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- "Both children belong to me. If they follow you, they will have no father or mother. Phil, let's face the reality. You are not a person suitable to take care of children. You never have been."
"Matthew is yours, Nicky is mine."
¡°You don¡¯t have to think about it, they all belong to me and they will continue to live in Switzerland and will not go anywhere.¡±
American Thanksgiving holiday, Switzerland, residential area on the shores of Lake Geneva.
Lily was carrying Matthew into the house to get other toys. She smiled at the baby, kissed his rosy cheek, and said with a smile: "You are so handsome, you will definitely charm many girls in the future. "Suddenly she heard a faint quarrel coming from the back garden. She walked over in confusion, her heart heavy.
"Nicci can continue to live in Switzerland. I just hope that a child will be in my name and that I will arrange his education."
"I say it again, both children belong to me. I don't want to make it ugly. It's not good for the children, Lily, or anyone. We can end it with dignity."
"Orian, I've been married three times and any asshole like me deserves to go to hell. But we've been together for 12 years and you know who I am and I certainly don't want another fax divorce and we're just getting to the point where it's over When. Give me a son, that¡¯s all I ask for.¡±
"What do you take them for? Proof that you have children? What will happen when you get married for the fourth time? It's best for the children to follow me! I won't consider remarrying in the short term."
"I didn't think about it either I didn't want to get married for the fourth time. Nicky will be in my name and continue to live with you, okay?"
Standing by the back door of the house, listening to these words, Lily's face turned from red to pale, and she couldn't help but hug the baby in her arms tightly. She looked down at Matthew's innocent smiling face, and her whole body trembled with pain in her heart. divorce? Again?
She walked out, and her father and Orion, who were just beside the porch, stopped talking and looked at each other, "Lily"
"Is this a joke?" Lily looked at the bald old man, trying her best to suppress her anger, "Phil Collins, is this a joke?"
Phil pinched his forehead silently, "Orian and I have encountered problems in our marriage, and we are working hard to save it."
Orian walked towards Lily and comforted: "Lily, don't worry, we will solve it."
Damn it, you damn thing Lily looked at her father, her eyes widened, and her voice trembled: "What's wrong? Are you cheating or something? What's wrong with you!?"
"Baby" Phil didn't want to say more and sighed: "There are always many problems in marriage, and we are all working hard."
Orion pressed Lily's trembling shoulders and forced a smile, "It's okay, it's okay"
"This woman gave birth to your second child at this time last year, Matthew. He was only one year old." Lily's tears fell uncontrollably, and an unbearable pain and annoyance surged from the bottom of her heart, impacting her and destroying her. Looking at her, she couldn't help crying and said angrily:
"Have you ever thought that he is only one year old! Nicky, only four years old!! What's wrong with you? Your children will get divorced when they are four years old? Have you ever thought that they will miss their father in the future and they will be beaten at school? Being bullied and mocked as a bastard, there are four mothers! Where is their father?¡±
Phil was silent, blushing a little after being scolded by his daughter and not daring to look at her.
Orian¡¯s eyes suddenly turned red
"Dad is really sorry, but some things are not as expected. Dad loves you." Phil was speechless for a while before saying.
"You have no right to say this word!" Lily became more and more excited and shouted: "You don't love anyone, you don't love me, you don't love Nicky and Matthew, you don't love my mother, and you don't love O. Ryan, you only love yourself! I wish you were drowning, you bastard!
"Hey" Matthew's eyes became confused and frightened. Seeing his sister crying, he was about to cry too, and suddenly said: "sunshine."
Hearing this sunset, Lily's tears suddenly burst out more violently. The past of her childhood came to her mind, and she thought that her two younger brothers would have to live such a bastard childhood Nicky was only 4 years old. What did he know? Said, parents divorce is the end of the world Matthew, Matthew
She held the baby in her arms tightly with both hands and closed her tearful eyes in pain. Why, why is it always like this It was obviously fine, but suddenly everything changed
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" Matthew cried loudly.
"Lily, marriage is always" Phil wanted to say something else.
"No, this world is notLike this, I know it¡¯s not like this! Lily glared angrily and interrupted loudly: "You bastard, you can't defeat me. One day I will get married, I will have a group of children, and I will form a happy family!" There is a person who loves me, he loves our children, he loves our homeso do I! I know there will be"
At the end of the sentence, she couldn't help sobbing, but she tried her best to hold it back, handed Matthew to Orion, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and walked to the front yard.
"What's wrong?" Nicky's little face was confused when he saw his sister coming over crying and playing in the front yard, "Lily?"
"It's nothing, nothing" Lily smiled at him and choked: "Niqi, remember, no matter what, don't lose confidence You remember"
Walking outside without stopping, she took out her mobile phone and pressed it, Wei, I want to call Wei
¡°I¡¯m going to tell him all this shit, that bastard is getting divorced again, and the Phil Collins divorce reality show is going to start again. I want to tell him that Matthew has learned to speak sunshine, I want to hear his voice, I want to see him
Contact person: vi
The finger was about to press down, but stopped.
But I¡¯m not your boyfriend! Stop lying to yourself, what a good friend, stop talking nonsense He and his girlfriend are on vacation, they must be having a lot of fun
Putting the phone back in the pocket of her coat, Lily continued walking towards the shores of Lake Geneva, her dim eyes looking at the blue sky in the distance, wondering what she was thinking.
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After receiving Madeleine¡¯s call, Tawerman immediately rushed home. He spent the whole journey anxious, sad, and melancholy. What he had been worried about happened happened.
Lily has been taking medication and treatment since she was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of four. Until three years ago, because she had reached puberty and her condition was good, she tried to stop taking medication and focused on psychotherapy. The situation was very good, and the six months of dating Ye Wei were Lily's best period.
There was only one suspected attack. On Christmas two years ago, Qiao Li said that because she had to watch "Dance of Angels" at the same time, no one paid attention to her. She lost her temper and plucked one of her eyebrows.
That act of self-mutilation was really worrying, but Lily was fine that night. She and Ye Wei talked on the phone almost all night. From then on, she was completely healed, better than ever, and no longer needed any treatment.
Tawarman was very happy, but seeing her daughter falling more and more deeply in love, she became more and more concerned about the possibility that once Lily and Ye Wei's relationship changed, once Lily was injured
Although ADHD is called a common disease, it is not that simple. Nowadays, many children are considered to have ADHD if they are just lively and active, but this disease does not mean hyperactivity.
Tawerman can recite some symptoms and data. Symptoms of the ADHD-PI type include being easily distracted, forgetful, dazed, confused, unable to concentrate, and difficulty completing one thing; ADHD-PH type will be excessively irritable, anxious, and uneasy. Hyperactivity, difficulty staying seated, immature behavior, destructive behavior. The hybrid type has both.
This disease is like a source, and it is easy to develop other mental illnesses, such as depression, anxiety, mania
These conditions may also occur, including feelings of guilt, hopelessness, low self-esteem, unhappiness, loss of interests and hobbies, easy fatigue, changes in appetite, unexplained pain, insomnia or lethargy, suicidal thoughts, vigilance, inability to relax, low tolerance, impulsivity , excessive happiness, doing something suddenly, magnified imagination, talking to oneself, aggressive behavior, anti-social behavior
60% of patients have learning disabilities, 60% will develop new mental illnesses as adults, 25% of ADHD will continue into adulthood, and the other 75% will have fewer symptoms or no symptoms at all.
Tawerman can recite this. ADHD is not the most terrifying thing, but the pathological mental illness. Over the years, she has been trying hard to prevent Lily from becoming one of the 60%.
She worked hard to create an environment for Lily to grow up calmly and normally, observed Lily's mental condition every day, and did everything she could to protect her daughter.
It is not easy for ADHD patients to integrate into the group. In the UK, Lily had no friends, and she could be said to be annoying in kindergarten. When she arrived in the United States, it was very difficult for a long time. She was already difficult, and other children even laughed at her. The accent, as she grew up, made her laugh at her eyebrows.
But as the doctor said, Lily is a smart and strong child. The older she grows, the more proud she becomes. She has no problem with her personality, no problem with her studies, and no messy illnesses.
She can sit there and read all day long, and she can concentrate on writing articles, from behavioral therapy as a child to now writing a column in a fashion magazine.
Tawerman once thought that everything was fine, but after experiencing things such as breaking up with Ye Wei, Ye Wei¡¯s new girlfriend, and the box incident in the previous summer, etc., Lily remained normal and only received a few psychological counseling sessions. She believes that Lily will be cured of ADHD when her brain development catches up in adolescence, like some patients do, and she no longer has to worry every day.
Butthe cause of Lily's illness is not a brain development problem, but psychological trauma.
It still happened now, Lily relapsed, because that old bastard who never stopped was getting divorced again, and because of that little bastard Ye Wei
"Honey?"
Tawarman knocked on the ajar door in the corridor, pushed the door open and walked in. He saw Lily sitting on the edge of the bed, seemingly in a daze, her hands and fingers constantly moving.
"Lily, I heard what Madeline said." She felt a huge pain in her heart and walked away with a smile.
"Oh, what?" Lily came back to her senses and blinked at her mother, "I'm fine, what? Do you think I'm crazy? Oh my god, Mom! I'm fine! I'm just a little anxious I'm fine, maybe not So good, but okay. I know what you're thinking, no, I don't need to see a doctor."
Tawarman looked at Lily's hands moving around without even noticing it, and felt her heart was broken. "I heard that Wei Ge came here just now."
"It's none of Wei's business!" Lily was immediately very anxious and explained: "I'm just annoyed by that bastard's divorce"
She sighed, and was hugged by her mother who was sitting next to her. She frowned and said, "How could he do this? He betrayed you and our family because of another woman, and now he does it again I'm worried." Nicky and Matthew, I don¡¯t want them to be like me They are good kids, they did nothing wrong"
"Sometimes I feel." She paused, with tears in her eyes, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I feel that you have worked hard a lot, you live with good expectations, and you work hard to protect your precious things, but You are just a fool. In the end, everything will go wrong and laugh at you"
Tawarman hugged his daughter tightly, fearing that she would not be able to think straight and go astray, and comforted him: "My dear, your father is not a noble man, but he is not that bad either. He is just an ordinary person who can empathize." Ordinary people who break up, get divorced and remarry. He and I really fell in love, but he was no longer that person many years ago. You have to believe that these things are not your responsibility. I¡¯ve always told you that it¡¯s someone else¡¯s choice, but you can choose your own, we know that.¡±
Lily said nothing and lowered her head slightly.
"How about I invite Wei over for dinner?" Tawarman asked warmly.
"Are you crazy!?" Lily stood up in panic, "You can't, Mom, you can't do this!"
Watching her daughter walking around frantically, Tawarman felt helpless. At this moment, she really wanted to ask Ye Wei for help
"I'm warning you, don't let Wei know!" Lily stopped and looked at her mother with wide eyes, "You told him!? So, so he said I was Eugene Levy, he said I was taking drugs you How could this happen?! When did he know what you were doing" She blushed and felt very, very embarrassed. What did he think of me
"Lily, Wei doesn't know! I swear to you, no one told him." Tawarman quickly clarified seriously, "Don't get excited! Wei doesn't know."
"Oh" Lily took a long breath and felt a little relieved, "Don't let him know, okay, if I want him to know, I will tell him myself."
"Adhd is nothing to be ashamed of." Tawerman reassured, "It's not your fault, it's very common, and you're not the only one at Harvard-Westlake."
"Mom!" Lily became anxious and started walking back and forth, "You don't understand!!"
She never likes to say that she has ADHD because she doesn¡¯t want others to think that she is abnormal and treat her with a strange look and attitude, as if she should be treated as if she is sick, as if her emotions and conditions are all because of her illness. , as if she is not a normal person!
If Wei knew and she lost her temper, would he say "Hey, adhd"? If she had some negative emotions, he would say "adhd" and she would smile exaggeratedly. He would also say "adhd" and she wouldn't want to talk. , or if he keeps talking, he will say "adhd", she got good grades on the test, she opened a column, he will say "Ritalin"
It seems that her achievements are all because of taking medicine It seems that Lily Collins is a madman
No, no Lily's heart resounded with excited and happy praises, "talented woman, genius, fairy, goddess." The more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, "Don't tell him, absolutely don't tell him, promise me, mom, don't tell Only! Promise me!"
"Mom, I promise you." Tawarman nodded seriously.
"No, you will tell him, you will definitely" Lily was at a loss.He covered his face and said, "You will."
"Mom knows that this kind of boy is humorous, interesting, individual and talented. He will make you laugh, and in the blink of an eye you will be moved to tears. You never know what he will do next, sometimes crazy, sometimes funny, and sometimes Sometimes you feel bored, but he enjoys it. It is always full of surprises, excitement and sweetness.
He can be very tough, others call him a bad guy, and he can also cry because of a song, a painting, or a story. He challenged anyone and he always won. Everything he says is so interesting, sometimes romantic, sometimes philosophical, sometimes cynical all of these are cool, and when he kisses you tenderly, it's even cooler. "
Looking at Lily who had calmed down, Tawarman smiled, "Who do you think I'm talking about? Your father, he was such a person back then. Everyone hated him, but I loved him."
"Don't put Wei and that guy together!" Lily said solemnly, "They are nothing alike. That guy sucks."
"Yes, he sucked later, but he was much taller and more handsome than him. I can't sing as well as him." Tawarman wanted to make her daughter laugh, but Lily was still sullen. Tawarman continued: "Mom, what I want to say is , I know what it means to love someone, and I know how you feel. But if he can't accept that you have ADHD, then he's not that good either."
"What are you talking about" Lily frowned, "Why does viy have to be involved in everything? What does it have to do with him? It's not because of him that I'm anxious! But if you tell him without permission, I won't forgive you. You, I¡¯m serious, this is my business, don¡¯t mess around.¡±
"I promise you." Tawarman nodded, stood up, and said softly: "My dear, you need to talk to Maggie. Mom will take you there tomorrow. I will confiscate your car key first. Return it. Yes, we need to restart behavioral therapy and design some new games.¡±
"Fuck it, Mom." Lily rolled her eyes and finally smiled angrily, "I just need some Ritalin or some behavioral therapy. I'm not a child anymore."
"You can't tell." Tawarman put his arm around his daughter's shoulders and walked out of the bedroom, "Let's go have dinner."
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The next morning, Lily took leave from school and drove to a psychiatrist's private clinic in Beverly Hills with her mother.
There are countless psychiatrists in Beverly Hills. Some appointments need to be made months in advance. Almost all of the clients are celebrities. Everyone has their own affairs, but anxiety and depression envelope Hollywood. Lily didn't want to come here, and she felt even lower when she stepped into the clinic that she hadn't set foot in for a long time. It was so bad!
"Wei is worried about his invitation to direct a project with a budget of 100 million US dollars. She is worried about these nonsense. It's really ridiculous." Hahaha Ridiculous.
"Hi, Lily!" Maggie is a kind-hearted middle-aged white woman with long brown hair and a short stature. She always has a peaceful smile on her face. The customer relaxes when she sees her.
Lily was absent-minded, "Hi, Maggie"
"Then you can chat slowly." Tawerman left the study-like consulting room and went to the reception room outside to wait. Maggie Elder has been Lily's psychiatrist for many years, and she has told Maggie all the new situation. Maggie said, "Ye Wei is obviously the biggest sticking point." She sat down on the sofa and prayed for everything to go well. .
In the elegant and bright consulting room, Lily lay down on a luxurious couch in the middle, put her hands on her abdomen, moved her fingers constantly, and looked at the row of bookcases over there.
¡°Maggie, just give me some Ritalin, or Dixit, whatever you want, just give me some,¡± she said.
Maggie sat on the leather chair not far to the right, looked at her with a smile, and said in a gentle voice: "Lily, we stopped taking the medicine three years ago, and your performance has been very good! What happened recently?"
"You just prescribe medicine Actually, I can buy it too, and it's not difficult to buy."
"I think your relapse is not because of physical problems, but maybe psychological problems. Three years ago, what did we say at that time? Everything will be fine."
Lily was silent and didn't speak. She turned around and turned her back to Maggie. After a while, she whispered softly: "Everything didn't get better. It got better for a while, and then it was a mess."
"What's wrong?" Maggie's warm voice sounded, "What happened? You can tell me, I'm very happy to listen, you can say anything."
"My dadthat bastard, he's getting divorced again. I'm worried about my two younger brothers"
"You can't stop this, but you are a big girl. With you here, Nicky and Matthew will have one more person to protect them, right?"
"I don't know, I'm in a mess myself, how can I protect them" Lily lay back down again, looking at the ceiling.?, his eyes showed confusion.
Maggie asked with concern: "Which boy is your trouble about?"
"If you want to say Wei, just say Wei." Lily laughed, looked at her, but hesitated, "He kind of annoys mebut"
Maggie waited patiently for her to speak. Seeing that she was becoming more and more hesitant, she said, "I know your story. It's such a pity, but isn't that in the past? You are friends." Seeing that she was still hesitant, Maggie laughed: "Lily, I'm Maggie. You know, only we hear every word here. I won't tell your mother or anyone else."
"At first I thought he and I could be good friends." Lily sat up and twirled her hair, "Best friends, a special kind of friendship. Maybe, maybe when we have another chance, we can still be friends." If there is a feeling, then we will be together again. Now I understand that this is impossible. When I see him, I know it is impossible."
She got off the couch, walked around, and sighed a few breathlessly, "Maggie, I feel like I'm stealing him. He was originally mine, but now I'm stealing him" Her eyes flickered. Painful, "I don't want to do this, this is despicable, I hate myself for doing this in disguise"
"No." Maggie looked slightly surprised, "You are not stealing from him, you are just friends."
"I have! Every time we meet, I have and last month's Thanksgiving" Lily shook her fist guiltily, with a face full of remorse: "I want to give him a set of Cooke lenses, which are good for us. It's very memorable. I gave him this gift on our first Thanksgiving, and last year too. I wanted to continue doing it this year, but it was too ambiguous! But, I did it in the end. I can't control myself"
She leaned against the bookcase and banged her head against a row of books inside, "I feel like I did something bad, I'm a bad girl, I'm very badI stole Nina behind his backChristmas is coming again, I don¡¯t know what to give him, nothing seems suitable!
Every time he chats with me, there are things I want to say but I can¡¯t. I can¡¯t say this or that, but he likes to talk to me. Yesterday, I scolded him because I couldn¡¯t stand it. No, that's wrong, but I love him, I really love him I tried hard, I tried hard, I tried hard! But I love him"
"You worked really hard? How was your new date?" Maggie asked in guidance.
Lily turned and walked to the other side of the consulting room, her voice was very slow and soft, "The new date is just to let me know how much I love him and how much I miss him. It's not that I don't want to start a new romance, can you say What, it feels like the first date is good, the second, the third, watching a movie, having dinner, and then slowly, it doesn¡¯t feel good anymore.
It¡¯s just that it¡¯s hard for me to love someone. The weird thing is, instead of feeling bad that the new date didn't work out, I felt relieved. "
"Maybe I'm not ready yet." She took a long breath, walked back to the couch, sat down, and lowered her head. "The longer time passes, it doesn't get weaker and weaker, and then let it go. It just makes you feel more and more. Different, the more clearly you feel that you have really lost him, maybe you will lose him forever. I am very anxious, and the more you think about it, the more anxious you are, what are you doing to get him back?
¡°At first I thought it would be over soon, but now more than a year later, I still just want to be with him"
Listening to this, Maggie looked fascinated, the crux was here, a clean breakup, Lily could bear it, because no matter how sad and painful, she had a direction, and now she has no direction. Ye Wei kept disturbing her peace time and time again, causing her emotions to rise and fall again and again, and making her fall into guilt. This was the direct factor that caused Lily to relapse.
Looking at Lily with tears in her eyes, Maggie said: "Wei is an excellent boy and he matches you well, but you should let him go."
Lily was shocked when she heard this, looked at him warily, and said in a cold voice: "Don't touch him! Don't try to brainwash me, just give me some medicine and I'll leave."
"If what I say is unreasonable, what are you afraid of?" Maggie smiled at her and said earnestly: "Lily, only a new beginning has happened very early. He fell in love with another girl, Nina. He is not that Care about you"
"Haha!" Lily interrupted with a laugh, "Yes, his love for Nina started from a wrong start!"
"There is nothing wrong or correct. The thing is: Ye Wei loves others, not you." Ma Qi's peaceful smile did not change. "He talks to you all day long, not just because he thinks it is okay. He doesn't have as much as you think. This is also It shows that he can really regard you as a friend.¡±
"Don't touch him!!" Lily stared, got off the couch and walked out. She didn't want to stay here anymore, she would talk nonsense!
Maggie then spoke louder: "Then let's do a small test. After you walk out of this clinic,?Find Ye Wei, face to face, you tell him that you love him and you want to be with him, and let him either break up with his girlfriend and be with you, or disappear in front of you forever! "
"What are you talking about!?" Lily's face became even more angry, and she almost wanted to hit her, "I won't do that, I never will!"
"Lily, believe me, if Ye Wei really loves you, he will choose to be with you." Maggie smiled and said, "If he says no, then he doesn't love you."
Lily said with disdain, "What do you know? You are a person with a very high sense of responsibility."
"This matter has nothing to do with responsibility. Love is selfish. In this relationship, one of you will always get hurt. Ye Wei is so smart, of course he understands this. But he chose to protect Nina instead of you. He Would he rather be the one who is sad and miserable if he loves you?"
"You don't know" Lily's voice dropped, "He thinks I'm stronger, and things are like this, we can only move forward, do you understand?"
"You don't understand." Maggie said seriously, "Emotion and reason have always been in opposition. Love is not about right or wrong, it's all about whether you want to be with someone. Does Ye Wei know that you have a new date? Anyone who loves No boy who is a girl is willing to sit back and watch her date someone else.¡±
"You don't understand, you are talking nonsense" Lily suddenly shouted uncontrollably: "I love his sense of responsibility! He also knows that this is what I expect from him."
Maggie was still very calm: "Lily, if you ask him like that, no matter whether he hesitates, refuses, or agrees, you will have an answer, and your life will get better."
"Have you ever thought about what would happen if he agreed?" Lily couldn't hold back the anger in her heart. "What kind of person would I be? A bitch who stole someone else's boyfriend. Do you think I would do that? What? I'm not a noble person, but I'm a bastard!"
"If he agrees, but you don't ask, is it a good thing for Nina?" Maggie asked, "What if he actually loves you, not Nina? Lily, there is a mistake here, no matter who is at fault, this There is an error in it. This little test is not mean at all. It can find the error and correct it.
It can make you all understand your own hearts, and it is all right for you, Ye Wei, and Nina. "
"I don't want to listen to your nonsense anymore." Lily frowned and strode outside. - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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