leaving a series of footprints while laughing and joking. The girl in the orange hat suddenly jumped towards the black-haired boy, and was about to hang on him, but because he was unprepared, both of them almost fell. Pour the snow.
"So heavyhow many pounds have you gained in the past few days?"
"You want to die!"
She wanted to hit him, but he ran away. She bent down and rolled up snowballs and threw them at him. He quickly made snowballs to fight back.
Two young figures were chasing each other while having a snowball fight, and the beautiful lake witnessed the sweetness of this moment.
Happy times are fleeting, and it was getting dark before 5 o'clock. The two left the beach park and walked to the parking lot, preparing to go home and have Christmas dinner together.
"Do you remember our first date? The time you agreed to date me?"
The two of them walked on the snow with one hand holding each other and the other hand in their pockets. She leaned on his shoulder and hummed after hearing this: "I agreed to you because I saw you were pitiful." He wailed: "It's really hurtful. But I did it because of your enthusiasm, fun, and confidence."
He recalled that time and said: "Nina, at that time you taught me how to be fashionable. You wanted to help me integrate into the community. You had many ideas and dreams. You wanted to be an Olympic champion, a traveler, an actor, and an accessory. Designer, you are always full of energy and your smile makes people happy. ¡±
Nina listened and leaned against his shoulder, smiling and saying: "Am I that good"
"Of course you have." Ye Wei smiled, "I still remember in Cliff Park, you said that when I rescued the cat, you had already rescued several people. That was really wonderful, I was moved. At that time You are wild, but very charming. I haven¡¯t seen you 100% for a while, and I saw it today at the rink.¡±
"That jumping action? I don't know why, I jumped suddenly." Nina felt like she was giggling, "Haha."
Ye Wei leaned in and kissed her on the lips, and said some thoughts: "I think when you knew that I was Ye Wei, you started to become less confident, and it became more serious after you failed in the World Youth Championship. It's like one of us is the champion and the other is the loser. You have.I have never thought about why we have had many quarrels in the past six months, except this time. "
Nina was silent, feeling a little depressed, "I don't know"
"Many times we quarrel, just because I made fun of you. Before, you would say, 'Yes, I'm an idiot, so what', very confident; now you will lose your temper, like I am really laughing at you, of course not. Yes, you know it¡¯s not. Maybe it¡¯s because you care about the difference in our external achievements.¡±
"I have no idea¡¡"
Ye Wei stopped, put his arms around her shoulders, stared into her blinking eyes, and said seriously: "I want you to know that I have never thought you were bad, you are great, great, great! I want that funny and confident person Nina is back, Nina who has many ideas for me is back, she can come back! I want to be controlled by you, I think you will scold me, "You can't make a silk purse from a sow's ear", I think you are confident, we can do it! ¡±
"Yunique." Nina twitched her sour nose, "But I am the sow's ears"
"You're not!"
"I am!" Nina shouted, "I wasn't bad before, and I wasn't bad compared to others, but with youand your ex-girlfriendI was really bad"
"What standard?" Ye Wei asked anxiously, "Is there a boxing match? Rhythmic gymnastics? I can't beat you!"
He suddenly pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, saying warmly: "This is not a competition, there is no competition, Nina! Our love is our own business and has nothing to do with other people. If there is a competition, this is ours." vs. other games. We are teammates, not opponents, we are a unit.¡±
"Don't talk about us, I haven't forgiven you yet" Nina's coquettish murmur came from her arms.
"Then can you forgive me?" Ye Wei let go of her and looked at her with a smile, "A new beginning. Hello, I am Yunik-Gu."
Nina laughed softly a few times, her cheeks smiled and her eyes curled, "I'll think about it! I'll think about it."
The afterglow of the setting sun reflected the orange-red color of the snow. The winter wind blew the bare branches of the dead trees, and the two embraced each other and kissed each other.
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In the Dubov family, as night arrives, a festive Christmas dinner is also going on.
Ye Wei's reconciliation with Nina made the atmosphere at the dinner table very lively. He talked about his movie plans for the coming year, "Carrie", his fight with Alexander, and his apology to the Constantines for hurting Nina. Nina tells him to eat more, talk less and shut up! Ye Wei shut up obediently, acting like a slave to his girlfriend.
Watching the young couple flirting, Constantine and Mihaela were very happy, and they called Miss Gu again, coveting the food on the table.
After the Christmas dinner, the two went out to play again. They drove the Land Rover to the city center to enjoy the bright Christmas night scenery. They also went to see a movie "Children and a Basket 2". It was super bad but they just laughed. Playing until early in the morning, it was already Christmas, and the two of them arrived at the Westin Port Castle Hotel.
In the superior lake view room, you can see the night sky and Lake Ontario outside through the window of the building. The curtains are drawn with a few swipes, and the burning passion is erupting.
While Nina kissed Ye Wei passionately, she pushed him onto the king-size bed covered with snow-white sheets, groping his strong body, panting, her eyes blurred with love and desire, and pressed his khaki long-sleeved He took off his T-shirt, and was even more fascinated by the strong muscle lines, and kissed his chest.
"ah!"
"Haha!" Ye Wei hugged her and turned her around, pressing her down. His heart was burning so much that he couldn't bear it anymore. He took off her white knitwear in a few seconds, and then put on a short-sleeved red T-shirt with Christmas bells and other patterns. After taking off the sexy aqua blue bra, I couldn't help but play with the warm and fragrant nephrite inside.
Listening to her breathing, his movements became more and more wild. While untying her clothes, he kissed her neck, her slender shoulders, and her graceful breasts
"You are so beautiful, so, so, so beautiful!"
"Really" Her body was trembling, and she grabbed his mischievous hand as if she was feeling uncomfortable but enjoying it, "Don't do that"
He was familiar with every part of her youthful and graceful body, from head to toe. He had visited every place countless times, but he could never get tired of it. That tenderness, that charm, that combination of spiritual desire, he was so familiar with over the past year. , like a blooming rose in every intimacy, so beautiful that it touches your heart.
Over the past year, the two of them have grown from virgins to veterans. They have grown and explored together. They have already become familiar with each other's preferences and sensitivities. There is no need to say how to do it.
"Oh, ah! Don't, let me say goodbye"
¡°In Bulgaria, if you don¡¯t want it, you have to.¡±
"This is Canada, idiot"
? ??His black trousers were pulled off by her, and when her aqua blue lace panties were taken off by him, he suddenly fell on her, kissed her, and started to move.
It¡¯s as if the whole world is crashing and shaking, the air is filled with love and desire, and every breath is so real.
Her gasps and screams were like sobs, his heavy breathing, sighs and voices, as well as the sound of intimacy, echoed in the room by the lake.
He hugged her body, and she hugged his back; he lifted her legs, and she bit her fingers He held her hands, she closed her eyes slightly, and he pulled her With long hair, she buried her head in the pillow He held her waist, she rode his crotch, he held her hand, she fell on his chest He held her tightly in his arms , she also clung to his arms
She screamed unbearably, kicked and twisted around, almost scratching his shoulders and back with bloody marks. He sprinted like crazy, chasing her to the paradise of pleasure.
When everything returned to calm, the two of them lay on their sides on the king-size bed, holding their palms together, looking into each other's eyes, both with smiles on their faces.
"Nina, how about we go to Las Vegas tomorrow?" Ye Wei stretched out his hand to tidy up her wet hair that stuck to her face, and caressed her face.
Nina blinked: "Going to gamble?" Her delicate hands wandered over his body. Ye Wei smiled and said: "No, go get married." She was startled and then yelled: "You scared me." Ye Wei glared and said: "This is how I feel now. I want to marry you and let everything go." It¡¯s settled, you will always be mine and I will always be yours.¡±
"I don't, we are still so young." Nina felt so sweet, but how could this work, a romantic proposal! ? Here's the ring! ? Las Vegas? Beautiful thought!
"Haha." Ye Wei laughed and pinched her cheek, "Isn't that cool? You are 17 and I am 18, getting married."
"What a beautiful idea!" Nina went to twist his nose, "It's a little longer, you're lying!"
Ye Wei's eyes were full of longing and he said: "No. Then in five or six years, we will have a baby. How cool would that be? When our baby is a teenager and we are only in our 30s, we can go out as a family. Crazy, boy, let¡¯s take him to pick up girls, girl I will be the strictest dad in the world, no dating until 18 years old!¡±
Nina couldn't help but smile. When he said something, she commented: "Not cool. It sounds a little scary. Going to Disneyland? I don't want a bastard son. It's so unfair! Why don't you take her there? boy?"
"That's okay! Then our son is not allowed to date before he is 18 years old. It's your choice. You can't make the whole family a jerk. You have to have a role model."
¡°Well¡you¡¯re still a bastard for boys.¡±
¡°I¡¯ll just say it!¡±
"Wait a minute, what about our son? What a beautiful idea!"
"Hahaha!"
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The night is getting hazy, and it¡¯s past four o¡¯clock in the middle of the night.
After making love again and again, the dimly lit hotel room had been quiet for a long time. Ye Wei and Nina fell asleep hugging each other, then gradually turned around, back to back. At some point, Nina turned around again and pressed against him from behind. She did not sleep peacefully, but was in a light sleep.
Sometimes I wake up with fright, sometimes I wake up with joy. Many lingering thoughts can¡¯t stop tumbling in my mind.
At this time, she suddenly woke up again. Nina took a breath and hugged him tighter. She opened her sleepy eyes and looked at his side and back. Yunik, the bad guy, a scoundrel, a rogue, a bastard, obviously can't forgive him, I don't know. Why is it like this againstill getting married and having a baby
Do you forgive him now? She pouted and shook her head, he was too cheap! No, I have to stay angry for a few more days to see how many love words he can say. Gravity is the first time!
She couldn¡¯t help but laugh when she thought about it. This was the angriest time in more than a year. Oh, it must be all because of the long-distance relationship. This matter is because he wants to settle with the past, yes
What Younik said is quite right. After the World Youth Championship, I was not very confident. I really didn¡¯t expect that it would be related to my lack of confidence. It was all his fault. He is so good, so popular with girls, and yet so rogue
I don¡¯t know if I¡¯m lucky or unlucky to meet him! Look at him, still sleeping so soundly! Draw a big painted face on him and make sure he won't wake up.
The more she thought about it, the more energetic Nina became. After an unknown amount of time, she touched him dishonestly, trying to wake him up.
Suddenly, she vaguely heard him talking in his sleep, and she stopped in confusion. Yunik could talk in his sleep, and she had known it for a long time. For this reason, she even teased him, "You are a genius, but you can't be a spy." She had heard it two or three times, but it was all vague babble in sleep. She might have heard it clearly when spoken, but she had not heard it yet.
She raised her head and leaned inHe listened attentively, what did he say?
"Wellwell" His murmur was very low, as if he was in pain. It was not a good dream, "I care, Lily, I careLily, listen to me"
Lily, not nina, not lina, but lily.
Lily Collins.
In an instant, Nina's eyes dimmed and she lay flat on the bed. What did she care about? What do you care about! ?
He should have understood earlier that he just said and did these things to make her no longer angry. He felt guilty He was so guilty that he even explained it to Lily Collins in his dream
Nina felt unable to breathe, completely unable to breathe. She turned around and curled up into a ball, not wanting to cry, move, or think.
Nothing can be heard, the whole world has no sound, no more color, no more air, and as he said, no more gravity.
There is nothing anymore.
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In the early morning, the sky in Toronto is still dark, and Lake Ontario tells the story of tranquility.
In the room, a well-dressed girl was about to leave. She kissed the forehead of the boy on the bed tenderly, paused for a while, then suddenly walked over, quietly opened the door, and stepped out of the corridor. She looked over there. She glanced at him, her eyes suddenly turned red with tears, and she closed the door gently.
Because the biological clock did not adapt to the jet lag, Ye Wei woke up from his sleep at around 8 o'clock in the morning and looked around confusedly, but Nina was not there.
It seemed like she got up early before. Spending the night together, girls always have to get up early, and Nina would get up early every time. When he got up, she would have already packed up and looked beautiful.
He hadn¡¯t slept well in the past few days. Last night, he was exhausted from the lingering relationship and still a little sleepy. He turned around and wanted to take a nap.
After a while, it was strange that there was no sound in the room.
"Nina?" Ye Wei called out and looked towards the bathroom with squinted eyes. There was no response, he wasn't here. There is a room service for breakfast, so I went out for a morning walk.
He slept for a while again, but couldn't fall asleep anymore. He yawned and sat up, put on a white bathrobe and walked to the bathroom. "Nina?" Sure enough, she wasn't there. After he was done, he walked back to the bed and took his cell phone from the bedside table to call her. He realized that all her clothes were missing and he couldn't help but frown.
I saw several pages of letter paper under the mobile phone on the bedside table, and there was something written on the paper.
"What is this?" Ye Wei's heart sank, and he felt a bad feeling. He picked it up and looked at it. It was written by Nina
He sat down by the bed and started reading:
Dear Yunik:
I still can¡¯t go on with you.
It has nothing to do with whether I forgive you or not. I am tired. Falling in love with you is becoming more and more tiring for me.
You said that I have lost my self-confidence. I think so. I don¡¯t know how to be confident in front of you. That's only part of the reason. The more reason is that we are actually not suitable. We are not a perfect match and we don't match each other.
What you say, what you think, many times, I don¡¯t understand. The more we talk and the deeper the relationship becomes, the more it becomes like this. Most of the time, I can only worship you blindly, but I can't communicate with you. I tried hard, but it really didn't work.
You like to read the novels of Nicholas Sparks. You say that his novels have the purest love, how beautiful his writing is and how moving the characters are.
¡°I said yes, yes, that¡¯s it. It's not that I don't like him, I like "The Notebook", but when I read the original novel, I couldn't read it. I recently finished reading "The Lovely Bones" reluctantly. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have even glanced at it.
When you talk about Shakespeare and Hemingway, the biggest thing I know about them is that the school¡¯s English class requires reading their articles. When you talk about classical novels, science fiction novels, those cosmology, those Chinese classics, I can only be speechless and submissive.
I can only laugh at you for being a nerd so as not to be embarrassed, but I wish I could be a nerd too.
Reading is just one of them, which shows the huge difference between us. If you talk about movies, art, and those weird and weird things, the differences are even greater, and they can never be narrowed, they will only get bigger. It seems that only exercise is the biggest thing we have in common, but who exercises all day long? I asked you, you said Forrest Gump.
You are not Forrest Gump, and I am not Forrest Gump¡¯s wife. I don¡¯t remember her name.
How I wish I could live up to your expectations and be a person you love more and more worthy of your love, a person who is more compatible with you and understands you better, but I am not.
After falling in love with you,??A lot has changed, some are happy, some are painful.
In fact, I feel a lot more relaxed these days. You only see my sluggish side, but you don¡¯t know that some of my sluggishness is due to relaxation.
I am no longer Ye Wei's girlfriend. I don't have to think about you anymore. I don't have to read books that I'm not interested in at all. I don't have to wonder if your words have any profound meaning. I don't have to feel that I haven't done a good job. I don't have to worry about letting you down. , no need to think about how to make you happy.
I really love you, but it¡¯s much easier for me to break up with you.
Like you said, we first got together because we were attracted by each other's beauty, but I don't know since when, we are no longer like that. We quarrel every time we meet. You say I am sensitive and anxious, and you say I mind. It¡¯s not that I don¡¯t mind your achievements, I¡¯m proud of you, I¡¯m just not proud of myself.
You say you like me and tell you everything, but in fact I often pretend to be myself in front of you and try to make myself meet your requirements. Many times, I suppress myself. I don¡¯t know what else to do besides losing my temper. I no longer want to suppress it. Since I am not that kind of person, why should I pretend to be that kind of person?
I don¡¯t want you to feel depressed anymore. You should ask yourself why you are still with me.
It seems to me that until now, you are just unwilling to let go out of responsibility, friendship for me, and the good aspects of this relationship. In fact, you don¡¯t have to do it with me. You can always face me calmly. But I heard you tell me how you and Lily Collins broke up. You will always lose your mind because of her, but you will never lose your mind because of me. And lose your mind.
You treat her differently than you treat me. Don¡¯t you understand why it¡¯s so different? Because you just like me and you love Lily Collins.
You love me, you love many people, that kind of love, only the love for her is the most different.
You and Lily Collins separated because of a misunderstanding, not because we no longer love each other. In fact, you no longer belonged to me half a year ago, maybe never.
If we continue to be depressed like this, will you still be you? Am I still me? We will always be separated.
No matter what, I am tired of our relationship, my feelings for you are different, everything has become different. In the past two days, I tried to deceive myself, but when I woke up in the middle of the night and overheard your Meng Yi's words "Lily, I care about you", I understood you and myself.
I don¡¯t want to continue. Life is long. I don¡¯t know what we will be like in the future and whether we will have any contact with each other. But now, I want to live a new life and start the new year with a real fresh start. I believe what you said, pain is strength. As long as you work hard, life will get better and better, not worse.
Breaking up with you will definitely have a painful stage. I will be very painful and painful, but when the pain passes, it will always pass, and I will be a brand new me. When I was a kid, I thought it was a big deal if my ballet shoes wore out. If I lost the World Youth Championship, I thought my life was over, but it would eventually pass.
You don¡¯t have to chase me anymore, I don¡¯t want you to do that, that will just make you a real asshole. No, let me go and you move forward too.
The year and two months I have been in love with you have been the most important year and two months in my life. It is now and will be in the future. What I have experienced, learned and experienced from it, whether it is sweetness, pain or happiness. Or sad, it¡¯s enough for me to remember for the rest of my life.
I don¡¯t want to let you go, but it¡¯s time for us to end it. Separating can allow us to be ourselves better instead of hurting each other anymore.
We have a romantic beginning, and we should also have a romantic ending.
I rarely write letters, but I wrote this letter without thinking too much. I must have thought too much. There may be some grammatical errors, misspellings and confusion in thinking. Don¡¯t be ridiculous. I hope we can still be friends in the future, I think we will, but not so soon.
Next time we meet, I will call you viy. You know, Yunique has passed away, disappeared from your body and mind, I will keep it, stay in my heart forever, it¡¯s over.
Merry Christmas.
Yinik Gu's Nina Du Baofu
Looking at the letters and the name written in Chinese, Ye Wei had no expression on his face. After sitting for a long time, he stood up and walked to the long window, and opened the curtains.
He looked out at the blue sky and Lake Ontario. No matter what mood everyone was in, the bright sunshine still shone.